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    Ji Ling slept on the plane, took a picture from the window when he arrived, matched it with a more than V emoji, and sent it to the circle of friends.

    As soon as it was released, it received a lot of likes, including Ning Kehan, Wang Yixin, Zheng Lin, Yu Wenyan and Ning Yue, and other classmates, relatives and friends.

    Yu Wenyan: Did you go out to play? Where?

    Ning Yue: Dubai?

    Ji Ling replied to everyone one by one. When he returned to Ningyue, he thought that your eyes were very sharp. I'm afraid that you didn't come out to play often before, as expected of the eldest young master of the Ning family.

    It didn't take long for Ji Ling to put away the mobile phone, obediently went over, took her salute, and followed her mother out.

    The vehicles rented by the company were already waiting outside, and they were dragged directly to the most luxurious hotel in the area. Ji Ling went in and looked at the luxurious facilities in the hotel, and once again felt that Mr. Fu was really a generous leader. Less money, right?

    Yang Wei's meeting only started in the evening, and now there are still a few hours to take a break. Family members can travel with local tour groups or move freely.

    Ji Ling was a little tired, he was not in a hurry to go out to play with others, but planned to go back to his room to sleep first.

    Jing Sui fell behind, looking at the young and happy back.

    After a long while, she pursed her lips and looked away.

    ………………

    For the next two days, Ji Ling did not see Jing Sui again.

    He had a lot of fun here, and he still had money to buy paintings, so he happily bought a lot of small gifts for his family and friends. Although it was not expensive, it was his heart, and he posted some photos almost every day. The more will like the first time.

    Every time Ji Ling looked at Ning Yue's praise, he remembered his rhetoric that he wanted to chase after him. He felt complicated and a little embarrassed. It was a normal thing, but now he always thinks more...

    Hey, it's annoying to be so popular.

    How many times have they met? How did you like it?

    This made Ji Ling think of the interstellar world. In fact, he never really understood why those people liked him... Well, it can't be said that he couldn't understand it at all.

    He didn't understand Carlos' extreme possessiveness, nor did he understand Wen Yan's paranoia and humbleness. After all, he was a vicious male supporting character in front of them, so why did he end up in love for no reason? It is really that the three different views cannot resonate!

    But Jing Sui was probably deceived by his 'unswerving' love, and Ning Yu was probably because of his 'repeated provocations' and 'several rescues'...

    Thinking about it this way, I do have some problems, and I deceived others in order to do the task.

    At that time, he always felt that those people were fake, and kept telling himself that they were all paper people, don't be soft-hearted and don't be shaken, you have to go home. But when they got home, they couldn't help but admit that they were actually real people...

    Ji Ling rubbed his face, sighed, and decided not to think about the past. Anyway, he is back now, so the world should have ended the war by now, right? Their lifespans are so long that they always forget to start over.

    Everyone has to look forward.

    Tomorrow is the last day, and he has an appointment to go to the beach with his new friend.

    Because of the tired play these days, Ji Ling rarely dreamed and slept very deeply. Yang Wei's meeting with them has also ended. This morning, she got up and had breakfast with Ji Ling, then touched her son's head and said with a smile, "I went shopping with my colleagues today, do you want to go with me? ?"

    Ji Ling shook his head: "I'm not going shopping, I'm going to the beach today."

    Yang Wei didn't force it and smiled: "Okay, then pay attention to safety, keep in touch, and come back early in the evening."

    Ji Ling smiled and said, "Well, don't worry, mom."

    Ji Ling watched Yang Wei go out with several other aunts, and then saw his little friend waving to him, and several of them rented a car and went to the beach together.

    Jing Sui stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the suite.

    The weather was fine today, he watched Yang Wei and several other female colleagues leave, and not long after Ji Ling and a few peers also went out together.

    Shen Zhuoming came in from the outside and saw the boss standing in front of the window, looking outside with a cold expression. Although there was nothing outside, Shen Zhuoming was familiar with this expression. After all, he personally accompanied the boss in the school for more than an hour. The boss's expression at that time was almost the same as it is now.

    Since the boss went to school to see Ji Ling's return some time ago, he seemed to be hit so hard that he never consulted him about Ji Ling again.

    Shen Zhuoming was very curious. He really didn't understand what happened that day, so that the boss was so upset, but he didn't dare to ask... But anyway, it was a good thing that Jing Sui was willing to give up Ji Ling.

    The two of them are really not suitable.

    But what he did not expect was that a few days ago, Jing Sui suddenly changed the meeting place originally scheduled to be held in China to a foreign country, and allowed family members to bring along, which had never happened before. It is rare for family members to travel for free! The boss has a clear distinction between public and private, but he won't let everyone think about playing during a meeting. As for what the exception is for this time... The answer does not seem to be difficult to guess.

    Shen Zhuoming sighed, thinking that the boss still can't let go...

    He walked over and said in a low voice, "I have already arranged the itinerary and air ticket back tomorrow."

    Jing Sui nodded, his expression did not change at all, his voice was low and indifferent: "I see."

    Shen Zhuoming asked again, "Excuse me, are you resting in the hotel now, or are you going out? I'll help you arrange it."

    Jing Sui raised his eyes: "No need, you can do your own thing."

    Shen Zhuoming hesitated for a moment: "What about you?"

    Jing Sui opened the corners of his mouth, looked at him with a half-smile, and said lightly, "Don't you know exactly where I'm going?"

    Shen Zhuoming: "..."

    He looked at Jing Sui with trembling all over his body, and stood stiffly on the spot, watching Jing Sui walk past him with a miserable smile, sorry, he wouldn't lose his job, would he! Hey, it sucks to be meddling!

    ………………

    Jing Sui drove to the beach, closed his eyes and pondered for a moment, took off his suit jacket, unbuttoned the collar of his shirt casually, rolled his sleeves to his elbows to make himself look relaxed and casual, and then Just opened the door and walked out.

    The boy in front was wearing shorts and was having a good time on the beach, with a warm smile between his eyebrows and eyes.

    Jing Sui stood at a distance and watched.

    He wanted to go up, but he couldn't move. He thought a lot these days, thinking that the reason why the boy did that might be forced, or maybe it was related to the car accident.

    The young man is so kind, he never had the heart to hurt anyone, but he had to deceive himself, there must be a reason.

    And the long-term deep love, pain, self-blame and regret have smoothed out the pride in his heart. When he learned the truth, he could no longer blame and resent this person.

    For him, the reason why the young man lied to himself is not important anymore, the important thing is that he doesn't love himself.

    Even if he paid so much for him, he couldn't shake such a hard heart. In the eyes of the young man, his love was probably a joke, and he was just a fake person.

    He poured out all his love, but it was just a self-inflicted love.

    This time, Jing Sui was on the verge of collapse. Everything he had, the people he loved, and even his own existence, were completely rejected, but he couldn't really collapse, even when it was painful, his reason still remained. Clear, thoughts still clear, heart still beating...

    He found that he still wanted to see that person.

    Still can't let go.

    So he organized this meeting and deliberately asked employees to bring their family members, just to be able to meet the teenager again. The young man really appeared in front of him again, and he saw him again at every step, but after seeing it? What do you want to do? Has he figured it out?

    blame him? question him? hurt him?

    Jing Sui tugged at the corners of his mouth mockingly, and let out a low laugh, how could he do such a thing? Why would you want to hurt this person again?

    Even if he has such ability, to retaliate against each other.

    He didn't want to do that either.

    It doesn't make sense anymore, does it?

    It's just a person who doesn't love you. What else can he gain by doing this other than making him really hate you? It will only make the ridiculous self appear more embarrassed.

    Maybe he should let go.

    Reason told him this, but emotion but ruthlessly manipulated his body, making him do irrational things.

    Jing Sui stood there like that, watching for a long time, but never stepped forward.

    The waves ahead came one after another, and suddenly the wind picked up, a big wave hit, and a group of people were submerged by the waves, and everyone ran out laughing. Jing Sui stared straight ahead, waiting for the boy to appear in his sight again.

    But after dozens of seconds, the boy did not appear.

    Jing Sui's expression changed suddenly, he rushed over without thinking, plunged into the water in a panic, and looked around anxiously! The intense fear made his blood go cold, where is Ji Ling? Why can't see it?

    Why did it disappear in the blink of an eye?

    Suddenly, his hand touched a slender arm in the water, and he pulled it up hard. The boy's face flushed and he coughed violently.

    Ji Ling choked on the water without paying attention just now, and his nose and throat were terribly uncomfortable. Fortunately, someone pulled him out of the water. He coughed and shed tears and leaned on the man's body. It took him a long time to regain his senses. Who is the other party, and said unexpectedly: "Mr. Fu?"

    Ji Ling glanced down. Mr. Fu was still wearing a shirt when he came to the beach. He was really serious... And now the man's strict and neat shirts are all wet-, sticking to his body, revealing strong muscle lines, and the water dripping smoothly. As the ends of his hair dripped down, his stern face was tight at the moment, and he looked at him with deep and terrifying eyes.

    Jing Sui tightly hugged the boy's arms, his chest heaving slightly. At that moment, the fear of losing the boy again grabbed his heart, and at that moment... the so-called resentment all seemed so insignificant.

    He really, still cares about him.

    Ji Ling looked at Jing Sui and said a little embarrassedly: "Thank you, I'm fine..."

    The youth's temperature came from Jing Sui's palm, and the youth's slender body was leaning against his arms, warming his cold blood a little bit.

    I caught you again, I don't want to let go, I don't want to let go, I want to take you away like this, so that you can never leave me again, can't lie to me again, and punish you to stay by my side forever.

    Impulsivity, desire, darkness, reluctantly popped up in his heart.

    But in the end it was suppressed by reason.

    Jing Sui slowly released his hand and said in a low voice, "It's fine."

    He came out of the water, was silent for a moment, and turned to leave.

    Ji Ling stared blankly at the back of the man leaving, and patted his head in confusion. This Mr. Fu is really strange. His attitude and expression are weird. He suddenly appeared and left suddenly. Why did he come to the beach dressed like this? Well, it doesn't look like they're here to play... But I really had to thank him just now.

    Because of the accident just now, Ji Ling stopped surfing altogether, sitting on the beach drinking a drink and brushing his phone.

    After it got dark, went back to the hotel with friends.

    ………………

    In order to avoid Yang Wei's worries, Ji Ling didn't talk to her mother about the little accident after she went back. It was all right anyway, right?

    After dinner, Ji Ling was too early to fall asleep, so he simply went for a walk in the garden to digest food.

    This hotel is very luxurious, and the garden is also very delicate, as beautiful as the palace, Ji Ling suddenly remembered the palace in Jingsui in the interstellar world...

    As he walked, he saw a man standing in a dimly lit corner.

    Just as he was about to avoid it, he accidentally discovered that it was Mr. Fu. Thinking of the day, Ji Ling walked over and smiled shyly, "You are here too."

    Although he didn't meet many times, he had a good sense of this CEO, not annoying, and he was very amiable.

    Jing Sui raised his eyes, his black eyes became darker and darker in the night, like a black hole that could not see through the light, the shadow cut a clear outline on his face, dark and cold, like a ravine in the abyss.

    Ji Ling looked at his eyes and couldn't look away, as if there was endless sadness in those black eyes, trying to absorb people.

    Reminds him of the side he first met.

    Ji Ling was stunned, and said subconsciously, "Are you unhappy?"

    However, as soon as he finished speaking, he immediately realized that he had said something he shouldn't have said. This is my mother's big boss! I don't know him well enough to ask him such a thing, no matter how I look at it, it's inappropriate, isn't it?

    He stood there awkwardly and hesitated uncomfortably. At this time, Jing Sui suddenly opened his mouth. His voice was hoarse and deep, and he said slowly, "Have you ever truly loved someone?"

    Ji Ling: "..."

    He can't wait to shoot his talkative self, what did he just ask? This is the time for the present newspaper to be asked such an embarrassing question...

    It really sounds like a dog blood drama.

    Ji Ling laughed dryly: "No, I have never been in love."

    Jing Sui fixedly looked at him with a slowly sneering expression deep in his eyes, so it was like this...

    It turns out that not only do you not love me, but even in your eyes, those pasts have nothing to do with feelings, and you can reject them without hesitation.

    This is a far colder answer than I thought.

    I thought that even if you didn't love me, you would at least be touched and cared a little bit, but in fact, no, my feelings can only be exchanged for your frivolous sentence: I have never been in love.

    You don't love me, you don't hate me, I'm just an irrelevant existence in your eyes.

    Even though this was expected, when he heard it with his own ears, it was still like a blunt knife, stirring relentlessly in his heart, and the pain spread to his limbs, but his expression still did not change in the slightest.

    Jing Sui raised his lips and said, "I really loved someone."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Jing Sui's expression was indifferent and calmly said: "I once thought he loved me too, so I wanted to love him and make up for him at all costs, but later I found out...he actually never really loved me. , The words he said he loved me were all lies, and after I fell in love with him, he left ruthlessly."

    Ji Ling: "..." It's really a bit miserable for me to go to this CEO and lose the face of the CEO.

    Jing Sui looked into his eyes and said word by word, "My love is just wishful thinking, but despite this, I find that I still can't let him go. Isn't it ridiculous?"

    What? are you asking me?

    How can I answer this! Ji Ling was stunned and embarrassed. After a while, he let out a dry smile: "This..."

    Jing Sui stepped forward and chuckled: "What? You don't believe it?"

    Ji Ling thought to himself, I don't want to believe it, it's too bizarre, I don't know if I should believe it, this kind of drama is no longer being filmed in TV dramas, you are the president of Tangtang, you are so busy with work, and there are things to be trapped by love, I am also very puzzled... …

    Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's expression, pulled the corners of his mouth sarcastically, grabbed his hand, pressed it lightly on his own heart, lowered his head close to him, and whispered in his ear, "What do you think? People like me shouldn't be trapped in love, so it's unbelievable, right?"

    Ji Ling's expression immediately froze.

    You, can you read minds? !

    The self-deprecating look in Jing Sui's eyes became more and more intense. Look, you are the most ruthless and rational person. I am really ashamed of this. He smiled and said lightly: "As long as you are human, as long as you have a heart, you may fall in love with others, no matter how cold and ruthless you seem."

    But do you have a heart?

    Even if you don't seem indifferent.

    Ji Ling stared blankly into his eyes. At this moment, it seemed that he was finally infected by his sadness. He seemed to be able to feel his emotions a little bit. He suddenly felt a little sad because it reminded him of Jing Sui...

    He deceived Jing Sui himself.

    He kept saying that he loved him, but he was the one who didn't love him the most.

    If Jing Sui knew the truth one day, would it be as painful and sad as it is now?

    Ji Ling didn't know.

    Jing Sui closed his eyes, lowered his head, and a strand of hair fell from his forehead. After a long time, he curled his lips and said slowly, "I met him now, what do you think I should do?"

    Ji Ling was silent for a long time. He raised his eyes and said seriously: "That person is not worthy of your love. You should let go of the past, start over, and treat him as a passerby. You will definitely meet someone who truly loves you."

    As a president who has everything, why should he set up a prison for a liar?

    Ji Ling suddenly sympathized with him.

    But for some unknown reason, as soon as he finished saying this, he saw the man's eyes suddenly turn terrifying, as if he was about to eat him. Ji Ling shivered and stared at the man blankly.

    Difficult, did you say something wrong?

    Is he comforting?

    Jing Sui stared at Ji Ling, a hoarse and sarcastic laughter overflowing from his throat, you want me to let go of you, stay away from you from now on, and even hope that I will forget you...

    Without the slightest reluctance, clean and decisive.

    Not even a single thought was left to me.

    Just like in that world.

    Ji Ling stared at the man in a daze, his palm still resting on the man's heart, he could feel the strong heartbeat, the temperature through his palm seemed to melt him, and a strange atmosphere was growing unconsciously. At this moment, he saw the frost on the man's face dissipate again, as if the terrible expression just now was just his illusion.

    A smile appeared on Jing Sui's lips, and he chuckled: "Thank you for your enlightenment, you are right, I should put the past aside and start again, rather than stop for someone who doesn't love me, it's better to like someone who is worthy of liking. people."

    When Ji Ling saw that he was finally back to normal, he breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to withdraw his hand and leave from here, but the man's hand violently squeezed his wrist tightly and pulled it forward.

    Ji Ling bumped into it by surprise, looking up at the man's face in astonishment.

    Seeing him wrapping his arms around his waist, his black eyes were dark, and he looked at his eyes and said in a low voice, "I can, do I like you?"

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