49. I wish I was like a normal person

Netizens said: "What's the use of crying? There's no use in crying, go and admit your mistakes!"

Yes, what's the use of crying, it's just exposing one's own weakness and incompetence.

But when facing Shen Mingbei, he didn't mind him knowing that his only weakness was him.

These are not important anymore, Shen Mingbei doesn't care.

He didn't care if he put his heart on him or not.

If showing weakness can make Shen Mingbei pity him, if showing weakness can make him stay on himself for a while, he is willing to let Shen Mingbei see his weakness.

Perhaps, Shen Mingbei still lacks a formal apology...

He already knew that he was wrong, but he didn't dare to go to Shen Mingbei. When he should admit his mistake, he mistakenly thought that he was not good enough for Shen Mingbei, and desperately shied the responsibility to himself without knowing it.

When he was still very daring, he prepared an apology message, but what happened later left him too busy to take care of it, and he has never been able to say it.

Up to now, I have not dared to say it.

Qu Lang didn't dare to think about what Shen Mingbei should do if he didn't want to forgive himself.

After all, not all apologies can be forgiven.

Qu Lang told himself to at least make his mentality better, so that both Fu Li and his mother could feel that they were normal.

I remember this one, but haven't been able to do it recently.

"Buy a bag."

Qu Lang automatically brought in to buy gifts.

The problem is that Shen Mingbei doesn't accept his gifts, and he knows too well that now Shen Mingbei only likes himself not to appear. Fortunately, recently, he can pretend to be Shen Mingbei's neighbor and pretend not to be himself.

Shen Mingbei was not someone who would accept gifts from others for free, but had no burden in his heart, so he would give himself a gift in return—Qu Lang didn't want to put too much pressure on Shen Mingbei.

"Praise my wife for being beautiful..."

My wife is so pretty!

Qu Lang thought of Shen Mingbei and the intimacy of the two people in the past, and couldn't help blushing.

How can his wife be so beautiful?

Then Qu Lang thought of another netizen's answer——

When you have kids, it's not easy to leave.

Apparently, netizens tacitly agreed that Qu Lang's old wife was a husband and wife, and his answer was realistic and cold. If the husband and wife had children, they would tolerate it a little.

Two strangers come together because of their feelings, but if they want to spend the rest of their lives with this, it takes a long, long running-in period. Among them, it is obvious that the child will play a key role in connecting the two together.

Qu Lang thought of his parents. When his father was young, he didn't love his mother.

It broke Mother Qu's heart all the time, but the two of them were married in business and could not be separated, and they also had a child, so the two of them stumbled together all the time.

In fact, since Qu Lang had memories, his father had been very concerned about his mother, but his father did not like to talk, and his mother was too lazy to listen, so the two never reconciled.

After Qu Lang recalled his parents, he thought of himself again——

If the two of them had a child, would Shen Mingbei be more reluctant to part with the divorce at that time?

It's a pity that Mingbei will not be born...

Neither will I.

Otherwise, according to the depth of their communication, Ming Bei must have been pregnant long ago. As Qu Lang thought about it, he suddenly felt that his mouth was dry, and an intimate scene that he could not even dream of now appeared.

Qu Lang ran to take a cold shower.

However, looking at himself in the mirror, Qu Lang suddenly found himself in the mirror a little strange.

Qu Lang felt that his body had lost a lot of weight, but he didn't notice that he had become like this.

At this time, his cheeks were sunken, and he was a little more morbidly thin. Qu Lang moved his arm, as if his muscles had lost some...

Qu Lang couldn't quite accept it. The only thing he could think of that could attract Shen Mingbei and win Shen Mingbei's love again was this skin.

Qu Lang was a little scared, how could he become like this?

When Shen Mingbei saw that he became what he is now, will he not like him anymore?

With such a self, how can he expect him to fall in love with him again? How could he still be worthy of Shen Mingbei?

He is such a bright and warm person, with a good-looking appearance and seductive almond eyes, and getting along with him can only make people feel comfortable.

As for myself, I despise it just by looking at it.

Qu Lang wrapped his bathrobe tightly in horror. He ran to the refrigerator, found a carton of milk in it, and drank it. He really didn't eat well recently, he thought he could hold on, he thought he could live a good life as long as he thought about Shen Mingbei.

Feeling an unprecedented crisis, Qu Lang took out the green vegetables that were still alive from the refrigerator and stuffed them directly into his mouth.

bitter

Eat it, green vegetables add vitamins! Being able to quickly restore himself to health was nothing compared to Shen Mingbei's dislike of it, so Qu Lang forced himself to swallow it.

Meat, egg and milk can not be less!

Pay attention to nutritional balance and don’t be picky eaters!

Qu Lang chewed green vegetables and was stunned when he saw the tomatoes in the refrigerator.

Shen Mingbei made it for himself, tomato and egg noodles.

But instead of eating, he went to question Shen Mingbei and why he came back after eating outside.

It is clear that he is the one who is always reluctant to go home, and it is clear that he is the one who always makes him wait for him to go home.

Qu Lang suddenly grabbed the door of the refrigerator, but his arms could not support him. He simply squatted on the ground and started crying. He really missed Shen Mingbei!

The heart seems to be grabbed by someone, and it is smashed. It is like trying to tear everything to pieces, and it is hard to breathe...

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If he could do it all over again, he would definitely not let Shen Mingbei wait for him.

If possible, he is willing to be the one who waits, as long as Shen Mingbei is willing to let himself wait for him.

Qu Lang took out the tomato, put it in his mouth and took a bite, the taste was rusty, and Qu Lang didn't like it very much—

But delicious.

It's the smell related to Shen Mingbei...

Qu Lang returned to his original state of life overnight.

He took medicine on time and checked his body on time, and the speed of recovery was much faster than Fu Li imagined.

Fu Li looked at Qu Lang and was a little suspicious, but he didn't say much. In the end, it was Qu Lang who thought so.

The seemingly healthy Qu Lang appeared at the killing banquet of "Time Overlap".

As an investor, Qu Lang stood in the center of the audience, and his eloquent appearance attracted a lot of attention. As Qu Lang spoke, he felt like a flower peacock who tried his best to show himself, trying to attract Shen Mingbei's attention.

It's a pity that Shen Mingbei has been attracted by Qin Yi since he came to power.

Qin Yi seemed to have some fun, which made Shen Mingbei laugh again and again, Qu Lang took a few more glances, and the words in his mouth changed from an official polite speech to: "You two.

what is one doing? "

Qu Lang's words surprised everyone who was circling around him.

who two?

Shen Mingbei was actually just listening to Qin Yi telling jokes.

Qin Yi didn't know where he heard a joke. When he told him, he seemed to be talking cross talk in his ear, and even his tone was very similar to that of a professional cross talk actor.

Qin Yi explained embarrassedly: "When I was a child, I planned to be a cross talk actor, but I couldn't bear the hardship of being a teacher, so I quit after a few years of study."

In fact, after a few years of study, Qin Yi was poached by a brokerage company and turned to be a trainee.

The economic company told him that cross talk actors are tired, hard and have no money. It is better to be an idol and earn money comfortably.

Qin Yi ran away with the brokerage company. When he first entered, he found out that, indeed, he had to practice every day, but the trainees were given food, shelter, and salary. The cross talk was different.

Qin Yi doesn't regret changing careers. After all, in the idol world, he is the best at talking about cross talk.

Even because of this, he will be sent to the company for acting that requires skills in lines, and will also let him go to variety shows that require amusing skills.

"It turned out to be like this." Shen Mingbei nodded.

It's really not easy for everyone, even Lin Xiang, he has been practicing the piano for more than ten years. The two of them were chatting one by one, but suddenly they found that the eyes of the audience were focused on them.

Shen Mingbei found out that Qu Lang was looking at him, and after not seeing him for many days, Qu Lang seemed to be in good spirits again.

Sure enough, after leaving him, he will become better...

The two looked at each other, Qu Lang was the first to not collapse, turned his head, and changed the subject.

A carefully prepared reunion was so mixed up by Qu Lang himself.

Qu Lang dismissed the other people who needed to be entertained, and was alone in the corner with champagne, exuding the aura that strangers should not enter.

In fact, Qu Lang and Shen Mingbei appeared at the same time today, which has already attracted discussion from the people around them. After all, it hasn't been too long since the two of them publicly divorced. They are both people who are concerned about the entertainment industry, and the topic and discussion are still there.

Someone tried to read something from the state where they had no communication at all, but failed.

Just make up your own mind.

Today is the banquet of "Time Overlap", and it is normal for Shen Mingbei to appear. But Qu Lang, such a big president, was very interesting to appear at the banquet of a low-cost suspense drama.

In particular, Qu Lang has rarely participated in social events in public recently.

There is no shortage of people who come here for Shen Mingbei to make up for Qu Lang.

Thinking of their relationship, it is inevitable to think of Lin Xiang, who recently disappeared from the entertainment industry.

...

Lin Xiangzhen disappeared suddenly, and even his agency could not find anyone. There are even people with big brains who directly imagined that it might be that Qu Lang danced on the edge of the law for Shen Mingbei, and directly caused Lin Xiang to disappear in the sense of life.

There are many people who have this idea, even Shen Mingbei couldn't help but doubt it.

Otherwise, Lin Xiang wouldn't have disappeared so completely.

Facts have proved that some things are not as easy as imagined, but they are not complicated.

Lin thought that after he was kicked out from Huashu's house, he had lived a little bit of hiding, but in fact there was no shortage of life. Because he really couldn't live anymore, he simply contacted his supporters when he lived abroad all these years.

Cassio told him to go back quickly, saying that he had been away long enough to stay, and Cassio did not guarantee that he would not fall in love with other people.

Lin Xiangcai was unwilling to give up like this, so he urged Hua Shu to engage Shen Mingbei. As a result, only saw reports that Qin Yi was injured and Shen Mingbei was fine.

Lin Xiang disliked that Hua Shu was useless and wasted the manpower he put in.

But Lin wanted to see that Shen Mingbei was safe and sound, but he was actually relieved. Lin wanted to feel that he was still kind, after all, he never wanted to let Shen Mingbei die.

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