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    Yunli looked at him: "Why didn't you come to me directly?"

    Until he left Nanwu, Yunli had unrealistic expectations in the deepest part of his heart.

    As long as he can come to her, just with this extra step of liking, the two of them can ignore the previous grudge and can continue to walk.

    When she was in the UK, when she remembered the details of getting along, she would tell herself that Fu Shi liked her very much. However, after the breakup, he no longer needed her, nor did he have to.

    Just missed a year and a half.

    She would rather that all this was as she thought, she would rather that Fu Shi quickly get out of this relationship and return to the normal life trajectory.

    At least in this way, Fu Shi will live better than what really happened.

    "I told you before." Fu Shize sat up a little, "I want to change back to the way I was before, and then I'll find you."

    He hadn't done it yet, and wasn't sure if he could.

    Fu Shi leaned forward, put his hand on her hair, and touched her forehead: "It's just that I don't want to rule out another possibility - you've come back to me."

    After a long silence, Yunli said softly, "I hope I went back to find you at that time."

    Yun Li felt guilty about this matter, and when she thought about Fu Shize's state at the time, she felt breathless.

    She also leaned forward a little and held his fingers: "Aren't you sad when you think of what happened during that time?"

    Fu Shi said directly, "I won't think about those things." He wrapped his arms around her waist and buried his face in the back of her neck, the scent of sweet shower gel.

    Yunli felt his soft lips pressed against his neck, and he whispered softly, "I spend all my free time thinking of you."

    Yunli found that the emotional states of herself and Fu Shize were often on different channels, and she always felt sad and blamed herself when it came to the breakup of the two. And Fu Shi-

    He didn't seem to think about it at all.

    After thinking about it, it may float in my head and continue to think about other things.

    Therefore, even if she found something that was very sad in her opinion - one and a half years of one-way messaging, in Fu Shize's opinion, it seemed nothing.

    He doesn't seem to care about his own gains or losses at all.

    Because of this, in addition to guilt, Yun Li also felt distressed.

    She said seriously: "Are you really clear now? When I first saw you in Nanwu, I liked you, and I didn't think about your past."

    Yunli wanted him to know that what she liked from beginning to end was only the person in front of her.

    "I don't need what kind of person you become."

    "Yeah." Fu Shi seemed to have listened, and continued to open the notebook. After a long time, he continued"But I want to give you a better life."

    After returning home, Yunli found several empty express boxes at the door, and she knocked on Yunye's door. The door opened a crack, revealing the eye that looked like her nine points.

    Before Yunye could identify the person, Yunli pushed open the door.

    Yunli: "What are you doing sneaking?"

    This rude action made Yunye not need to distinguish who was coming. His scalp tightened, and he gave way back and let Yunli enter the door.

    The room was filled with sweetness, dried flowers were scattered on the ground, half-shaped, and Yunye's mobile phone was opening the confession tutorial on the e-station.

    Yunli: "..."

    Yun Ye was also a little embarrassed, but he still bit the bullet and asked her in a bad tone, "Why are you here?"

    Yunli sat on his bed and lay down directly at 90 degrees to the bed, she blocked the light with her arms.

    Yunye kicked her calf: "you can go out if you're okay."

    Yunli: "I'll stay for a while, I won't disturb you."

    Yun Ye glanced at her, and seeing that she was not moving, he reluctantly said, "Okay."

    Yun Ye sat back on the floor, turned his phone to silent, and continued to play the confession tutorial. The screen of the mobile phone is small, so he doubled the speed again, so he had to concentrate on watching to recognize the content of the subtitles.

    A minute later, Yun Li turned over.

    She sighed: "Yunye, I feel so guilty."

    Yun Ye: "..."

    Yun Ye: "Can you wait for me to finish..." Before he finished speaking, seeing Yun Li staring at him faintly, he kept silent, covered the phone, and sat cross-legged in front of Yun Li.

    "Go ahead."

    From Fu Shize's perspective, Yun Li described the breakup and reconciliation to Yun Ye.

    After speaking, she sat on the edge and waited for Yunye to speak.

    Yun Ye: "Are you done?"

    Yunli: "Yeah."

    Yun Ye: "Then go out."

    Yunli: "?"

    Yun Ye couldn't understand it very much. Before Yin Yunyi quarreled with him, saying that he was too rational, she confided to him, and his response was to propose plan 1 to plan n, instead of empathizing with her.

    Yin Yunyi said that as long as he listened quietly and restrained his instinct to analyze the problem, it would be fine.

    After Yun Ye finished listening to Yun Li's speech, Yun Li looked at him unhappily.

    Between two women with different personalities, Yunye has no way to live: "What do you want me to say?"

    Yunli tangled: "I don't think your brother-in-law should have liked me for so long. I don't seem to have anything good. After knowing that he sent me a message for a year and a half, I feel guilty until now."

    Seeing that her attitude was so low in the dust, Yunye frowned unhappily: "Who told you so." He said without hesitation: "You can make your own gestures, looks, personality, education, which one of you is worse?"

    Yunye added: "Also, you are more reasonable in front of your brother-in-law."

    Seeing that Yunli was silent and did not speak, Yunye continued: "Sister, haven't you thought about it? There are people in this world who are like this. After they fall in love with someone, they won't change easily."

    Yun Ye and Fu Shi had few opportunities to contact each other.

    But they may all be male, and he can understand Fu Shize quite well.

    In his eyes, he is a very simple person, whether he is dealing with things or people.

    Yun Ye was convinced: "I think brother-in-law is such a person."

    "And my brother-in-law is more fortunate. The person I met was you, not the one who forgot about him after we broke up." Yun Ye learned from her and lay down on the bed, holding her hands behind her head: "Sister, you have lost It's been over once. Shouldn't your emotions be cherishing more than guilt?"

    Yun Li didn't say a word, got up suddenly and went back to the room. She sat on the bed and lit the paper ball lamp again.

    The emotion of guilt is still there, but replaced by a new emotion—cherishing.

    At eleven o'clock in the evening, Fu Shize just helped Lin Jingran finish editing the article, unlocked the lock for the little turtle, and the phone vibrated for a while.

    He opened the message, and Yunli sent him a message: [Aze. 】

    Unlike Nanwu, Xifu's autumn temperature is moderate and the wind is often strong. Fu Shize's clothes were blown up, and he pressed down.

    Lin Jingran had already rode to the side, and his voice was accompanied by a loud wind noise: "Senior brother, the wind is so strong, why don't you leave?"

    Fu Shi said briefly, "Let's go first. Send me a message."

    "Senior brother, you are being eaten to death. Don't look at your phone while riding a bike on the road." Lin Jingran teased him and left first.

    Looking back on the phone screen, it was the same message, and Fu Shi sat on the little turtle with his legs on the ground, and he replied with a questioning expression.

    Yunli: [I want to reply to the information from that year and a half. 】

    Yunli: [Reply once a day. 】

    Fu Shi thought about it for a while: [I owe it for a year and a half, is there any interest? 】 Yun Li: 【What interest do you want? 】

    Fu Shi lowered his eyes: [Not much. 】

    He typed slowly: [Two more words every day. 】

    After sending it, Yunli did not respond for a long time.

    He slid the phone into his pocket, reversed the car skillfully, and after riding a downhill, walked straight to the downstairs of the dormitory, while Fu Shi parked the car and put the keys in his pocket.

    The phone vibrated.

    He took it out, the screen was her face, small and delicate, staring at the camera with bright eyes, the corners of his lips raised slightly. After swiping, it is still the chat interface between the two when the screen was finally turned off.

    Yun Lili: [Love you. 】

    ...

    Yunli chose the game development position of Usheng Technology's subsidiary for his job. After replying to the hr email, Yunli received the message of adding a friend early the next morning.

    [Hello, my name is Zhang Yanxin. Yesterday, HR said that you have decided to come to work here. The team leader plans to invite new colleagues to dinner. Can you come along if it is convenient for you? 】

    The other party pulled Yunli into the group and directly sent the time and address, which was set at noon today, in the mall near West University of Science and Technology.

    Yunli didn't really want to go, but she had been pulled into the group, adding another obstacle to her refusal. She struggled for a while, but still gave a positive answer.

    She carefully put on her daily makeup, and after delivering porridge to Fu Shize, she drove to the mall.

    Yunli arrived in the box ahead of time, and there were already six or seven people sitting on the table, plus she only had two girls. Several people greeted Yunli, she sat next to the girl and listened to their chat silently.

    The time has come to the appointed point.

    Not long after, a man arrived late, sat beside her, and greeted her politely.

    Yun Li responded, and it wasn't until the dinner table was heated that she realized that the man next to her was the team leader.

    The man's name is Zhou Tiao. He looks young, with a square appearance and a calm and stable temperament.

    After a brief self-introduction, he asked new and old members to introduce themselves clockwise.

    Yunli was the first one. She said her name and graduation time, and said nothing more.

    The rest of the people introduced themselves with rich content, involving their own interests, hobbies and personalities. The atmosphere of the whole group was active and relaxed.

    It happened to be another boy's turn to speak. He was born in the industrial design class of Western University of Science and Technology.

    As soon as the words fell, the old employee joked: "Then you are still the alumni of the team leader, and they are all god-level figures."

    Yunli looked at Zhou Yu, and he smiled.

    Halfway through the dinner, most of the new and old staff at the table are already familiar with each other.

    Yunli didn't talk on his own initiative, but he didn't choose to lower his head and play with his mobile phone during the party to avoid communicating with other people like before.

    She sat quietly in the corner, answering questions to her one by one.

    Simple conversations, you can feel that everyone in the same group is not bad.

    The topic of the dining table gradually shifted to why do game development. Zhou Tiao, as the leader, took the lead: "Actually, I was engaged in hardware when I was studying, and then I entered the game industry by coincidence."

    He leaned back in the chair, perhaps because the contents of his pockets were uncomfortably jammed, and took out the keychain and put it on the table.

    Just in front of Yunli, there was a miniature version of the moon-shaped badge on the keychain. She stared at it, and she was almost certain that it was the badge of the unique team.

    Aware of her gaze, Zhou Tiao picked up the keychain: "Actually, it's also related to this. I joined a team as an undergraduate."

    As soon as the word "team" came out, there was a lot of booing on the table, and they praised Zhou Tsao for his greatness.

    Zhou Tiao waved his hand indifferently: "The events at that time were relatively unforgettable, but the ending was not very good."

    When Yun Li heard this, her body stiffened for a while.

    He shook the keychain: "In the beginning, we were racing drones. Later, we participated in the drone design competition and won the first place in the country. Then we went abroad to compete."

    Zhou Tu fell into memory, his eyes full of nostalgia: "The wish of our entire team at that time was to win all the trophies. All the prizes for the competition were guaranteed."

    Zhou Tiao's voice paused: "Someone in the team had an accident, and the captain was suspended from school because of this, and the whole team immediately disbanded." He was a little sentimental, "At that time, I was about to graduate, and the job search during the autumn recruiting period was no one. From a human-machine giant. After this happened, I felt very uncomfortable, so Chunzhao found a new job and changed careers.”

    After Zhou Tiao finished saying these words, the air was instantly stagnant.

    "That captain dropped out of school... because of what he did?" Yunli asked suddenly.

    Zhou Tiao shook his head: "The teammate who had the accident and our captain are brothers who grew up wearing a pair of shorts. Maybe they can't stand the blow."

    "The more you talk, the more biased it is. Everyone is here for a party today. I made a bad start and punished myself for a glass." It was estimated that the scene was too solemn.

    Then, he stared at Yunli and thought about her name, then smiled heartily: "Yunli, tell me why you came to this industry."

    Yunli came back to his senses, and in a few words, he took the VR game he played in eaw, and he chose this position based on his major.

    After the others finished speaking, she got up and went to the bathroom.

    The pale and glossy tiles vaguely reflected her figure, Yun Li stopped in front of the sink, looked at his face, and gradually overlapped with Fu Shize's face in his mind.

    She had thought about the possible reasons for him to drop out of school before, such as the pressure of studying for a doctorate, the dislike of studying, and the poor character of the tutor. She even thought about whether he had been bullied because he was so good-looking.

    He finally went back, and Yunli did not continue to ask.

    Heart-to-heart, if she dropped out of school, she wouldn't let anyone know about it.

    Yunli never thought that the deceased young man he mentioned had something to do with his suspension from school.

    After washing her hands, Yun Li absentmindedly wiped her hands with a tissue. She quickened her pace and walked back to the box. The dinner was over, and her colleagues left in groups.

    Yunli looked at Zhou Tuo's position, and he was no longer there.

    She walked slowly back to the car and opened the dinner group.

    Inconvenient at the dining table, Yunli tried to ask Zhou Tuo about what happened that year in private.

    It was not found in the group that the remark was Zhou Tiao's WeChat account, and Yunli could only send a message to Zhang Yanxin who contacted her yesterday.

    [Hello, may I ask you the WeChat of Team Leader Zhou? 】

    After waiting in the car for a while, the other party did not return her.

    Yun Li drove the car back.

    After waiting at home for a long time, Zhang Yanxin did not reply to her. Yun Li made a phone call, but the other party didn't answer.

    She pondered that she did not seem to have offended the other party today.

    Yunli called Fu Zhengchu: "Fu Zhengchu, I want to ask you something."

    Hearing her serious tone, Fu Zhengchu couldn't help being a little nervous: "Sister Lili, what's wrong?"

    "One of your uncle died, do you know the reason?" Yun Likaton said, "I don't want to ask your uncle directly."

    She was afraid that he would be irritated or hurt by bringing up the topic.

    Fu Zhengchu: "My parents told me before that they died unexpectedly. They didn't tell me the specific situation, and they asked me not to mention it in front of my uncle."

    Yunli was at a loss for a while: "Then you know that your uncle was..."

    She didn't continue to ask because she wasn't sure if Fu Zhengchu knew about Fu Shize's suspension from school.

    Seeing that she didn't speak, Fu Zhengchu guessed her question and answered actively: "Before, my uncle was not in a good condition. Sister Lili, you also saw that he didn't like to talk at that time, so you went back to Nanwu and stayed for a long time. time."

    Fu Zhengchu paused for a while and continued, "But uncle is doing fine now. It's been a long time since that incident. Sister Lili, don't worry too much."

    "Okay." After chatting with Fu Zhengchu, Yunli hung up the phone.

    She wasn't sure if she was suspicious.

    Fu Shi didn't keep all of his exposure in front of Yunli, but he avoided talking about the teenage boy.

    After all, a lot of times, memories are also very hurtful.

    At this moment, Yunli recalled his pretended relaxed tone and arrogant smile.

    She felt hurt inside.

    He was hurt so badly that he didn't want to look back at the past.

    She searched the Internet for the awards that the unique team won, and found the names of the team members in a certain news.

    Fu Shize (captain) Jiang Yuan Zhou Tau...

    Searching the Internet for Jiang Yuan and Xifu University of Science and Technology, Yunli got no more news.

    She was lying in front of the computer. She had already agreed with Fu Shize that they would not meet today, but she still picked up the key and went out.

    Seeing the tall and straight figure coming, the expression on his face was relaxed and calm.

    After sitting in the co-pilot, Fu Shi noticed that she was worried and tilted her head: "What's wrong?"

    "No." Yunli didn't mention what happened today, but Fu Shi glanced at the steering wheel that she was holding tightly and pondered for a while, then asked, "Didn't the meal go well today?"

    Sooner or later, he would know about this, and Yunli mentioned it calmly: "No, the group leader of the group I'm in seems to be your classmate. He has a unique badge on his keychain."

    Fu Shi's eyes were fixed, and after a moment of silence, he asked her, "What's your name?"

    Yunli: "Zhou Tso."

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