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    It has been more than two years since went to a food stall for a late-night snack. Yun Li sat on a plastic chair and the menu was a simple piece of plastic-wrapped red paper.

    "What do you want to eat?" Fu Shi asked her.

    Yunli didn't have much thought, she didn't eat much herself, and the main purpose of coming here today was to pay for the order.

    "You order." Yunli pushed the menu back to him, "You are familiar with it."

    Fu Shi went to the shed and ordered something. After he came back and sat down, the phone kept vibrating. He glanced at it and put it back in his pocket.

    "Don't you answer?" Yunli asked him.

    Fu Shize: "It's Fu Zhengchu."

    "I didn't mention it to you." Fu Shi said, "He was admitted to your undergraduate school."

    "..."

    "Do you want to meet?" Fu Shi asked her.

    After breaking up, Fu Zhengchu came to care about her several times.

    Because of the reason that Yunli broke up with Fu Shize, he was often unable to reply freely, and even put aside his messages without replying.

    Over time, the two stopped contacting each other.

    While waiting for Fu Zhengchu to arrive, Yunli kept organizing the language in his heart.

    Seeing that she was nervous, Fu Shi asked thoughtfully, "Before meeting me, were you also so nervous?"

    "..."

    When it came to the key issue, Yunli's sanity returned, she took a sip of water and said, "It's okay."

    Fu Shize: "Then, are you nervous to meet Fu Zhengchu?"

    Hearing his opinion from his question, Yunli explained unconsciously: "No, he came to me before, and I didn't reply much, so I'm embarrassed."

    "..."

    Yunli remembered that the person in front of her had been deleted twice by herself, and she didn't seem to feel embarrassed.

    It seems that the more the explanation is, the more wrong it is, Yunli simply closed his mouth.

    This time, Yunli directly threw Fu Zhengchu's affairs out of the sky.

    The expression of the person in front of him did not change, but Yunli felt that the air pressure dropped instantly.

    She didn't know how to adjust the atmosphere, but within a few minutes, Fu Zhengchu appeared riding a little turtle.

    He still had a straightforward and simple face, and Xingyan was full of joy when he saw her.

    "Sister Lili!" Fu Zhengchu called to her from the air as soon as he stopped the car. He hurriedly sat beside her: "I haven't seen you for a long time. Last year, my uncle said that you went abroad. Did you go back to work?"

    When Yunli saw him, he also curled his lips: "Yes, I'm working in Xifu right now."

    Fu Zhengchu chatted with her about various trivial matters, and Yun Li also learned that her roommate Tang Lin was still chasing Fu Zhengchu. Tang Lin is looking for a job at Xifu, and she plans to get the moon first.

    The two of them chatted happily, while Fu Shi was speechless and sat quietly listening to them. After counting all the meat and vegetables, Fu Shi got up and went to the shed to add vegetables.

    Seeing Fu Shi's back disappeared, Yun Li asked Fu Zhengchu: "When did you know that I went abroad?"

    "Last year, when you just left, Sister Lili, I asked my uncle, and that's what he said."

    "..."

    At that time, the news of Yunli going abroad was not told to many people.

    Yun Li thought about it for a while, and wanted to ask him further about Fu Shize's surgery. When he saw him back, he could only give up.

    Fu Shi looked relaxed and hardly spoke. The way of getting along with several people seems to return to the time when they first met, and it is entirely up to Fu Zhengchu to drive the audience alone.

    After supper, Fu Zhengchu rode the turtle back to the dormitory by himself.

    Yunli has something on his mind and doesn't pay much attention to the outside world, but he can also feel that the little turtle is much slower than when he came, and asks, "Is the car broken?"

    Fu Shi said calmly, "It's almost out of power."

    At night, the north gate was closed, and Fu Shi had to circle the outer circle of the school to get in from the front.

    Xifu enters autumn, the temperature gradually drops, and the smell of sweet-scented osmanthus floats in the wind. There was no one all the way, and the little turtle swayed along the road, and the end could not be seen in the distance.

    She had a momentary illusion.

    Hope this road has no end.

    Sitting behind him, the fragrance of autumn sweet-scented osmanthus lingered in her nose, she felt the temperature in front of her, and the suppressed and dusty feelings in the depths of her heart emerged uncontrollably again.

    It wasn't until the car stopped that Yunli realized the passage of time.

    She got off the little turtle, and Fu Shi lightly supported her and let go.

    Yunli looked up at him. The light was imprinted on his white face, translucent without the slightest flaw, and the alienation and indifference of the past were washed away between his brows.

    The two were silent for a long time.

    Yun Li said softly, "A good dream."

    Fu Shi was stunned and bent his lower lip: "You too. Good dream."

    When got home, it was already early morning.

    The living room was bright, and as soon as Yun Li entered the door, he saw Yun Yongchang sitting on the sofa with a stinky face around his chest.

    She locked the door.

    Yun Yongchang said coldly, "You didn't go yesterday?"

    He was talking about the matchmaking bureau. Yunli refused several times. Seeing that Yun Yongchang would not let go, she simply let it go.

    "Oh, I didn't know we were going to meet yesterday." Yun Li took off his shoes and walked to the door of his room: "However, I won't go if I know."

    Yun Yongchang: "..."

    Yun Yongchang said angrily: "You are twenty-four and you are introverted. How can you get married if you don't go on a blind date?"

    Yun Li had heard these words many times, and her right ear was already cocooned.

    Seeing that she didn't react at all, Yun Yongchang said angrily: "In the past, you insisted on staying with that Nanwu guy, and you insisted on staying there if you didn't listen to me. In the end, it wasn't just one shot and two break ups. Your mother and I will introduce you to it. It's all..."

    This sentence poked Yunli, and she closed the door directly and let him talk outside.

    Yunli has no desire to argue. She has to go to work tomorrow, sitting wearily at the dresser to remove makeup.

    "Why doesn't this girl understand being a father and a mother? Do we still need to worry about being able to do well?"

    Yun Yongchang was still chattering in the living room, Yun Li was agitated for a while and wanted to turn around and have a fight.

    Putting the makeup remover around her eyes, she dismissed the idea of ​​quarreling.

    Facing the unreasonable Yun Yongchang, neither endless quarrel nor obedience can solve the problem.

    What she needs to do is to make herself independent financially and in life, buy a house and move out.

    After lying on the bed for a while, Yun Li got up after the living room was quiet. Her heart is not numb, and it is also very uncomfortable to be said by Yun Yongchang.

    There's no way anyone can complain about this.

    Yunli got up, took out the paper lantern ball that Fu Shize gave, and lighted it up. Then turn off the lights in the room.

    The light was printed on the wall through the hollowed paper ball, and the six sides of the room were covered with stars. Yunli rotated the paper ball, and the little starlight swayed slowly.

    She bent her lips, feeling much better.

    ...

    A few days later, it was turned into a regular defense. Yunli spent a few days sorting out the work during the internship and made a report in a normal manner. The positive results will be available in a few weeks.

    During this period, Yunli did not forget to submit his resume.

    She practiced during the day and went back to do the questions at night. When she summed up, she found out that from July to now, she has invested in more than 30 companies.

    After getting the interview notices one after another, Yunli who failed the interview did not have time to hurt the spring and autumn. After summarizing the experience, he quickly moved to another round. Her resume is pretty good, and her ability to respond on the spot has improved but is still average. She can only rely on day and night internships and interviews to make up for her shortcomings.

    When the results of the last interview came out, Yunli let out a long sigh of relief.

    "I feel like I've been hollowed out." Yun Li was lying on the bed and called Deng Chuqi. She was studying for a master's degree for one and a half years. She will return to China next year and is now looking for a job.

    "Sure enough, I didn't read you wrong." Deng Chuqi was shocked when she heard her experience, "It's so fucking inspirational."

    "..."

    Deng Chuqi asked, "But don't you prefer to be the master of Up? Your dad doesn't agree?"

    "I also want to see if there is a suitable job." Yun Li smiled, "Actually, I didn't expect to get so many offers. My dad thought it would be good for me to find a job."

    Yun Yongchang always felt that Yunli's interview setback would definitely lead to failure, and finally had to rely on his relationship to find a contract worker.

    The definition Yun Yongchang gave her made Yunli think of herself once.

    Deng Chuqi asked coldly, "How are you and Uncle Xia Xia?"

    "what……"

    "Isn't there any further development? Don't you think that you are very destined? It's like the two are tightly bound together!" The more Deng Chuqi said, the more excited he became.

    "There will be no development." Yunli muttered, "We haven't been in touch for a while."

    It's not like there was no contact. Yunye went home on weekends to either write down books or homework, and she could see Fu Shize every time she sent her over.

    Fu Shi usually brings her a cup of cocoa milk.

    Yun Li felt abnormal.

    A sign appeared, and she suppressed it again.

    She didn't want to interpret Fu Shize's behavior too much, after all, he was very good at taking care of people.

    After chatting with Deng Chuqi for a few more words, Yun Li caught a glimpse of the performance ticket on the table, just to reward himself. She changed her clothes, put on light makeup and went out.

    On the map, it can be seen that there is no water in the vicinity of West University of Science and Technology, and it is inconvenient for cars to enter the school.

    She took a taxi to Western University.

    ...

    After waiting for a few minutes downstairs in the dormitory, Fu Shi waited until a blue car appeared.

    "Aze." Xu Qingsong hooked the sunglasses to the middle of the bridge of his nose, revealing a pair of peach blossom eyes, "Long time no see."

    He slidly slid the car into the parking space and hummed softly.

    Since Fu Shize returned to Western University of Science and Technology, there have not been many opportunities for the two to meet. Occasionally, Xu Qingsong will get together when he has something to do in Xifu.

    Xu Qingsong followed Fu Shi to his dormitory, which was a single room with a simple bed, desk and wardrobe.

    Fu Shi opened the drawer and took out the two performance tickets inside. Xu Qingsong glanced at the drawer, where there were several boxes of sleeping pills.

    He picked up the medicine and shook it, asking him, "Is your insomnia better?"

    "Ok."

    Xu Qingsong picked up the ticket and glanced at it, then raised his eyebrows: "Tonight? Who's on an appointment?"

    Fu Shi looked at him.

    Xu Qingsong pointed to himself unexpectedly: "Me?" He smiled: "Why don't I know?"

    "Well." Fu Shi handed him a bottle of cold water from the refrigerator, "Li Li will also go."

    Feeling that he heard a familiar name, Xu Qingsong tilted his head in his direction, as if he could hear it more clearly: "Yunli?"

    "Ok."

    "..." He pondered for a while, then smiled again, "Didn't you say that you will find her after you get your degree?"

    This was Fu Shize's original plan.

    In the two years since he left school, he was completely ruined both physically and mentally.

    Fu Shi did not like to make empty promises.

    He originally planned to go to Yunli after graduation. No matter where she was, he would go to her.

    "I met." Fu Shi said concisely.

    Xu Qingsong touched his chin and asked, "What is her attitude towards you?"

    "Let's go." Fu Shi didn't answer, but urged him to go to the gym.

    "It doesn't start until half past six." Xu Qingsong was unwilling to move.

    It's only early four o'clock.

    As soon as Xu Qingsong got off the plane, he drove over to the branch office. At this moment, he just wanted to find a place to rest.

    Seeing Fu Shi, he opened the door and waited for him, and he got up resignedly.

    The two bought some bread at the convenience store downstairs.

    After waiting outside the gym for half an hour, Xu Qingsong felt helpless.

    "Wait here?" Xu Qingsong found a comfortable place to lean against and teased, "Why don't you ask her out directly?"

    Fu Shi was silent for a while and replied, "Maybe I will refuse."

    care too much.

    He wasn't sure about the probability of Yunli's rejection and didn't want to take this risk.

    "I originally came to find you for dinner. I've become a rabbit here." Xu Qingsong said in a serious tone, and asked curiously, "Aren't you going to tell me?"

    He arrived at Xifu temporarily, and Fu Shi had to go and ask someone for an extra ticket.

    Fu Shi looked at him and said, "What?"

    Xu Qingsong smiled: "Does she know that you want to get back together?"

    Fu Shi thought for a while: "I probably don't know yet."

    The two waited until the security system of the gymnasium was set up, the personnel entered the venue one after another, and the person who rejected the contact information of the double-digit number only caught a glimpse of the shadow.

    After Yun Li got off the car, he glanced at the time, there were still twenty minutes left.

    She walked near the ticket gate and saw Fu Shize and Xu Qingsong standing there talking.

    The two stood out in the crowd.

    Xu Qingsong first glanced at her and nodded politely.

    Yun Li stayed where he was, unable to advance or retreat, until Fu Shi also looked at her.

    "What a coincidence." Yun Li took the initiative to meet him, "So you also have a ticket."

    "Sit together?" Fu Shi asked her.

    "Eh..." Yunli glanced at the ticket: "Is there no designated seat?"

    "No."

    Several people went through security and found a row seat.

    Yun Li sat on the left of Fu Shize, and Xu Qingsong was on the right, consciously being transparent, only responsible for smiling when Yun Li looked at him.

    It was a nationally touring symphony performance, and Xu Qingsong listened absently, leaning on his chair.

    There is no light in the venue. He turned his head and saw that the two people next to him were sitting upright at the same time. It seemed that because of his presence, the two were a little cautious and did not speak.

    Xu Qingsong burst into laughter, got up consciously and went to the bathroom.

    He wandered outside for a while before slowly walking back from the last row. Standing not far away, he could see that Fu Shize's face was tilted towards Yunli.

    After he left, the two became more natural, and Yun Li would also raise his eyes and talk to Fu Shize.

    The live music cancels out the vocals.

    Because Yun Li couldn't hear clearly, Fu Shi would get closer to her when he spoke.

    From Xu Qingsong's point of view, it was like kissing her ear.

    He still didn't go back.

    On the day Yun Liti broke up, Xu Qingsong happened to be beside the hospital bed.

    Fu Shi was in shock due to pain and had an urgent operation. When he woke up from anesthesia, he was still mentally retarded.

    After being pushed back to the ward, Xu Qingsong sat on the side and looked at the indwelling needle on the back of his hand and the oxygen supply pipe between his nose. Because of the pain, his limbs would move involuntarily, and he couldn't tell the feeling in his heart.

    What impressed Xu Qingsong was that Fu Shi couldn't sit up after the operation, so he could only call Yun Li over and over with his mobile phone.

    On the last phone call, Yunli broke up with him.

    The phone was leaking, and Xu Qingsong could hear it clearly.

    Fu Shize's face was bloodless.

    Xu Qingsong watched him being pushed out of the operating room. Just after the surgery, Fu Shize's face looked a little better.

    And at this moment, he seems to have been evacuated.

    There was a hint of confusion and confusion in despair.

    I understand, but I don't understand why I was abandoned.

    Afterwards, Xu Qingsong learned that Fu Shi did not tell Yunli about his gastric perforation, because Yunli's younger brother was also seriously ill.

    A very normal decision, if it was Xu Qingsong, he would do the same.

    After all, Yunli was in Xifu and was too worried about Fu Shize's condition, not knowing if she could bear it mentally.

    Fu Shi felt that the reason for the breakup was that Yun Li liked his former self.

    He rarely experienced setbacks and never experienced the coldness of the world, which is also doomed to his pure and enthusiastic love.

    Since he already likes her, he will accept his fate.

    After being discharged from the hospital, he immediately contacted his supervisor to arrange a return to school, and stayed in the laboratory day and night.

    When Xu Qingsong saw Fu Shize again, he had a momentary illusion that he had changed back to his previous appearance.

    until the smoke cleared.

    The two found a bar and sat down, while Fu Shi returned to his usual indifference.

    No connection with the outside world, and no desire to connect.

    Only then did Xu Qingsong realize it.

    Oh.

    Turns out he hasn't changed.

    The candle that swayed violently in front of the person was still silently extinguished behind the person.

    It's just that everyone thought he had changed.

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