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It all happened too suddenly.
Suddenly, the emotions she had just broken, the solitude she was indulging in, her short-lived courage, the hiding she thought she had all faded into paleness in the slightest.
From embarrassment, astonishment, overwhelm, embarrassment, sadness to unwillingness, Yunli knew that in just one minute, a person can have so many emotions.
The gaze that normally made her heart beat faster was now like a deep-sea tide washing over a reef, strong and cold.
Yun Li took a step back with red eyes: "I'll think about it, and then decide whether to give up."
She pretended to be calm, but her movements were full of embarrassment.
Without him saying it, she knew that he found it early.
He found out. He didn't want to continue. Not even the slightest idea of ββdevelopment.
Just find a chance to be alone and tell her.
After packing the camera, she saw the towel roll, the corrugated bag covered with water droplets, reflecting silent mockery.
She pursed her lips, lowered her head and rolled the towel on the table, controlling the trembling of her voice: "This is for you, I'll go first."
At this moment, she didn't even have the courage to look at each other.
Maybe she should have been bolder, choosing to fight rather than give in, to be brave rather than cowardly.
Forgive her, today's courage has been exhausted at the moment of admission.
Fu Shi was speechless the whole time, standing there, looking down at the VR glasses in his hand, until the door slammed, echoing in the dark and cold night.
...
Sleepless nights, rustling rain, but no hypnotic effect. Fu Shi lifted the quilt, got up, picked up the cup and took a sip.
Da da.
He lowered his head, crimson blood dripping down the palm of his hand.
He knocked a corner of a glass that he had used for more than ten years, but he did not lose it. For the past year or so, unless he was drunk, he would consciously avoid the place where he was knocked down.
From childhood to adulthood, things were broken, and Fu Shize's dictionary did not contain the word 'lost', but chose to repair it.
To others, it was outrageously nostalgic.
He casually wrapped a tissue around his palm, while Fu Shi pulled a chair to the balcony. Looking out as usual, the horizontal and vertical structure is a common scene for him in the past year and a half.
Fu Shi took out a cigarette and lit it, a little orange-red light swayed in the darkness, and the breeze was filled with gray smoke, surrounding him.
It's like locking him in a safe circle.
Fu Shi was smoking a cigarette in a trance, and when he sensed the coolness, he realized that the cigarette case in his hand was empty.
He tilted his head to think about what happened that night.
Open the phone, download the app of station E, enter Xianyun Dida sauce, and soon two most popular trends pop up recently, one is the Jiugongge picture that rushed to the hot list some time ago, and Fu Shi crossed it one by one. , it's all Yun Li peeking at him.
Keep your fingertips in the comment area.
The first article with the highest number of likes is Yunli's reply that night in the dynamic post.
Xianyun Dida Sauce: [Wives, don't spread rumors! ! Don't contaminate her innocence! ! γ
The second article with the highest number of likes is also hers.
Xianyun Dida Sauce: [I made a typo, it's him! ! ! γ
Anyone who sees it will think it is a cute girl.
Another dynamic is a robot repair video that she advertises as a manual technology. Fu Shi opened it again and watched it carefully from beginning to end.
The girl solemnly explained the process of repairing the robot to the camera, which was incompatible with the little robot that moved like a nerd and the screen-filled 'hahahaha' barrage.
He raised the corners of his lips, feeling a little funny and inexplicably bitter.
When the video was pulled back to 37 seconds, a blue gilded envelope appeared in the corner of the screen.
That was still released by Jiang Yuan.
Looking back, it should be when Yunli's college entrance examination was over. For more than half a month, he and Jiang Yuan could see Yunli riding a small bicycle to West University of Science and Technology every day, parked in Nanxi Square in the school.
Twice there was a little boy in the middle.
It is not difficult to recognize Yunli, her appearance has not changed in a year or two, and it is exactly the same as on the red runway.
She probably didn't know it. On the day of the robot football match, the two of them also went to watch her game secretly.
At that time, the girl was concentratingly lying in front of the small soccer field, operating the handle intently, not noticing that the two of them were behind her.
When she won, Jiang Yuan attributed it to the little training football he asked him to bring over.
Nanxi Square is right next door to the college.
During the half month of June, maybe out of curiosity, he and Jiang Yuan would take a few glances every day, and it was quite strange why this little girl just finished her college entrance examination, why she went to West University of Science and Technology every day.
It's impossible to stay in order to find a tree at Western University of Science and Technology.
The two also made several bets for this.
At that time, Yunli was sitting under an evergreen tree in front of the square with a ponytail, and sat obediently under the tree with two books every day. They seemed to see the little girl who had been training robots all day on the playground.
Until that day, Unique conducted a drone display in Nanxi Square.
He and Jiang Yuan were originally on the railing of the open-air balcony on the second floor. The two were operating the drone upstairs, but they saw Yunli suddenly jump up and run to the Unique tent to line up for souvenirs. people.
When it was her turn to pick up the souvenir, the classmates in the tent asked her to show her campus card.
She is not a student of Western University of Science and Technology, and she cannot receive souvenirs according to the regulations. She may have fought in front of the tent, but the classmates who handed out souvenirs did not agree. Then she turned around, took two steps, and then began to wipe her tears and went back under the tree.
Jiang Yuan asked him: "It seems to be our little fan, go and put one for her?"
He pushed Jiang Yuan: "You go."
"You go."
"You go."
"You go."
...
Later, when Jiang Yuan lost the guessing game, he waved to him and put a Unique souvenir in Yunli's car basket when she was not paying attention.
When the two of them had dinner in the evening, they found that she hadn't left, and the slender figure was standing by the bicycle, holding the souvenir in her hand.
Jiang Yuan smiled: "She doesn't think it's someone else's thing, so she doesn't dare to take it."
This possibility is also quite high.
At that time, both of them thought that the little girl was good-natured, her appearance and demeanor were very immature, and the appearance of holding a souvenir was full of unease.
Jiang Yuan pushed him and said, "Aze, I put the souvenirs, now it's your turn."
"Okay." He also smiled and pushed Jiang Yuan, and was about to go downstairs to talk to her, but saw her wrap the souvenir in a handkerchief like a treasure, and put it on the mezzanine of her schoolbag.
Later, neither of them saw her again.
It is easy to infer that she has been waiting for the appearance of 'Unique' for half a month. But didn't see anyone wanted to see.
Fu Shi took it for granted that she was looking for Jiang Yuan. After all, he had been sitting in the auditorium on the playground and never met Yunli.
He made fun of Jiang Yuan: "I saw the team uniform on the playground and came to you."
Jiang Yuan: "Don't come, you asked me to give it."
The two of them didn't take it to heart.
With abdominal cramps, Fu Shi remembered that he had eaten for a long time, and he didn't remember the exact time. Back in the room, he remembered the matcha towel roll in the refrigerator, he went to take it out, the water on it was still not dry.
It can be seen that the manufacturer's intentions are tightly sealed with plastic wrap on the outside of the box for several layers, lest water seep. The pleated ribbon also shows that she has repeatedly tied the blue bow several times.
Take a bite with a spoon.
The entrance is sweet and bitter.
Thinking of her red eyes tonight.
Eating did not stop the abdominal cramps, but Fu Shi flipped over two pills and swallowed them.
He took a new pack of cigarettes from the drawer and rubbed the lighter twice, but it didn't light.
He stared at the messy cigarette butts and wine bottles scattered all over the balcony. Looking down at his thin wrist, the blood stains on his palms have dried.
forget it.
...
In the apartment, Yun Li unpacked the quick-frozen dumplings and threw a few into the boiling water. The honeycomb-like white foam rolled out, and she stared at it for a while.
She slowly touched the mobile phone beside her, and clicked on the chat record with Fu Shize. The nickname was changed when she was emotional.
They haven't spoken since that night.
She wanted to ask him when he found out.
She wanted to ask him, but he asked her, but refused her because he didn't want to have contact with her again.
Fu Zhengchu didn't know that the two of them had pierced this layer of paper, and even pulled a small group to ask her and Fu Shi if they would go to play badminton.
She originally wanted to wait for Fu Shi to reply first.
But the other party seems to have the same idea.
After an afternoon, there was no news in the group. Yunli stared at Fu Zhengchu's two lonely messages and sighed: [I've been busy recently, so I don't have time to go. γ
In less than a quarter of an hour, Fu Shi also replied: [I have a cold. Don't go. γ
When he saw this message, Yunli wanted to ask if he really had a cold and if she wanted to give him medicine.
The tip of the nose is again sour.
He will surely refuse. He was such an educated person that he must have wanted to kill her thoughts in the cradle from the moment he found out.
She managed to move forward with trembling and trembling.
She doesn't want to give up.
In no mood.
She couldn't keep her love for Fu Shize and be his lifelong friend.
Yunli opened WeChat and counted his friends list.
This relationship is okay.
This is okay too.
This person should be considered a friend.
She doesn't seem to be that short of friends.
She knew that as long as Fu Shi appeared again, at any time, she would fall in love with him again.
She couldn't imagine a relationship with him other than his lover.
...
Feeling gloomy, Yunli opened the E station and read the fans' messages.
Talk to the fans.
Without any warning, Yunli turned on the live broadcast.
Maybe it's because it's close to eleven o'clock in the evening, and the number of viewers has risen rapidly, and it quickly surpassed 10,000.
Yunli set the camera and said hello to the camera. She didn't watch the barrage, and said to herself, "Long time no see."
"Good evening everyone, let's read some fan letters today."
"No, no, no Mandarin practice today."
"Read a few letters that compliment me first." Yun Li glanced at the barrage, "Huh? Why are you still picking it up? - I don't pick up on reading it, and more than nine out of ten are complimenting me."
"Okay, the anchor is going to blow a rainbow fart for himself."
After reading two, Yunli felt a little embarrassed, so he closed his mailbox, "After reading, what do you think?"
The barrage was full of sighs.
"Why hasn't it been updated for so long? - The anchor is still in school and has to study for the exam."
The barrage was swiping very fast, and a large part of them were asking about the photos taken last time. Yunli wanted to ignore them, but the more and more, he even asked how Yunli deliberately ignored them.
"Who is the little brother in the coffee shop? - I'm not familiar with it, you ask me."
"Why do you keep peeking at little brother? - Why is it called peeking..." She paused, "I'm - I'm looking at it clearly."
"Is my wife going to be someone else's wife? - Someone else can only be the anchor's wife, remember."
"Xianyu's eyes are red today, are you in a bad mood? - No red, in a good mood."
The barrage suddenly changed direction.
[It feels really red. γ
[Did you have a quarrel with the little brother in the cafe? γ
"..."
"When will the younger brother and the younger brother appear? - Does the younger brother mean the younger brother in the coffee shop?" Yunli hurriedly took it unnaturally, "Then he probably won't appear again."
"But what my brother saidβ" Yunli took out his mobile phone and dialed Yunye directly.
On the other side, Yun Ye, who was not long after he got home at night, saw the notification bar prompting Yunli's live broadcast, so he opened the webpage and happened to see this scene.
"..."
Yunye's voice sounded over the phone, and Yunye asked knowingly, "Why?" The tone was bright and clear that was unique to a young man.
"Families in the live room want to hear from you."
"..."
The barrage was very enthusiastic, and the content suddenly became very unified, and large-scale confessions were made to Yunye.
γI love my brother! ! ! ! ! γ
[The anchor is for you, my brother belongs to me! ! ! γ
[Brother show your face woohoo woohoo! γ
Yun Li was at a loss for words: "So is it my more fans or my brother's fans?"
"No wonder there are more female fans on my account?"
The barrage was updated again, and Yunli read it word by word.
"Sex should not be restricted like this."
"I'm male, but I also like my brother."
"..."
"Let him go to the live broadcast room, I'm going down."
Immediately afterwards, Yunli turned off the camera without any hesitation.
The conversation with Yun Ye continued.
Seeing that Yunli turned off the live broadcast, Yunye did not turn off the web page. He left the computer aside, kicked the ground with one foot, and turned the computer chair in a circle. One leg rested easily on the other, and the boy leaned against the back of the chair, "Sister."
Yunli: "Why?"
"When will you come home?"
"..."
Thinking of the option of going home, Yun Li was silent for a long time: "Thursday."
With the idea of ββgoing home, it coincided with the adjustment of the exam week and the winter semester practice time, Yunli and Fang Yuning simply adjusted the work time for the next week, and made up a one-week vacation. After informing He Jiameng, he booked a flight back to Xifu on Thursday.
Before recovering from this emotional injury, Yunli desperately wanted to return to a place full of security.
The undergraduate university is not far from home, and this is the first time she has been away from home for so long.
The feeling of homesickness suddenly came up.
Yunli stared blankly at the suitcase for a while, then sniffed.
The next day, Yun Li was woken up by Yun Ye's phone call. He answered the phone in a daze, and Yun Ye's noisy voice came from inside: "Sister! It's too late if you don't get up!"
Yun Li was so frightened that his whole body shuddered.
She quickly got up from the bed and stumbled to wash up. In five minutes, hurriedly completed a series of processes from brushing teeth to dressing.
Taking the phone and charger, Yunli pulled the box and went out.
After getting out of the elevator, Yunli looked at a navy blue sky and wanted to take a look at the time with hindsight.
6:16.
very good.
Yunli stood still and dialed Yunye's phone. After two beeps, beeps, and two beeps, Yun Ye picked it up.
"You are sick, Yun Ye."
"It's too late for you to tell me this early in the morning."
Yun Ye on the other end of the phone paused for a while, then replied in confusion, "What?" Then he said, "Sister, hurry up and pack your things."
"I'll take itβ" Yun Li felt that a hammer hit the cotton, and sighed, "Forget it."
"Go back and take care of you."
Yun Li returned to the apartment intact.
She opened the chat interface with Fu Shize and stared at the word "wife" in a trance.
Yun Li thought about the words he used, typing the sentence back and forth and deleting every word.
[I've returned to Xifu, and brought you some specialties? γ
will definitely be rejected.
[I'm back to Xifu, and I'll be back next week. γ
He probably didn't want to know.
γI will not give up. γ
nightmare.
After thinking about it for a long time, Yun Li closed the phone just after being rejected, fearing that he would end up like Lin Wanyin. Or find a chance to send some information that he will reply.
When Yun Li got off the plane, Yun Yongchang was already waiting outside the airport.
The father and daughter consciously didn't mention the previous conflict, Yun Yongchang took her luggage with a straight face, and said in a hard voice: "I love to wear so little, I will get rheumatism like your father when my knees are frozen."
On weekdays, Yun Li would have to talk to him, but at this moment, he rarely misses Yun Yongchang's voice.
Sitting in the car at home, Yunli has a real feeling of returning home.
Yunli leaned against the window, looking at the buildings passing by.
Xifu has fewer people than Nanwu, and rarely has a lively atmosphere, but the buildings are newer, row upon row, and the roads are flat and spacious.
The outline of the main building of Xifu University of Science and Technology gradually appeared in front of us.
"Hey, Dad." Yunli sat up sensitively, "I remember that I didn't pass through Western University on the way home?"
"The road construction started during the summer vacation." Yun Yongchang drove with one hand and glanced to the right, "It was repaired last month."
"It should be repaired long ago." Yun Yongchang said dissatisfiedly, "Every time I pass by, I go around a big circle, and now it is repaired."
"It's just convenient for your brother to go home from college in the future."
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