36. If everything could start over

In Qu Lang's sight, don't know since when, Shen Mingbei returned to the swordsman's dress again. A long sword was thrust into the body from the shoulder bone and into the heart. Qu Lang felt that he could even hear it. The sound of flesh being torn apart.

It came out from the cracks of the bones and invaded the mind.

Perhaps because it was too painful, Qu Lang felt that he should be crying.

But he didn't dare to let go, he was afraid...

Qu Lang didn't know where the courage came from, so he endured the pain and hugged him tightly. He felt that if he let go of Shen Mingbei now, he might never see him again!

Qu Lang rubbed the fabric with his fingers, and the tip of his nose seemed to be able to smell the breath of Shen Mingbei, like an illusion, but also like a real thing. Qu Lang suddenly realized one thing, he was injured, and his blood flowed out.

Qu Lang couldn't help worrying that his blood would stain Shen Mingbei's clothes.

Immediately, he realized that this is a dream, so, probably not, he should not despise himself from soiling his clothes...

Qu Lang recognized that this dress was Shen Mingbei's costume when he filmed "Fengyue", but he had never seen Shen Mingbei wearing it with his own eyes, he only found a gif video on the Internet.

Such Shen Mingbei stabbed himself.

He should have complained, and should have pushed him away, but he was really good-looking, as if he could smash into his heart.

Shen Mingbei was not a boxer actor, but the three months of martial arts school only allowed him to practice some basic skills. But these are enough. The practicality and beauty of a martial arts scene are actually two concepts. Shen Mingbei has learned more about how to complete actions beautifully in front of the camera.

The online gif Qu Lang can remember every frame.

When Shen Mingbei took that GIF, Qu Lang didn't know that Lin wanted to steal Shen Mingbei's role. He hadn't received any information from Shen Mingbei for several days, so he missed him for no reason.

So I asked Xiao Chen where "Fengyue" was filmed.

Xiao Chen said: "In Dongyang."

Knowing that Shen Mingbei was in Dongyang, he ran over by himself.

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Shen Mingbei should have been sad at that time.

He thought he was looking for Lin Xiang.

He thought that he helped Lin Xiang and robbed him of his role.

But obviously, after knowing that Dongyang did not have him, he went back by himself.

What did you do after you went back? did nothing.

I didn't explain that I came to see him, I didn't explain that Shen Mingbei's robbed role had nothing to do with him, and I didn't understand Shen Mingbei's wishes well.

Qu Lang wanted to justify himself, wanted to say that he really didn't do these things, and imagined that he would shirk it to Lu Chen, and shirk it to work as before.

But even in the dream now, Qu Lang couldn't open his mouth, he didn't dare to defend.

He regretted, why couldn't he realize the grievances Shen Mingbei had suffered earlier...

If, if only he could notice one thing, wouldn't they be what they are today!

Yes, that is, in a dream.

In the dream, Shen Mingbei still belongs to him, he is still hugging him, he will not hate himself or ignore him.

Qu Lang felt that he was in great pain. Shen Mingbei was crying the night he woke up.

Why cry?

Is it grievance or pain? Or, it hurts...

Qu Lang wanted to kiss the person in his arms, but with a sword stuck in his body, he moved a little, the pain in his heart made him sweat coldly, but Qu Lang couldn't contain the desire in his heart.

It's been too long since he hugged Shen Mingbei, kissed Shen Mingbei, and didn't take a good look at him.

Under normal circumstances, this kind of dream, people wake up long ago.

But Qu Lang didn't dare to wake up, he knew that this dream made him painful, but he didn't want to wake up.

In the dream, he could still feel the pain Shen Mingbei brought him, but in reality, Shen Mingbei would not give him anything.

Qu Lang felt as if he was imprisoned by the pain in this dream. He knew he was drinking poison to quench his thirst, but he couldn't stand the temptation. When he thought of Shen Mingbei in his dream, he still had feelings for himself, he couldn't help being excited, he could even feel joy.

In the past, Qu Lang didn't understand why he wanted to cry when he couldn't see Shen Mingbei, but now he thinks he might understand a little bit.

From the first time he saw Shen Mingbei, his heart belonged to him.

"I'm sorry—" Thinking of what he had done, Qu Lang blurted out an apology.

"Why do you understand now, why is it so late?" Shen Mingbei who was in Qu Lang's arms suddenly spoke.

When Qu Lang looked at Shen Mingbei again, the two of them were in the dimly lit carriage, the sword that stabbed him in the heart was gone, and the clothes soaked in his blood were gone.

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Only Shen Mingbei who looked at himself with emotion in his eyes was Shen Mingbei who was still in Hongyan Mountain.

Qu Lang looked into his eyes and saw his own reflection in Shen Mingbei's apricot eyes.

Qu Lang thought he had returned to the past, he was overjoyed, he thought he had not lost Shen Mingbei.

He couldn't help apologizing to Shen Mingbei, talking about his guilt, trying to control his emotions, saying sorry to him, and crying so much that Shen Mingbei was helpless. Then he took him out of the car, settled in the homestay, and called a doctor to apply medicine to the wound on his foot.

Seeing Shen Mingbei's wound, Qu Lang felt that his heart was about to break.

Why didn't he find out sooner, he still dragged Shen Mingbei along the mountain road for so long.

But the next day, Qu Lang was able to accompany Shen Mingbei to take a photo, and the two of them even took a group photo. Later, when the film was released and posted on Weibo, Shen Mingbei's fans saved pictures one after another, complimenting his appearance, saying he likes love, and saying that Brother Shenxian, they can do it!

Looking at these news, I told Shen Mingbei that he was jealous, jealous that fans could openly say that they love him.

Shen Mingbei smiled at him and said easily: "Then let's announce it!"

Qu Lang excitedly wanted to kiss him, hugged him tightly, and planned how the two of them would make their relationship public.

The next moment, the dream woke up.

Qu Lang woke up from the dream, his arms were empty.

When Qu Lang woke up, there was nothing.

Qu Lang felt as if someone had poured a basin of cold water from head to toe...

Lying on the bed, lying on the bed where Shen Mingbei had slept for five years, Qu Lang felt his eyes swell and hurt.

He didn't want to cry, after all, it was too cowardly, as if he was asking Shen Mingbei for comfort.

But the dream was so beautiful that Qu Lang closed his eyes and wanted to relive it, but he couldn't sleep.

Qu Lang, who could only feel the cold, even began to question, questioning the coldness of the bed, questioning this reality.

Reality, it's so cold.

...

Fu Li said that Qu Lang was ill.

"You should really see a doctor. I know a good psychiatrist."

Fu Li looked at Qu Lang, who was lying on the bed with a fever for no reason, and sighed. Fu Li really didn't understand that no matter how other people's families lived, they wouldn't have mental illnesses one by one.

Lang was lying on the bed, his face was pale, but he was actually in good spirits, but he didn't want to pay attention to Fu Li, and said lightly, "I don't think I have a problem, I don't feel depressed, and I don't have any thoughts of suicide. It's just that my heart hurts. When it hurts, it's okay."

Qu Lang and Fu Li explained that he just didn't cover the quilt at night and caught a cold.

Apart from Shen Mingbei, Qu Lang didn't want to talk to anyone. He was full of energy just by looking at Shen Mingbei's photos.

What's more, he still has five years of chat records with Shen Mingbei, as well as the succulent left behind by Shen Mingbei, and...

A divorce certificate.

The couple denied it the same way, and Fu Li felt that he was starting to have a headache.

"If you still like him, it's not a big deal to chase him back."

Fu Li knew about Qu Lang's situation. Even if it wasn't depression, it had to be a mental illness. He was a surgeon, and it was already very painful to come here to treat a cold! Now want to be Qu Lang's psychotherapist.

Qu Lang ignored Fu Li and drove the person away.

Fu Li cursed and went downstairs with his suitcase on his back. Really—if he is guilty, please use the law to punish him, instead of letting him study medicine for more than ten years and face Qu Lang after graduation.

to chase people back...

Let Shen Mingbei become his legal partner again, this suggestion is too tempting.

But Qu Lang dared not.

Qu Lang didn't even dare to touch Shen Mingbei outside of his dreams.

If there is regret medicine in this world, Qu Lang feels that he is willing to use all his property for a chance to recover.

...

Shen Mingbei and Qin Yi are preparing for the last scene.

At the end of "Overlap of Time", the villain Bss Qian Qian revealed his identity and asked Bai Song to a dilapidated warehouse. In fact, a large amount of explosives was prepared in it. Qian Qian wanted to die with Bai Song.

There is a fighting part in this scene, but it is not very important. What is important is the emotional progress of the two people during the fight. Qian Qian hated Bai Song, and the dispute between the two brought out the past and brought out the most intense part of Qian Qian's emotions.

However, Qin Yi was not always able to enter the state, and Dai Dao had a headache and asked him why.

Qin Yi was also very frustrated. He blinked innocently, looked at Director Dai, and explained, "I can't hate Brother Shen!"

Most of the time in this drama, when Qian Qian looked at Bai Song, all she showed was admiration.For Qin Yi, this is himself, Qin Yi can naturally perform beautifully and act well, as long as he remembers the lines.

All the previous filmings were not as intense as the last scene, but at the end, the shortcomings of Xiao Aidou's lack of acting experience were exposed.

Dao Dai was suffering from a headache, so he asked everyone to rest first and dragged Qin Yi to the side to talk.

The rest of the crew was busy arranging the explosive field for the last scene.

With so many years of experience, Shen Mingbei certainly would not lack the acting skills needed for a low-budget suspense drama. In this case, he seemed a little idle.

Shen Mingbei and Xiao Zhang were strolling around the set, discussing whether to pick up a drama or just rest for a while after the filming was finished.

The two were chatting, and Shen Mingbei suddenly felt that a staff member next to him was a little jealous.

Shen Mingbei called him, but the man walked faster.

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