26. From being favored to being left.

In Shen Mingbei's memory, Shen's father and Shen's mother are undoubtedly a very loving couple. As a child loved by the two, Shen Mingbei grew up surrounded by love since he was a child. After Shen Mingbei lost his parents, he began to see the sadness and darkness in this world. Even so, Shen Mingbei still yearned for the love that he could get from his parents.

The former Shen Mingbei thought that he could get the love of Qu Lang, the recognition of the Qu family, and the family.

Shen Mingbei knew that feelings were mutual, and what kind of sacrifices would bring what kind of rewards. So he endured and loved Qu Lang in his own way, waiting for Qu Lang to love himself one day.

However, all he waited for was Lu Chen's sarcasm, and only Lin Xiang's recklessness.

Now Shen Mingbei's sadness is over, but he is also relieved.

There is nothing to be forced about love. If you don't love it, you don't love it. You have given Qu Lang too long.

If a person's attitude has not been changed for such a long time, then he is not worthy of continuing to persist.

Ever since Shen Mingbei made up his mind to divorce Qu Lang, he decided that Qu Lang ignored himself and his emotions because he didn't love him.

Shen Mingbei calmly accepted this established fact.

Treat it as the influence of the plot, correct your attitude, be a good cannon fodder for a lunch box, and persuade yourself not to ask for things that don't belong to you, so that you can feel less sad.

Taking back the feelings you have invested in the past is like collecting broken pieces of porcelain and sticking them together again.

Shen Mingbei was holding the broken porcelain bottle, just wanting to leave Qu Lang quickly and protect the feelings that were re-attached.

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Qu Lang came to tell him, "Maybe it was the first time I saw you that I fell in love with you."

Since you love yourself, why can you ignore his pain, ignore his sadness...

Why can't I tell myself earlier?

The more he listened to Qu Lang talking about love, the more Shen Mingbei felt his emotions breaking down. Even if he had previously decided to give up Qu Lang, even if he had thought about it, to put aside all the hard work over the years, Shen Mingbei was not more broken than he is now.

Shen Mingbei restrained the urge to cry and avoided Qu Lang's approach. Now I hear Qu Lang talking about loving himself and giving him a chance.

If Qu Lang has always loved himself, is his persistence all these years a joke?

Shen Mingbei thought it was ridiculous. Could it be that Qu Lang's love is to allow others to hurt the people he loves like this?

If this is Qu Lang's love, Shen Mingbei really thinks that he can't afford it!

Qu Lang eagerly confessed and analyzed himself, but found that Shen Mingbei looked at him with alienated and unfamiliar eyes, not what he imagined.

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