38. The Patience and Restraint of Love

After the field manager finished talking to Qu Lang, he went to work on other things.

Only the words of the field manager echoed in Qu Lang's mind, and Qu Lang used his almost rigid brain to think.

Finally, a word came to mind.

Something happened to him...

I can never wait for him...

This thought exploded in Qu Lang's mind, and when he fell to the ground, he seemed to be exhausted. There was not a single thought in his body that he wanted to continue living, as if the air had become unnecessary.

He had never felt that it was so difficult just to inhale air into the lung cavity and complete a simple oxygen replacement.

Qu Lang felt a piercing pain coming from his heart, and a bitter sweetness rose from his mouth. He wanted to spit it out, but in the end he was suppressed.

Qu Lang felt that he was intimidated by the loss of Shen Mingbei forever.

He was afraid, as if he would not be afraid if he continued to be afraid.

He was afraid, as if fear would allow him to escape reality.

Previously, I was able to endure, I was able to endure that Shen Mingbei no longer belonged to me, and I was able to endure that Shen Mingbei was close to others. Because at least he could still stand not far from Shen Mingbei, watching carefully, watching Shen Mingbei regain his former splendor.

Be the warm and sunny person in your memory.

I prayed that Shen Mingbei would not find out, would not be hated by Shen Mingbei, and hoped that maybe one day, Shen Mingbei, who had warmed others, could give himself a little bit of heat and let him come out of winter.

In the past, he blindly believed that Shen Mingbei loved him, would be by his side, and would always wait for him.

So he has no fear, he is unscrupulous.

Little by little, challenge Shen Mingbei's bottom line of love, and test Shen Mingbei's love for himself again and again...

He thought that as long as Shen Mingbei loved himself, he could always have him like this.

But in fact he was wrong, love needs to be maintained and cared for.

When he didn't cherish it, Shen Mingbei took the love back.

Until the day I lost it, I regretted it.

From the day Shen Mingbei proposed divorce to him, Qu Lang regretted every day he lived.

I regret that I hurt Shen Mingbei in the past, I regret that I didn't wake up earlier, I regret that I didn't make it clear to Shen Mingbei how much I love him.

Qu Lang was enveloped in worry and fear, but he was also hopeful. He thought that at least he could wait, and the day when Shen Mingbei changed his mind...

After all, he let go of him before Shen Mingbei hated him and hated him.

Even if this incident made him regret and made him extremely annoyed, he was still glad that at least Shen Mingbei didn't hate him.

But the premise of all this is that Shen Mingbei is still alive, and that Shen Mingbei is safe and sound...

Qu Lang felt that his whole body's blood was frozen.

He wanted to open his mouth to speak, but he didn't know what to say. He hoped that he might just die like this, to fall on the side of the road that Shen Mingbei passed by, and maybe the two of them would meet again.

With such thoughts in mind, Qu Lang was reluctant to move.

The fire in the warehouse was finally put out, and the chaos was brought under control.

Someone noticed Qu Lang next to him, noticed the blood on his body, and hurried over to ask him if something was wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital.

Hospital……

Hearing these two words, Qu Lang felt that his nerves were throbbing, from the top of his head to his heart. He clutched the position of his heart and endured the pain in his eyes, he didn't want to cry.

"I'll help you get up." The man saw that Qu Lang was still, but he was still very warmhearted.

Qu Lang was pulled by someone, and when he raised his head, he suddenly realized that this person was Shen Mingbei's assistant!

As if something exploded in his heart, his stiff fingers recovered a little temperature, and Qu Lang's thoughts caught something. He grabbed Xiao Zhang's sleeve nervously and asked, "Mingbei, where is Shen Mingbei? Is he okay, or you wouldn't be here!"

It was only now that Xiao Zhang realized that the person who fell to the ground was Qu Lang, he felt a little regretful, and felt that Qu Lang's roar was too loud. Quietly retreated a little and replied, "Brother Shen went to the hospital, but it should be fine. The main reason is that Qin Yi, who rescued him, was seriously injured."

When I mention this little Zhang, I am a little scared. If Qin Yi hadn't reacted quickly, his brother Shen might have hurt his face.

Artists in the entertainment industry, whether they are traffic or actors, rely on their faces to eat.

Not to mention the flow, even if it is an actor with excellent acting skills, if the actor hurts his face, not to mention disfigurement or disfigurement, just hurting a little nerve, the superb acting is basically missed.

When you make expressions on your face, when you are stunned by the camera, your nerves are not under your control, and what acting skills are you talking about.

Xiao Zhang originally wanted to follow 120 to the hospital, but Shen Mingbei said that it would be fine for him to go. After all, he was fine, and the ambulance could not sit.

Xiao Zhang had no choice but to give up following Shen Mingbei, and has been helping at the filming location, but it was a surprise to meet Mr. Qu.

Knowing that Shen Mingbei was all right, Qu Lang took a deep breath and the blood that had been frozen and cracked began to flow. Qu Lang thought that Xiao Zhang was Shen Mingbei's assistant, so he patiently pulled out a smiling face and asked him: "In that hospital?"

"Ah, I don't know...it should be the most recent." Speaking of this, Xiao Zhang woke up like a dream, and the situation was tense before, he forgot to tell Cai Feng that something happened here.

Under the watchful eyes of Qu Lang, Xiao Zhang called Cai Feng to report the situation on the set.

"Oh, yes, yes, Brother Shen is fine... Qin Yi's back is injured, the situation is not clear... The fire here has just been extinguished, and I haven't contacted Brother Shen yet..."

Qu Lang originally thought that Xiao Zhang was going to call Shen Mingbei, but he found out that he was not. He held his breath in his chest, but he didn't dare to say anything to Xiao Zhang.

Qu Lang had no choice but to look around on the set.

Here, this is where Shen Mingbei filmed.

Shen Mingbei likes filming, but Qu Lang has never understood what is so good about this job.

He was originally a person with very low desires. Except for Shen Mingbei, there were few things that could arouse his emotions. Qu Lang didn't quite understand and like such emotions before.

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So he always loses control in front of Shen Mingbei, and when he sees Shen Mingbei, he wants to do something with him, as if his mind is dominated by his body.

Qu Lang used to be very fortunate that Shen Mingbei would not show up at the Qingtanwan villa for a few months because of this job.

But now that he understood what Shen Mingbei meant to him, Qu Lang was very tired of this job.

Not to mention that filming will make Shen Mingbei focus on the characters in the play, just kissing and hugging people in the play is enough to make Qu Lang want to tear those people apart frantically.

Even in this suspense drama filmed now, the director will add some ambiguous scenes to it...

Qu Lang was jealous, mad with jealousy.

But he had to restrain himself, he had desire for Shen Mingbei, but Shen Mingbei didn't like it. In the past, Shen Mingbei's struggles and refusals were not coquettish and behaving in his imagination, but Shen Mingbei really didn't like it.

If he doesn't control himself and let his desires grow, he will definitely be hated by Shen Mingbei.

Qu Lang didn't want Shen Mingbei to hate him, even if Shen Mingbei looked away from him, it would be a huge blow to him.

Therefore, Qu Lang restrained and forbeared, he forced himself to understand what Shen Mingbei liked and made himself look like a normal person.

The air on the set didn't smell very good, but it didn't affect Qu Lang's good mood walking on set. He imagined how Shen Mingbei would be filming here, and planned in his heart that when the show was finished, he would buy the venue and use it as his cemetery in the future.

Buried in a place where Shen Mingbei's breath was preserved, just imagining it made his blood boil.

Qu Lang, who was immersed in his own world, bumped into someone.

The man bowed his head and apologized to Qu Lang, saying sorry and preparing to leave.

When Qu Lang heard this voice, he suddenly felt a hint of familiarity.

Qu Lang subconsciously stretched out his hand and pulled the man, and saw the man's face wearing a mask.

"Hua Shu?" Qu Lang frowned, why is he here?

"Qu, Qu Qu—" Hua Shu saw that the person who caught him was Qu Lang, and he didn't call out his name after talking for a long time. Compared with Qu Lang's surprise, Hua Shu was more surprised that Qu Lang would be here.

...

Shen Mingbei followed Qin Yi to the hospital, and was worried when looking at his wound.

Qin Yi didn't care much. He raised his neck and saw the worry in Shen Mingbei's eyes, his mood improved a lot: "It's okay, it's the back injury anyway..."

The nurse pressed Qin Yi's head down again, tried to soften her voice and said, "Lie down and don't move."

The nurse was still helping him clean up the wound and the flesh and blood adhering to his clothes. Just when Qin Yi moved, the blood was blurred again, and the nurse had to do it again. This place has been redone three times, all because Qin Yi suddenly raised his head and spoke...

However, Qin Yi was so seriously injured that he didn't cry or cry, and he was a rare patient who could talk to him. The nurse was more forgiving to him.

Strict, but not cold.

"You listen to the nurse, don't move around, you can talk if you want to talk." Shen Mingbei sighed, it was really thanks to Qin Yi before, otherwise he wouldn't dare to think about what would happen.

Qin Yi, who could only lie still, said in a sullen voice, "Brother Shen, if you feel bored, go for a walk. My back is bloody and it's definitely not good-looking."

Shen Mingbei patted his head and comforted: "There's no such thing as a beautiful wound. You saved me from this injury. I only feel distressed when I see it. I can't do anything else, but I will definitely be with you. I will take good care of you."

Shen Mingbei's words were like a shot in the arm. Qin Yi, whose head was being touched, stopped talking and let the nurse give medicine.

The two chatted without a word, and Shen Mingbei listened to the nurse by the side, helped hand over a gauze, a cotton swab or something, and the atmosphere in the ward became warm and harmonious.

After a while, Qin Yi seemed to be really unable to bear it, and suddenly said to Shen Mingbei in a muffled voice: "Brother Shen, you better go out, you are embarrassed to cry."

Shen Mingbei: "Huh?"

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