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Chapter 27 Chapter 27
27. Is it too late to regret now?
When he came out of the restaurant, he heard the voices of the crowd again, the sun was shining on his body, and the temperature of his body gradually returned, Shen Mingbei felt much better.
Emotional collapse is actually a momentary thing, slow down, it can always pass. But after Gu Yibai appeared, the situation became uncontrollable. He thanked Gu Yibai for his concern, but Gu Yibai's caring model also caused Shen Mingbei's pressure to increase suddenly for no reason.
Sitting in the car, Shen Mingbei asked Gu Yibai, "Don't you need to go back and talk to the restaurant?"
After all, Gu Yibai was able to get into the restaurant by applying for an internship, and even at this moment, Gu Yibai was still wearing restaurant clothes.
"I, I'll explain it to the foreman tomorrow." After Gu Yibai finished speaking, he tried to pull Shen Mingbei's hand, but Shen Mingbei avoided him. A trace of regret flashed across Gu Yibai's face, he said, "Am I being too impulsive, I shouldn't bother you."
Shen Mingbei shook his head and comforted: "It's not your fault."
In that situation, he himself couldn't tell whether it was better for Gu Yibai to come out, or to let his emotions collapse.
I just have to make another appointment to see Qu Lang...
The thought of meeting Qu Lang made Shen Mingbei's heart full of resistance.
In the past, he thought that he was unilaterally in love and unilaterally dying. In his own waiting, in Qu Lang's indifference and alienation, and in the gossip of his friends, he determined that this marriage was just his one-man show, and believed that it was self-indulgent and self-inflicted.
It was difficult for me to see my heart clearly and accept this reality. In the end, Qu Lang told him that it was because Qu Lang didn't recognize his own heart that there was such a misunderstanding.
If it is love, then what is the ridicule he has heard and the hurt he has received over the years?
If love is like this, he would rather not.
Qu Lang wants to write off the past, and wants to give him another chance because he loves himself...
Shen Mingbei had never been so awake before, he asked Gu Yibai's address and asked the taxi driver to take Gu Yibai home first, and then went to the Qu's Building.
Fortunately, it was still in time. The front desk was about to get off work. Shen Mingbei put the sealed divorce agreement on the front desk and told them that it would be fine to hand it over to Xiao Chen.
The front desk knew this little brother Shen, she nodded happily and agreed, and by the way asked how to register the reserved items.
Shen Mingbei thought about it and said, "Just record it in a document."
The front desk nodded and gave Shen Mingbei a registration certificate for him to keep.
Shen Mingbei packed up the voucher and left without any regrets.
There is a lot of greenery around the Qu's Building. There is a park around it, and there are a lot of green plants. Unfortunately, the season is not right. Now everything is bare, but if you look closely, there are actually small sprouts on the treetops.
As if reborn.
Whether Qu Lang signs or does not sign this divorce agreement, it doesn't matter whether Qu Lang agrees or not. No matter how many lawsuits he has to go through, he will get divorced.
He's been locked into the relationship since a chaotic encounter a few years ago.
Even if he was dead to Qu Lang, he never broke free, but now, his heart has become free.
It feels good to let go of everything completely.
Shen Mingbei felt the warmth from the early spring sunshine.
...
The curiosity on the servant's aunt's face was really obvious. She stared at Qu Lang and wanted to ask, but she was afraid that she would think too much and hesitated, but she still spoke.
"Mr. Qu, do you want to apply ice to your eyes, or they will swell tomorrow?"
Qu Lang frowned, said no, and returned to the bedroom as if he was running away.
Closing the door, blocking the sight of the servant aunt, Qu Lang felt the air returning to his chest, and he took a deep breath, as if a drowning man had just landed.
Mingming, he planned to bring Shen Mingbei back today, but he let Shen Mingbei go.
Because Shen Mingbei said he didn't need himself anymore, he didn't need his own love.
Qu Lang stood up dejectedly and was about to wash his face, but saw the items that the servant aunt had specially packed up today. New towels, new toothbrush cups, and the brand of facial cleanser that Shen Mingbei used before were hung on the washstand.
Yes, before he went out today, he said to the servant aunt, "Shen Mingbei is coming back today and tidy up the room."
The things prepared by the maid aunt are brand new, but they are not needed by the master.
Qu Lang moved the new razor away a little.
The water stains left on this glass plate by the razor in the past were so faded that they could hardly be seen. Qu Lang reached out and touched the water stain, imagining how Shen Mingbei stood here and looked in the mirror over the past five years.
Qu Lang wanted to smile, but he felt that he was uglier than crying in the mirror.
It felt as if I had been abandoned.
Qu Lang did not wash his face and was about to change his clothes. When he opened the wardrobe, he found that it was half empty.
After Shen Mingbei left, he hung up the clothes that filled the entire wardrobe and folded them back again, freeing up the other half of the space.
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This is what the servant's aunt had spared to put clothes on for Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang grabbed the empty part of his hand, but there was nothing.
In this house, there are no more clothes for Shen Mingbei to put in.
The wardrobe was half empty, and Qu Lang felt the position of his heart, because he missed Shen Mingbei, and it still hurts here. But at this moment, it seems to be torn apart, as if a part of it has been dug out.
"Bang" closed the cabinet door, Qu Lang thought of something, hurried downstairs, and stopped the servant aunt who was about to throw garbage.
Under the shocked eyes of the servant aunt, Qu Lang rummaged through the garbage bags, trying to find Shen Mingbei's belongings. However, it had been so many days since Shen Mingbei left, how could he still have what he wanted.
The servant aunt came back to her senses, and quickly grabbed Qu Lang: "Mr. Xiao Qu, have you thrown something away? Don't look through the trash."
Qu Lang couldn't answer her question, he felt his eyes start to heat up again.
"Shen Mingbei, have you thrown everything Shen Mingbei told you to throw away?" Qu Lang suddenly choked, his voice trembling.
The auntie servant felt something was wrong, but nodded anyway: "Throw it away, I will throw it away that day as explained by Mr. Shen."
In fact, he was also the trash thrown away by Shen Mingbei...
Qu Lang sat on the floor without any image, and waved to the servant aunt, indicating that she should not worry about herself.
The servant aunt cleaned up the rubbish that Qu Lang had turned over and cleaned the living room again. After cleaning up, she went out to throw the rubbish. When she came back, she found that Qu Lang was still sitting on the ground.
The servant aunt asked him, "Mr. Qu, do you want something to eat?"
Qu Lang didn't want to eat, he wanted Shen Mingbei.
...
In the Qingtanwan villa, Qu Lang didn't find anything related to Shen Mingbei, and he ran to Dongjiao Park uneasy.
The distance between the two places is not too close. When Qu Lang came over, it was already completely dark.
The security guard of the community stopped Qu Lang's car, and he said: "Cars that have not been registered cannot enter, or you said that you were looking for someone and asked him to lead you in."
If you come here before, you won't be stopped.
Qu Lang wanted to explain, saying that he was a veteran of the owners here. He knew exactly how many buildings Shen Mingbei's house was in. Even if he went to the court, he was a veteran of Shen Mingbei.
But Shen Mingbei didn't want him anymore.
Qu Lang felt that he was not confident enough to even say Shen Mingbei's name.
Because Shen Mingbei would not come to lead him in.
Under the suspicious eyes of the security guard, Qu Lang left.
Qu Lang parked the car near the house where Shen Mingbei lived.
Fortunately, this is a new community, the occupancy rate is not high, there are only a few bright spots.
Qu Lang carefully counted the floors and quickly determined Shen Mingbei's residence. Staring at that little bit of light, Qu Lang's heart was extremely at ease, and even the pain caused by missing Shen Mingbei became cute.
At this moment, his heart was beating for Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang was immersed in this beautiful thought, unable to calm down for a long time, and suddenly, a piercing mobile phone sound came over.
Xiao Chen said: "Mr. Shen sent the divorce agreement to the front desk of the company. Now this agreement is in my hands, what do you want to do with it?"
Qu Lang was stunned, what should do?
Yes, Shen Mingbei doesn't want him anymore.
Qu Lang didn't know how to speak, he was silent, and even wanted Xiao Chen to tear up the agreement directly. However, the divorce agreement was the only thing that had something to do with Shen Mingbei.
Qu Lang was reluctant.
Qu Lang asked Xiao Chen to put the agreement away, saying that he would deal with it tomorrow. Tonight, he still wanted to greedily breathe the same air as Shen Mingbei again.
Qu Lang was in the downstairs of Shen Mingbei's new home, watched all night, and didn't sleep all night.
Early in the morning, he was awakened by the sound of sanitation workers sweeping the floor, and Qu Lang saw the hawker who got up early to sell breakfast. He vaguely remembered that Shen Mingbei liked to drink soy milk.
Qu Lang got out of the car in a hurry, stopped the hawker, bought two cups of soy milk, and bought a few more in a mess.
Qu Lang took advantage of the fact that people started coming in and out of the community, slipped inside, summoned up the courage to go upstairs, and found the door of Shen Mingbei's house.
Before Qu Lang could do a good job of psychological construction, Shen Mingbei opened the door. Shen Mingbei was wearing casual clothes and sneakers, and obviously got up early to go out for a run.
He saw Qu Lang standing at the door and asked him in surprise, "Why are you here?"
Qu Lang stammered and was speechless. He handed over the soy milk in his hand and said, "I, I brought you breakfast. I don't know what you like to eat, so I bought some."
Shen Mingbei said, "Thank you, I've eaten it."
Qu Lang stopped in front of Shen Mingbei, he wanted to say something, opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.
In the past, when Shen Mingbei waited for him to go home, he would ask him, "When will I be back for dinner."
He often worked overtime, and only perfunctory Shen Mingbei said that he had eaten.
When Qu Lang recovered, Shen Mingbei had already entered the elevator.
The elevator door slowly closed, and Shen Mingbei's figure disappeared in front of Qu Lang, as if separating the two of them forever.Obviously, as long as you press the downstairs button next to it, the elevator will stop and the elevator door will open, but will Shen Mingbei still open his heart to himself?
"Ding~" The sound of closing the door sounded, and Qu Lang woke up like a dream and hurriedly pressed the "downstairs button", but the number of floors had already begun to change.
The elevator that had already started running would not wait for him, nor would Shen Mingbei, who had decided to leave.
Qu Lang carried the soy milk and went to the fire escape next to him. He was in a hurry, trying to catch up with Shen Mingbei.
Because he ran so fast, he even fell.
Qu Lang didn't care about the injury to his arm, and ran out of the stairs only to find that Shen Mingbei had long since disappeared.
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