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    With a high fever, Fu Shi went back to Jiangnanyuan and slept for two days. He always saw Yunli when he was half asleep.

    Fu Shi was awakened by pain, his abdomen was cramping, like a knife cut, his forehead was densely sweaty, and in front of him was the white ceiling and white lamps of the hospital ward.

    Two years of irregular diet and alcohol rewarded him overnight with a two-day lethargic fast.

    Seeing that he was awake, Fu Dongsheng got up quickly: "Don't move, lie down."

    Fu Shi frowned: "What's going on?"

    "Stomach perforation. It's not a big problem. Parents have arranged for you to have an operation in the afternoon." Fu Dongsheng comforted, "Don't be afraid, son, it's a minor operation, just get some sleep."

    "..."

    Fu Shize's head was heavy: "Is the funeral over?"

    Fu Dongsheng nodded and comforted him: "It's normal to be sad, the old man is getting old, we have to accept this matter. You sent me the cute picture before, and I showed it to my grandmother. The old man should have no regrets. "

    Fu Shi was silent for a while and asked, "What time is it now?"

    Fu Dongsheng glanced at his watch: "One o'clock in the afternoon."

    He vaguely remembered that it was early morning before he fell, and Fu Shi asked, "What date is it today?"

    "No. 26."

    - Two days have passed.

    I haven't contacted Yunli for two days.

    Fu Shize's lips turned pale, and he asked him, "Where's my phone?"

    "Son, can you treat the disease first..."

    "cell phone."

    Fu Dongsheng reluctantly went to the bag next to him, rummaged through it, and took out his mobile phone. It takes ten seconds to boot up.

    While waiting, Fu Shize pinched his five fingers into his abdomen.

    After turning it on, he immediately switched to the chat interface with Yunli.

    Message from yesterday morning.

    Yunli: [My brother is sick, I am going back to Xifu now, can you accompany me back? 】

    No new information.

    "Dad, let's do the surgery later." Fu Shi pursed his lips and tried to get up.

    When he straightened his body, the severe pain caused his whole body to bow again. His body fell to one side, and the bottle was pulled to the ground by him and burst into pieces.

    In the past two days, Nanwu has had torrential rain, and the dark clouds are so stuffy that people can't breathe. Yun Li stayed at home, working on topics she couldn't understand.

    NTU has already started school. This semester has more and more difficult classes. She couldn't keep up with the first week of classes.

    If Fu Shi was there, it should be much better.

    Yun Li was tired of doing the quiz, staring at the empty seat next to him for a while.

    In the past two days of rain, Yunli did not receive Fu Shize's WeChat or phone calls. She took the initiative to send a few messages, but Fu Shize did not reply.

    She felt uncomfortable, but also felt normal.

    It's like that's how everything is supposed to go.

    Fu Shi didn't come to her, so he probably wanted to break up.

    She doesn't know what it's like to end a relationship, after all, she hasn't tried it.

    She didn't take the initiative to find him either.

    She also seemed a little tired.

    Yunli took a breath and continued to work on the questions. She tried her best to maintain a normal life. She seemed to be able to deceive herself. Everything was fine.

    When Yang Fang called her, Yun Li was racking her brains and struggling with a problem.

    Yang Fang's tone was a little anxious: "Your brother started to have a high fever last night, thirty-nine degrees, and he didn't get better after taking the medicine."

    She has a soft temper and won't deal with things. Listening to this tone, Yun Li didn't take it too seriously. She herself also has a fever every one or two years: "He can still burn like this at his age, so hurry to the hospital and get some water to reduce the fever."

    "I was burned in a daze, and I couldn't speak well, so I kept counting and muttering one by one." Yang Fang's tone was anxious, "I'll tell your dad to come back quickly, I can't stand up your brother."

    Yunli comforted her a few words, and Yun Yongchang arrived home.

    Yun Li hung up the phone and put down the pen in his hand. Her thoughts stopped, remembering the previous phone calls, Yun Ye frowned and said that she was not feeling well.

    But half an hour later, Yun Yongchang sent a text message: [Going home]

    Simple two words, no explanation, more like no time to explain.

    Yun Li trembled involuntarily, stood up from the chair, and clicked the booking software while holding her breath. After pressing the wrong button several times, she booked the latest flight.

    The loading time is slow, and every process of booking tickets seems to be stretched indefinitely.

    Yun Li took her ID card, and went out without taking any other items. Leng Feng did not bring back any sense of reason to her.

    No matter what conflicts the two had had before, when such a big event happened, Yun Li still hoped that Fu Shi would be by his side.

    Yun Li made several calls to Fu Shize, but he didn't answer. She hurriedly edited a message and sent it over, then took a taxi to Nanwu Airport.

    Unspeakable fear shrouded Yunli's heart.

    She knew that she should be rational now, but all kinds of terrifying possibilities kept flashing in her mind, and scenes of Yun Ye talking to her kept appearing.

    Until boarding the plane, Fu Shi did not reply.

    When the plane just landed, Yunli had reconnected to the Internet, and seeing Yun Yongchang's text message, Yunli's mind went blank.

    [Signed the critical illness notice. 】

    [Take your time, don't worry, it's in the emergency room of the People's Hospital now. 】

    When Yunli arrived at the hospital, Yunye had already been transferred to the inpatient department. The hospital only allowed one person to accompany the bed. Yang Fang cried so hard that the hospital made an exception to let Yun Yongchang and Yang Fang stay inside.

    Yun Yongchang came out and told Yunli that it was cholecystitis converted to acute pancreatitis, and the urgent operation was scheduled for tomorrow evening. Yang Fang still couldn't accept the reality and refused to come out.

    Yunli was sitting in the hospital corridor, staring blankly at the people walking back and forth, the continuous tears in her eyes blurred her vision. She had an unreal feeling that Yun Ye should be still in the school now, not lying on the hospital bed inside.

    She suddenly remembered that Yun Ye had told her.

    Yun Ye said something was wrong with him.

    She didn't care.

    She could have found out earlier.

    In the past, every time she felt a little uncomfortable, Yunye would drag her to the hospital.

    A great sense of guilt and helplessness came over her.

    At lunch time, Yun Li went downstairs to buy a lunch box and gave it to Yun Yongchang and Yang Fang. Yun Yongchang looks ten years older, his eyes are red: "Go home and stay, and come back for the operation tomorrow." "Dad, I understand, you can call me if you have anything."

    "Well." Yun Yongchang responded and returned to the ward.

    From the door of the inpatient department, Yunye's room door could be seen. Yunli imagined that Yunye would suddenly get better, walk out on his own, and rudely dislike her frustrated face.

    But they are the shadows of strangers.

    Yunli couldn't help checking the disease online, and when she saw that the death rate was 10%, she collapsed on her knees. She didn't dare to imagine the worst, and she didn't dare to go home, worried that Yun Ye's condition would worsen in the middle of the night, and she wouldn't even be able to see her for the last time.

    Never thought that Yun Ye would be associated with the word death.

    She slept all night on the hospital corridor.

    Worrying about missing the news, her phone was always on.

    Xifu is not cold, but the temperature of about ten degrees at night is also uncomfortable. When Yunli woke up in the middle of the night, looking at the long-bright light, there was no one around.

    She opened the chat interface between herself and Fu Shize.

    Suddenly, Yunli was very sad. The two had been in a cold war for so long, and their relationship was on the verge of breaking down. But now, she really desperately hopes that Fu Shi can be by her side.

    Early the next morning, Yin Yucheng called Yunli, but she didn't want to answer, but the other party insisted on making several calls.

    After the connection, it was Yin Yunyi who spoke: "Sister, Yunye used to send me a text message every day, but he didn't send me a text message for the past two days, and he couldn't be contacted. I want to ask, what's going on with Yunye recently? ?"

    Yunli was silent.

    Silence usually represents bad news.

    "Can you tell me?" Yin Yunyi's voice was crying, "Sister, we agreed to meet during the summer vacation, did something happen to him..."

    She lost control of her emotions, and Yin Yucheng took the call. He asked, "Did something happen?"

    Yunli briefly talked about Yunye's situation.

    When he woke up in the aisle of the hospital, Yun Li realized that he had been asleep for a while. Yin Yucheng sent a WeChat message to himself, and they flew to Xifu at 2 o'clock in the afternoon.

    When the two arrived, Yin Yunyi's eyes were already red and swollen from crying, and Yun Li rubbed her head absently as she read Yunye's name.

    Yun Li sat silently in the corner chair.

    Yin Yucheng walked up to her and squatted down, comforting: "Don't worry too much. Acute pancreatitis is a very common disease. If you go to the doctor in time, the operation will go well."

    Yun Li didn't listen to him, she whispered: "You can accompany Yun Yi. I want to stay by myself."

    Yin Yucheng didn't say more, put a bottle of water for her, and sat back to Yin Yunyi's side.

    Yunye's surgery went on as scheduled, and during the operation, Yunli received a message from Fu Shize's reply.

    [Li Li, I have something to do here, I will find you in a few days. 】

    There was a thread in Yunli's heart, waiting for the operation to end.

    The operation went well, Yun Yeren was not yet awake, but the doctor said that his life was out of danger, Yun Li breathed a sigh of relief.

    Yin Yunyi was reluctant to go to the hotel for the night and insisted on staying in the hospital to wait.

    Yunli sat on a chair.

    Looking to the side, Yin Yunyi's head rested on Yin Yucheng's lap, the little girl felt cold, and her body shrank up, covering Yin Yucheng's coat.

    Yun Lin asked: "Yun Yi is here, do uncles and aunts know?"

    "How is that possible." Yin Yucheng touched his head, "She has been crying in front of me for a long time. I feel sorry for my sister. I told my parents to take her to a homestay to play."

    "Since I was young, Yunyi was pampered, and I didn't expect to endure so much hardship for your brother." Yin Yucheng glanced at the iron chair.

    She and Yunye aren't even a couple, they just have a crush on each other.

    The tight thread was broken, Yunli collapsed a little, she got up and walked to the end of the corridor, which was a stairwell.

    There was no light inside, so she walked in, and Fu Shize called her more than a dozen times that night.

    Yunli called him back.

    The other side was immediately connected, a long-lost voice that made her feel extremely unfamiliar: "Lili."

    His voice was soft, and he seemed to have little energy.

    Why can't he come to her directly like Yin Yunyi.

    Why, all along, he couldn't like her more.

    Her eyes were wet, and the long-standing resentment was trying to find a flashpoint. She had a stomach full of dissatisfaction, sadness and pain that she wanted to let him know.

    But in the end she said nothing.

    She doesn't intend to blame.

    She only said one thing—

    "let's break up."

    "..."

    There was a long silence across the phone.

    Every word was hit hard on Fu Shize's body through the phone.

    It seems to be Yunli's illusion, if there is a trembling in his voice, Fu Shi asked her: "Is it because I didn't go to find you?"

    Yun Li said hard-heartedly, "There are other reasons for this."

    "..."

    Quiet, with only the occasional wind noise noise.

    Yun Li thought he would ask further questions.

    But for a long time, there was only an inaudible sound—

    "it is good."

    The old and new contradictions accumulated, Yun Li said nothing, but she never thought about it, and Fu Shi would agree directly.

    Yun Limu hung up the phone sullenly.

    She walked back to the corridor, Yin Yunyi woke up, choked and said that she had a nightmare.

    Yun Li also felt like he had a long, long nightmare.

    Yin Yucheng glanced at Yunli and handed her his scarf: "You should rest for a while too."

    Yunli shook his head.

    She didn't sleep all night.

    In the middle of the night, when she was startled by the sound of footsteps in the corridor, she reacted with hindsight.

    She and Fu Shize broke up.

    ...

    Yun Ye woke up early in the morning. From the onset to the operation, he hardly remembered the entire process, and looked at his position in confusion.

    When Yin Yunyi came in to visit, his eyes were still red. Yun Ye pretended to be relaxed and focused on the postcard he received last time.

    Seeing that Yunye was still in good spirits, Yunli relaxed a little.

    He still needed to stay in the hospital for a week, Yin Yucheng and Yin Yunyi returned to Nanwu, and Yun Li came to accompany the bed.

    Yun Ye was young and recovered quickly. After two days, he asked Yang Fang to report the exercise book at home to do the quiz. Yun Li was a little speechless: "You can't rest well."

    Yunye and her despised each other: "I want to take the exam at Western University, don't bother me."

    Yunli looked at him: "Don't get sick again."

    Yun Ye has heard about the danger of the process, and lowered his eyes: "I see."

    When the teenager was doing the questions, Yunli would hold his chin in a trance, unconsciously thinking about Fu Shize in Nanwu.

    When Yun Li returned with the porridge sent by Yang Fang, Yun Ye was trying to get out of bed.

    Yunli pressed him on the bed: "Stay."

    "Damn, I'm going to have hemorrhoids." Yun Ye said dissatisfied, looked up and saw Yun Li's haggard appearance, and closed his mouth again.

    Yunli opened the lunch box, it was porridge, and it was still hot.

    She scooped a spoon and blew it to Yunye's lips.

    "..." Yunye stepped back in disgust, "Yunli, you are my sister, not my mother, I drink it myself."

    Yun Li endured it for a few days, and seeing that his face was very good, he tapped mercilessly on his skull, and began to babble again.

    "Yunli." Yunye interrupted her, "When are you going back to Nanwu?"

    "what?"

    "It's so noisy, go to my brother-in-law and talk, I need a quiet environment to recover." Yun Li's expression darkened as soon as Yun Ye's words came out. He was stunned and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

    Yunli pretended not to care: "I broke up with your brother-in-law...the ex-brother-in-law." She forced a smile and said, "It's not a big deal, just take care of yourself."

    "Oh." Yun Ye took a while to react, "Break up? Who mentioned it?"

    Yunli: "I mentioned..."

    "Oh." Yunye tapped his spoon a few times in the lunch box, and after a while, he asked in disbelief, "Didn't you chase them for seven years?"

    "How can it be counted in the past, chasing people is chasing people, breaking up and breaking up, these are two different things."

    "Why did you break up?" Yun Ye looked puzzled, "Isn't my brother-in-law being nice to you?"

    He added: "Good for me too."

    "..."

    "Don't worry about it." Yunli said impatiently, "He doesn't like me that much. The problem between us is not a day or two."

    Having said this, it was as if she had been punched hard in the chest. She lowered her voice and tried to convince herself with red eyes, "It's normal for feelings to fall apart."

    She raised her eyes to look at Yun Ye, controlled her expression to be calm, and wiped the uncontrollable tears from her cheeks with the back of her hand: "It's normal, right?"

    time is too short.

    It was so short that she still felt that her emotions had not yet been digested. Those pains are still vivid in my mind, like what happened just yesterday.

    Yun Ye was also silent.

    Yunli is her elder sister, she has always been strong in front of him, and she has never been weak when protecting him outside. At this time, he didn't know how to comfort him.

    He took Yunli's hand as he did when he was a child, and comforted: "Sister, don't be sad."

    "You and me, you and Yin Yunyi are tied for first place."

    I haven't returned to Nanwu for a long time, the fish food of the automatic feeder is empty, and a few small goldfish have also passed away.

    The chat records of the two stayed at the breakup call.

    Yunli: [I will go to Jiangnan Garden at 2 o'clock tomorrow afternoon to pick up my things. 】

    On the chat interface, 'inputting' was always displayed, but after a few minutes, there was only one word: [Okay. 】

    When he arrived at Jiangnan Garden, Yunli only took away things that had nothing to do with Fu Shize.

    When she left, the balcony was clean and there was a lonely chair on which she had left her keys.

    She deleted all contact information related to Fu Shize and deleted their group photos.

    The EAW internship is also over. Regardless of the deposit, Yunli returned the apartment in Qilixiangdu.

    There are so many memories in this apartment.

    When he was packing his luggage, Yun Li noticed that in the group photo he tucked into the sofa a long time ago, in the auditorium, he looked at her with an unruly face, while she was uneasy.

    Inexplicably, she stuffed this photo into her notebook.

    The bunny balloon by the bed was out of breath and slumped to the floor.

    Thinking back to that Halloween, when he pulled her behind him, she seemed to see those eyes again. Yun Li's nose was sour, and after taking one last look, he closed the door.

    Deng Chuqi caught up with the last batch of applications and received a master's offer from a school in the UK. She went to the UK to work as a research assistant ahead of schedule.

    This opportunity also reminded Yunli of what his mentor once said.

    The overseas exchange procedures were very smooth. After her tutor Zhang Tianqi built a bridge, she will go to a British university for a year of exchange.

    As always, Yun Yongchang objected, and she simply ignored it after her good persuasion was invalid.

    Yunli stayed in Nanwu until July.

    Occasionally, when the courier knocked on the door, she would have a momentary illusion.

    Maybe he and the others asked about her new place.

    Maybe he came to her.

    In mid-July, Yunli rented a house after arriving in the UK.

    Deng Chuqi and her are in different cities.

    She dealt with all kinds of strangers independently in this strange city, and she still had fear and resistance in her heart, but she did not retreat.

    Living in a foreign country is not easy, and she often opens live broadcasts to chat with fans.

    Fans switch round after round.

    Several diehard fans will appear periodically, including the efe saw earlier.

    Unexpectedly, Yunli opened efe's homepage. Empty, genderless state of the sign.

    After a long time, the two gradually became friends, and efe also accompanied her through the most difficult period in a foreign country.

    A few months later, efe said to send her postcards.

    She received them one after another. The postcards were all from Xifu. She recognized at a glance that it was not Fu Shize's handwriting, and that he should be in Nanwu.

    So is it.

    It's been half a year since they broke up.

    Yun Li felt that he was whimsical.

    Yunli went out early and returned late, and all his energy was devoted to his studies and video updates at station E.

    When he got home from the lab that day, Yunli took the lunch box to the microwave to heat it up.

    While waiting, Yunli was still looking at that popular post back then.

    It has recently returned to the hot list.

    It's a long time ago, but there's still a steady stream of new comments.

    She looked at the boy in the video.

    Unconsciously, Yunli also clicked on the reply box.

    After hesitating for a long time, he finally made up his mind, began to consider every word, and typed the next line.

    It's like comforting others, as well as comforting yourself.

    - Fortunately, I am brave enough to at least meet the moon.

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