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    Zhou Jiling got up early to say goodbye to her mother and went out. As soon as she walked to the gate of the community, she saw the off-road vehicle parked under the tree on the roadside rolling down the window. Ning Yu's handsome face appeared, and the corners of her lips were raised at him from a distance. Show a smile.

    Ji Ling was startled for a moment, then walked over and said, "Why are you here..."

    Ning Yu smiled sideways: "Get in the car, I'll take you to school."

    He saw Ji Ling still standing there in a daze, with a smile in his black eyes, his slender fingers tapped on the steering wheel, and sighed: "If your feet are just right, don't try to catch the bus, you have to rest and recuperate. Lord."

    oh, that sounds really reasonable...

    Ji Ling pondered for two seconds, then calmly opened the car door and sat up.

    Ning Yu saw that the young man deliberately looked out the window and did not look at himself, revealing slightly red ears, and finally suppressed the smile on his lips and drove Ji Ling to school.

    Ning Yu was very focused when driving and didn't say anything.

    Ji Ling was a little nervous at first, but then gradually relaxed. After more than an hour, the car stopped at the gate of the school. Seeing that Ji Ling was about to get off, Ning Yu finally spoke, with a gentle smile and a hint of teasing: "Be careful, don't stop. fell."

    Ji Ling's face turned red, he wasn't a fool, how could he fall so easily? Really!

    He stopped looking at Ning Yu, turned his head and left.

    There just happened to be a class this morning, and there are still a few minutes before class. It was just right when Ji Ling passed by. Wang Yixin knew that Ji Ling was coming today, and helped him occupy a seat in advance. He waved to him excitedly, but he also It's only been five days, and people who don't know think how long they've been apart.

    Ji Ling smiled and sat down.

    Wang Yixin blinked and said, "Are you all right?"

    Ji Ling said: "It's okay, it's not a terminal illness, I can't die."

    Wang Yixin laughed dryly.

    Soon the teacher came in. This class was about modern art history. Ji Ling listened very carefully, and the morning time passed in the blink of an eye. After class, Wang Yixin said to Ji Ling, "To apologize, I will invite you to dinner today."

    Ji Ling couldn't even remember how many meals he had eaten from Wang Yixin since he entered school. A few meals are not worth a few dollars, but it's embarrassing to always eat other people's food.

    The two went to the cafeteria talking and laughing. As soon as the door of the cafeteria was opened, Ji Ling subconsciously looked at the corner where he used to sit, and found that Wen Yan was sitting there alone, and couldn't help but stop.

    A lot of things happened during this time, and he almost forgot that Wen Yan was always waiting for him here. Although neither of them said anything, it seemed like an invisible agreement.

    At that time, I only regarded him as a friendly senior, even if I faintly noticed something, but I didn't want to believe my intuition, but now I have to believe it if I don't.

    Ji Ling was silent for a moment, looked away, and went to the other side of the cafeteria with Wang Yixin.

    There is no way for him to be the same as before, to get along with Wen Yan as if nothing had happened, as if he didn't know his mind, and continue to deceive himself.

    Wen Yan sat there alone, raised his eyes, and as soon as his eyes passed Ji Ling, he saw the young man looking away nonchalantly, and went to the other side with Wang Yixin.

    It was as if he didn't see himself at all.

    His hand holding the chopsticks slowly tightened, Ji Ling's behavior was clearly avoiding him.

    It looks like you don't want to see me...

    Are my feelings a trouble for you? When you were in that world, you never accepted that I was a moth to the flames.

    Wen Yan lowered his eyes and let out a low self-deprecating smile.

    Ji Ling knew that Wen Yan was sitting not far behind, but he didn't look back. Apart from expressing his position with his attitude, he didn't know what else to say to Wen Yan.

    Wang Yixin is a rough man, he didn't notice that Ji Ling was a little silent today, he talked very vigorously, blablabla went on and on, and excitedly shared his new relationship with Ji Ling, he finally has a girlfriend too! When it comes to talking about his girlfriend, he is completely in a state of love.

    Ji Ling thought it was amusing, but still gave him an encouraging look.

    Simple love is good.

    After lunch, there were still two hours before the afternoon class. Ji Ling and Wang Yixin walked back together, preparing to go back to the dormitory to rest, when Wang Yixin suddenly looked ahead and said, "Senior Yu."

    Ji Ling was stunned, looked up, and pursed his lips into Wen Yan's dark eyes and stopped.

    Wen Yan smiled and nodded to Wang Yixin, then looked into Ji Ling's eyes, and said softly, "I have something to tell you, do you have time now?"

    Ji Ling was silent for a few seconds, and soon made a decision in his heart. Since it is useless to avoid... some words should be made clear face to face. He nodded and said, "Okay, let's go over there and talk."

    He handed his book to Wang Yixin and said, "Help me bring the things back, I'll go back later."

    Wang Yixin didn't notice anything strange, and said with a big smile, "Okay."

    After finishing speaking, Ji Ling turned around and left, and finally stopped in a secluded corner. He looked at Wen Yan, took a deep breath, and said, "You have already discovered my identity, right? Since that exhibition."

    Wen Yan nodded without denying it.

    Ji Ling felt a little helpless, and his feelings about Wen Yan were a bit complicated. It seemed cruel to tell this person not to like him, but he couldn't respond to his feelings. If he couldn't bear it, he would not. Wouldn't it be more cruel and ruthless to refuse?

    He didn't want Wen Yan to continue to waste time on impossible things.

    Ji Ling bit his lip, fixedly looking into his eyes, and said word by word, "You don't like me anymore."

    After he said this, he saw the sad look in Wen Yan's eyes flashed away, his face was a little pale, and the look in his eyes seemed very sad.

    Ji Ling: "..." What's the matter with suddenly feeling like a scumbag?

    Just when Ji Ling was in a dilemma and didn't know how to continue, Wen Yan laughed, his voice was low and hoarse: "I already understood what you meant when I was in that world, so I don't need to repeat it again. ."

    Ji Ling hesitated for a moment: "Then you still..."

    Wen Yan said slowly: "The reason why I hide my identity from you is that I don't want you to be troubled by it... I want to be close to you, not only because I used to like you, but also because you are me in this strange world. The only one who knows..."

    The look in his eyes was gentle and there was a hint of hope, and it was like he was desperately trying to catch the only drowning person who was redeemed. His voice was hoarse: "I'm very glad that I'm not alone in this world, and that you are here."

    Ji Ling suddenly realized that Wen Yan hadn't found out about the novel yet?

    Did he think he came through like him?

    This seems to be able to explain his motives. After he died, he came to a strange world and found himself who he thought was the same as him, so he approached cautiously. This feeling is probably like he was alone in the interstellar world. If At that time, if he can meet the same kind, he will probably want to get close...

    Just wish it wasn't so lonely.

    Or just want someone to talk to.

    Wenyan looked at Ji Ling deeply, her voice faintly imploring: "In this world, I can exist only as Yu Wenyan, only as your senior and friend, so please allow me to continue to accompany you by your side. ,is it okay?"

    Ji Ling was stunned for a while, and the resolve that had already been made began to waver again at Wen Yan's pleading gaze.

    He, he thinks he is too much, what's the matter QAQ

    I am a person in this world, so I am accustomed to everything now and accept it. But Wen Yan is not. After suffering and despair, he came to an unfamiliar world. He thought he was like him, approaching with hope...

    But the result is bound to be disappointing.

    Because I lied to him.

    He's not the person he expected...

    Ji Ling's throat was a little stiff: "But, I..."

    Wen Yan lowered his eyes and said lightly: "Yu Wenyan is an illegitimate child, his father doesn't take him seriously at all, his mother is a mercenary mistress, in order to take advantage of him, he restricted his life and put his Feelings are used as bargaining chips. Yu Wenyan is very popular at school. He looks beautiful, but in fact he doesn't even dare to choose someone he likes, so he has always refused other people's confessions, and he will be humiliated when he returns home, but he dares not. Talk to anyone...because I don't want to be ridiculed, ridiculed, and treated as a joke because I don't want to be in school. But even if I fight hard, I can't get what he wants."

    Ji Ling looked at him blankly.

    Wenyan raised the corners of his lips, his eyes were calm, and even a smile appeared on his lips: "But this kind of identity is nothing to me, I have experienced a much more ruthless reality than this, Yu Wenyan is actually lucky, he lives in a Very good times, at least you don't have to worry about being killed as a pariah at any time, right?"

    Although Wen Yan's tone and expression were always indifferent, as if he was narrating something unimportant, Ji Ling's heart suddenly twitched and he felt very sad. Is his identity in this world so miserable...

    so poor QAQ

    Wen Yan smiled slightly: "I have never said these words to anyone, but I can tell you, because you are someone who knows my past, and... in that world, you were different from other nobles, you always Respect my existence, so even if you know, you won't laugh at me."

    Ji Ling looked sad, and his lips moved without making a sound.

    He took a deep breath, and after a long while, he looked at Wen Yan seriously and said, "Now everyone is equal in this world's harmonious society, you, don't be sad, even if you have a little status now... But as long as you work hard, you will definitely get it. Happy! I don't think others will look down on you because of this!"

    Come on, cheer up!

    The current predicament must be overcome.

    Wen Yan looked at the boy, his eyes slowly became gentle, and he said, "Thank you."

    As long as I don't say I love you, you can be gentle with me, and you are willing to be kind to everyone and sympathize with the weak... In this case, I can pretend that I don't love you and that I have let go.

    With a sincere plea in Wen Yan's eyes, he said softly again: "I want to get to know you again, this time, just as your senior, okay?"

    Ji Ling thought to himself that this was the worst villain he had ever seen, and he said it for the sake of it...

    How can he be more determined when he stays at school every day and doesn't look up to see him? As long as Wen Yan is willing to let go of everything in that world and start over, he is not unable to accept him as a friend.

    Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, and finally said slowly, "Senior Yu."

    He sincerely hopes that Wen Yan can integrate into this world and have his own life, instead of being a paranoid madman like in that world, giving up his life for love, so deep that he wants to destroy everything and even himself.

    That kind of love, heavy and breathless.

    It will make him feel as if he is carrying someone else's life on his back.

    Fortunately, Wen Yan now looks much more normal!

    He has really changed.

    Ji Ling's mood is a little complicated and he is happy for Wen Yan, and the previous anxiety gradually dissipated. believe that with the passage of time, when Wen Yan is thoroughly familiar with this world, it will definitely get better and better, and will eventually give up completely and start again.

    And it's best not to stimulate him now, lest he get into a dead end again.

    Wen Yan got Ji Ling's permission, and a gleam of light appeared in his eyes again, and asked anxiously: "Then, do you continue to participate in the game?"

    Ji Ling smiled: "Of course."

    It's half done, and it doesn't make sense to give up halfway.

    Wen Yan smiled.

    He lowered his eyes to hide the paranoid love in his eyes, and carefully hid his heart.

    You are still soft-hearted and gentle, and you have never changed.

    ………………

    Wen Yan really did what he said, only as Ji Ling's senior, and never mentioned things in that world again.

    Ji Ling was a little cautious at first, afraid that Wen Yan's words were perfunctory, but gradually he found that Wen Yan had really let go.

    Ji Ling is very relieved to see that he has finally become a normal person, living a normal positive and sunny life. He feels like an old father watching his son grow up. It's not easy... Come to this world, they really A lot has changed.

    Because they let go of their knots, they get along more easily and at ease.

    The days were peaceful and warm.

    The discussion of the game's character design entered the later stage, Ji Ling and Wen Yan met again in the library, Ning Kehan ​​sat on the other side of the library, looked at Ji Ling and Wen Yan from a distance, and frowned.

    She heard some news these days, and the more she looked at Yu Wenyan, the more she felt that this person was unpredictable.

    Not long ago, Yu Wensen was injured in a car accident and was admitted to the hospital. Less than two days after Yu Wensen was admitted to the hospital, his secretary absconded because of a huge gambling debt. The crimes, including rape and rape of girls, etc., and badly filmed videos, because the evidence is solid, Yu Wensen was controlled by the police while still in the hospital.

    When Mr. Yu found out about this, he was furious, and his heart was so angry that he almost fell ill. He spent a lot of money to withdraw the online reports and hot searches, and try to reduce the attention of this matter. But Yu Wensen was destined to be unable to escape the punishment of the law, and doing so only barely maintained the face of the Yu family.

    The Yu family's corporate reputation has also been implicated, and the stock has fallen by the limit one after another. The actual responsible person, Yu Wensen, was imprisoned. Mr. Yu's poor health had been behind the scenes for many years, and Yu Yuan was incompetent, not enough to take on the big responsibility of the company, so all affairs were temporarily handed over to the vice president of the company.

    All of this seems to have nothing to do with Yu Wenyan, and he was not seen in the whole incident, but he was undoubtedly the biggest beneficiary. Because after a while, after Mr. Yu regained his senses, he would find that apart from this illegitimate child he didn't care about before, there was no one else he could use, unless he was willing to hand over the entire Yu family, but that was impossible. thing.

    It is said that the Yu family has released rumors that Yu Wenyan will join the company headquarters of the Yu family after graduation, which has already suggested that he will succeed Yu Wensen and become the next successor of the Yu family...

    To say that there is no Yu Wenyan's hands and feet in it, Ning Kehan ​​would not believe it if she was killed, she can't think that Han Yun has this shrewdness and ability.

    Yu Wenyan was the one who even her uncle warned her to be careful.

    Thinking that maybe it was Yu Wenyan who controlled all this behind his back, he sent his eldest brother to prison with ruthlessness, but on the surface he was calm and could not see the slightest clue. A good thing is not worthy of sympathy, but this person is so humiliated and burdened, and if he doesn't make a move, he will let his opponent not turn over as soon as he makes a move.

    Now this terrifying thoughtful guy has his eyes on Ji Ling! Ning Kehan ​​was worried about his uncle.

    Whether it's because he's from the Ning family or because Yu Wenyan doesn't look like a good person, Ning Kehan ​​stands firmly on his uncle's side and can't let Ji Ling be deceived by such a bad person!

    Ning Kehan ​​quietly sent a message to Ning Yu, and also took a photo and sent it over: Uncle, you are going to be pryed into the corner!

    ………………

    Ji Ling and Wen Yan came out of the library, and when they were about to get to the bedroom, they suddenly saw Ning Yu standing under his bedroom waiting for him.

    Ning Yu glanced over Wen Yan who was beside him, and smiled at Ji Lingwen: "I'm afraid you're hungry, so I brought you some supper, let's go eat together."

    Ji Ling's eyes lit up. He was just a little hungry and didn't want to refuse Ning Yu's feeding, but when Wen Yan was still around, he was a little hesitant. Wouldn't it be inappropriate to leave him like this? If it was an ordinary classmate, he would just call it together, but this is Wen Yan... Ning Yu and Wen Yan have a happy meal together? The picture is too beautiful to imagine.

    Who would have thought that Ning Yu spoke directly, raised his eyebrows and said, "Where is classmate Yu, do you want to be together?"

    Wen Yan looked at him calmly, spoke lightly, and smiled: "Okay."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Ji Ling left with the two in a trance, and found a place to sit down to eat. Eating and eating felt like a dream. When will the three of them have such a harmonious dinner together?

    The most terrifying thing is that Ning Yu and Wen Yan are really chatting and laughing, and they are in harmony!

    so ridiculous...

    Ji Ling felt terrified at first, and then comforted himself, which showed that Wen Yan really let go! He doesn't care about the past, and he is no longer attached to himself, so he can be indifferent.

    If you think about it, that's fine.

    After dinner, Wen Yan said goodbye to Ji Ling and left as usual, while Ning Yu sent Ji Ling back to the bedroom.

    When he came downstairs, Ji Ling blinked and said, "Thank you today, I'm going back, you should go back earlier too."

    But Ning Yu didn't move, but looked at him and said suddenly, "I heard Ning Kehan ​​say that you and Wen Yan have been very close recently."

    Ji Ling was stunned for a moment, then thought that Ning Yu must be worried about him, and smiled: "I think he is different from before, you don't have to worry, we are just discussing the game."

    Ning Yu's eyes were dim, but she didn't say anything, instead she showed a smile, lowered her head and approached Ji Ling, and said in a low voice: "But you've met him more than me, and I'm a little jealous..."

    Ji Ling's face flushed red, this person, how could he be sultry without saying a word!

    He bit his lip and said angrily, "Then I still live in the same house with Wang Yixin every day, are you jealous of him too?"

    Ning Yu seemed to ponder for a moment seriously and said, "Jealous."

    Ji Ling can't laugh or cry, you are just making trouble! He said, "Let's go, I'm going up."

    He said and ran away.

    Ning Yu looked at the young man's back, raised his lips and smiled, and then his expression became solemn again.

    Wen Yan, he really underestimated him...

    This person, more than anyone else, knows how to dormancy and forbearance, and is good at taking advantage of the tenderness and kindness of young people.

    However, he will not give him a chance to shoot.

    ………………

    Ji Ling felt bad when he returned to the dormitory, why did he always blushed and heartbeat so easily by Ning Yu?

    What the hell is wrong with him?

    Because he couldn't understand his own mind, Ji Ling fell into confusion.

    As long as Ning Yu sends a message recently, he can't help but take a few more glances, and even think about it when replying... Then look back at Wang Yixin, who is in love, and is carefully returning his girlfriend's information .

    Ji Ling thought to himself that this time he was afraid that he would be completely bent...

    On Saturday morning, Ji Ling lay in a daze on the bed in the dormitory.

    Suddenly, his cell phone ding-dong, and Ning Yu sent a message to ask him if he had time today.

    Ji Ling struggled for a while, before deciding whether to agree or not. He was temporarily notified by the teacher to go to the XX Hotel. The organizer of the art competition he participated in the last time wanted to find him, maybe it was about the exhibition of his works. thing.

    Ji Ling then replied to Ning Yu: I have something to go out now, I'll talk about it later.

    After sending the message, went out to the hotel address given by the teacher.

    Ji Ling took the address given by the teacher, counted the house number, went to the door of the corresponding private room, knocked on the door, pushed open the door, and looked up to see a man with brown hair and brown eyes sitting on the sofa, smiling and watching he.

    Carlos was the only one in the room.

    Ji Ling's face changed slightly, watching that Carlos did not move.

    Carlos showed a gentle smile and said in a low voice, "I'm worried that you won't see me, so I trouble Teacher Yu to let you come over. Besides... I am indeed the sponsor of this art competition, so I didn't lie to you."

    Ji Ling frowned and said, "What do you want to tell me?"

    Carlos looked at the young man's wary and alienated expression, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, and said slowly, "You know I won't hurt you."

    Ji Ling was slightly silent and did not speak.

    Carlos let out a very light sigh, he walked to Ji Ling step by step, opened his palm, and in the palm was a wine red flannel box.

    Ji Ling was stunned for a moment, seemed to realize something, and looked at Carlos in disbelief.

    In front of him, Carlos slowly opened the box, which contained a platinum ring.

    He said: "It is said that in the ancient earth, that is, now, lovers would exchange rings when they sign a marriage contract to show their loyal love. So - I owe you a ring, as a promise to you and Unchanging love...whether you accept my heart or not."

    Ji Ling looked down slightly, only to realize that Carlos was already wearing a ring of the same style on his ring finger.

    So, do you still remember that so-called wedding?

    Do you still think that I am your lover?

    Ji Ling thought it was ridiculous and absurd, but his heart was a little dull... No matter what kind of person Carlos was or what he did, he fulfilled his promise to himself in the last life, and he was willing to retreat for this, even until he came to this place. The world still insists on the so-called marriage contract, but you clearly know... I don't want to marry you at all.

    The previous life and this life are the same.

    This love is destined to be unacceptable to him.

    Ji Ling took a deep breath, raised his eyes and said to Carlos, "I don't love you."

    Carlos' eyes were calm, he looked directly into his eyes, and said slowly: "But you don't love Jing Sui either, so why don't you try to love me? I won't disappoint you."

    Ji Ling's eyes froze abruptly, staring at Carlos in a daze, the other's eyes were deep and gentle, like the sea that could contain everything, just like when he was in that world, but there were also differences...

    He knew that he didn't love Jing Sui, which meant that he also knew about the novel.

    For a moment, what Ji Ling was thinking about was not about love or not, but about the fact that the big villain knew the truth, wouldn't it turn black!

    Carlos seemed to see Ji Ling's doubts and smiled: "Don't think too much, although some countries in this world still retain the so-called noble titles, but unlike my world, there is not such a big relationship between people. The difference is only a weak ant... Life is short, I have no interest in doing those boring things, I hope more than the supremacy and the fear of others surrender - to be able to gain the love of my lover. "

    "At least my little love, there is no one else in my heart..." Carlos bent down, looked down at Ji Ling's eyes, and raised the corner of his mouth: "I just want to please you."

    He took Ji Ling's hand gracefully, lowered his head and placed a light kiss on the back of his hand. His voice was low and magnetic, and his eyes were tender and doting: "Excuse me, can you give me a chance to pursue you again?"

    Ji Ling stared blankly at Carlos, opened his mouth, and after a long time gritted his teeth: "I'm sorry, I..."

    Carlos said: "It doesn't matter if you don't love me now, I have enough patience to wait."

    Ji Ling was about to have nothing to say, just when he didn't know what to do, suddenly a warm and powerful palm pressed against his shoulder, and with a gentle pull, it pulled him into a warm embrace.

    Ning Yu pressed his waist, looked up at Carlos, his eyes were sharp, and he said in a slow tone: "Unfortunately, you probably won't be able to wait for that day."

    "Because he loves me."

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