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    Ji Ling was closing his eyes and thinking, and suddenly felt the coolness of the lips-flap sticking up, and suddenly opened his eyes in surprise, staring at the face that was close at hand, his eyes were dull, and he stupidly forgot to move.

    Ning Yu looked at the boy's confused eyes, raised his head with a smile, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "Close your eyes, eh?"

    Then he lowered his head and kissed him again.

    Ji Ling was tense and stiff. He didn't know how to deal with it at all. He could only close his eyes in a daze, like a puppet... The man's palm supported his head strongly, and his strong body approached. Holding him firmly in his arms, the scorching breath came in along his lips, gently and ruthlessly grasping the breath in his chest.

    For some reason, his thoughts drifted far, far away, and he actually remembered when he was in that world...

    When he was blindfolded and kissed by Gabriel.

    It stands to reason that it should be afraid of fear, but why, in fact, it is not so afraid? Is it just because he once saved himself?

    Or maybe it's because this person's kisses are always gentle and restrained, and they are strong but full of pity.

    Some things can't be seen or touched, but the heart is actually vague but felt...

    He knew he wouldn't hurt him.

    always knew.

    His heart is clearer than his reason.

    Even if this person is always being provoked and made difficult by himself, he is always willing to let himself spoil himself and be used to himself, and he thoroughly saw through him a long, long time ago.

    Ning Yu let go of her hand gently and whispered in Ji Ling's ear, "Look, actually making a choice is not as difficult as you think..."

    Ji Ling slowly opened his eyes and looked at the man in front of him.

    He really has no way to lie to himself that he doesn't have feelings for this person. If he really feels disgusted and wants to refuse, he can just push this person away, just like pushing away other people... But he didn't do that.

    There are no so-called human limitations, there is no danger of losing one's life, no threat, and no deception.

    He still didn't push the person away, so he missed the last chance to push away.

    This is his mind.

    It was also what Ning Yu wanted him to recognize.

    However, it's still a bit unpleasant...why?

    Because Ning Yu didn't plan to serve a husband together, right? ! He said those words to test himself, to force himself to make a choice earlier, and he knew that it was absolutely impossible for him to accept that kind of proposal!

    Pretending to let yourself think about it but stealing a kiss halfway...

    Got tricked again 🙂

    Ji Ling glared at him angrily, refusing to admit that he was being tricked again, raised his chin proudly, squinted at him and snorted: "I thought about it, and I think your first proposal is very good, you just arrange it. Thursday!"

    As he spoke, he stepped on Ning Yu's foot, turned his head blushing and left.

    Hurry up, if you don't go, you'll be embarrassed to death!

    Ning Yu was slightly startled, watching the young man run away, looking at his back, after a while, his eyes were doting, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly and he smiled.

    ………………

    Ji Ling ran back to his dormitory in one breath. Fortunately, there was no one in the dormitory at this time, otherwise Wang Yixin and the others would see him like this, and they still don't know what to say...

    Ji Ling touched his lips, foolishly recalled what happened just now, and suddenly fell down on the bed.

    He, he, he, he promised Ning Yu!

    From today onwards, I can be considered as someone who has a boyfriend, wait... What about the one who agreed to go to college to talk about girlfriends?

    Sure enough, things are impermanent!

    All in all, Ji Xiaoling was very nervous about falling in love for the first time!

    But what surprised him was that although the relationship was confirmed, the frequency of Ning Yu's appearance did not seem to have changed much from before, nor did he put forward any welfare requirements as a boyfriend, and he did not get intimate with Ji Ling in public, and always behaved. Very calm. If there is a difference, it is probably that the number of messages sent is more than before, and there is an invisible closeness to nature.

    It feels like they are an old couple who have been in love for a long time.

    At first, Ji Ling was still a little uneasy, and it seemed that there was no difference between agreeing to Ning Yu and not agreeing... But then he felt that it was also very good!

    To be honest, if Ning Yu couldn't wait to announce her identity with great fanfare, announce their relationship, and stick with him all day like other young couples, Ji Ling would hesitate and trouble, after all, they belong to homosexual love, and the object is still her daughter The classmate's uncle...however you look at it, it's not the same as Wang Yixin's, it's more shocking.

    For Ji Ling, he has been a straight man for 18 years, and finally decided to talk about a boyfriend is a very big leap. He was not prepared to ask him to come out of the closet at once and face the doubts of the whole world.

    Therefore, Ning Yu's current attitude is very good, so that he has no pressure.

    He wanted to take it slow, and Ning Yu knew his concerns.

    Ning Yu has always been very good at taking care of people's emotions. As long as he doesn't want to, he won't do things that make him embarrassed.

    Ji Ling is not stupid either, so he can't see it...

    A few people were playing games in the bedroom again this day. Wang Yixin and others liked to play games with Ji Ling, because as long as Ji Ling was there, usually the great god named Xiao Jia would be there.

    Wang Yixin: "Ling Ling, Ling Ling, is Jia Shen online today? Please Jia Shen lead me to pretend to force me to fly."

    Zheng Lin: "Ling Ling, you must know Jia Shen, right? How did you know him?"

    Chen Ming: "I want to be his apprentice..."

    Ji Ling: "Cough cough. Ah... Maybe it will be online."

    After he finished saying this, he quickly took it out and sent a message to Ning Yu: Is it convenient for you to play the game now? Chen Ming said he wanted to be your apprentice.

    Ning Yu's message on the other side replied in seconds: It's convenient, yes.

    Ji Ling: Why do you always reply so quickly...

    Ning Yu: Because I set you a special concern. How about you?

    Someone who didn't set special attention silently added a star to someone's avatar, and shamelessly said: I set it too.

    Ning Yu: Smile.jpg

    Oops, there is always a feeling of being seen through, Ji Ling, who is guilty, put down the phone.

    But even if he found out, he wouldn't admit it, hum!

    ………………

    Time passed quickly. During this time, neither Jing Sui nor Carlos appeared again. Ji Ling rarely left school. Occasionally, he would meet with Wen Yan to discuss the game. sleep and play games.

    From time to time, Ji Ling glanced at the mailbox, but the system still didn't reply, but he didn't mind.

    After letting go of the burden in his heart, he will find that those people had nothing to be afraid of at first. Now he can do his own thing as he wants, and he can refuse without fear, and... he doesn't need to be afraid of them anymore.

    Wang Yixin fell in love and exudes the sour smell of love in the bedroom every day. Zheng Lin and Chen Ming are still two single dogs.

    When they feel that their life is dark, they look at Ji Ling and say that Xiao Ling is so handsome and has not talked about a girlfriend. What are we worried about, at least there is Xiao Ling for our company, you are the boss of our singles league, Waiting for you to take us off the list!

    Whenever Ji Ling didn't say anything at this time, he always laughed dryly with his phone in his hand.

    Sorry for betraying the organization.

    That night Ji Ling came out of the library reading room and walked slowly on the path. The phone rang, and a message from Ning Yu came in: I'll be waiting for you at the old place.

    Ji Ling paused, then walked towards the east corner of the campus. There is a maple forest there. The environment is quiet and secluded at night. It has always been a holy place for campus lovers.

    The moon is bright tonight, and the cold light falls on the ground, cut into mottled patterns by the branches.

    The air is cool and fresh after the rain.

    Just as Ji Ling walked over, the man stretched out his hand and pulled it directly against a big tree. The tip of the man's nose rubbed against his neck, and he chuckled softly, "I miss you very much."

    Ji Ling felt an itchy neck, but fortunately, the blush was not obvious in the night, and he murmured, "Why are you here again..."

    Ning Yu's voice was hoarse: "Today is Thursday, have you forgotten?"

    Ji Ling: "..."

    He raised his head, his black eyes were deep and dark in the night, with a gentle light: "I can only see you once a week."

    Ji Ling's face flushed, and he thought that this stalk could not go away? ! I'm clearly joking!

    Ning Yu looked at him with deep affection and forbearance, opened her mouth in a hoarse voice, and sighed: "I'm just an underground lover who can't see the light, and I can only see you once a week, if I don't appear in front of you again... I'm afraid of you. will forget me."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    What's going on? I feel that I am not only a big radish, but also a big ruthless pig's hoof...

    Although he said what you said about Thursday, it was just angry words, but it seems to be true that he can't see the light. He really is not ready to announce his relationship to others. Is this unfair to Ning Yu...?

    Ji Ling raised his eyes and looked at Ning Yu's eyes with seemingly nothing to worry about, suddenly felt guilty, and coughed lightly: "I, I didn't say that I can only let you come once... You can come whenever you want. …”

    "Thank you." Ning Yu smiled suddenly, her eyes seemed softer, "Then can I kiss you?"

    Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, then nodded lightly.

    Ning Yu lowered her head and kissed it. He put one hand on Ji Ling's neck. The kiss was so forceful that Ji Ling felt that it was hard to breathe, but she was embarrassed to push it away, and her eyes were hazy with tears after being kissed for a while.

    "Let's go out on a date on the weekend, okay?" Ning Yu lovingly kissed Ji Ling's corner of the eye and whispered.

    Ji Ling was a little dissatisfied with his viciousness just now, but seeing his low-pitched appearance, and thinking that it was rare for him to see him once, he couldn't bear to refuse, and said, "Well..."

    At this moment, there was the sound of rustling wind blowing from the side, and Ji Ling suddenly became nervous and said, "Well, I'll go back first!"

    Ning Yu looked at him tenderly and nodded.

    Ji Ling looked left and right, then slid away quickly, and accidentally saw a couple of men and women in the nearby woods who seemed to be making out, feeling that he was doing the same shameful things as them.

    Well, luckily no one found out!

    Ning Yu stood there, and when Ji Ling's figure disappeared, the smile on her face disappeared. She turned her eyes and looked to the side lightly.

    Wen Yan came out of the shadows, and he followed Ji Ling when he left the library. Although Ji Ling never told anyone about it, he had already been keenly aware of the difference in Ji Ling.

    Even though he had expected it, he had seen it with his own eyes that jealousy still made him angry. Ning Yu clearly noticed him, so he did this on purpose to show him his sovereignty.

    Wen Yan said coldly, "You are just taking advantage of his soft heart."

    Ning Yu raised her eyebrows slightly, her eyes sharp and provocative: "Aren't you also taking advantage of his soft heart? Stay by his side in this way.

    At least...he likes me. "

    Wen Yan sneered and said, "You're right, but are you sure you can take good care of him? If you make him sad, I won't back down."

    Ning Yu said lightly, "I won't give you this chance."

    He stepped forward, and when passing by Wen Yan, he smiled sideways: "Why bother yourself, just be your senior Yu, isn't it?"

    Wen Yan suddenly tightened his fingers.

    It wasn't until Ning Yu left for a long time that he let go and tugged at the corner of his mouth sarcastically.

    Yes, he can only be Senior Yu after all.

    But giving up like this is really a little reluctant.

    ………………

    Time passed quickly, two days passed in the blink of an eye, and it was the time agreed with Ning Yu.

    Ji Ling sat on the bed and stretched, got up to wash, and said that because he was busy recently, he didn't go out on a date with Ning Yu. When he thought of meeting, he was a little nervous. This is probably the feeling of love. Bar……

    Ji Ling looked at his phone and came to the north gate. At a glance, he saw Ning Yu's car parked on the side of the road. He opened the door and got in the car, asking, "Where are we going today?"

    Ning Yu was wearing a light gray casual suit today. The neckline of the shirt was open to reveal a sexy Adam's apple. She looked casual and lazy, with short black soft hair falling on her forehead, with a handsome face and a smile: "Take you to eat. delicious."

    Ji Ling would never refuse food, so he readily agreed.

    However, the journey on the road was relatively long this time. Ning Yu did not look for a place near the school, but drove to a mountain village on the outskirts of the city. The scenery here is beautiful, and besides eating, you can also have leisure and entertainment. Ning Yu stopped the car and said with a smile: "The specialties here are not bad, so I brought you here to try."

    Ji Ling: "Oh."

    He followed Ning Yu to a bamboo building, and a girl in Hanfu came over to set the tableware and order food.

    Ji Ling looked at the table full of delicious food, and moved her index finger, um, it is really delicious, especially this grilled fish is not bad...

    While eating, suddenly heard a playful chuckle coming from the opposite side.

    Ji Ling raised his head in confusion, and met Ning Yu's smiling eyes, he said slowly, "Your hobbies really haven't changed..."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Thank you for your reminder, he remembered that he was at the base, and he was directed and acted by this hateful guy, and he lied to him about what Xiaoyu did. How can there be such a shameless bastard in this world 🙂

    He knows that he likes to eat, doesn't he know how to prepare a few more? !

    Ji Ling smirked: "Really?"

    Ning Yu looked at him sincerely: "Yes, and I didn't ask for it at the time. You must give it to me."

    huh huh huh? ? ?

    I went as if that was the case! It's all because of how miserable he is and how pitiful he is, so I have to give it to him...

    More angry.

    Ning Yu spoke slowly again: "But what I didn't expect is that one day there will be a boy who buys me with a small dried fish. You must know that I am an SSS-level evolutionary, a rising star, an imperial idol, Countless fans...

    I didn't expect that I would have such a cheap day. "

    "If you want me to promise you, a small dried fish is enough." Ning Yu's thin lips parted lightly, looking deeply into Ji Ling's eyes, and said word by word.

    Ji Ling's stomach was full of anger and anger was quenched, and his face was flushed from being teased, you, you, what the hell is going on with you...

    crooked, crooked and heresy!

    Get rid of these fallacies!

    Ji Ling hurriedly lowered his head to eat, and didn't dare to look up again, he couldn't say enough about this guy!

    After a meal, Ji Ling raised his head, only to find that Ning Yu hardly moved, and was looking at himself most of the time.

    He asked suspiciously, "Aren't you hungry?"

    Ning Yu smiled: "It's okay."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    Ning Yu looked at the young man with a complicated look in the depths of his eyes. Although he always pretended to be indifferent and seemed to be calm at every step, in fact he would also be disappointed, despairing and uneasy...and thought he would see each other again. Not this person.

    I'm not sure, I will definitely be able to get his favor, he just has a little more identity than others.

    And none of what he said just now was to lie to him.

    The temptation may have been a long, long time ago.

    But since when did you stop letting go of this person? Captured by him, he willingly surrendered his heart.

    Maybe that's how it started...

    As an outsider, he ignorantly broke into his world and attracted his attention, but he had no idea what kind of existence he was provoking.

    I will never let go, let go of you, because you provoke me first.

    Ning Yu stood up, picked up his jacket, and smiled gently: "Are you full? Then let's go for a walk."

    Ji Ling touched his stomach, um, full.

    He got up and walked over. As soon as he got to Ning Yu's side, he grabbed it and stopped it. The man's palm was warm and strong, and it tightly wrapped around his. The temperature passed along the clasped palm. .

    Ning Yu held him naturally like this, and smiled: "No one knows us here."

    Ji Ling blushed and did not move, letting Ning Yu hold him.

    The two walked, probably because of the ambiguous atmosphere, and neither of them spoke first.

    After walking for a long time like this, Ning Yu suddenly turned to him and said, "I admit that I was wrong."

    Ji Ling: "???"

    Ning Yu sighed, her eyes helpless and sincere: "I shouldn't have given you the first suggestion. In fact, I'm stingy, jealous, and not so generous. I don't want you to look at them more, I think In your eyes, you can only see me alone..."

    Ji Ling was lost for a moment, and then said proudly: "For the sake of your sincere admission today, I will promise you not to look at them."

    Ning Yu looked at him with a low voice and said, "Thank you..."

    He turned around abruptly and approached Ji Ling, stretched out his hand to hold the boy's face, there seemed to be stars shining in his black eyes, beautiful and gentle.

    Ji Ling watched her heart beat faster, bad, she seemed to be seduced by sex again...

    Seeing that Ning Yu was about to kiss him, a coughing sound came from the side.

    The two turned their heads abruptly, and saw a middle-aged man in a suit and a dignified appearance standing in front of him, coughing lightly with his fist to his lips.

    Ji Ling hurriedly took a step back, it was embarrassing to be interrupted at this time.

    Just now, should have found a place where no one will come.

    But Ning Yu's expression was a little different. He seemed a little surprised, then shrugged and smiled, and said, "Brother."

    Ji Ling was stunned: "?"

    Big brother, what big brother?

    The middle-aged man came over, his gait was calm and imposing, and he seemed to be in the top position for a long time, but his eyes were not harsh, he introduced himself gently, and his voice was low: "Hello, I'm Ning Yue. My eldest brother, Ning Zhen."

    Ji Ling: "..."

    His mind almost crashed, and after a long while, he stammered, "Hello, big brother..."

    Wait, why do you keep calling him big brother?

    Ning Zhen looked at Ji Ling, smiled indifferently, then looked at Ning Yu and said solemnly, "Do you have time? Let's find a place to talk."

    Ning Yu stared at him for a moment and nodded slightly.

    Ji Ling thought to himself that this eldest brother was not an ordinary person at first glance. He must have something important to find at this time. He pretended to be an unimportant passerby and tried to sneak away from here.

    Unexpectedly, Ning Zhen turned around and said to him slowly, "Come along too."

    Ji Ling: "...?"

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