Fu Shize's memory entered a brief blank, and it was a very distant name. After a while, he slowly said "um".

The atmosphere in the car suddenly changed.

Yun Li glanced at Fu Shize out of the corner of his eye, his expression didn't change much, and he said lightly, "He's very nice, you should like this job."

It seems that a certain point has been triggered, and his mood has obviously dropped a lot, but there is no obvious expression in his expression. Yunli looked to both sides, found the dead end of the campus woods and drove in.

The car stopped at the end.

There are lush evergreen trees on both sides, the leaves are rustling in the wind, and large green leaves block the sunlight.

Yunli stared at his eyes like a pool of stagnant water, untied his safety buckle, rushed forward and hugged him tightly.

I want to give him all the power.

Yun Li regretted that he just mentioned this matter.

She originally thought that when she was working in this company, Fu Shi would sooner or later know that her team leader was Zhou Tiao.

Instead of keeping it secret, it's better to tell it early.

If he had a grudge against it, she would change jobs.

Yunli asked directly, "Should I change jobs? I haven't rejected some offers yet."

"It's not necessary." Fu Shi looked down at her, "Zhou Tso was my friend from a long time ago. He is a good guy, you will be very happy to work with him."

Zhou Yu was one of Fu Shize's best friends. After Jiang Yuan's accident, Zhou Yu and other teammates contacted him many times.

He didn't reply.

Everyone else can understand. He and Jiang Yuan have been in the same school and class since junior high school, high school and university. The two went in and out at the same time, ranking among the best, and their relationship was like brothers.

They all thought that he couldn't stand the blow of Jiang Yuan's death.

Actually a long time.

He realized with hindsight that Jiang Yuan had been dead for more than three years.

"I should have told you earlier, you have the right to know." Fu Shi turned pale, Yun Li pursed his lips, and shook his head: "You don't need to tell me what happened before, it doesn't matter if I know or not."

Yunli clasped his five fingers.

She hoped that he would never think of unhappy things again.

This time, Fu Shi was not as silent as before.

Maybe it was his own heart that was suffering for a long time.

Maybe he also wanted to seize a glimmer of hope and come out.

"Insomnia is getting worse." Fu Shi said softly.

Because he often dreams of Jiang Yuan recently.

Chen Jinping's birthday is coming, which means that Jiang Yuan's birthday is coming too.

After more than three years, Fu Shi still felt that that person should be alive.

Going to the Western University of Science and Technology with Jiang Yuan, Fu Shize thought that this was the beginning of the young man's dream, and everything developed as expected.

In the second semester of freshman year, Jiang Yuan proposed to participate in the drone competition, and they formed a team with their roommates.

Several people are young and vigorous, and stand out from the crowd.

When choosing the team name, the word Unique came to mind invariably.

That time, after going to the back street to eat barbecue, Fu Shi looked up at the half-curved moon in the sky and decided on their team emblem.

Without the guidance of a professor, they stayed up all night for a month, often leaving the office in the dark.

But then it never felt hard.

They are all young adults, and Fu Shize, who is fifteen years old, is determined to take the first place in the country.

I slowly watched the drone set up, and the algorithm became more and more perfect. After countless test flights, when it finally staggered and flew, several people cheered in the office.

They pushed each other onto the grass.

Fu Shi stood firm and maneuvered the drone to shuttle in the air, gradually shrinking to a dot. He raised his head and ran after the drone, while the others cheered and followed behind.

They took the first prize.

When the award was announced, Fu Shize wanted to keep his composure, but he laughed uncontrollably under the influence of other people.

They won more than one first prize.

From the most common game has been to go abroad.

The annual competition has become a tacit understanding of several of them.

Until Jiang Yuan committed suicide.

From childhood to adulthood, Jiang Yuan's personality has always been very gentle, and he is often in the role of a listener in the crowd.

Jiang Yuan never said what he wanted.

But it was clear that they had agreed to tell each other everything.

Life is the same for Fu Shize. From childhood to adulthood, he went to school and cram school in a normal manner, and in his spare time he went out to play or make trouble with Jiang Yuan.

Until started Ph.D., the days didn't change much.

The two stayed in the laboratory each day. When they were tired, they called each other to hang on the corridor railings to chat, called each other to eat, and got up early and returned late together.

Fu Shize didn't remember when they started to get out of touch.

Shi Xiangzhe focused on cultivating him, he was getting busier and busier, and when Jiang Yuan called him, he often didn't have time to take care of him.

He just had the impression that just after he finished editing the article and submitted it, he breathed a sigh of relief and called Jiang Yuan to go to the coffee shop downstairs to sit.

Fu Shi stayed up for several days and nights, exhausted, and laughed, "Finally cast it out."

"..."

Jiang Yuan looked at him without showing the gentle smile that he used to have. His expression seemed to be at a loss, and he said blankly: "I went to the hospital, and the doctor said that I was severely depressed and anxious."

Fu Shi had no idea about these two words. He glanced at Jiang Yuan and said hesitantly, "Let me check first?"

Jiang Yuan nodded.

The more Fu Shi investigated, the more he felt that something was wrong.

People like Jiang Yuan always smiled when they were with him, and even often enlightened and comforted him, how could he have depression and anxiety.

Fu Shi said rationally, "Did the doctor prescribe medicine?"

"Prescribed several kinds." Jiang Yuan took out the medicine box from his bag, but Fu Shi was very uncomfortable, and put the medicine back into the box, "It's okay, just listen to the doctor."

Jiang Yuan hummed.

"What happened recently?"

"Nothing happened, maybe because I have to submit a manuscript, there is a lot of pressure." Jiang Yuan explained.

Fu Shi frowned and asked him as if confirming, "Is this the truth?"

Jiang Yuan nodded.

"Will you feel uncomfortable?" Fu Shi didn't doubt his words and continued to ask him.

Jiang Yuan finally smiled: "I don't seem to feel anything." He just regained his senses and pushed the cake on the table to Fu Shize.

"Hurry up and eat something, didn't you just submit an article to celebrate."

Fu Shi didn't feel that everything was abnormal. After Jiang Yuan was diagnosed, he consciously ate with each other every day, and Jiang Yuan still laughed and chatted with him all day long.

Until that day, Jiang Yuan's mother called him and said that Jiang Yuan had cut his wrists in the dormitory.

Fu Shize's mind went blank at the time. He ran downstairs and rode the turtle to the downstairs of the dormitory. Downstairs were police cars and ambulances, surrounding many students.

There are many people at Jiang Yuan's door, counselors, building managers, security guards, and doctors.

He froze in place, as if none of his legs belonged to him, and moved to the door of the bedroom.

Jiang Yuan was sitting on the bed, his face pale, and the doctor was wrapping him with gauze.

Seeing him, he lowered his eyes indifferently, as if he didn't want to have contact at all. Fu Shi walked beside him with a very sad tone: "Brother..."

Hearing this address, Jiang Yuan was a little touched and said bitterly, "I'm sorry."

Because of drowsiness after taking the medicine, Jiang Yuan stopped the medicine privately at the time of Jiang Yuan's submission.

This wrist cut was not very deep, only a shallow wound, which was not sent to the hospital.

The school was afraid of another accident and asked Jiang Yuan to take a break from school.

Jiang Yuan was unwilling, and even said that he would cut his wrists again.

His parents begged hard, and Fu Shi also asked Fu Dongsheng and Chen Jinping for help, so he was able to continue school.

Jiang Yuan's parents asked Fu Shize to watch him take medicine every day.

Jiang Yuan became very passive and rarely laughed again.

He would often go into a trance-like state, and Fu Shi would have to call him a few times before he would come back to his senses.

After taking the medicine for a while, Jiang Yuan will return to normal again, and his relationship with Fu Shize will be the same as before.

Fu Shi asked him several times about the reason for his depression, but Jiang Yuan only said that graduation pressure was too great.

After spending two months staying up late, Fu Shi drove out a paper, and took the initiative to mention it to Jiang Yuan during dinner: "I have an article over there, which has been written and sent for editing. The magazine in District 1 should Yes. The algorithm is what you think. I plan to write your name and link your boss to the communication. Professor Shi also agreed."

Jiang Yuan knew that Fu Shi was willing to give his job to him.

And so politely.

He felt irony in his heart, and the movement of eating slowly stopped.

Until the two fell into silence, he raised his eyes and glanced at Fu Shize: "Aze, no need."

"I can do it myself." Jiang Yuan smiled: "Don't worry about me, stay up a little less."

At that time, Fu Shi didn't notice the abnormality in his tone, and thought he was caring as usual.

Jiang Yuan's parents have only one child.

During his stay in Nanwu, Fu Shi went to Jiang Yuan's house many times, and the second elder treated him like his own son.

Fu Shi would call them every day to talk about Jiang Yuan's situation.

Do these things, not because of his parents' request.

Ever since he was a child, Fu Shi would write in his composition and diary that he had an older brother.

Even if there is no blood relationship, Jiang Yuan is already a true relative to him.

He didn't want his brother to have an accident.

He was also very afraid of what happened to his brother.

Every day, Fu Shi would walk to Jiang Yuan's laboratory and knock on the door.

He always sees the same scene, with Unique's coat hanging on a chair and a drone from their first race on the table.

Fu Shi sometimes goes in, and sometimes he just stands at the door and shouts, "Brother."

When Jiang Yuan was in a good mood, he smiled helplessly at him, threw the medicine up, then took the drink and watched him show a blank palm, and joked, "I've already eaten it~"

When in a bad mood, he silently put it in his mouth.

Fu Shi really stared at it.

Not a single time was missed.

Jiang Yuan slowly returned to normal, but he often said negative things to him.

The relationship between the two changed. When he was a child, Jiang Yuan enlightened him, and when he grew up, it became him to enlighten Jiang Yuan.

That year, on Fu Shize's birthday, Jiang Yuan went to Beishan Fenglin according to his usual habit.

At that time, my grandmother was still alive, and Fu Shi used a wheelchair to push the old man outside.

Jiang Yuan lit a pyrotechnic stick in the yard and handed it to the old man.

The old man couldn't hold the pyrotechnic stick firmly, but he was still very happy, grinned, and said intermittently: "Yuanyuan is better than you."

Fu Shi didn't care about these words.

It doesn't matter who is better or better between him and Jiang Yuan. He has been with Jiang Yuan since he was a child, and he never had the idea of ​​comparison. What he prefers is to participate in the competition together and win awards together.

He felt that Jiang Yuan thought so too.

the last day.

Jiang Yuan knocked on the door of his laboratory.

He was doing an experiment at the time, he opened the door neatly, and the other party asked with a smile, "Are you free?"

"I'm doing an experiment, come in?" Fu Shi leaned back.

Jiang Yuan hummed and followed him into the room.

"I brought you a cup of milk tea." Jiang Yuan put the milk tea on the table. Fu Shi stayed up all night for this project for a while, and hummed tiredly.

Jiang Yuan leaned against the console and silently looked at Fu Shize beside him.

Picking up the robot, tweaking the code, manipulating, the whole process is methodical, like he was born to belong to this place.

Fu Shi focused on a small part on the robot and said, "After I adjust it, you can try it."

"..."

Jiang Yuan did not answer him.

Fu Shi looked up and found that Jiang Yuan had brought the drone on his desk and played with it.

Jiang Yuan touched the U-shaped letter on the drone and said with a smile, "It's the first time I've participated in this kind of competition, and I didn't expect to be the first."

"I can remember that when we took the stage to win the award, there were flashes in front of our eyes. The first time we won the award was really the happiest time in my life." Jiang Yuan raised his head: "It was really easy to be content at that time, don't you remember? I remember the day when the broken plane took off, Zhou Tuo had to jump on a tree, and the branch cut a big hole in his pants when he ran too fast."

"Ask Zhou Ting what he thinks." Fu Shi also remembered those things and couldn't help laughing.

"Zhou Tu is about to graduate. I heard that he got an offer from a drone giant, and the other party gave him a high salary." Jiang Yuan murmured.

"Yeah." Fu Shi just put the last part on and stood up straight, "Now it's only you and me in Unique."

The rest of them have master's degrees.

Jiang Yuan's expression darkened: "Are you still competing this year?"

"Why don't you lead the team this year?" Fu Shize had a lot of things to do, and he didn't have enough energy and time to be the team captain.

"I can't." Jiang Yuan refused, "Without your help during this period of time, I found out that there is a big gap between me and others based on my own abilities."

He smiled bitterly and said, "I feel a lot of pressure. Aze, I feel that this kind of high pressure almost crushes me."

"..."

"What's wrong?" Fu Shi asked him with a frown, "Didn't you say it was okay last time?"

At that time, Jiang Yuan's expression was calm, but the corners of his eyes were very tired. After a while, he slowly made a "hmm" sound.

"It's good, but I want to be better." Jiang Yuan's tone was correct, just like before: "I sometimes wonder, if I didn't know you, I would be better off now."

"..."

Fu Shi didn't take this kind of hurtful words to heart and just kept silent.

"I'm quite jealous of you sometimes, you have everything." Jiang Yuan smiled, but there was nothing in his tone that made him uncomfortable.

Fu Shi manipulated the handle, the robot moved, and he handed the handle to Jiang Yuan, trying to break the gloomy atmosphere.

Jiang Yuan shook his head: "No, these things are not what I should touch."

His smile was sour: "You can accept your mediocrity without flying too high."

Jiang Yuan is his best brother, and Fu Shi has never had any complaints or emotions because of his output full of negative energy. He said calmly: "Don't think about that, most of the awards I won are with you."

Fu Shi pointed to the trophy in the cabinet, "We won the award for the entire team, not Fu Shize alone, nor Jiang Yuan alone."

Jiang Yuan stared at the drone in his hand, and after tens of seconds, he hummed.

"You put the drone away, it's just one." Fu Shi relieved their heavy atmosphere and looked at Jiang Yuan: "Going to play tomorrow?"

Jiang Yuan smiled: "Forget it, I'm a little tired."

Fu Shize: "Okay, tell me if you want to fight."

"Then I'm leaving." Jiang Yuan greeted him, bowed his head and walked out with the drone.

Fu Shi looked at the tall and thin back, immersed in the dull corridor, and shouted, "Jiang Yuan."

The other party looked back at him.

"My experiment will be late today, what time do you go back?" Fu Shi paused for a few seconds and continued, "Go back together."

"I don't know." Jiang Yuan shook his head.

It's not the first time this kind of conversation has occurred between the two.

Fu Shi also thought that it was just an ordinary conversation.

Fu Shi forgot the time in the laboratory. When he heard the sound of rain, he looked out the window. The dark clouds blocked the moon, and the night was noisy.

He adjusted the algorithm of the robot, and after using the handle again, the robot moved smoothly and smoothly.

Suddenly there was a loud "bang".

Fu Shi glanced at the door, didn't care, and continued to operate the robot, thinking about the effect of the two operations tomorrow and Jiang Yuan to try the confrontation, after all, it was the research idea of ​​the two a long time ago.

The sound insulation of the laboratory building is not good.

He heard screams.

He heard hurried footsteps in the corridor.

He heard someone calling an ambulance.

Finally, he heard someone shouting Jiang Yuan's name.

Fu Shize's hand froze on the console. He ran out unsteadily, the whole world was shaking, and the rain that poured in diagonally wet the corridor.

He remembered how fortunate he was when Jiang Yuan cut his wrists a long time ago.

He felt that Jiang Yuan was unwilling to leave this world.

The world has his family.

He will not leave.

After reaching the first floor, Fu Shi walked into the rain curtain and approached the shadow on the ground. Until that moment, he was thinking that it wouldn't be Jiang Yuan.

As long as he glanced at the other's face, he knew that it was not Jiang Yuan.

He couldn't accept it.

This became Fu Shize's most painful memory.

On that night as usual, there was a thunderstorm, the leaves rustled, and the rain washed the earth. He felt the rain hitting him, and remembered the rain and the scolding they had been exposed to together before.

My brother, my friend.

That's it, in front of him.

"elder brother."

The rain swallowed Fu Shize's voice.

"Jiang Yuan."

The icy rain hit him, as well as Jiang Yuan.

The blood was all washed out.

Fu Shi took off his thin coat like a corpse and put it on Jiang Yuan's body.

His body still trembled slightly.

His body still has temperature.

Fu Shi told him over and over again.

"Jiang Yuan."

"Wake up."

"Don't close your eyes."

Surrounded by umbrellas of different colors, like flowers blooming in the rain, they are irrigated silently.

So is he.

Jiang Yuan lay on the concrete floor, no longer the smiling eyes he used to have.

Rather, it is indifferent and emotionless.

...

Fu Dongsheng and Chen Jinping rushed to the hospital immediately after receiving the news.

In the aisle of the hospital, Fu Shi was sitting on a chair.

He was soaked all over, water stains all around him, and the cold light imprinted on his extremely pale face.

Fu Dongsheng quickly took off his coat, took off Fu Shize's clothes on the spot, and put them on for him.

He's like a puppet and can be manipulated by anyone.

The rescue light went out, and the doctor came out and shook his head regretfully.

Fu Shi didn't seem to understand, grabbed Fu Dongsheng's arm, and said irrationally: "Can you save him?"

His words were trembling: "Don't you know many professors in medical schools?"

"Dad, Mom, can you save him?"

Even if it is a vegetable, even if the limbs are disabled.

Either way, don't let him die.

He is my only brother.

Don't let him die.

He knew it was impossible.

He was well educated in science, and he knew that all his questions at the moment were powerless struggles.

But he kept asking them.

...

The police found the vomited pills in Jiang Yuan's work station drawer, which he kept in a jar.

It turned out that Jiang Yuan himself did not swallow the medicine.

The drone on the table pressed a note, which was Jiang Yuan's handwriting.

[Personal behavior, has nothing to do with others. 】

Jiang Yuan's parents did not see the last of him.

When the two got off the plane and rushed to the hospital, Jiang Yuan had already been pushed to the morgue.

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