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    Carlos looked at Ning Yu, his eyes suddenly became cold, and after a while, he looked down at Ji Ling inquiringly, and said slowly, "Really?"

    Ji Ling leaned against Ning Yu's arms, her nervous body was slightly stiff, and Ning Yu's hands were gentle and strong, as if telling him that it doesn't matter what happens, don't be afraid, don't hesitate.

    Ji Ling was silent for a moment, and gradually made a decision in his heart. Although Ning Yu's sudden appearance was an accident, his words actually gave him an excuse to reject Carlos.

    He looked up at Carlos and said, "Yes."

    Carlos frowned suddenly, his jaw tightened and his eyes darkened. He fixedly looked at Ji Ling, as if to see through whether he was sincere or fake.

    Seeing this expression, Ji Ling's heart instantly lifted, lest the villain suddenly attack, and he would be uneasy...

    However, after a while, the chill on Carlos' face disappeared, his eyes were covered with tenderness again, and he said in a hoarse voice: "You once told me that you loved Jing Sui in order to reject me, but you don't love him at all, it's just you It's just an excuse...you're repeating your old tricks."

    Ji Ling told a lot of lies, and sure enough, no one believed it...

    Hey.

    He was a little helpless and a little unbearable, but still said: "This time is not an excuse."

    Carlos didn't seem to believe it, raised his lips and said in a low voice, "Do you really love him?"

    Ji Ling paused, gritted his teeth and said, "In this world, I just need to be myself, and I don't need to pretend to like anyone anymore. Besides, the words I don't love you—I'm not lying to you."

    Carlos's always elegant and calm face finally showed a hint of sadness, looking so sad and sad.

    Ji Ling met Carlos's gaze, his heart was suddenly dull, and it was difficult to breathe, but in the end he forced himself to withdraw his gaze, pulled Ning Yu, turned around and left.

    Some things, when the break is constantly being chaotic.

    Even if it is a little ruthless now, it is better than the entanglement later.

    That's not good for anyone.

    ………………

    Ji Ling walked out of the hotel in a hurry, making sure that Carlos hadn't followed, so he let go of Ning Yu's hand like an electric shock, and didn't dare to look at him in embarrassment.

    It's so embarrassing to be alone now!

    He, he just admitted that he loves Ning Yu! what to do! What will Ning Yu think of herself? !

    Ning Yu lowered her eyes slightly, looking at the boy's blushing face and dodging eyes, a smile appeared on her lips, and her voice was low and hoarse: "When I said you loved me just now - you acquiesced."

    Ah ah ah ah, I'm embarrassed enough, why do you still say it!

    Give me some face, please!

    Ji Lingsao's whole figure seemed to be thrown into hot water, and he stammered: "I, I, I am..."

    Ning Yu looked at the embarrassed look of the young man. After a long while, he sighed softly. Although he really wanted to tease him again, he still couldn't bear to make him embarrassed. He pressed too hard...

    Ning Yu said lightly: "You are expedient to get rid of Carlos, I know."

    Ji Ling was startled.

    Ning Yu shrugged, with a natural and gentle expression, and said with a joking smile: "I just helped you out of the siege, I don't expect you to promise me, at least there should be a thank you."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Yes, Ning Yu is clearly just kindly helping himself out, but it's really shameful that he thinks so much! Ji Ling's face was burning and he lowered his head and said softly, "Thank you..."

    Ning Yu smiled: "If that's the case, then accompany me to a movie as a thank you gift to me, eh?"

    Ji Ling: "...Okay."

    You have even thought about your own thank you gift, what can I say other than promise?

    The two came to the cinema.

    This is the second time Ji Ling has watched a movie with Ning Yu. The last time he told himself that he had a secret... But he didn't ask at that time. He probably had already noticed something subconsciously, so he avoided the obvious answer.

    But what didn't expect was that so many things happened in a short period of time...

    In the dim light of the theater, Ji Ling quietly glanced at the man beside him. The man's handsome profile was focused and good-looking.

    Ji Ling recalled today's events again, feeling a little complicated.

    He used Ning Yu to escape Carlos...

    In that world, because of the limitations of the characters, he could only use Carlos to get rid of Jing Sui, and at the same time use Jing Sui to reject Carlos. But now back in the real world, it is clear that there are no restrictions set by anyone, and there is no crisis of life and death. He should have faced the problem more bravely, but he still used Ning Yu as an excuse to reject Carlos...

    This is not fair to Carlos, to Ning Yu, or even to Jing Sui.

    What troubled him the most, blamed himself and felt guilty was that he did not refuse Ning Yu's help today.

    But they didn't respond to Ning Yu's feelings...

    Ji Ling couldn't help but start to reflect and think, what kind of feelings does he have for Ning Yu?

    Why did he admit Ning Yu's words without hesitation just now?

    Does he really like Ning Yu?

    If you like it, how much do you like it?

    ………………

    Since the date with Ning Yu was separated that day, Ji Ling subconsciously began to avoid meeting Ning Yu.

    He felt that it was necessary for him to clarify his thoughts and feelings. If he didn't like Ning Yu, then he should make it clear and clear, just like everyone else... instead of accepting his pursuit, but delaying Giving him an answer, Ji Ling felt that it was wrong to do so.

    But he has never been in a relationship, and even not long ago, he thought he was a straight man...

    Let him suddenly accept a man who is still a man from a book, which makes him feel very dazed and ignorant. He is like a child who just graduated from high school, but someone has come up with a super-high math book for him to do. There is a kind of Anxiety that doesn't start.

    He didn't know if his decision was the right one.

    This is a very complicated problem.

    Ji Ling's parents are not at home this weekend.

    Ning Yu didn't look for him.

    Wang Yixin went out on a date.

    Zheng Lin and Chen Mingzhai are playing games in the bedroom.

    Ji Ling had nothing to do. When she was swiping her phone, she received a call from her cousin, An Shuangshuang. She had recently talked with a boyfriend and wanted Ji Ling to help her.

    Ji Ling thought that it was okay anyway, so he readily agreed, went to An Shuangshuang's school, and then set off with An Shuangshuang.

    An Shuangshuang was obviously dressed up seriously today, with long hair in a shawl, light makeup, and a lace white suspender skirt. She was fresh, sweet and cute. She winked at Ji Ling and said, "We'll have dinner together later. check."

    Ji Ling smiled, "Okay."

    The two chatted all the way.

    It turns out that this Xu Wenyao was accidentally met by An Shuangshuang at a party. Xu Wenyao is a handsome, rich and romantic rich second generation. He fell in love with An Shuangshuang at first sight. The woman who was married rejected Xu Wenyao's extravagant gifts, so Xu Wenyao changed his attitude, sending flowers every day, and asking for warmth, a completely irresistible attitude.

    After all, An Shuangshuang is just a girl from an ordinary family. She also likes to watch some idol dramas. didn't expect to encounter such an idol drama one day. It's as unreal as a dream. Just yesterday, she finally failed to resist Xu Wenyao's gentle offensive and agreed to be his girlfriend.

    Although she agreed, An Shuangshuang was still a little uneasy. Today Xu Wenyao invited her out for dinner, she thought about it and finally called Ji Ling out.

    Ji Ling understands An Shuangshuang's concerns. After all, it sounds a bit mysterious. He is worried that An Shuangshuang will be deceived by the rich second generation, but what if the family really just wants to fall in love? You can't kill someone with a stick, can you? Ji Ling decided to go and see the situation.

    Xu Wenyao's location was in a very luxurious five-star hotel in the city, and it was obvious that he was the owner of the money. The two stood at the door of the splendid hotel. Usually, An Shuangshuang and Ji Ling were different in this type of hotel. will go.

    Ji Ling had opened his eyes in the interstellar world, and didn't think it was a big deal, but he looked at An Shuangshuang's uneasy expression, but he was already displeased with that person's way of doing things. He knew that An Shuangshuang was just an ordinary girl, But he also deliberately showed off his wealth in a high-profile manner, as if An Shuangshuang who was deliberately smashed in this way was dizzy. If he was really sincere, shouldn't he be more concerned about An Shuangshuang's mood?

    Ji Ling frowned, went in with An Shuangshuang, and saw a handsome young man standing up and smiling at them not far ahead.

    An Shuangshuang was a little nervous. She introduced, "This is my cousin Ji Ling. Ji Ling, this is Xu Wenyao."

    Xu Wenyao looked at Ji Ling, smiled and stretched out his hand: "Hello."

    Ji Ling stretched out his hand, shook him lightly, and then took it back. As a bystander, he didn't say much, just sat on the side eating silently, observing secretly.

    Xu Wenyao looks personable and has a good appearance. He is not frivolous in his speech and manners. He is rich and handsome, and his emotional intelligence is not low.

    It seems that there is no problem... But for some reason, Ji Ling just felt that something was wrong, which made him a little uncomfortable.

    this person……

    He looks polite, and treats An Shuangshuang very tenderly and considerately, but he can't tell the difference... Ji Ling frowned, suddenly remembering that this person is like those extravagant and depraved people he met in the interstellar world. The imperial aristocrats are like playboys, hypocritical and pretentious to play with people's hearts, treating those pariahs as playthings that can be practiced at will, even if they have a perfect appearance to disguise, but the look in their eyes makes people feel uncomfortable. .

    Ji Ling felt a little uneasy, but he really couldn't find Xu Wenyao's mistakes. If he just rely on his own intuition and guesswork, he might not be able to convince An Shuangshuang. Besides, what if he misunderstood?

    Time passed by, seeing that the meal was coming to an end, when Xu Wenyao invited An Shuangshuang to his house for a party tomorrow night, Ji Ling suddenly stood up and reached for the tissue on the table, but accidentally bumped into Xu Wenyao the wine glass, the wine suddenly splashed out and dripped onto his trousers along the edge of the table.

    Ji Ling pretended to be surprised, and quickly said apologetically, "Ah, I'm sorry, I'll wipe it for you."

    He said that he was going to help Xu Wenyao to clean his clothes, Xu Wenyao looked down at his trousers that had been soaked with alcohol, the cold and cruel look in his eyes flashed away, but thinking of An Shuangshuang, he forcibly endured it and raised his head to face Ji Ling showed a gentle smile and said, "It's alright, I'll deal with it myself, you sit down for a while."

    Then Xu Wenyao stood up and hurried to the bathroom.

    Ji Ling saw Xu Wenyao's eyes at that moment, his brows furrowed even tighter, the anger and disgust that had passed away just now seemed to have some deep hatred with him, which made people feel extremely uncomfortable, what do you think? Neither look like a good person.

    He felt that Xu Wenyao was not quite right.

    An Shuangshuang thought Ji Ling was really careless, and said with a smile, "Why were you so careless just now?"

    Ji Ling paused and said to her, "Sister, I don't think this person is suitable for you."

    An Shuangshuang said inexplicably, "Why?" She felt that there was no problem, the atmosphere was obviously good just now...

    Ji Ling was speechless, he couldn't say it was intuition, right?

    He paused and said, "I heard that this rich second generation likes to play with women. I'm afraid you will be deceived. You are not a match for such a person."

    An Shuangshuang was actually a little afraid of this question, but she was really tempted. What if Xu Wenyao was sincere? She said hesitantly: "Also, not necessarily all the rich second generation are like this..."

    ………………

    Xu Wenyao hurriedly got up and went to the bathroom, looked at his wet pants, the drink was just spilled on that seat, embarrassed and embarrassed, his face showed a cruel look again, and cursed in a low voice.

    Just then his friend's phone came in.

    The friend smiled and said, "Hahaha, Wen Yao, I heard that you recently fell in love with a female college student? How about it, have you got it?"

    Xu Wenyao sneered: "Don't talk about it, that woman brought a stinky boy here today. It's just as annoying as a light bulb."

    The friend jokingly said: "Who told you to pretend to play with women from good families? This kind of woman must have more concerns, and it will not look good if you are not careful. It is better to play with those women who are delivered to the door, and make sure there is nothing wrong with P. You can play how you want, and you can have any pose you want.”

    Xu Wenyao laughed: "What kind of taste does that kind of woman have when playing? I just like clean female students, they are only motivated when they cry in bed."

    The friend said, "You are such a pervert."

    Xu Wenyao: "I've won awards, I'll take care of that stinky boy named Ji Ling after I play with his sister, hahaha."

    The friend said: "You are such a bad thing, take it easy and don't go too far, be careful that your father can't hold you back."

    Xu Wenyao smiled indifferently and said, "I have already investigated, An Shuangshuang is an ordinary family, can they still find the waves? As long as no human life is lost, it is nothing more than a matter of spending money."

    Xu Wenyao and his friend chatted for a while, then hung up the phone and walked out of the bathroom slowly. As soon as he walked to the door, he saw Jing Sui standing at the door and looked at him lightly. He couldn't help being surprised and said respectfully. : "Mr. Fu."

    The reason Xu Wenyao knew Jing Sui was because his father had brought him to see Jing Sui once, and he would not forget that scene. His father, a man in his fifties, who was usually the head of the family, bowed his head and bowed his head to please Jing Sui.

    This is someone he can't afford to offend.

    Although Xu Wenyao is bad outside, he is very self-aware. He is not good at facing him in Jing Sui. He smiles flatteringly and politely, and says, "So, Mr. Fu, you are also here. Are you here for dinner today..."

    Jing Sui looked at him coldly. He was about to leave just now, but when he heard Ji Ling's name, he stopped and listened a few more words.

    Hearing this, he was furious.

    Thinking of the foul language in the mouth just now, Jing Sui suddenly had the intention to kill, but after all, this is not the world he lives in, after all, he can't do whatever he wants, but... not killing people doesn't mean that there is no way to rectify others.

    After Xu Wenyao finished saying that, he saw Jing Sui didn't answer for a long time, but looked at him with extremely cold eyes, suddenly felt cold all over, the other party looked at him as if he was looking at an ant that could be trampled to death with one foot , what, what's going on?

    Where did you offend President Fu?

    Just when Xu Wenyao was terrified, he saw Jing Sui speak.

    Jing Sui's thin lips were slightly raised, his eyes were cold, and he said lightly, "Come here."

    ………………

    Ji Ling and An both sat outside, Xu Wenyao didn't come back, he almost had to go over to see, did that guy fall into the toilet?

    Although he didn't like Xu Wenyao, he couldn't completely reject Xu Wenyao because he couldn't produce strong evidence. In the end, Ji Ling had to persuade An Shuangshuang to think twice. Even if they were in love, they should never be alone with Xu Wenyao, nor go alone. his home.

    But he saw that An Shuangshuang was clearly moved, and he didn't know how much he would listen. Ji Ling frowned, feeling a little uneasy.

    At this moment, Xu Wenyao finally came back, his expression seemed a little flustered, his steps were a little hurried, and he walked towards this side with his head lowered.

    An Shuangshuang stood up and asked, "What happened to you?"

    Xu Wenyao looked embarrassed. He glanced at Ji Ling in a complicated way, then turned to An Shuangshuang and said, "I'm sorry, we won't contact you again in the future."

    An Shuangshuang was surprised. How could this person go to the bathroom like a different person? What happened?

    Xu Wenyao gritted his teeth and continued: "I lied to you, in fact, I already have a girlfriend, I just want to be fresh in pursuing you."

    An Shuangshuang was stunned.

    She has never seen such a bizarre plot even in TV dramas, and it is not uncommon to encounter scumbags, but why did scumbags suddenly expose themselves when nothing happened? Didn't he pretend to be very energetic just now?

    An Shuangshuang was full of anger in his heart, and he thought about why, but this kind of scum was beaten first, then he raised his hand and slapped Xu Wenyao fiercely: "Bastard."

    Has Xu Wenyao ever been beaten like this by a woman? In the past, he would definitely have killed the opponent, but this time he not only got beaten, but also said that the opponent was beaten well, and said in a low voice, "Yes, it's my fault."

    Saying that, he left here in a hurry, and he disappeared as quickly as he ran for his life.

    An Shuangshuang had a good fight just now. After Xu Wenyao left, he showed a confused expression. The second monk couldn't make up his mind. This person went to the bathroom as if he had been stunned. Could it be that there is a mirror in the bathroom?

    Ji Ling was also very surprised, but he turned his eyes and accidentally saw Jing Sui standing in the distance, and suddenly understood why.

    Jing Sui stood far away and did not come over. He raised his glass to Ji Ling gracefully, and a meaningful smile appeared on his lips.

    Ji Ling thought, so it was.

    His mood is a bit complicated, I have clearly rejected you, don't you mind? Why are you still willing to help me... Ji Ling felt a little sad and couldn't bear it. If he had to say, Jing Sui was the person he felt most guilty of.

    He had thought he loved him.

    An Shuangshuang pushed Ji Ling, unaware of what Ji Ling was looking at, and said with a smile, "Let's go, why are you in a daze."

    Ji Ling came back to his senses, showed a smile, and said, "Yeah."

    He followed An Shuangshuang out. When he reached the door, he glanced back while An Shuangshuang was not paying attention. As expected, Jing Sui was still standing there. Even if he was so far away, he seemed to be able to see the tenderness in the other's eyes, and Ruoyou Like no love.

    But I can't continue to lie to you and say I love you just because of guilt.

    Ji Ling opened his mouth silently: Thank you, goodbye.

    ………………

    Ji Ling and An Shuangshuang separated halfway and went back to school alone.

    He walked alone on the boulevard, staring at the ground absentmindedly, thinking of his own pile of emotional debts, and sighed sadly.

    He not only failed Jing Sui's wishes, but also Carlos and Wen Yan...

    This made Ji Ling feel heavy.

    He walked like this, and then saw Ning Yu standing under his dormitory.

    Ji Ling finally remembered, because he didn't straighten his mind during this time, so he avoided Ning Yu, but Ning Yu came over anyway. He suddenly stopped, not knowing for a while whether he should step forward.

    Ning Yu looked at him and walked towards him step by step.

    "Unhappy?" Ning Yu looked into the boy's eyes and said slowly.

    Ji Ling wanted to deny it, but Ning Yu spoke first and smiled: "It's already written on his face, so don't say no."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Ning Yu stared at him for a moment, then suddenly reached out and grabbed Ji Ling's wrist, pulling him directly outside.

    Ji Ling was dragged away by Ning Yu in a daze.

    The two came to a no-man's corner.

    Ning Yu then let go and looked at Ji Ling seriously, her voice became clearer and calmer, and asked slowly, "Who did you meet today?"

    Ji Ling was a little lost and didn't know how to answer, so he remained silent.

    Ning Yu said, "Is it Jing Sui?"

    Ji Ling raised his eyes in astonishment, how did you know?

    Ning Yu smiled, with a steady and sharp light in the dark eyes, and said lightly: "At this time Wen Yan is at school, Carlos will not come to you for the time being, then only Jing Sui, you may have met by chance. "

    Ji Ling couldn't deny it, so he nodded.

    Ning Yu looked at Ji Ling's depressed appearance, confused and remorseful eyes, sighed softly, and said, "Your Majesty is a very persistent person. Although he seems ruthless, once he is moved, he will not give up easily. You Feeling guilty for rejecting him and cheating on him, eh?"

    Ji Ling stared blankly at Ning Yu, and found that every time he talked to Ning Yu, he hardly needed to say anything...

    Because even if he didn't say it, Ning Yu knew all about it.

    Ning Yu just looked into Ji Ling's eyes, and already knew the answer, he lowered his head slightly, his expression was gentle, his beautiful thin lips showed a smile, and said: "Actually, this problem is easy to solve, I have a way to let you Don't have to worry about it anymore."

    Ji Ling asked suspiciously, "What method?"

    Ning Yu smiled and said: "The reason why you feel sad and blame yourself is because you feel that you can't respond to their feelings, you are distressed that you can't respond to their feelings, and you don't want to hurt or deceive others... If that's the case, then don't refuse. All right."

    Ji Ling was surprised that Ning Yu was actually trying to persuade herself to accept others? ? ?

    Didn't he say to pursue his own? !

    Ning Yu continued: "Your moral outlook and world outlook have bound you and made you walk into a dead end. You feel that you can't just accept others, and you must treat a relationship with sincerity and dedication. But in fact, as long as you let go a little, you can completely Everyone can be accepted, such as Monday, Jing, Sui, Tuesday, Carlos, Wednesday, Wenyan, and Thursday, and me, so that no one has to live up to it, everyone is happy..." He lowered his head and approached Ji Ling, and let out a meaningful chuckle in his ear : "I don't mind serving a husband with others, what do you think of this method-how?"

    Ji Ling was completely stunned! ! !

    It took him more than ten seconds before he realized what Ning Yu was talking about, and his face flushed with anger, what bastard is this guy talking about!

    Who, who wants to take it all!

    He's not that kind of person, is he?

    And what the hell did you see? Can you even say such a thing? Are you serious? ! Ji Ling has never seen such a brazen person!

    He pointed at Ning Yu's fingers and trembled angrily, his face darkened: "Is this also called advice?"

    Ning Yu looked at the annoyed look of the young man, his expression was calm, he thought for a moment seriously, and said, "It seems that you can't accept this plan."

    Ji Ling said angrily, "Of course I won't accept it!"

    Ning Yu paused, smiled slightly, and said, "Then I have another solution."

    Ji Ling sneered: "Forget it."

    He didn't want to listen to this man's nonsense.

    However, Ning Yu suddenly stepped forward, leaned over and approached Ji Ling, her black eyes fixed on him, her thin lips parted lightly, and she let out a sweet and soothing voice, her eyes focused and deep: "Then just choose any one, as long as If you choose one, the others will naturally give up."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    He really shouldn't have hope for what this person said, what does it mean to pick one at random? Can you choose someone you want when you fall in love?

    Ning Yu looked at the young man, but smiled, his smile was gentle and warm: "You always think too much before making a decision, in fact, the matter of falling in love is not as serious as you think, many people are just watching It's pleasing to the eye, not annoying, just get together, and only know if it's suitable after getting along. If you think too much, you even think of getting married at the beginning, or you are blinded by too many external factors, you will only change simple things. complex, turning simple problems into difficult decisions.

    Picking one at random is not to let you treat your feelings casually, but sometimes, you have to trust your intuition, which may be the answer that is closest to the truth. "

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Why does this person always take crooked and evil things for granted so that people can't refute it...

    "So when it's hard to make a choice, it's better to close your eyes, put everything aside, and obey your original intention." Ning Yu's black eyes were filled with a slight smile, "Do you want to try?"

    Ji Ling stared at him blankly, those black eyes seemed to have some kind of magic power, so gentle and deep that people couldn't take their eyes away.

    Close your eyes and follow your heart, is that all right?

    Ning Yu stared at the young man tenderly, watching him dazedly close his eyes, as if he was really thinking seriously...

    He gently raised the corner of his lips, reached out and inserted his hand into the boy's hair, supported the back of his head, lowered his head and kissed it directly.

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