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    Ji Ling took a deep breath and looked into Ning Yu's eyes: "What's your secret?"

    Ning Yu was stunned for a moment, then a soft smile appeared in his black eyes, and the corners of his lips raised: "You know, don't you?"

    Ji Ling bit his lip, his eyelashes trembled, looked at him persistently, and said word by word, "This is not an answer."

    Ning Yu sighed softly, her expression doting and gentle, her strong hand grasped Ji Ling's hand, and her tone lowered: "Then you heard clearly..."

    Ji Ling looked at him.

    Ning Yu said slowly and solemnly: "I have another name in another world - Ning Yu, and I am very happy to meet you again in this world."

    "Hello, we meet again."

    Ji Ling's hands trembled slightly, and stared at the man in front of him... This time, he said it very clearly, and there was no noisy background sound. He said his name was Ning Yu.

    Tell him personally that he is from that world.

    Ji Ling no longer had the slightest doubt in his heart.

    In fact, I should have recognized myself as early as the first time we met... That time was not so much a test, it was better to say that he was hinting his identity to himself. Ning Yu recognized himself at first sight, but he But foolishly took it as a misunderstanding...

    Refusing to face the obvious.

    Deceiving yourself so far...

    At this moment, there was the sound of rapid footsteps ahead.

    Wen Yan quickly walked down the hillside and walked towards this side anxiously, while not far behind him, Wang Yixin was crawling down awkwardly.

    Ji Ling was stunned, and quickly pulled his hand back from Ning Yu's hand, his face flushed slightly.

    Wen Yan strode over, his chest heaving violently because of the hurry, seeing that Ji Ling was injured, he didn't even want to pay attention to Ning Yu who was beside him, and said in a hurried voice, "How are you?"

    Ji Ling looked at his worried eyes, was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

    Wang Yixin followed closely, with a look of regret and self-blame on his face. He blamed himself for letting Ji Ling take pictures for him, which caused the accident. Fortunately, Brother Ning happened to take action in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable, and his guilt was low. Head: "I'm sorry..."

    Ji Ling said, "I was careless myself, and I'm fine, don't think about it."

    Wang Yixin understood that this was Ji Ling's words to comfort him. Although Ji Ling was lucky to be fine this time, what if something happened? Then he must not forgive himself, and he is still afraid of the possible consequences.

    Ning Yu looked at Ji Ling's ankle, because the sprain had quickly become red and swollen, he looked stunned, stretched out his hand and directly hugged Ji Ling, Ji Ling slammed into his arms by surprise, and his nose touched His neck, sniffing the lingering breath on the man's body, his face suddenly became hot, and he instinctively wanted to struggle to leave...

    But before he stretched out his hand and made a sudden movement, he remembered that he had a sprained foot now, and Wang Yixin was present. It was nothing to do. If he rejected this guy hypocritically, he didn't know if he would think too much... So Ji Ling Stop moving, and let Ning Yu hug him obediently.

    Wang Yixin was still in guilt and didn't think much about it. He simply thought that Brother Ning was a reliable man. He was worried about Ji Ling's injury and said, "I'll send him back first with you."

    Ning Yu smiled slightly: "No, I can send him back."

    Wang Yixin still wants to persist, how could he abandon Ji Ling so much more than his friends at such a time! He insisted: "Well then, I'll stay with you."

    Ji Ling was embarrassed and uncomfortable in Ning Yu's arms. He didn't want Wang Yixin to follow him. He was afraid that everyone would know that Wang Yixin would see the clue and make trouble. said: "is your little girlfriend still waiting for you..."

    Wang Yixin's expression stiffened.

    Ji Ling said, "It's just a small injury. It's really fine. You can go and do your work. It's fine if you have Brother Ning take me back."

    When Wang Yixin remembered his budding love, he was a little shaken. He was having a strong psychological struggle between love and friendship, and said tangled: "Are you really all right..."

    Ji Ling nodded seriously: "It can be a big deal."

    Wang Yixin hesitated for a while, and finally gritted his teeth and said to Ning Yu, "Brother Ning, you must take good care of him."

    Ning Yu smiled and said, "You can rest assured."

    He didn't intend to delay any further, he picked up Ji Ling and walked forward. When he passed Wen Yan, his eyes missed him, and then he looked away faintly.

    Wen Yan stood on the spot, watching Ning Yu hug Ji Ling and leave in front of him, his right hand clenched violently, the look of prey in his eyes flashed away, and then he was covered with pain and sadness.

    Although he really wanted to go up and grab the boy back, he didn't move in the end.

    Because he knew that the young man didn't like their snatch and entanglement, he didn't like to be forced, and he didn't like to be embarrassed... If he stepped forward at this time and did that ignorant thing in vain, he would only make himself more hated.

    But he was really unwilling, he was just a step behind...

    Just like the previous life, like in that world.

    Just because of the mistakes I made in my first life, I missed the opportunity. Even if I put in a hundred and thousand times of effort, it is difficult to restore the lost trust. Even if I am forgiven in the end... so what?

    Emotional matters cannot be clearly defined by rules and regulations, nor can they be measured as monetary data.

    Even if he is the first person to fall in love with.

    But you can't get the heart of your loved one.

    Wen Yan slowly opened his palm and looked at his empty palm.

    Whenever he thought he could almost seize it, the opportunity slipped out of his hands again and again... In the end, nothing was seized.

    When Wang Yixin saw Ji Ling and Ning Yu leave, he was about to leave here too. When he was about to leave, he found that Senior Yu was still standing there, his eyes were cold and dark, and he couldn't help asking: "Senior Yu, what's the matter with you? Are you not leaving?"

    Wen Yan's black eyes were like a bottomless abyss. When he raised his eyes, Wang Yixin was shocked and his scalp was numb.

    What's going on? How did this person suddenly become so terrifying?

    Just when Wang Yixin was very frightened, he saw the handsome and gentle young man show a shallow smile again, sweeping away all the haze, as if the paranoid chill just now was just his illusion.

    Wen Yan said: "Nothing."

    Turn around and leave here.

    Wang Yixin scratched his head, the second monk was puzzled, did Senior Yu care too much about Ji Lingcai?

    Forget it, forget it!

    His little girlfriend is still waiting for him!

    This is the most important thing.

    ………………

    Ning Yu directly hugged Ji Ling and left from here. He drove alone, which came in handy at this time. The back seat of the off-road vehicle is very spacious. Ning Yu gently placed Ji Ling on the back seat, then opened the door and sat in the front driver's seat.

    Ji Ling saw that Ning Yu was about to drive the car, and suddenly found blood oozing out from the back of Ning Yu's shoulders, and said unexpectedly: "Wait, you are injured."

    Ning Yu had been facing him just now, so he didn't realize that Ning Yu was injured until now.

    Ji Ling said angrily: "You are injured, why didn't you say anything?"

    Ning Yu let out an indifferent laugh: "It's just a flesh wound, it doesn't matter, there's nothing to say."

    Ji Ling: "But..."

    Ning Yu suddenly turned around and met Shang Ji Ling's eyes with a playful smile in his eyes, his tone slightly raised: "Are you worried about me?"

    Ji Ling's face flushed, and he held back his breath, but he didn't say the rest...

    "Actually, this is a good thing," Ning Yu said.

    Ji Ling: "???"

    Ning Yu's eyes were indifferent and calmly said: "This means that I am the same as you now, and I will be injured... By the way, they are the same as me now."

    Ji Ling was slightly startled.

    Then he suddenly realized that Ning Yu was telling him that now he is just an ordinary person, they are all ordinary people, and they are no longer SSS-level powerhouses in the interstellar world. Even if there are some physical differences, the essence is the same.

    The present is the present, the past is the past.

    Now you are just like me, so I don't need to be afraid.

    Ji Ling was silent for a long time.

    Then he turned his eyes away suddenly, and said viciously, "I'm so inattentive when I get hurt, but I'm too embarrassed to call me an idiot!"

    You also know that you are just an ordinary person now, but you still rushed out without thinking and used your body to protect me. Don't you know that you will get hurt?

    angry!

    Who made you do this, do you think I would be happy if something happened to you?

    Ji Ling turned his head to look out the window, his chest was stuffy, and he didn't want to pay attention to this guy.

    A man's low smile came from the front.

    It was followed by the roar of the car's engine starting.

    Not long after the car stopped at the foot of the mountain, Ning Yu went out to the roadside pharmacy to buy some medicine, then came back and opened the rear door, and said to Ji Ling, "Your wound needs to be treated."

    Ji Ling closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

    Ning Yu smiled and didn't say anything. He just stood by the car door, grabbed Ji Ling's ankle lightly, carefully disinfected him, applied medicine and rubbed it, then helped Ji Ling put on socks, He put his feet back, looking focused.

    Ji Ling was actually awake. He could feel the gentleness of the man's movements. With cold fingers, he gently brushed the hot wound, seemingly taking away a trace of pain.

    Ji Ling suddenly opened his eyes and said, "Stop."

    Ning Yu was about to leave when she heard the words and looked back at him with a smile: "Awake?"

    Ji Ling's face burned, you clearly knew that I was not asleep! He raised his chin angrily, and pretended to be fierce and said, "Your wound should also be treated."

    Ning Yu looked at him, and suddenly, a smile appeared in his eyes again.

    He whispered, "Okay."

    As he spoke, he spread his arms, turned his back to Ji Ling, took off his jacket, unbuttoned his shirt, and folded the shirt to his waist, exposing half of his back shoulders. The epithelium on the shoulders was scratched, and there was a trace of blood oozing out. The man's body is tall and strong, with well-proportioned and powerful muscles... It is also a perfect body, but compared with the previous body, there are many fewer scars, so that the injuries are not too serious, and it looks very bad. look.

    This is a pampered human body.

    It's really not the same as before...

    Ji Ling was stunned, but he actually remembered things in that world again, remembered the encounter in Luan Shui City.

    At that time, this guy was clearly not injured as badly, but he pretended to be unable to move, just to trick himself into giving him medicine and feeding him... Damn! big liar!

    Ji Ling felt annoyed when he thought of this, he couldn't help but heavier, and then he felt the man's body tense, but he didn't say a word or move. Ji Ling's movements were abrupt, and he regretted it suddenly... He was too much. Ning Yu was injured because of himself, but he was cruel to him because he hated the past, and he looked like a Just like a villain who cares about everything...

    Ji Ling moved lightly, carefully rubbed the medicine on Ning Yu, and said with remorse: "Okay..."

    Ning Yu put on her clothes slowly and raised the corners of her lips. Even if she didn't look back, she could almost imagine the teenager's entanglement, hesitation, anger, and soft-heartedness...

    What a kid who doesn't hide his emotions.

    It's hard for you to disguise yourself in that world.

    But I'm glad that now you can no longer need to pretend, express yourself wantonly, even if it is a little emotion, a little awkward, I also like it...

    There was a smile deep in Ning Yu's eyes.

    He knew that Ji Ling was in a complicated mood right now, so he didn't say much so as not to make the boy embarrassed even more, so he turned his head and went back to the driver's seat to drive.

    Ji Ling's home, Ning Yu, has been here twice, so he remembers it very clearly. He parked the car downstairs of Ji Ling's home, and reached out to hold him out again.

    Ji Ling pushed Ning Yu and said in a low voice, "Put me down and just hold me."

    This is his home. They are all acquaintances and neighbors. He always feels very embarrassed to be hugged by a big man.

    Didn't you just twist your ankle? This is too unmanly to be held by someone!

    He can go by himself!

    Ning Yu let out a low laugh, let go of Ji Ling and let him lean against him by grabbing his wrist, and then took Ji Ling to the elevator.

    Ji Ling jumped to the door of his house and was about to take out the key to open the door, when suddenly the door was opened from the inside, Yang Wei stuck her head out and said, "I heard the familiar footsteps just now, so I came to the door to have a look. , I didn't expect that you are really back, why do you suddenly want to go home now?" She glanced at Ji Ling and quickly said, "What's wrong with your feet?"

    Ji Ling said, "It's nothing, I accidentally twisted it."

    Seeing that it wasn't serious, Yang Wei felt relieved, then looked at Ning Yu, and recognized that this was Ji Ling's little girlfriend's brother, thinking that Xiao Ling was injured on a date with her girlfriend today? The girl was embarrassed to come over, so she asked her brother to send Xiao Ling back?

    In any case, Yang Wei was very grateful to Ning Yu for sending Ji Ling home. She said enthusiastically, "Xiao Ning, right, come in and sit."

    Saying that, he stepped aside and bent over to get slippers for the two of them.

    Ning Yu helped Ji Ling into the room, put on his slippers and let Ji Ling sit on the sofa, Yang Wei made him another cup of tea, Ning Yu took it with both hands, and said politely, "Auntie, don't be polite."

    Yang Wei liked this humble and polite young man very much, and smiled: "By the way, I happened to be cooking, so you can stay and eat together."

    Ning Yu said, "That would be too much trouble for you."

    Yang Wei smiled and said, "I would also like to thank you for sending Xiaoling back. That's it. If you don't stay, you won't give face to auntie."

    Ning Yu heard the words and showed an uneasy look, "Then... ok."

    Only then was Yang Wei satisfied, she turned around and entered the kitchen again.

    Ji Ling was sitting on the sofa watching this scene, showing a contemptuous little look at Ning Yu, Oh, act, you can act! As expected of an acting emperor, I think how miserably I was deceived by you when I was at Emperor Star, no...how miserable the whole world was deceived by you! Who would have imagined that the righteous, brave and kind-hearted idol of the whole people, and the bright and stalwart soldier's role model, would be Gabriel, the leader of the resistance army?

    It's all about acting!

    The actor is possessed by the body and comes, and thinking about it like this... I still don't know how much of what he said to me is true.

    Ning Yu turned his head and met the boy's dark eyes, with a little gleam of suspicion in them. He walked over and looked down at Ji Ling with a light smile on his lips, and his voice was clear and sweet: "What are you thinking?"

    Ji Ling laughed: "I was thinking, your acting was really good just now."

    Ning Yu didn't show any angry and sad expression, her eyes were still calm and gentle, she sighed, and said slowly, "Do you think that's just acting?"

    Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

    Ning Yu said again: "Then what do you think, what do I really look like?"

    Ji Ling was stunned for a moment, and found that he couldn't think of it, because in his memory, except when wearing a mask and disguised as Gabriel, Ning Yu was always gentle, polite and flawless. It's always been like this...

    He became the best person in everyone's mind.

    If this is camouflage, it has already penetrated into the bone marrow.

    Ning Yu leaned over to Ji Ling, her voice was soothing and low, and said: "In this world, I don't need to pretend to be seen by anyone, and no one can force me to do anything, I only do what I want to do, Loving the person I want to love also includes respecting him and his family... It's not about pretense or falsehood, it's just about whether I'm willing to do it, you understand?"

    Ji Ling blushed again, and was stunned by what he said, but he couldn't refute it.

    After a while, he moved back, slightly away from Ning Yu, and stammered, "Don't get so close, you, pay attention, my mother may come out at any time..."

    There was a funny look on Ning Yu's lips, but instead of going forward, she turned around and sat in the living room watching TV, like an ordinary friend.

    He sat for a while, and after a while, he took the initiative to enter the kitchen again to help Yang Wei serve the dishes.

    Yang Wei did not refuse Ning Yu's help. She felt that this young man looked sensible and kind, and she was an elder, so she would not be embarrassed to ask him to help. Ning Yu's family education is really good, so it seems that his sister must also be sensible Well-behaved girl, if the two families become in-laws in the future, it will be a good thing. From the girl's family, you can also see the environment and the quality of the other's family...

    Besides, the son is now making friends with the other sister's sister. As a mother, how can he hold back his son, and the daughter-in-law has not yet entered the door to establish the image of a bad mother-in-law? That is absolutely impossible!

    Therefore, Yang Wei is more kind to Ning Yu.

    Ji Ling saw that his mother and Ning Yu were talking and laughing, as cordial as seeing each other. He wanted to cover his eyes and couldn't bear to look directly, but he couldn't tell his mother that he had no girlfriend, this man is the man to pursue. his people...

    There are a few simple home-cooked dishes on the table. Yang Wei is not so good at craftsmanship, and the food she cooks can only be said to be average, but Ji Ling likes it very much. No matter how many delicacies of mountains and seas are eaten outside, the food at home is the most delicious. miss.

    don't know if Ning Yu is used to eating.

    But he is a guy who can endure hardships and fight for revolution. He shouldn't be picky eaters, right? Ji Ling wasn't very worried about Ning Yu, but if it was guys like Carlos and Jing Sui, he probably wouldn't be used to such a meal. Ji Ling lowered his head and thought about it...

    Yang Wei chats with Ning Yu from time to time.

    Yang Wei: "Are you a local?"

    Ning Yu: "Yes."

    Yang Wei: "How old are you, do you have any siblings at home?"

    Ning Yu: "24, there are two older brothers, one older sister, and... a younger sister." The younger sister was added temporarily.

    Yang Wei: "Oh, it's good, I originally wanted to have another baby and find a partner for Xiaoling, but I was busy with work at the time, so I didn't ask for it anymore. As a result, Xiaoling was pampered at home. If you want me to say, there are still brothers and sisters. Well, the children will be more sensible..."

    Ji Ling was eating with his head down, why did you start dissing me while you were talking? ? ?

    Ning Yu pressed the corners of her lips, and said warmly, "Auntie is polite, Xiaoling is very nice and sensible."

    Yang Wei: "He, don't defend him, he's actually a bear child."

    Ji Ling: "???" When did I become a bear child? Am I not good enough?

    Ning Yu: "Really? I didn't see it."

    Yang Wei sighed: "You don't know that he was so skinny when he was a child, but everyone spoiled him and used him. Every time I wanted to beat him, he would cry, and when he cried, relatives would come to stop him and say that the child was too young to beat him. It's just grown up."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Ning Yu finally turned his head and glanced at him, and said meaningfully slowly: "I probably don't like to cry very much now, I have never seen him cry."

    Ji Ling almost stood up and patted the table, do you dare to be more sarcastic?

    Enough!

    Yang Wei smiled and said, "Well, it's better now. When the child is older, he will be sensible and worry-free. That's not bad." Especially after returning from the car accident, Ji Ling sometimes makes her feel distressed when she is sensible. Not used to it.

    Ji Ling's face was hot, and he wanted to bury his face in the bowl.

    After a meal, he had nothing to say. He felt that his mother was about to tell him everything about peeing his pants when he was a child...

    Until Yang Wei packed up the tableware and entered the kitchen.

    Ning Yu just turned his head slightly, with a smile in his eyes, "I shouldn't always bully you, I promise I won't make you cry again in the future."

    Ji Ling's face was ashen, he had no face: "Go away."

    Ning Yu laughed again.

    Then he laughed and stopped laughing, closed his eyes and let out a sigh of relief... This child really loves to cry, but if it wasn't for being bullied, angry, and sad, who would cry? That incident, he was still a little too much, did he scare him?

    Although there is no malice, what he does is essentially the same as that of Carlos Jingsui... He also allows himself to be dominated by desire.

    He wasn't restrained enough.

    If you are really restrained enough, you shouldn't approach him when he doesn't want to...

    Ning Yu opened his eyes and said slowly, "I'm sorry."

    Although Ji Ling was a little angry just now, it was more because of her mother's disclosure. Unexpectedly, Ning Yu suddenly said sorry, and soon realized what Ning Yu was talking about, and was stunned.

    After a while, Ji Ling said softly, "You already told me this."

    Since I can ignore Jing Sui's ruthlessness, Carlos' injury, Wen Yan's betrayal and Brandon's misunderstanding... Of course I can forgive you.

    If I have to care about everyone's mistakes, I will probably be very tired, right? If we have to get to the bottom of it, can we tell who is deceiving whom, who is hurting whom, and who is completely correct?

    When I decided to leave you guys and leave that world in that decisive way, I already didn't mind the two clearings.

    And although... from an emotional point of view, it is the most difficult to accept the reversal of your identity, but intellectually speaking, you are the person I am least qualified to blame.

    Ning Yu looked at Ji Ling for a long time, the boy was real and didn't take it to heart. He suddenly sighed and said, "I regret having reasoned with you a little bit."

    Ji Ling: "?"

    Ning Yu bent down, stared into his eyes, and said slowly: "Because I hope you can be more self-willed in front of me, instead of being so clear, but it's not your fault..."

    It's my fault.

    It's because I figured it out too clearly at the beginning. I'm used to mastering everything. Even if I love someone, even in a relationship, I don't want to completely hand over my destiny to the other person. ...

    He is used to calculating everything, even emotions can be used to calculate.

    Just like in his first life, he decided to make a marriage contract with Jing Sui to achieve his goal. There is no so-called heartbeat, but only a combination of interests.

    Until met Ji Ling.

    Until the young man left him decisively.

    Only then did he know that there is a feeling that cannot be calculated and cannot be calculated.

    Ji Ling fell into Ning Yu's dark eyes, met the deep tenderness, listened to his low words, and was slightly lost, as if the whole person was going to be drowned in this way...

    He seemed to understand a little,

    But not too clear.

    Ning Yu looked at the ignorant eyes of the young man, was silent for a long time, his lips raised a helpless and indulgent arc, and suddenly said: "You-mother's food is delicious, and she is also very good, I understand why you insist on thinking. I'm coming back...if it was me, I would want to come back too."

    Ji Ling saw Ning Yu's sudden change of the subject, and suddenly regained his senses. He also changed the subject, avoiding the embarrassment and strange feeling just now, and opened his mouth, "Oh..."

    "You and your world are fine." Ning Yu said.

    Ji Ling blushed and pushed Ning Yu with her hand, glared at him and said, "You should go."

    Mom is in the kitchen, what if she comes out and sees it!

    Ning Yu nodded and stood up straight, as if he was about to leave, but suddenly grabbed Ji Ling's wrist, pulled him in front of him, and let out a chuckle in his ear: "By the way, I have another one. I've always wanted to tell you something..."

    Ji Ling thought to himself that you've had enough, there's still more to finish, wouldn't you choose a suitable time for confession? I know you love me, okay? As a result, he heard Ning Yu say a word in his ear, and after a while, his eyes became slightly sour.

    Ning Yu said, "I've always wanted to tell you that the world is fine now, just as you expected."

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