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    Ji Ling was puzzled when he saw this, and he was not surprised just now, aren't you the ones who didn't intend to watch the fun? Why do you look so surprised now?

    The girl stared at Wen Yan in a daze, and suddenly there were tears in her eyes, and she said angrily, "If you don't like it, you like it, why make such an excuse!" She cried and ran away!

    Wang Yixin and Zheng Lin were stunned when they saw this scene. In fact, everyone present had this expression.

    But Wen Yan didn't seem to know that he was astonished at how many words he spoke. His expression did not change in the slightest. He ignored everyone's gaze and walked over from the cafeteria indifferently, even holding the gift from the girl just now in his hand.

    It wasn't until Wen Yan's figure disappeared that there were discussions one after another in the cafeteria.

    Wang Yixin bumped Zheng Lin with his elbow, "Hey, are you saying what Senior Yu said is true? Or is it just an excuse to reject other girls?"

    Zheng Lin was a little uncertain: "If you say something like this just to reject others, you will kill one thousand enemies and lose eight hundred yourself, right? If it spreads out, it's fake and it becomes real..."

    When Ji Ling heard this, he finally understood why they were so surprised, and said, "Isn't he gay?"

    Wang Yixin fell into contemplation: "I don't know if he is gay, but at least before today, no one thought he was gay." Although Senior Yu had never been in a relationship at school, he was famous for being gentle and patient with girls, and even more so. He has never had any scandals with the same sex. Excellent Junmei is still clean. Although there is a little suspicion of central air conditioning, this does not prevent him from being popular!

    As long as he has no owner for a day, women feel that they have hope!

    How could women still confess to him if they knew he was gay? !

    Zheng Lin held his chin: "Or, Senior Yu is actually a closet?! If he likes men, then it seems understandable that he can resist the gentle offensive of women for four years and not fall! "Think in another's shoes, if it were him! How could he refuse such a temptation!

    Wang Yixin: "What you said seems to make sense..."

    Zheng Lin: "But it can't be ruled out that he is just impatient, so he made an excuse to reject others, once and for all. After today's incident, I don't think any girl will ever confess to him again..."

    Wang Yixin: "You say if he is really gay, is it the one above or the one below?"

    Zheng Lin suddenly became interested: "He looks so good-looking, should he be below, right?"

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Didn't these two guys just look like they didn't quite believe in rational analysis? Why did the discussion start in the blink of an eye? Sure enough, he should not have hope for the integrity of contemporary college students.

    ………………

    Wen Yan walked out of the school with the gift, and when he met the classmates who greeted him on the way, they all responded with a warm smile.

    He didn't live on campus, but rented a bachelor apartment across the street not far from the school. When he came to the stairwell, no one was there, so he casually threw the gift in his hand into the garbage. bucket.

    A tick - the elevator just came to the first floor, and the metal door opened.

    Wen Yan took the elevator to the eighteenth floor, took out the key, opened the door, changed into slippers, walked to the living room, opened the curtains, and squinted at the dark sky outside.

    There was no warmth in the black eyes, which contained deep self-deprecation and ridicule.

    It has been ten days since he woke up in this world.

    But that didn't make his mood waver.

    Live again... He still watched the young man die in front of him again.

    Even more powerless and desperate than the previous life... Even if he tried his best, the final result still did not change, and he couldn't keep the one he loved.

    At that moment, he began to doubt the meaning of his existence.

    He climbed up unscrupulously, soaking his hands with blood for the sake of money and power, and finally achieved his goal, surpassing countless nobles as a commoner. It stands to reason that he succeeded and should be happy, but all of this can't actually bring him satisfaction, nor can he fill his empty soul. He is like a ghost living in the shadows, and he can't stand in the sun no matter what. No matter how much he gets, he can't hide his despicable and dark heart, and he can't make those nobles really care about him and respect him.

    There is only one person, who is a high-ranking noble, but doesn't care about his status as a commoner, doesn't care about the mistakes he makes, always treats him as an equal person, and is willing to give him gentleness and kindness... But he can't protect that person.

    Live for what?

    Wen Yan asked himself this question countless times.

    For him... it's actually just for one person.

    After losing that person, the world lost its meaning to him, but he still lived well in the end.

    Because the last order the boy gave him was to let him live well.

    He is worried about him...

    Wen Yan thought of the young man, and a gentle and painful look slowly emerged in his eyes.

    I swore to never betray you again, to give you my allegiance, my life, my everything... so I will obey your orders, live well, and you will be happy, right? I'll let you see that I'm doing fine.

    Wen Yan left Emperor Star from that day on.

    Leaving the power center of the empire where he stood at the top at all costs in his last life.

    He wandered in the universe for a while, and finally came to Beifeng Xingluan Water City, and returned to the hut where they once lived.

    This planet was once in jeopardy, and Ji Ling protected it at the expense of himself. He really cares about everything here, the people here and those friends.

    The young man is different from himself. From the beginning to the end, he only cares about the young man, and doesn't care about the lives of other people... Except for the young man, anyone's life has no value in his eyes and can be abandoned at will.

    But this time, he wanted to protect the place the boy wanted to protect.

    Protect those he wants to protect.

    To try, to care about other people's lives, to try, to live like a normal person.

    Wen Yan lived in seclusion there for many years, and Beifengxing gradually changed from a backward and remote planet to a well-known fertile and stable planet in the Mohr galaxy. People live and work here and praise the powerful existence that secretly guards the planet.

    People think he is compassionate and compassionate.

    Even if you don't know his identity, you don't hesitate to be grateful to him.

    Wen Yan never thought that one day a selfish and ruthless person like himself would gain the sincere gratitude and respect of others.

    It's a pity that he is not as powerful as they thought. The people here have never seen the real powerhouse in the universe.

    This is just a tiny corner of the vast universe...

    Here he can protect countless people like a god, but in Emperor Star, in front of the real powerhouse, he can't even protect the person he loves the most.

    He is nothing but weak.

    In the face of fate, he is as weak and sad as an ant.

    Rebirth means nothing to him.

    To live is nothing more than a promise to his beloved.

    It took him years to fulfill that promise, and when he thought it could finally be over... but woke up again.

    Coming to this uncivilized, comfortable, small and fragile ancient earth, woke up on a cowardly human with a hangover.

    Although it looked ridiculous, Wen Yan accepted all this calmly.

    Not everyone has the right and freedom to choose death. In this case, he chooses to accept the arrangement of fate.

    Stop making senseless resistance.

    ………………

    Ji Ling lived a bland and happy college career, drawing and painting in class every day.

    Wang Yixin and Zheng Lin looked forward to Miss Ning coming to meet Ji Ling every day, and repeatedly told Ji Ling that if Ji Ling was invited by Ning Kehan, she must not forget her good brother.

    Chen Ming just skipped class that day, and later learned about it. He also gave Ji Ling a thumbs up in admiration. He volunteered to help Ji Xiaoling's classmates and said that he must be called to him next time.

    What a bunch of young and turbulent college students...

    Ji Ling admired his face in the mirror. He always knew that his appearance was quite pleasing, but he didn't expect that there would be so many benefits to being a part of the grass. When he was in high school, he didn't think anything about it?

    He is just ordinary and handsome now. If this is the way he was in the interstellar world, then why not? I'm afraid that it will not be submerged by wild bees and butterflies every day!

    Hmm... Suddenly I seem to understand a little why they like me, those snake essence diseases are actually dead face control!

    After thinking about it like this, understand them, hey, the world of Yan Control is so unreasonable.

    So, just be normal!

    In addition to class, Ji Ling usually takes out his sketchbook and draws some beautiful scenery he sees in another world.

    He gradually began to look at all this calmly. In fact, he didn't need to avoid it deliberately. Anyway, he wouldn't meet those people again, would he? Just treat it as an exotic experience.

    That magnificent and majestic world gave him a lot of inspiration.

    Don't think about bad tasks, there are actually many good things to remember...

    A week passed quickly, and on Friday afternoon, Wang Yixin said to Ji Ling, "We're going to play games at night, are you going?"

    Ji Ling shook his head: "I'm going home."

    Zheng Lin said enviously: "It's good to be at home, and you can go home on weekends."

    Chen Ming smiled: "Why, you want to go home too?"

    Zheng Lin: "...No, I don't want to."

    He hasn't enjoyed his free-flying college career yet, who would be so eager to go home! It's not that a child who hasn't been weaned will be muttered to death by his parents when he goes home and plays a game.

    Don't go back, never go back!

    Then the three of them turned to look at Ji Ling, who was already packing his things, happily carrying his bag and preparing to go home, and said in unison, "...Xiao Ling is still a child."

    Ji Ling's mouth twitched: "..."

    You guys don't understand the beauty of having a home at all, do you know what it means to leave home? Are you alone? I really don’t know happiness in the midst of happiness, but I have died once, and I have an unyielding soul who will do anything to return home!

    And he's only been back for a few months? It's time to miss home...

    You cannot understand me.

    Ji Ling was too lazy to pay attention to these guys, so he went out to call his mother. This week, his father was away on a business trip. In order to prevent himself from going home suddenly, it was better to say it first.

    After a while, the call on Yang Wei's side was connected, her voice was very low, and she said, "What's the matter, Xiaoling?"

    Ji Ling immediately realized: "Are you in a meeting?"

    Yang Wei: "Yes."

    Ji Ling said, "I'm going home, how long will it take for you to come back, Mom?"

    Yang Wei thought about it and said, "The meeting may take a few hours to end... Well, you come to the company to wait for me, and I will take you out to dinner after get off work."

    Ji Ling smiled and said, "Okay."

    He hung up the phone, beckoned to call a car, and went straight to Yang Wei's company.

    Yang Wei's company, Ji Ling, has been here a few times before, so she's familiar with her. The lady at the front desk also knew Ji Ling and smiled when she saw him: "Xiao Ling is here, I heard that you were injured before, are you feeling better? "

    Ji Ling said obediently, "Much better."

    Miss Sister smiled and said, "That's good, you are here to find Sister Yang, go up by yourself."

    Ji Ling took the elevator directly to go upstairs. Many employees had already left work at this point. There were a few lights in the rest of the office, all of whom were working overtime.

    Remembering that his mother was in a meeting, he didn't bother, so he was going to sit on the chair in the corridor and wait.

    But let's go to the bathroom first...

    Ji Ling happily hummed a tune, swayed to put some water, and washed her hands. When she came out, because she lowered her head and lost her mind, she accidentally bumped into a person.

    The man is tall and tall, with a handsome face, deep facial features, and sharp edges and corners. He wears a straight gray suit, and even the collar of his shirt is meticulously pinned. There is no flaw in his body, and he looks cold and abstinent. .

    For some reason, Ji Ling always felt that the man's eyes made him a little uncomfortable, as if there was something deeply suppressed. He suddenly became a little nervous and said embarrassedly, "Sorry..."

    Jing Sui fixedly looked at the young man in front of him, and curled his fingers slightly.

    The teenager has fair skin, dark and clear eyes, short black hair that falls softly on his forehead, and his smile is clean and gentle. He wears a round neck T-shirt, jeans, white sneakers, and pulls the strap of his backpack with one hand. Smartly looking at himself, there is still a trace of unease and curiosity.

    Jing Sui didn't expect to see the boy so suddenly.

    His expression was a little dignified, and it seemed a little unnatural because of restraint. After a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "It doesn't matter."

    Ji Ling smiled apologetically, and was about to leave the man, but at the moment when he passed by, someone grabbed his wrist, the man's palm was hot, and his fingertips were hard.

    Ji Ling was stunned for a moment, turned back in confusion, and met a pair of dark and complicated black eyes.

    Jing Sui pursed her lips tightly and asked slowly, "Who are you looking for?"

    Seeing his serious appearance, Ji Ling seemed to be torturing a commercial spy, he was confused, and quickly explained: "I'm here to find Yang Wei, she is my mother."

    Just when he wondered if there was anything in him that looked like a bad guy...

    The man spoke again and said, "Are you Ji Ling?"

    Ji Ling stared blankly at the other party, does this person know him?

    Jing Sui looked at the boy's blank eyes, pressed down the surging emotions in his chest, took a deep breath, and said in a calm and gentle tone as possible: "I heard that Yang Wei's son was injured in a car accident not long ago, and he seems to be called Ji Ling, so... ...are you Ji Ling?"

    Ji Ling suddenly realized that it was because of this incident that the other party knew his name. It seems that he was injured and famous. He immediately relaxed and nodded: "Well, yes."

    Jing Sui let go of his hand without a trace, was silent for a few seconds, and then said hoarsely: "Yang Wei is still in a meeting, you can come to my office to sit for a while, and then go to her after the meeting is over."

    Ji Ling looked at him suspiciously, this man had a terrible expression on his face just now, his eyes were sharp and strange, and now he invited himself to his office to rest, his attitude has changed so quickly!

    But——this should be because of his own identity.

    Ji Ling has been very fond of his uncles, brothers and sisters since he was a child, and regards Jing Sui as his mother's enthusiastic colleague, so he doesn't think there is anything strange about his behavior.

    The chairs in the corridor were cold and hard to sit on, and it was not very comfortable to sit on. It was also a little cold under the air-conditioning vent. Ji Ling wanted to agree, but he didn't know this person before. He hesitated for a moment, then asked cautiously, "Will that bother you?"

    Jing Sui looked at the young man's thoughtful eyes, and a faint smile appeared on his lips: "No."

    Ji Ling said happily, "Thank you."

    Jing Sui's Adam's apple twitched, looked away, turned around and said, "Come with me."

    Ji Ling followed behind the man and went up one floor with him to the office at the end of the corridor.

    Wow! This office looks so big and luxurious. There is a living room in front of it. The floor is covered with solid wood floors and carpets. The office is inside. There are sofas and bookshelves next to it. The furnishings are low-key and luxurious. Even if you don't understand, you can see Extraordinary to come.

    Ji Ling looked at this office, which was completely different from her mother's office, and finally realized that a man's identity should be unusual, at least it should be at the level of a vice president, right?

    Oops, wouldn't it be a little inappropriate for you to promise so readily?

    Ji Ling became a little nervous again, followed nervously behind the man, glanced quietly at the desk in front, and quickly swept across the nameplate on it: Fu Jingshen.

    Ji Ling: ...

    Oh shit, his legs are starting to get weak.

    No wonder just now that this man was unusual, it turned out to be the pressure from the domineering president! Ji Xiaoling started to back off again, he didn't want to rest in his mother's boss's office, he would be nervous!

    Just thinking about how to find an excuse to leave, Jing Sui has turned around again and nodded to Ji Ling: "You can sit there and rest."

    Ji Ling glanced at the leather sofa beside him, and thought to himself, if he said to go now, would it be too deliberate? Why don't you just pretend to sit for a while and then find a chance to get away?

    Ji Ling said very obediently: "Okay."

    Then he walked over and sat down properly, more obedient than facing the teacher.

    Jing Sui lowered his eyes and retracted his gaze. Although the young man didn't say anything, he was clearly aware of his identity. From his sitting position, he could see his crampedness and tension. It's like the young man who always called himself Brother Jing Sui, approached him unknowingly, and said he liked him, but in fact he was afraid of his identity and feared himself...

    Although he never wanted the teenager to be afraid of him.

    Jing Sui raised his hand and gently pulled on his tie. His heart was heavy and it was difficult to breathe, but he couldn't talk to anyone. After a while, he went to the side to pour some drinks for the young man, but after looking at it, there was only coffee in the office, so he called Shen Zhuoming to come in.

    As soon as Shen Zhuoming came in, he saw Ji Ling sitting on the chair, and said unexpectedly, "Xiao Ling, why are you here?"

    Ji Ling had met Shen Zhuoming several times and said, "Hello brother Shen, I'm here to find my mother."

    Shen Zhuoming thought that it was like this, but why did your child come to President Fu's office? How can you run around like this! What if I offend President Fu? He was about to ask Ji Ling to go to his place, but suddenly met the boss's cold gaze, his expression froze and his tongue knotted.

    Jing Sui looked at him lightly: "Go buy a cup of milk tea, by the way..." Halfway through he said, he turned to look at Ji Ling tenderly, "Do you want more sugar or less sugar?"

    Ji Ling: "...polysaccharides."

    Jing Sui's expression was gentle and complicated, and he thought that this child also likes sweet things. He raised his eyes and said to Shen Zhuoming, "Did you hear it clearly?"

    Shen Zhuoming: "..."

    He walked out of the president's office in a trance, remembering the scene just now, and feeling like a dream, is he crazy? His ruthless and inhumane workaholic boss would gently ask a child whether he would like to drink milk tea with more sugar or less sugar, and told his dignified assistant to the president to go out and buy milk tea for the child! ?

    Wait, when has his Boss Fu been so kind to others?

    Simply terrifying! ! !

    Shen Zhuoming felt that he must be crazy, but he didn't dare not obey the order, took out the speed of 100-meter sprint to buy milk tea for Ji Ling, and then sent it to Jing Sui's office respectfully, never dared to say another word. , With his years of keen intuition as an assistant, he felt that he should talk less if he didn't want to die!

    Ji Ling sat on the soft sofa, holding the hot milk tea, his eyes were a little dull, he looked at the milk tea for a while, and then raised his head to peek at the man at the desk.

    After the man finished telling Shen Zhuoming, he began to sit there and concentrate on his office, and didn't look at him, so that Ji Ling would not be so cramped.

    Ji Ling saw that the man had not raised his head, and his eyes gradually became unscrupulous.

    This man doesn't look scary...

    He suddenly remembered that the last time he was in the hospital, it was this Mr. Fu who specially asked Brother Shen to give his mother a holiday and let her accompany him in the hospital. At that time, he thought that Mr. Fu should be a good person, but he did not expect that after contacting him, he was really a good person. what!

    Except that his expression was a little scary at first, after he knew his identity, he always looked gentle.

    As the president, not only is he not strict, but he is also so amiable to people, and he can take care of people carefully, which is simply too rare! If it is said that he will help the old lady when he goes to the street and cross the street, Ji Ling has no doubts at all!

    Seems to be a very talented person.

    Ji Ling suddenly wasn't afraid at all, and wasn't nervous anymore.

    His sitting posture was also looser. He fell into the sofa and started to take out his mobile phone to watch TV, drinking milk tea while watching. The temperature of the air conditioner was just right, not to mention how comfortable it was...

    Jing Sui looked down at the document on the table, and held the corner of the paper tightly with his fingers. He used all his strength to restrain his urge to raise his head, in order to prevent the boy from escaping from here.

    He had to pretend he didn't care.

    The contents of the document were densely packed, but he didn't read a single word. He was like a rigid machine, turning a page every few minutes, but his ears were always paying attention to the movement in the room. He could hear the boy sitting in the room. On the sofa, the sound of changing postures from time to time, as well as the occasional sweet chuckle, seemed to see something interesting.

    Even though he couldn't see it, he could imagine the appearance of the boy sitting there, comfortable and lazy, like a cuddly kitten.

    The more you get along, the more similar you will feel.

    Although the appearance is different, the voice is different, the identity is different... But the indescribable sense of familiarity hit Jing Sui's heart again and again like a huge wave.

    It made him almost unable to contain the delusion in his heart.

    In the last life, he was reborn, and the boy was also born again. This time he came to this world, so is it possible for the boy to... come to this world first?

    Is it possible, right in front of him?

    Jing Sui closed his eyes and slowly let out a breath. After a long time, he didn't hear any more movement. Then he raised his head and saw the boy slumped on the sofa. past.

    Jing Sui slowly stood up from the chair, moved his already stiff body, came to the edge of the sofa, and stared straight at the boy's face.

    In fact, he wanted to get close to him, but he knew that he couldn't do that, it would only scare the boy away from him.

    This child seems slow but sensitive. He is wary of anyone approaching. You have to be very, very careful so that he will not notice your intentions and let him escape...

    Jing Sui stared at this face with nostalgia, the boy's eyelashes trembled slightly, his fair skin glowed a pearl-like color under the light, his nose moved slightly, his pink lips opened, and he let out a light and even breathing sound. ...

    So, is that you?

    If you also came to this world, do you still remember all that?

    He wanted to ask a lot of questions, but he couldn't say a word. It turned out that at this moment, he was like a coward, he didn't even dare to ask a question... He would even hesitate to move forward like this.

    I'm afraid I won't get the answer I want.

    I was afraid that I could only watch the boy leave in front of me again.

    After all, he hates him so much...

    After a long time, Jing Sui leaned over and lowered his head, approached the boy's face, covered the powerlessness and sadness in his eyes, and whispered, "Xiao Ling..."

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