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    Carlos came back from the outside, opened the door, and saw Ji Ling sitting on the edge of the bed, holding his knees and lowering his head, as if asleep.

    He walked over and sat down beside the young man, reached out and took him into his arms, kissed his hair, and said softly, "I heard you didn't eat tonight?"

    Ji Ling didn't move.

    Carlos sighed softly, reached out to hold the boy's face, and saw that the boy's eyes were red, and there were still traces of crying.

    He bowed his head and kissed him tenderly and lovingly. The boy's body was slightly stiff and seemed a little reluctant, but he didn't avoid it unexpectedly. He even submissively opened his lips to a gap, lowered his eyes, and his slender eyelashes trembled gently...

    For the first time in so many days, the boy was so obedient, and the dark color in Carlos' eyes suddenly deepened. He pushed the boy down and kissed him on the neck one by one.

    The teenager trembled subconsciously. Although he had been kissed many times by himself, he was still extremely sensitive. This young reaction made Carlos feel full of love and pity.

    After a while, he stopped and put his arms around Ji Ling and said, "I forgive you today, but if you don't eat next time, you know what will happen, eh?"

    Ji Ling was silent for a while, his eyelashes were still wet with tears. Suddenly, his lips moved slightly, and he said, "There is no sunlight here, it's boring to stay here, I want to go out and breathe."

    Carlos moved for a while, his eyes became sharp and fell on Ji Ling's face.

    After a long while, he hooked his lips and smiled: "Yes."

    He knew what the little guy was thinking, and he wanted to leave here, but this idea was destined to be naive and useless, but even so, this was the first time Ji Ling had asked himself, and he certainly couldn't bear to refuse him.

    Carlos directly reached out and hugged Ji Ling, took him out of here, and took the elevator to the ground.

    Ji Ling has been living underground, and has long lost the concept of time. When he came outside, he realized that it was the afternoon, when the sun was shining. He raised his hand to cover his eyes and looked at the long-lost light, and he almost cried. .

    Well, if I knew it was so easy to come out, I would have opened my mouth a long time ago!

    He's stupid, really.

    Carlos looked at the boy's eyes that seemed to be about to cry, and there was a hint of regret in his heart, but in the end he became cold and hard. He let Ji Ling sit at the table in the garden and ordered the servants to prepare exquisite cakes to send.

    Ji Ling was so hungry that he didn't eat a meal. Seeing that Carlos prepared the food so thoughtfully, he almost swallowed, but he hadn't forgotten his and Wen Yan's plan, and he would never be caught by Carlos Xiaoen and Xiaohui!

    Ji Ling didn't move the food in front of him, he raised his eyes, looked at Carlos with a very indifferent look, and said word by word: "You are so unscrupulous, you don't hesitate to marry a scumbag and waste like me, really just to marry Is your Majesty doing the right thing? What am I worth for you to do?"

    Carlos' eyes narrowed, his vision suddenly became dangerous and terrifying, and his chest heaved slightly.

    This kid, he doesn't even know what he's talking about...

    Why?

    How do you want me to answer you?

    Don't ask me such things, don't let me answer the truth, because even if I answer, you won't accept it.

    So I'm not going to say I love you, that'll just make you leave me.

    Carlos raised his thin lips and said lightly: "Don't underestimate your own value, and don't try to guess my thoughts."

    Ji Ling looked at him, and suddenly gave a miserable smile, with a dark and ironic color in his blue eyes, he said, "Yeah, it's not because you love me anyway, you won't love me at all...

    There is no difference between you and your majesty. I loved him so much in the last life, and he could exile me mercilessly without hesitation. In this life, I was captured by the rebel army, and he still let go of the real murderer for his purpose, and he didn't care about my experience at all. what..."

    Carlos' face sank, he closed his eyes, and said, "Even so, you still don't want to go against his will, you'd rather bear all this yourself than tell the truth. If it was me, I would definitely not Let go of anyone who hurts you."

    Ji Ling's tears suddenly flowed down, and he said in a broken way: "Enough, don't talk like you love me!"

    Carlos paused, and the cold pain in his heart flowed again.

    Ji Ling wiped his eyes and said: "I won't tell the truth, you give up!"

    Carlos stared fixedly at the boy and wanted to reach out to comfort him, but he didn't move in the end. The hand resting on his side slowly tightened, in fact... He never thought of asking Ji Ling to tell the truth, that The so-called condition was just a reason to confuse him, he was sure that Ji Ling would not agree.

    Even if Ji Ling really agreed, he wouldn't allow it, because then the whole world would know what happened to him, and gossip and malicious slander would follow him for the rest of his life. The real reason for the justification. It's not that he couldn't do that, but he couldn't bear to do it, and continued to use Ji Ling as the victim of their struggle.

    No matter how he fought with Jing Sui, he and Jing Sui had the same goal on this point, and they didn't want the facts to be known.

    Although this is very unfavorable to him, and even passive, he will not open the wound of the young man and show it to the world, just to gain some benefits for himself... Even if he doesn't tell the truth, he will I won't lose to Jing Sui!

    Did he think that he could deal with him by such means?

    Carlos took a deep breath, pulled the boy gently, patted his trembling body soothingly, and said, "If you don't want to say it, don't say it, don't force it."

    He sniffed the boy's breath on the tip of his nose, looked at his slender and slender neck, fragile and beautiful, the word "love" was whirling on the tip of his tongue, and he almost wanted to blurt it out, but in the end he still didn't say it.

    Ji Ling just cried silently and did not speak. Carlos sighed and was about to carry Ji Ling back, but Ji Ling suddenly spoke up.

    His voice was calm and lifeless, and said, "Do you know how I left the palace?"

    Carloston nodded, looking down at him.

    Ji Ling raised his eyes, those dark eyes without light, looked at him lightly, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and said, "I told Your Majesty that the person who loved him has died in the last life and will never come back. ."

    Carlos' eyes finally changed, and he looked at the boy with surprise and pity, he... would he actually say such a thing to Jing Sui?

    Are you still hurt, dead heart?

    Ji Ling looked into Carlos' eyes, the corners of his lips sneered, as if he had lost any hope in this world, and said indifferently: "If I really marry you, even if you don't love me but just use me...you will be right me?"

    Carlos said in a low voice, "I will treat you well."

    Ji Ling suddenly laughed, with tears in his eyes, and muttered with a self-deprecating expression, "Is that so..."

    …………

    Since that day, Ji Ling seems to have finally let go of some of the knots in his heart. Facing Carlos, although he is as indifferent as usual, he is not so resistant, and looks like he is giving up on himself.

    Even when Carlos was making out with him, he was as motionless as a puppet, neither catering to nor resisting.

    Ji Ling like this made Carlos more loving, but more distressed.

    Although he locked Ji Ling in the underground palace, in order to make Ji Ling happy, the underground palace was filled with all kinds of treasures. Regardless of whether Ji Ling wanted it or not, Carlos would never tire of sending him various things.

    The room is covered with thick carpets, the dining table is made of gold and precious stones, and the table and the foot of the bed are full of shining gems.

    Ji Ling pretended to be ashes as he looked at the jewelry in the room full of emotion.

    Ji Ling: [I think Uncle Carlos may have mistaken me for a species called dragon, so he always sends all kinds of shiny gems here. 】

    The system pondered for a moment: [The descendant of the dragon? 】

    Ji Ling: […]

    What happened to his system? When did you even tell bad jokes?

    Ji Ling felt a little scary.

    As usual, the table in the evening is full of exquisite delicacies.

    Ji Ling's mouth is delicious, but his face has to pretend to be calm and indifferent. Speaking of which, since he doesn't have to resist, his life is much more comfortable. Carlos is very gentle to him, and his kissing skills are also very good. It's good, it will never make Ji Ling uncomfortable, and it doesn't matter if it goes slowly.

    Carlos seemed to be in a good mood tonight. He hugged Ji Ling to himself, touched the tip of his nose, and fed him with another sip of wine.

    The sweet fruit wine passed from the man's mouth, Ji Ling lowered his eyes, his cheeks flushed slightly, and a trace of wine flowed down the corner of his lips and fell into the depths of his neck, Carlos's vision became darker, he suddenly He waved off the exquisite crystal tableware on the table and placed Ji Ling directly on the table.

    Bow down and kiss the intoxicating wine.

    The teenager lay obediently on the table, as if waiting for him to enjoy the tempting deliciousness, which was at his fingertips, making him almost unable to restrain the desire in his heart, Carlos approached the teenager's ear and said hoarsely: "Our wedding date is approaching... "

    The boy closed his eyes and seemed expressionless, but his slightly trembling eyelashes indicated that he heard this sentence.

    Carlos looked at him like this, with love and pity almost overflowing his chest, pain and sweetness intertwined, he could feel the young man's attitude slowly changing, but he knew very clearly that he didn't do this because he fell in love with himself and accepted himself. It's just that I was disappointed and gave up on many things... I was tired and didn't want to resist.

    There is disappointment with Jing Sui, and there is also disappointment with himself.

    But no matter what, at least now that he is about to belong to himself, even with such despicable means, he still got him.

    Soon, the whole world knew that he would be his lover, they had the closest identities in name, and even if you didn't love me, you would never run away from me again.

    Carlos clasped the boy's wrist, gently lifted up his clothes, and touched him tenderly and lovingly.

    His movements were extremely restrained at first, and his breathing gradually became heavier.

    Ji Ling was shivering from being kissed. He was used to Carlos' daily kisses. Anyway, Carlos always stopped when he clicked. This is a very restrained person. He suddenly realized that something was out of control.

    Carlos worked extremely hard today.

    Ji Ling was a little panicked. Could it be that he had been overly obedient recently, causing Carlos to think he didn't mind, and finally couldn't help it!

    No way!

    Just when he was anxiously thinking about how to stop Carlos, the man suddenly paused and whispered beside him: "If you don't want, I can stop."

    Ji Ling closed his eyes, his mind moved quickly, remembering his own plot, and refusing directly would definitely arouse Carlos' vigilance and make his previous achievements all to naught.

    After a while, he opened his eyes, looked at Carlos calmly and indifferently, and said, "It doesn't matter, you are not the first person to do this to me."

    Carlos fell into the cold eyes of the young man, and suddenly a coldness descended from the top of his head, making all his impulsive boils solidify, leaving only the bone-chilling coldness.

    In the eyes of the young man, there is no difference between himself and those who do bestial things to him.

    So, is it impossible for me to get close to his heart at all?

    Carlos almost couldn't control his emotions. Ji Ling's words really hurt him a bit. After a while, he raised his hand to tidy up Ji Ling's clothes, and he deeply forgot about him, turned and left here.

    Ji Ling watched Carlos leave, and after a while, he breathed a sigh of relief.

    In fact, when he said that sentence just now, he was really very nervous! What if Carlos didn't care about his intentions and really went straight to him? But fortunately, he made the right bet, and Carlos couldn't bear to continue.

    Thinking of this, Ji Ling lowered his eyes somewhat complicatedly.

    No matter what, he must get out of here.

    ………………

    Since that day, Carlos has not done anything excessive to Ji Ling. At most, he just kissed his forehead and eyes, and even this kind of closeness was careful without any blasphemy.

    He buried all his desires deep in his heart and could not bear to hurt the boy he loved, which reminded him of painful memories.

    Seeing the wedding deadline is getting closer.

    Ji Ling's heart became more and more nervous. After these days of preparation, it was almost the time he and Wen Yan agreed. He only had one chance, and if he failed, he would never escape.

    He paced the room, looking thoughtfully at the treasures piled up in the room.

    Many Ji Ling could not recognize it at all, but the sapphire contained in a transparent crystal box, Ji Ling remembered clearly, and it was a rare and impressive impression for him.

    This is the sapphire at the bottom of Lake Fersa.

    On the first day he came back, Carlos gave him this sapphire, along with the blue sea star, and later confessed to him affectionately by the lake...

    Ji Ling picked up the gem and observed it carefully. The light in his eyes changed slightly. After a while, he tightly grasped the gem in his palm and took a deep breath.

    Ji Ling: [You say, will Carlos agree to my request? 】

    System: [Should... Yes? 】

    Ji Ling: [Your tone can't comfort me at all...]

    system:【……】

    Having said that, it has been brewing for a long time, and today I will see my acting skills!

    Carlos came back late today. Jing Sui probably broke up with Ji Ling before and didn't continue to pester Ji Ling, so he didn't find Ji Ling's abnormality, but he still made 'Ji Ling' pretend to be on the safe side. I'm sick at home, I don't see people easily, and no one has found the problem yet.

    The wedding date is getting closer.

    Even if Carlos and Jing Sui fought to the death in the last life, even in times of crisis, he never had such an uneasy mind, just for... having a status as a loved one.

    As long as he has this title, even if Ji Ling doesn't love him, he has enough reasons to keep Ji Ling by his side, approach him slowly, and impress him.

    Thinking of this, Carlos couldn't wait to see his beloved boy.

    As soon as he walked in, he saw the boy sitting on the burgundy velvet chair, staring at the gems on the table in front of him in a daze.

    As if hearing footsteps, the young man turned his head, those eyes that had been dead and silent, seemed to be fragile and lost in a flash.

    Carlos's heart was soft and painful, he walked over and said, "What's wrong?"

    Ji Ling looked at him a little lost. After a while, he seemed to suddenly come back to his senses. He turned his eyes away, and finally made up his mind. He said softly, "I want to go to Blue Sea Star again..."

    Carlos hesitated for a while.

    Ji Ling looked at the sapphire on the table in front of him, a nostalgic look slowly appeared in his eyes, and his voice was painful and hoarse: "I want to take another look at the sapphire in Fersha Lake, it is very beautiful, but I didn't have time to take a closer look last time. ... there is, the first time you said you loved me, the place..."

    When he said this, he seemed very annoyed that he showed such vulnerability, and stubbornly pursed his lips, his voice became cold, "Forget it, it's all fake anyway."

    Carlos's heart was suddenly grabbed by something.

    He recalled that day.

    For the first time, he told the boy about his love, but the result was so embarrassing that he didn't want to recall, but now, Ji Ling took the initiative to mention going there...

    Why?

    You don't care about my mind.

    But when he looked at the young man's disheartened appearance, he remembered his fragility and sincerity that had just passed by in a flash. Don't you think you haven't been shaken at all? Do you actually care, do I love you?

    Are you willing to believe me?

    Carlos took a deep breath. He knew that taking Ji Ling out now was not the right choice. Before the wedding, it would be a risky act to let Ji Ling leave his home. It stands to reason that with his calmness and rationality, he should refuse without hesitation, even if he takes the teenager to go there later...

    But he looked at the boy's face, and if he refused, he couldn't say anything.

    Emotions ripped apart his sanity.

    There was no way he could refuse this request.

    Carlos said, "I'll take you there."

    Ji Ling was startled and looked at Carlos in surprise, as if he did not expect that he would agree.

    Carlos looked at him with deep eyes, a repressed and painful tenderness, and smiled: "Let's see it again."

    ………………

    Half an hour later, a well-camouflaged small ship quietly left from Carlos' residence.

    Ji Ling was carried on the boat by Carlos, closed his eyes and sighed inaudibly.

    You are taking advantage of my soft-heartedness, and I am taking advantage of your love for me. In this case, we can be considered even.

    He sat obediently in the chair, motionless, looking at the little stars outside the glass.

    Because the wedding had not yet been held, and the other "Ji Ling" was still at Ji's house, Carlos could not set off with Ji Ling in a big way. In order not to attract attention, he could only covertly and quietly leave with a few elites. Therefore, the defense force must be insufficient...

    From Emperor Star to Blue Sea Star, the journey is neither far nor near, and it takes about five hours to fly.

    After the last small jump, the black ship appeared silently above the blue starfish.

    Carlos looked at Ji Ling tenderly and said to him, "We're here."

    Ji Ling looked at the man's elegant and deep face. In the brown pupils, there was a color of tolerance and doting like the ocean, just like countless times before... His eyes fluctuated for a while, and he pursed his lips and did not speak.

    Just as the ship was about to land, the entire ship suddenly shook violently! They are attacked!

    Carlos's face changed suddenly, and he fixed his gaze on the starry sky in front of him, his eyes narrowed, emitting an icy light, and the ships were released from hiding and separated in front of him!

    This is Brandon's army!

    Apparently they had been lying in ambush here long ago!

    As usual, he wouldn't be afraid of Brandon, but today he went into battle lightly, but Brandon was ready to go. Once he was restrained by Brandon, the rest of the people might not be able to stop Brandon's army!

    Carlos made a decisive decision and commanded in a deep voice, "Go back!"

    But it's too late!

    The ship was surrounded by groups, and the battle was about to break out!

    Ji Ling leaned against the hull to stabilize his body and looked at everything in front of him coldly.

    Carlos was worried that Ji Ling would be involved in the war, so he took the initiative to go out to meet Brandon! The remaining servants and bodyguards who remained on the ship surrounded Ji Ling and kept him in the middle in a protective manner.

    And outside,

    Brandon was furious, like a god of war, fighting Carlos in the dark!

    Ji Ling looked nervously.

    A few minutes later, the hull vibrated violently again, and the metal wall was torn apart. A man with silver hair and black eyes raised his handsome face and walked in from the outside. The strong wind blew his body. Hair flutters in the cold and dark starry sky.

    His cold and sharp eyes swept across the crowd, his eyes moved, and the laser weapon suspended behind him fired countless rays of light, directly injuring all the guards around Ji Ling!

    Then he walked towards Ji Ling step by step, stretched out his hand and hugged him roughly, looked down at the guard who fell to the ground, showed a provocative smile, and said lightly: "Tell Carlos, I will take him away. "

    Then, in the eyes of everyone's despair and resentment, he jumped out with Ji Ling in his arms and fell into the spaceship that had been waiting below!

    The metal hatch of the spaceship closed, and when no one was paying attention, the space was torn apart in a flash, leaving all the war and fighting behind.

    Abandoned Carlos and Brandon, and left here directly!

    Then Wen Yancai carefully put Ji Ling down, the cold and sharp color on his face dissipated, leaving only the respectful as always, leaning over and kissing the back of Ji Ling's hand reverently, raising those dark and deep eyes, and said dumbly: " Luckily not humiliated."

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