The smell of green-orange laundry "liquid".

It is obviously the most attached and most secure embrace.

Yun Li's nose is sour, and his eyes are gradually blurred.

She didn't understand why Yun Yongchang was so arrogant, and showed Fu Shize's face in person, without even basic respect.

She also didn't understand why Fu Shize said frankly about her suspension from school, and it was clear that she had passed the test.

He said this as if he didn't care about Yun Yongchang's opinion at all.

Like not caring about his objections.

Fu Shize's voice was hoarse: "Lili..."

"Dad's temper is not very good, and he is more feudal. He just wanted to stay in Xifu." Yun Li didn't intend to defend Yun Yongchang, so he sniffed: "Dad shouldn't be like this, he doesn't understand, it's too rude."

She hesitated: "I don't need to talk about the suspension of school..." Not wanting him to feel that she was blaming him, Yunli pretended to be relaxed: "Because many people don't understand it, they feel very powerful."

Fu Shi looked at her and nodded.

"The video I watched when I was in high school was awarded when I participated in the competition. After the college entrance examination, I went to the Western University of Science and Technology to find it." Speaking of his embarrassment, Yun Li was not too interested, "But I haven't seen it."

Obviously the most handsome young man.

Supporting her through the most difficult time in high school was also her dream future.

"Wait." Yun Li was in a lot of mood, so he found a notebook and played the video that he had collected for a long time.

After their reunion, she watched the video over and over again many times.

The video was taken many years ago, and the pixels are not high, so it is not difficult to distinguish former teammates.

Fu Shi looked at these pictures and was instantly taken out of time.

He returned to the podium, the crowd was surging, the voices were full of people, and the lights were dazzling, and these pictures were cut into pieces in a blink of an eye.

When he saw the man who hugged him from the back, he closed his eyes abruptly.

"Don't look at it."

Yun Li was startled and turned off the video.

She felt that he might be in a bad mood because of Yun Yongchang's objection.

She was at a loss: "I worshipped for a long time. At that time, I hung the photos on the wall and did my homework every day..."

She insisted on telling him that they had a relationship early on.

She admired him seven years ago, and fell in love with him seven years later.

She didn't want the two to get together easily, so they separated because of Yun Yongchang's opposition.

Fu Shi retracted his chin, as if he was not touched, and listened absently to her talk about these things.

He just doesn't care at all.

He wouldn't be moved by the fact that she adored him seven years ago.

Like someone who doesn't like her would behave.

Yunli spoke with little interest. After a long time, she said, "Let's go back to Jiangnan Garden."

The two were speechless.

Long-term repression breeds anger. After Jiang Nanyuan, Yun Li walked into his room, picked up the album and continued to flip through it.

Go straight to the last photo.

She didn't even look at it.

He's so smart, he's always in control, he knows exactly what he wants to know. Yunli shook his palm and asked softly, "Don't you plan to say something?"

Fu Shi turned his head and asked her, "What did you say?"

"..."

Fu Shi has no emotions: "Want to go back to school and change back to the way it was before?"

True, Yunli really wanted him to go back to school. She didn't want him to indulge in the boundless darkness, and the once brilliant light became extremely dim. But it was clearly not what she wanted to ask now.

Yunli's tone was stiff: "Yes."

Fu Shi crossed his chest and leaned against the wall to look at her silently. For a long time, he was noncommittal, and said lightly, "I see."

His tone and eyes were the same as when they first met, full of alienation.

Yunli was waiting for his next post, waiting for him to tell her what happened.

He was always leaning against the wall, neither approaching nor intending to speak.

The buried time bomb exploded.

Yunli's sense of insensitivity is getting stronger and stronger, and the gap between the two seems to never be eliminated.

Why is she always isolated from him, unable to enter his heart after trying so many times, as if she is optional.

He doesn't need her to participate and share.

She didn't feel that he valued the relationship between the two.

Yunli closed the photo album and put it back to its original position.

She never knew that she would be so rude in front of Fu Shize, and she walked out with red eyes.

Fu Shi grabbed her wrist.

Yun Li was so angry that he didn't say a word, and just opened his mouth.

After returning to the room, Yun Li took a long time to calm down. She sat sadly on the edge of the bed, looking at her door.

...

The sound of the water stopped, the bathroom was foggy, and Fu Shi put the towel up, and the water dripped, and he wiped it very slowly.

Yunli was already asleep.

He took a taxi to the bar near the car, where Xu Qingsong had been waiting for a while, and sneered when he saw him: "Why didn't you bring Yunli."

Since Fu Shize fell in love, Xu Qingsong couldn't remember how many times he called him out to play without success.

Fu Shi didn't say a word, took off the black windbreaker and put it aside, leaving only a white shirt with half-rolled sleeves.

Xu Qingsong raised his eyes: "Have a quarrel?"

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xu Qingsong tried to recreate the scene of two pieces of wood arguing in his mind, and couldn't help: "It's unimaginable."

"..."

Fu Shi looked down at the whisky in the glass, and drank a few glasses without saying a word.

After he came to eaw, Xu Qingsong had more contact with him, and he also knew about dropping out of school. He had more or less heard that his personality had changed a lot.

In his impression, Fu Shi didn't care what others thought of him at all.

It seems that how you live is your own business.

The person next to him stared at the empty wine glass, and his tone was sour: "The previous one, let's compare."

"She likes what she used to be."

With these two sentences, Xu Qingsong can already guess.

Xu Qingsong and Yunli were not familiar with each other, because they felt that this kind of thing was normal.

Anyone who has seen him in his splendor will feel abruptly at odds with the shadow of the moment.

Xu Qingsong was silent for a while: "Are you disappointed now?"

"..."

"It's not disappointing, it's because I feel sorry for her." Fu Shi laughed at himself and shook his glass: "It's not the person she likes."

Fu Shi didn't think about this possibility.

After all, he is now, or something.

...

When Yunli woke up at six or seven, she rolled over and got out of bed, slipping her feet into her slippers.

It was the couple's slippers that Fu Shize bought.

She struggled for a while and went outside to wash.

In the past, the biggest hope for sleeping every day was to see Fu Shize after waking up.

He can be seen in the living room.

He would stand at the kitchen door with breakfast in it and ask her, "Awake?"

She washed in the bathroom, and read Fu Shize's two messages, it was after four o'clock in the morning.

[Breakfast is kept warm in the microwave. Eat hot in minutes. 】

[Grandma is seriously ill, go back to bed. 】

Coincidence?

In Yunli's view, the two quarreled last night and their relationship was in jeopardy.

She couldn't tell if this was an excuse for Fu Shi to avoid her, and there was no way to pursue it.

He may not have liked her that much in the first place, but he saw Yun Yongchang's appearance again yesterday, and he may not have a strong desire to go on with her.

The wound that had been healed was torn open again.

Depressed, she turned the microwave to minutes, and the ding sounded in the empty house.

With an empty heart, Yunli sat at the dining table, staring at the breakfast.

Eggs and toast, and a glass of milk.

Getting used to the two in this room, she was eating toast, and a boundless sense of loneliness welled up in her heart.

Without notifying Fu Shize, Yunli took a taxi back to Qilixiangdu.

In the afternoon, she remembered and replied to Fu Shize: [. take care. 】

She avoided "sex" from thinking about their problems.

Like burying your head, it couldn't be any worse.

The drone video and audio also recorded in the notebook. Yunli spent a few days editing and uploading the finished product to the e-station.

Fu Shi would send her WeChat, mostly explaining endogenous things.

He said, she replied.

In the middle of the night, when her emotions came up, Yun Li also wanted to talk to Fu Shize about her inner struggles and her doubts about this relationship, but often she lost a lot of text, which would eventually be deleted.

She didn't want to come again and asked her to confirm repeatedly that he didn't really like and care about her that much.

When Fu Shi called her, they would be silent for a long time.

They all wanted to say something, but said nothing.

Love is not sweet.

There will be a lot of friction, sadness, suspicion and apprehension in a relationship.

Not everyone can learn to love in love.

...

The only occasional sound of instruments in the room.

Fu Shi looked at the old man on the bed, his temples were gray, the folds on his face represented the traces of the years, and he held him breathlessly.

He sat where he was until the monitor changed to a horizontal line.

Fu Shi gave the old man a quilt.

"I don't want to go to the funeral."

Leaving this sentence, he went straight out the door. At the temperature of three degrees outside, Fu Shi forgot to put on his coat, and everyone passing by wanted to walk, including himself.

The death of my grandmother was to be expected, and the lifespan was forcibly extended with instruments.

Yes, the people who watched him grow up since childhood are not left anymore.

Fu Shi has no impression of his parents since he was born. He can remember a little when he grows up. He knows that his parents teach at Western University, and except for sleeping, they are almost all in the school's laboratory.

His parents were unable to accompany him, and he was raised by his grandparents since he was a child.

Jiang Yuan and Chen Jinping were born at the same time, which prompted Chen Jinping to think that the two families were very destined.

His earliest memory was when he was three years old, when Jiang Yuan was seven years old, worried that he would not be able to walk steadily, and led him to buy pomegranates from the roadside stall.

He bought two and gave them to him.

Fu Shi has been restless since he was a child, and his "sex" is a ruffian.

Being discovered by grandparents, the older Jiang Yuan will take over the responsibility.

Jiang Yuan has a gentle personality, and would use sweet words to coax his grandparents. He often smiled and told Fu Shi that he should learn more.

He and Jiang Yuan are in the same elementary and junior high school. He is four years younger than Jiang Yuan. After skipping the junior high school, he is much smaller than his peers, and his height is the same.

The two always go in and out together. Jiang Yuan's family affairs that day, he went home by himself, the senior students were said to be inferior to his ten-year-old grade skipper.

Fu Shi was not afraid of things since he was a child.

Several students beat him, took out all the things in his bag, and threw them into the ditch next to him.

In fact, he was quite indifferent.

When Jiang Yuan came back, it would be safer to play two against four than four.

That was the only time Fu Shize was bullied, and he didn't tell Jiang Yuan immediately.

Someone texted Jiang Yuan about this, and he ran back to school from home, pushing those people into the ditch.

That is also Jiang Yuan's rare temper, and he blamed him indifferently: "Aze, now that it's big, things are not going well, right?"

After that, Fu Shize didn't hide anything from him.

When he was in high school, his parents asked him to take him to Xifu Experimental Middle School, but he refused.

The reason for staying in Nanwu Wei is to go to the same high school as Jiang Yuan.

Later, the two went to the same university and studied the same major.

He grew up under the protection of Jiang Yuan.

Jiang Yuan taught him how to get along with others, how to love others, and what it feels like to be loved.

Over time, he and Jiang Yuan became more and more similar, the other being his brother, playmate, and friend.

Before the college entrance examination, my grandfather passed away.

Two years ago, Jiang Yuan met him.

After Jiang Yuan left, the two years seemed to not exist.

Fu Shi hopes that it does not exist.

Today, my grandmother also left.

When the loved ones leave, it rains.

Nanwu, why is it always raining so much?

The car was started numbly, there was a sea of ​​people, the surrounding information was highly blurred, and the rain violently exploded on the glass.

He couldn't and didn't want to lose it.

He wanted her by his side.

He didn't want to make empty promises.

It was because Yunli gave him some time, and he would change back to the old Fu Shize.

After stopping the car, Fu Shi gasped, and walked to the door of Qili Xiangdu, soaking wet, and the moment he lifted it up, he suddenly remembered.

Oh, she didn't like the way he looked.

He shouldn't have come to see her with this desolate look.

After Fu Shi left Qilixiangdu, he drove to the Nanwu City Cemetery. There were dark clouds, and it was like night at three o'clock in the afternoon.

Fu Shize on the dark road.

Following the familiar route, he walked where he often stayed, and the person in the photo was smiling.

"Grandma is gone."

Jiang Yuan would not give him an answer.

"It's still a little bit."

He remembered the day he went to Xifu. After a year and a half, he went back to the laboratory building of the Control Academy. He went to Jiang Yuan's office, and found that his workstation had been replaced.

There are other people's computers, pen holders, notebooks, and coats neatly arranged on it.

Obviously countless times before, when he went in, what he saw was Jiang Yuan's coat.

Nobody remembers him.

The gap in my heart is bigger.

He walked downstairs dully, he couldn't see the road in front of him clearly, he felt that the darkness continued, and in an instant he saw the end.

Her face was flushed with cold, her eyes lit up, and she handed him the clip.

The gap in my heart was filled.

Fu Shi repeated it a few times: "It's still lili."

After he finished speaking, he laughed at himself again: "I saw Lili seven years ago."

He lowered his eyes, leaned his back against the stone tablet, and curled himself up: "What she wants and likes is that Fu Shize."

"Don't dare tell her."

"Then Fu Shize, I can't go back."

"Don't dare tell her."

He muttered to himself, rain in his eyes.Unable to wake up at night, he was wrapped in the night, forgetting the passage of time.