This page looks best with JavaScript enabled
public
At this moment, Jing Sui felt very absurd. He once thought that the young man loved no one, because the young man avoided not only himself but also anyone, but at this moment he realized that maybe not, he was not avoiding everyone... He actually has someone he likes.
And that person turned out to be Ning Yu.
It stands to reason that this is the most unlikely result, but the fact is in front of him, and he can't help but admit it. Jing Sui suddenly realized... Maybe he had neglected something since a long time ago.
Probably from the time Gabriel kidnapped Ji Ling.
He couldn't forget the scene he saw when he rescued Ji Ling, and tortured him with anger, pain and regret. At that time, he had no doubt that Ji Ling was hurt.
But at this moment, when Ji Ling faced Ning Yu's attitude, he didn't have any fear or fear, only trust and reliance... If Ning Yu really hurt him like that, and let him be violated-crime-tortured-humiliation, how could he accept Ning Yu What about Yu? Even if Ning Yu had rescued him once in the previous life, it was impossible to face him like this without any grudges.
Then there is only one possibility left.
This means that when Ning Yu kidnapped Ji Ling away, he didn't really hurt him at all, and the scene he saw was just what Ning Yu deliberately did for himself. Ning Yu has fallen in love with Ji Ling since then, but he knows that as Gabriel, it is impossible to take Ji Ling away in an upright manner, and it is even more impossible to abandon his great career because of this. Ji Ling was found by himself and Carlos. It's a matter of time... So he deliberately took the plan and took the opportunity to frame Carlos while forging the illusion that Ji Ling was violated. Although he had to return Ji Ling to himself temporarily, he was ready for Ji Ling to refuse. own reasons.
Jing Sui didn't know whether Ji Ling knew Gabriel's identity at that time, but he was sure that Ji Ling was not really hurt, but he deliberately pushed the boat and pretended to be invaded by Gabriel.
Just because he didn't want to be near him.
But at the time, he ridiculously really thought he was hurt, and felt sorry for himself, but he didn't know that in the eyes of Ji Ling and Ning Yu, maybe it was just a joke.
What a seamless fit.
So, when did you know that Ning Yu was Gabriel, and when did you fall in love with him?
Jing Sui strode over.
Ji Ling stared at Jing Sui in a daze, looking at the other's tense face and dark eyes, as well as the sarcastic smile on his lips... His heart suddenly froze, and he almost wanted to run away! But Jing Sui had already come to his side, so he could only show a stiff smile.
The corners of Jing Sui's thin lips were pulled apart, and he looked at him with a half-smile, "It seems that you lied to me about more than that."
Ji Ling's face changed, and he instantly understood the meaning of Jing Sui's words, remembering that he once pretended to be invaded by Gabriel to reject Jing Sui, but now Jing Sui sees himself and Ning Yu together... Out of embarrassment, right? ! Does he think he already knew Gabriel's identity and joined forces to plot against him? !
Ji Ling suddenly became cowardly, he thought about it, he couldn't bear the blame! After all, the grievance between Gabriel and Jing Sui is not just about winning love, but a class struggle involving countless lives and deaths in the entire empire. This is no longer a matter of love and love, but a matter of life and death - this is betrayal.
He bit his lip, paused and said, "I'm sorry, I... I really wasn't violated by Gabriel, but I didn't know his identity at that time."
Jing Sui looked at the uneasy and clear eyes of the young man, and did not doubt his words... He had no need to lie to himself now.
The young man's low and soft words, like a cool wind, slowly brushed away the pain, anger and unwillingness in his heart... at least you didn't lie to me about that matter, you just wanted to protect yourself and never wanted mine. Life.
After all, he's just a soft-hearted little liar...
Jing Sui laughed suddenly, and there was a look of relief in his eyes. After all, what if he couldn't let go and was unwilling? He still can't win the heart of someone who doesn't love him.
If I could fall in love with the teenager earlier, discover his hidden true side earlier, and catch this cunning little liar from the beginning, instead of ruthlessly pushing him away and hurting him, maybe he would be more soft-hearted about himself? Unfortunately, regret is always useless, and blaming others is only cowardly.
The cause of the previous life is the effect of the next life.
Rebirth doesn't actually change anything.
In the end, it's all his fault.
Sometimes people have to know how to let go.
Jing Sui looked at him and asked slowly, "When did you fall in love with Ning Yu?"
Ji Ling hesitated for a moment, this answer, in fact, he did not say very clearly...
Jing Sui asked again, "Did it save you in the last life? Or was it the time when you were taken away later?"
Ji Ling pursed her lips, was silent for a moment, then looked into his eyes and said, "That doesn't matter anymore." The important thing is that I don't love you.
Jing Sui was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, "You're right."
It really doesn't matter when you like it, what matters is that I lost a crushing defeat in the end.
Ji Ling felt that he could not continue, and decided to leave here ruthlessly, but as soon as he turned around, Jing Sui stretched out his hand and pulled the whole person into his arms. Ji Ling looked up at him in panic. A low voice with a hint of anger came from the front: "President Fu, I'm afraid it's not appropriate to pester someone else's boyfriend."
As soon as Ji Ling heard this, he quickly stretched out his hand and pushed Jing Sui away. He thought that he would not be able to push it away, but who knew that Jing Sui did not exert any force at all, and pushed it away with a slight push. Jing Sui just lowered his head at the moment he left, A light kiss fell on the side of his face.
Then let him go.
Ji Ling's face was hot, and he ran to Ning Yu's side in a few steps, but there seemed to be a little nostalgia and tenderness where Jing Sui's cool kiss passed. He covered his face, and his heart was broken! Jing Sui actually kissed him in front of Ning Yu, they won't fight! Why does this bastard always like to do this kind of thing?
Ji Ling remembered what Jing Sui did to him at Carlos and his engagement last time, and thought you were happy, I might die on the Shura field QAQ
Ji Ling looked up at Ning Yu, and saw that his face was really cold, and his sharp eyes seemed to have the coldness that was about to come, and he was frightened. With an expression on his face, he quickly stretched out his hand to hug Ning Yu's arm, lowered his voice and said, "Forget it."
No matter what happened to Jing Sui, he was a little bit sorry for him, Ji Ling didn't want the trouble to be more ugly.
And this is not the interstellar world, what if get caught by the police uncle because of a fight? Are you all shameless? !
Anger surged in Ning Yu's chest. He had only been away for so long, when Jing Sui took advantage of it to enter. He looked at Shang Jing Sui's half-smile, but his eyes were extremely cold.
Jing Sui clearly did it on purpose, he just wanted to provoke himself.
Ji Ling was extremely nervous, and he was really scared. He just wanted to take Ning Yu out of here as soon as possible, blinked at him, and begged, "Let's go, eh?"
Ning Yu looked at the boy's wet eyes, took a deep breath, and slowly regained his calm expression. He stuffed the milk tea he just bought into Ji Ling's hand and said, "Okay."
Ji Ling breathed a sigh of relief, holding the milk tea in one hand and Ning Yu in the other, turning around and leaving.
When Ning Yu turned around, he looked back at Jing Sui, and Jing Sui also looked at him, his eyebrows raised, revealing indifferent provocative eyes.
Ning Yu's hand clenched suddenly.
Ji Ling dragged Ning Yu and walked a long way, and the pace gradually slowed down. Ning Yu was silent all the way, without saying a word, Ji Ling didn't dare to look up, he didn't know how to face it. Ning Yu.
What happened just now, Ning Yu must be very angry? But he still endured for himself...
At this moment, Ning Yu's faint voice came from above his head: "You were protecting him just now."
Ji Ling took a step.
Ning Yu turned his head to look at him, his black eyes became darker and darker in the night, and his voice was faintly cool: "You always said you liked him before."
Liang Yi climbed up along the soles of Ji Ling's feet, the whole person's scalp became numb, and Ning Yu was really angry!
Ji Ling quickly explained: "I said that liking him is a human need! I have never liked him, I only like you, you believe me!"
Ning Yu narrowed his eyes: "Character?"
Ji Ling: "..." Oops, I said too much just now to explain.
After hesitating for a while, he quietly glanced at Ning Yu. Speaking of which, it seems that only Ning Yu doesn't know about the novel now, right? If he knew that he was originally Jing Sui's shou, it would only add fuel to the fire. This matter cannot be said now...
Ji Ling thought about his words and said cautiously: "Because of the car accident, I was already dying in this world at that time, and someone who claimed to be the system issued me a task, asking me to go to your world to replace the original" Ji Ling' survived for a period of time to ensure that the world's progress will not be changed, and the reward is to resurrect me in this world. But I can't do things that go against my character, and I can't be discovered by others, otherwise the mission will fail. I think I'm going home alive, so I'm sorry..."
I lied to all of you.
Ji Ling concealed the novel and the real mission goals, and revealed other things. This is the first time he has confided his thoughts to others, as if to vent the self-blame and pressure that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time at one time.
He was actually very uncomfortable and had to bear such pressure alone.
Even if he is just doing what the original owner should do, he is not the original owner after all, and he will still feel sad for cheating and hurting others. And because of guilt and self-blame to defend Jing Sui today, will Ning Yu be unhappy? But he didn't know how to deal with it the best, how to deal with it so that he wouldn't hurt anyone. Could it be that he should clap his hands while watching them fight? He can't do it...
Ning Yu is right, he is not mature enough, it would be great if he could do better.
Ji Ling's eyelashes trembled, biting his lip without making a sound, after a while, he suddenly felt a gentle palm fall on top of his head, rubbing it lightly, the man's warm and gentle voice came: "You don't have to feel sorry. anyone."
Ji Ling raised his eyes in astonishment.
A gentle smile appeared in Ning Yu's eyes again, and there was a hint of doting helplessness, "You are just working hard to live, everyone is working hard for this, but you never thought of really hurting others, you just Pretending to say you like him to someone who will never love you before, and you have your own bottom line..." He lowered his head slightly, fixedly looking into Ji Ling's eyes, his voice was low and soothing: "He never lacks other people's likes. , There are too many hypocritical people who say they like him, but no one has ever been able to deceive him... He will like you not because you lied to him, but because you are worthy of his love, understand? So you don't need to He feels guilty."
Hey, Ji Ling stared blankly at Ning Yu, is this the case?
There seems to be something wrong with this logic, but it can't be said...
Ning Yu paused, then said, "If you still feel guilty, then think about his ruthlessness in his first life, and it should be evened out. You never owe him anything, it's because he didn't learn to cherish you earlier."
Ji Ling was absent-minded for a while, his eyes were suddenly sour, and he raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, although I knew you were just comforting me... but thank you anyway.
Thank you for being willing to speak these words to me.
Thank you for being willing to tell me that I don't have to mind all that and not be burdened with that burden.
Ning Yu looked at the boy's eyes with tender and nostalgic eyes. He lowered his head, pressed his forehead against the boy's forehead, and said in a low voice, "And... I don't want you to feel guilty about him."
Ji Ling was gently hugged by Ning Yu, the tall man was so close to him, he made a very soft and restrained voice: "Sometimes guilt can turn into love, I'm very selfish. I hope you can let him go completely. , forget him... from now on, just remember me alone. If you must feel guilty...
Just feel sorry for me alone. "
He raised his hand, gently brushed Ji Ling's cheek with his fingertips, his ears dropped, and said in a hoarse voice, "You used to always scold me for murdering me, let people kidnap me, and even threatened to abolish me, and even asked Wen Yan to come Conspiracy against me. You will pretend to like Jing Sui, you will pretend to trust Carlos, you are even willing to defend Wen Yan, but you always only treat me badly... I am strong is not the reason for you to hurt me, in fact, I will too I'm hurt and sad, so...you treat me better in the future, don't think about others, okay?"
When Ji Ling heard the first sentence, he couldn't help laughing. But when I heard the last sentence, I could only feel sorry for myself...
This time, I knew it was your trap again.
But willingly stepped in.
Ji Ling stretched out his hand and hugged Ning Yu back, approached his neck, and said earnestly in his ear: "But I only like you, and I will compensate you in the future..."
Ning Yu smiled, the light in his black eyes was bright and soft, he kissed the boy's eyelashes and said, "Okay."
Then pay it back with yourself, all right.
This is what you promised me.
β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦
A few days later is New Year's Day, the school is closed, and everyone goes home.
Ji Ling was also preparing to go home. After thinking about it, he asked Ning Yu: What are your plans for New Year's Day?
Ning Yu: No arrangement.
Ji Ling: Aren't you going home? Ning Kehan ββwent home.
Ning Yu: That's not my home.
Ji Ling immediately felt distressed. He had a real family here, and of course he couldn't wait to go home. But it's not on Ning Yu's side. Even if he goes back, he has to be careful about disguising, right? Thinking of the days when he was always pretending, it's no wonder that Ning Yu was reluctant to go back. He was probably more comfortable alone.
Ji Ling's heart was suddenly filled with pity, and he said, "Then come to my house for dinner.
Ning Yu: Is it convenient?
Ji Ling: What's the inconvenience!
Ning Yu: Good.
An hour later, the two stood outside the door of Ji Ling's house.
Although Ji Ling swore before that there was no inconvenience, but when he really arrived at the door of the house, he began to feel nervous again.
I took Ning Yu home in a moment of madness, but this time was different from the last time. They had already confirmed their relationship and were still coming out of the closet at school, but my parents didn't know it yet!
To say it, or not to say it?
Although she was brave at school, Ji Ling was still nervous and stiff at the thought of facing her parents.
Forget it, take it one step at a time!
Ji Ling mustered up his courage, opened the door directly, and walked in with Ning Yu. While walking, he thought about finding a better opportunity to confess, but when he saw the person sitting in the living room, his eyes widened in horror.
What the hell? !
When Ji Xuesong saw Ji Ling, he sat on the sofa with a smile and said to him, "Xiao Ling is back."
Ji Ling opened his mouth: "Dad..."
Ji Xuesong pointed to the elegant and handsome man with brown hair and brown eyes who was watching TV leisurely next to him, and said with a smile, "This is Mr. Field, a friend I met while shooting outside, and I invited him over for dinner by the way. , you can call him Uncle Field."
Ji Ling: "..."
He stood there stiffly, neither advancing nor retreating. However, Ning Yu was only surprised for a moment, then walked in with a calm expression, raised his hand to comfort Ji Ling's shoulder, and said with a smile, "Hello, Uncle Ji, I'm Ji Ling's brother, Ning Yue."
Only then did Ji Xuesong notice Ning Yu and said with a smile: "Oh, come in quickly, what are you still doing standing at the door?"
At this time, Yang Wei also came out of the kitchen. It was not the first time that she saw Ning Yu. She smiled familiarly: "Xiao Ling said that you will come over for dinner tonight, so I specially cooked a few more dishes."
Ji Ling was like a puppet, walking inside with hands and feet, his palms were sweating coldly. Before entering the door, he was still worried about whether to come out to his family. Now he is only worried about what the hell Carlos is going to do and why he came to his own house. ?
The villain's show is too much, Ji Ling has lingering fears QAQ
Because he was too nervous, Ji Ling didn't dare to speak at all, but Ning Yu behaved normally and calmly, and even took the initiative to talk to Carlos. I feel that this young man speaks and behaves very politely, and is very friendly to people. At first glance, he is a good young man.
Yang Wei came over and said a few words in Ji Xuesong's ear with a smile. Ji Xuesong's eyes lit up. It turns out that this young man is still the brother of Xiaoling's girlfriend?
Ji Xuesong immediately treated Ning Yu more kindly.
The five people sat down to eat together, Ji Ling sat next to Ning Yu, and Carlos was a seat on the right.
He thinks this is simply a feast of Hongmen...
Ji Ling had been eating this meal for a long time and was frightened, but what surprised him was that Carlos hardly talked to him. Most of the time, he just chatted with Ji Xuesong, like an old friend at first sight. Carlos is gentle, elegant and knowledgeable, Ji Xuesong chatted with him very much, and warmly invited him to continue to be a guest at home in the future...
Ji Ling wanted to say no! But he didn't dare to say anything QAQ
So just endure it.
Ning Yu noticed Ji Ling's unease, turned her head to look at him gently, reached out and shook Ji Ling's hand quietly under the table, her lips moved silently: Carlos will not mess around.
Ji Ling felt a little more at ease.
At this time, Carlos suddenly changed his words and smiled at Ji Ling: "I heard that you are studying painting? Are you interested in going abroad for development? I can help you contact a foreign school for further study. The art department of XX University is very good. famous."
This is a very tempting proposal, but Ji Ling refused without hesitation, gritted his teeth and said, "No need, thank you."
Carlos looked into Ji Ling's eyes, smiled, and said nothing.
Ji Xuesong heard the words and smiled and came out to smooth things out: "This child has never left home, and he was scared when he heard about going abroad. Thank you for your kindness. We have learned from it."
Carlos smiled: "It doesn't matter. If he wants to go abroad for development in the future, he can still find me. I am happy to help him."
Ji Xuesong was very happy and said, "Thank you, I'll give you a toast."
After that, Carlos didn't say anything to Ji Ling, Ji Ling lowered his head to eat without saying a word.
Yang Wei looked at the child, why hadn't he seen him so quiet before? what happened today? Is it because there are guests? But that shouldn't be the case. She always felt that something was wrong, but she couldn't tell where it was.
It was past eight when dinner was over.
Carlos finally got up to say goodbye.
Ji Ling hesitated for a while, then stood up suddenly, and said to Carlos: "Mr. Field, I'll take you out."
Carlos looked at him with a smile and said, "Okay."
Ning Yu also took the opportunity to leave and went out with Ji Ling.
The three walked to the door downstairs.
Ji Ling looked at him with a frown, and said vigilantly, "What are you doing here today?"
Carlos' meaningful gaze swept across Ning Yu, and finally landed on Ji Ling's body. He seemed a little sad and said, "You rejected my proposal again."
Ji Ling was angry, and immediately exploded, who asked you to come to my house? He said coldly, "I know I won't agree."
Carlos sighed: "Even if you don't like me, what did I do today to make you so angry? Just because I didn't tell you I came here?"
Ji Ling: "..." Well, it seems that he didn't do anything too much...
Carlos looked slightly gloomy, and said slowly: "I just want to come to your house to see what you are obsessed with wanting to come back to... Now I see it, and I am very happy for you."
Ji Ling's expression suddenly became complicated, Carlos has really changed a lot...
Carlos looked at him deeply and said, "But you know I won't give up, right?"
Ning Yu finally stretched out his hand, took Ji Ling directly into his arms, raised his sharp eyes to look directly at Carlos, and said word by word: "I told you last time that he loves me. "
Carlos was not angry, but looked at him with a half-smile, his tone slightly raised: "Oh, how much love?"
Ning Yu's face sank.
Carlos stopped looking at him, sighed affectionately at Ji Ling, his voice was low and elegant: "I'm going back to China, if you have time, you can visit my country, I always have your place there - I lover."
You, you, you, don't talk nonsense! Who is your lover!
Ji Lingneng felt Ning Yu's hand tightening around him suddenly, and his face turned pale with trembling.
After Carlos finished saying that, he turned and left gracefully.
It didn't take long for the back to disappear into the darkness.
In the dimly lit corridor, there was only the sound of breathing each other. Ji Ling didn't dare to move. He felt the strong arm of the man behind him. The next second... The man stretched out his hand and pulled him directly against the wall. , bowed his head and kissed it hard.
The kiss was so fierce, it seemed to tear him apart and devour him, and it made it hard for him to breathe.
When Ji Ling was kissed, she made a whimpering sound, and tears came out, but she was too cowardly to move, too many peach blossom debts felt guilty...
Ning Yu bit Ji Ling's lips, breathing heavily, and said viciously, "I'm jealous."
Ji Ling's eyes were wet and moist. He took a quick breath and looked at Ning Yu aggrievedly: "I told him not to do this long ago, but he didn't listen..."
Ning Yu stared at him coldly.
It wasn't until after a while that he gradually calmed down.
He always knew that it wasn't Ji Ling's fault. The boy was trying hard to refuse to escape. It was those people who refused to let go because they also found him good... But the saddest thing was that he found that he was not so confident. , Self-confidence can get the young man's forever unique love.
Even if he pretends to be confident and that he is in control of everything, in fact, he also has times when he is not confident.
He wasn't sure if he was the most special one, or could he be favored by teenagers just because he had the advantage of his status? Although he used the youth's soft heart to determine his status again and again, he was still afraid that one day he would be taken advantage of by others...
I am afraid that one day I will no longer be special, and I am afraid that the young man will also see the good of others.
afraid of losing.
With a 'ding dong' sound, the elevator door opened.
Yang Wei walked out of the elevator with a garbage bag.
Ning Yu's eyes narrowed slightly, he let go of his hand suddenly, and took a step back.
But at this moment, Ji Ling suddenly stretched out his hand, stood on tiptoe and hugged Ning Yu's neck, raised his head and kissed his lips.
Ning Yu's pupils shrank and looked at him in disbelief.
Ji Ling had a smile in his eyes, his eyes were clear and firm, and the kiss was gentle and lingering... He looked into Ning Yu's eyes and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, I made you uneasy."
As soon as Yang Wei got out of the elevator, she saw her son standing in the corridor, hugging the man's neck and kissing, and the rubbish in her hands fell to the ground...
Ji Ling turned his head slowly, met his mother's shocked eyes, and said, "Mom, it's actually Ning Yue who is in love with me."