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    F: [downstairs. 】

    It's been half an hour since Yunli went upstairs, she didn't reply to the message, she pulled her slippers and went downstairs.

    Fu Shize was still where he was before, when he heard footsteps, he raised his eyes, and the eyes of the two met.

    She moved slowly in front of him.

    The two stood under the tree, she bowed her head, and noticed that Fu Shi was holding two bottles of chocolate milk, which was the brand she drank the most.

    He opened the straw for her naturally: "I went to the supermarket just now."

    Yun Li took it subconsciously, only to realize that the milk was warm, and the package was wet. don't know where he found the hot water to soak it.

    "How did you heat it?" Yunli hugged the milk, it was better to drink it hot, but every time, she didn't bother to heat it herself.

    However, Fu Shi remembered it every time.

    "I found a restaurant opposite and ordered a soup." Fu Shi glanced at the gate of the community, "Let them give you boiled water."

    It was the familiar sweetness, which she hadn't had in a year.

    "that……"

    Yun Li leaned next to him, shook his palm, and summoned the courage to ask him, "Are you waiting for me in the gym today?"

    Fu Shize: "Yes."

    He turned his head and thought for a long time, when he sent Yunli downstairs, he had planned to go back to bed. When passing by the store, I saw chocolate milk at the door.

    Like everything was related to her, he walked in unconsciously.

    With the two boxes of milk in his hands, he kept thinking about when to speak. Before tonight, he still hesitated in every possible way, but when the two were silently accompanying each other for so long on the rooftop.

    He only felt that it seemed that there should be no more hesitation for a moment, and he didn't want to wait for a moment.

    Just as Yun Li was about to continue speaking, Fu Shize's gaze returned to her face, and paused for a few seconds, as if making up her mind: "Lili."

    He said slowly, word by word, "Can we be together again?"

    Yun Li had been pondering for a long time before she could say it. She didn't expect Fu Shi to be so straightforward.

    After staring at him for a while, Yun Li was pulled back to his thoughts by the sound of the cicada above his head.

    In the darkness, Yunli could hear each other's breathing. She squeezed her palm uncontrollably and asked him, "Can I ask something?"

    Before speaking, she wanted to clarify one thing.

    In my memory, all the details pointed to it, and Fu Shi really liked her. In the days of wandering alone in Cambridge, she corroborated this point countless times in her memories.

    This is the only thing she has never understood.

    Yunli mentioned what happened when they broke up: "When Yun Ye was sick, you didn't reply to my message for two or three days."

    "I didn't tell the truth last time." Fu Shi was silent for a while, his eyes darkened, "I just had a gastric perforation operation that day, and I had a high fever before that, and I woke up and was in the hospital."

    "I don't want you to worry, I want to leave the hospital and come to Xifu."

    Didn't think about it at all. Yunli even wanted to ask Fu Zhengchu if it was because they broke up that he was so sad that he became so seriously ill.

    Yunli still clearly remembers that she was in the hospital at that time, under the dazzling white lights, she ignored more than a dozen phone calls from him, she was emotionally broken, and she couldn't bear to blurt out the breakup.

    She remembered that because Fu Shi didn't come to Xifu, she felt that Fu Shi didn't like her that much.

    She hadn't thought that he might be bad too.

    Yun Li's throat was sore: "Then why didn't you tell me when I broke up with me..."

    "You gave it to me." Fu Shi took out the origami moon from his wallet. He often took it out and looked at it, and there were some pieces on the edges and corners.

    ——When I see you, it is like seeing the moon.

    Under the light, his face was thin and lonely, and there was a weary grey shadow around his eyes.

    "But when you saw me, I was no longer the moon."

    "At that time, I was not qualified to keep it."

    So he went back to graduate school and wanted to change back to the way she liked before.

    This is what he can and is willing to do for her.

    For Fu Shize, before he appeared in those two years, he didn't know that his life could be like that.

    Fu Shi didn't care about education and degree, but he was not qualified to ask Yunli to be with him who was so depressed.

    Yun Yongchang's objection is not unreasonable. His daughter is actively studying, and he hopes that she can find a comparable person. Or at least, someone who lives seriously.

    Fu Shi took out Team Unique's moon-shaped badge from his pocket and handed it to her. In the darkness, Yunli could feel his unease.

    "I'm back to what I used to be."

    Yun Li stared blankly at the badge, his eyes twitching.

    She did not forget that after Yun Yongchang arrived in Nanwu, the relationship between the two became white-hot. She didn't forget that when he arrived at Qili Xiangdu, his first reaction was to take her into his arms. Then the memory enters a tingling phase, the two staring at each other stiffly, the atmosphere is suffocatingly heavy.

    - "You want me to go back to school and change back to the way I used to be?"

    "right."

    "I know."

    So he agreed to break up and went back to school alone, fulfilling his promise at the time.

    This is the reason Yunli never thought about it.

    She didn't think that it would be fine if Fu Shi changed back. Never thought that the feelings of inferiority and sensitivity that she put on herself would also appear on Fu Shize.

    "Do you think I broke up with you because of what my dad said? Did you agree to break up because of this?" Yunli murmured, she lowered her eyes and opened her mouth.

    "I've never told you that I feel inferior when I'm with you. So I always worry about gains and losses. If you don't do anything or say anything, I think you don't like me that much."

    For so long, Yunli has always found these words difficult to speak.

    "I couldn't get in touch with you at that time. I thought you didn't want to be with me because of my dad." Yunli said softly, "Then Yunye had surgery at that time, and I thought you were by my side."

    "At that time, Yin Yunyi came over by plane and was sitting in the aisle of the hospital waiting for Yunye to complete the operation. After I saw it, I felt very broken."

    "I didn't know you were sick. I just thought...you didn't like me very much."

    "After the breakup, if you didn't find me, I thought maybe you always wanted to break up." Her thoughts returned to the countless days and nights before she went abroad. She kept looking at her phone, thinking that maybe Fu Shi would find her of.

    "I went to communicate later, but it wasn't like I told you last time. I didn't have a good time abroad. I don't know how to socialize, and I'm not good at speaking. When I rented the first house, the landlord wanted to cheat."

    "I called the police, but my English is not good, so I can't speak it. I didn't lose any money in the end, but the landlord spoke very hard. At that time, I didn't know who to talk to." "I lived there alone, I only remembered a lot of details about our time together, and then I remembered that you actually like me very much."

    "I wanted to find you, but I don't think I'm good."

    Until here, Yun Li kept his tone calm.

    After a year and a half, she was stubborn for so long, and finally said that sentence at this moment - "I don't want to break up."

    "I just said angry words at the time, but I really didn't think about it, I really want to separate from you." Yun Li choked in his throat.

    "I regret it for a long time."

    "But I'm so worried. With my character, after I found you, I'm back together again, and because of my character, the two of us will be separated."

    In the last sentence, her voice was weak: "This year, I have worked hard to change, I have worked hard to socialize, to integrate with others, to learn to communicate, and I have become better."

    "I've tried my best, and I don't want to be separated again."

    Fu Shi closed his eyes and pulled her into his arms.

    "Lili."

    Fu Shi thought that her initiative to break up would not hurt her that much. He thought that she would not be so sad.

    But for more than a year, she was alone outside. He watched her live broadcast, but even if she was not happy, she tried to smile and chat with fans.

    He didn't dare to think about it, she was inherently more introverted, she was forced to report to the police in a foreign country, and she could only be scolded by others after she called the police.

    He didn't dare to think about it, obviously it wasn't her problem, but she had to force herself to do all kinds of things to ease her guilt.

    If only he asked one more question.

    But at that time, he didn't even have the courage to ask more questions.

    "I'm sorry, if I took the initiative to tell you about these things...instead of thinking about it..." Yunli hadn't shed tears for more than a year, forcing himself to be strong in everything he encountered.

    But at this moment, endless guilt engulfed her, her eyes were red, and her voice trembled.

    "We won't be separated."

    They will not be separated for a year and a half, and the two will heal alone.

    If she hadn't been so impulsive and divided, if she had listened to Xu Qingsong's words, if she and others had asked more about Fu Shize's situation, instead of stubbornly thinking that he didn't like her, neither of them would As for being so hurt.

    Fu Shi didn't have to spend the cold night alone for a month because of her illness, and she didn't have to go back to Western University by herself, just because she said she wanted him to change back to the way he was before.

    She never thought that her temperament would make both of them have a bad year and a half.

    "Lili." Fu Shi wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I don't blame you."

    In countless dark and trembling nights, he never blamed her.

    When the two were together, his feelings for Yunli were simple and enthusiastic, and Yunli's feelings for him were equally sincere and pure.

    That kind of beauty won't make Fu Shize feel the blame for this relationship and her in the relationship.

    Fu Shi lightly kissed the corner of her lips.

    Like countless times in the past, Fu Shi was close to her right ear, and he told her word by word."Lili."

    "We won't be separated again."

    Yun Li could clearly hear the cries that kept on ringing this night, as well as his words.She heard the promise in his words, like a gentle wave pushing her to the beach, and when she looked up, she saw the familiar emotion in his eyes with the close eyebrows.

    That gloomy year and a half also vanished.

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