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    52. Unbearable and unbearable

    After Qu Lang finished speaking, he was in a very uneasy mood, even more uneasy than when Shen Mingbei just closed the door and ran back into the house to hide from him! The hand he held Shen Mingbei was a little stiff, a little bit at a loss.

    But if he let go, he would be reluctant...

    Qu Lang misses Shen Mingbei, no matter any close contact, Qu Lang's body will tremble, excited and nervous.

    Qu Lang couldn't even tell, where did he get the courage to speak his confession directly in front of Shen Mingbei.

    Seeing Shen Mingbei's gaze, Qu Lang suddenly wanted to find a mirror to see what he looked like now. It sure doesn't look good! It didn't take long for him to resume his diet, and his body was still a little weak, but he was dressed like a man today.

    I should prepare myself a little more, and then I will confess to Ming Bei.

    But these are all external things, he just had a fight with someone! There may be black ash on the face that has not been wiped clean!

    Thinking of this, Qu Lang looked down and saw the back of his hand, which was really covered with a little ash. I don't know where it came from, because it's a little bit gray, it seems that I don't fit in with Shen Mingbei's fair hands, and I'm really ugly.

    Qu Lang knew that he should take his hand back, but he was still reluctant to let go. Qu Lang spurned his greed, and was horrified to find that he was enjoying such a touch.

    Before Mingming, as long as he received Mingbei's sight, he would be satisfied.

    Why is it that the more you are in contact and the closer you are now, the more you want more? With such a greedy and ugly heart, what should I do to be worthy of Mingbei?

    Qu Lang hid his emotions and said slowly: "Mingbei, you don't have to be burdened, as long as I can continue to love you, that's enough. Even if you don't give me a chance, I won't complain or pester me. In the future, I will never appear in front of you. In the future, I will cry a little more quietly and try not to let you hear..." Speaking of the generous words, Qu Lang felt like a thief, and he was burdened with sin in his heart. feel.

    Mingbei is kind, as long as Mingbei knows that there is such a person who loves him, how can he not rest assured? In the matter of "breaking up" him and Gu Yibai, success was just around the corner.

    It's enough to carry his own sins. He shouldn't do this, he shouldn't say it, and let Mingbei fall into the dilemma of choice.

    Just as Shen Mingbei was about to speak, he received a call from Gu Yibai. Gu Yibai was on the other end of the phone asking about the meeting and asking if Shen Mingbei was okay.

    "I'm fine, you don't have to worry." Shen Mingbei said soothingly, but found that Qu Lang, who saw himself on the phone, turned pale, his eyes were full of tears, and his eyes were red as if they were about to pop out.

    "It's really okay, I still have something to do now, so I'll hang up first." Shen Mingbei knew that he had to settle Qu Lang's matter first, soothed Gu Yibai, and hurriedly hung up the phone.

    As soon as he hung up the phone, Qu Lang couldn't wait to say: "He came to check the post, right? Mingbei, you believe me, I won't let him know what happened today! I, you just don't see me today!"

    After Qu Lang finished speaking, he suddenly couldn't hold back his tears—his beloved, in front of him, told other people "you are like me".

    He endured the urge to cry, maintaining a calm surface that no one could see.

    Qu Lang racked his brains and said, hoping that when Shen Mingbei can't see him, he will also remember himself: "I am taking good care of the succulent you left at home, if you want to see it, I can show you— "

    "I'm not dating anyone."

    Shen Mingbei saw the tangled expression on Qu Lang's face, knew his misunderstanding from Qu Lang's words just now, and quickly interrupted his chatter. Intellectually, Shen Mingbei knew very well that Qu Lang should continue to be misunderstood like this. After a long time, his feelings for him faded away.

    Time is the best antidote.

    But looking at the tears in Qu Lang's eyes, Shen Mingbei softened for a moment and told the truth.

    "Who did you not date?" Qu Lang raised his head in surprise, his head was dizzy with joy, and even let go of Shen Mingbei's hand, Qu Lang felt that he was a little too happy!

    "If the object of your misunderstanding is Gu Yibai, I did not accept him."

    From the moment Qu Lang let go of his hand, Shen Mingbei regained his rationality, and felt that since he had said it, he would speak to Qu Lang once and for all.

    "Before the two of us got married, I did like you, but it was an appreciation for beautiful things, but what I imagined was not the same as the actual situation. You rescued me and wanted to marry me. At that time, I I really want to spend the rest of my life with you."

    Shen Mingbei read joy in Qu Lang's eyes, but——

    "It's a pity that this mood didn't last long. The most important person in your heart, Lin Xiang, is my cousin."

    If Lu Chen told Shen Mingbei that the Bai Yueguang in Qu Lang's heart was someone else, Shen Mingbei would probably still argue with Qu Lang and ask questions.

    But that person was Lin Xiang, the person Shen Mingbei didn't want to mention.

    At that time, Lin Xiang betrayed Shen Mingbei, and now he has even become a suspect for killing his parents. Shen Mingbei couldn't accept it no matter what, there was such a person in Qu Lang's heart.

    "You two, cousins?"

    Qu Lang was really surprised. He only knew that Shen Mingbei's parents had both died, there was a young aunt, and a second uncle who fled with the money and was now arrested and imprisoned.

    "He lived in my house for a period of time, we grew up together, and we were very close—" Before Shen Mingbei finished speaking, Qu Lang couldn't wait to speak.

    "Aren't you willing to forgive me because of him? Mingbei, you have me in your heart, right!" Qu Lang thought that the two brothers had a good relationship, but Shen Mingbei didn't want to destroy himself and Lin Xiang, so he wanted to separate from yourself.

    Qu Lang didn't even think about this reason carefully, how unreasonable it was - if Lin wanted to have a good relationship with Shen Mingbei, and Lin wanted to come back from abroad, how could he have been targeting Mingbei?

    But Qu Lang just held a faint hope, and wanted to get a positive answer. He wanted to know that he still had some place in Shen Mingbei's heart.

    Shen Mingbei shook his head: "We were only close when we were young. When we grew up, he went to the Lu family. You should know more about what happened later."

    Qu Lang nodded, he did know, and only recently learned a little from Lu Chen's mouth.

    When Lin Xiang was in the Lu family, he was raised by the old boss Lu as his son, but Lu Chen fell in love with Lin Xiang. His own son and Lin Xiang got together, so Mr. Lu thought of driving Lin Xiang away.

    Lu Chen was crazy when he talked about this. He said, "I think I was so panicked at that time. He was helpless when he left the Lu family! But I can't protect him at all!"

    Qu Lang didn't know how true or false Lu Chen was when he said this, but he was certain of one thing, the old boss Lu's purpose of adopting Lin Xiang was definitely not simple. The funds of Lu's real estate have been a problem for more than ten years. At that time, Mr. Lu did not want to solve the problem of funds, but instead adopted a Lin Xiang...

    Qu Lang felt that he had caught some clues, but he couldn't tell them apart. He felt that his mind was a little fuzzy and shook his head. Qu Lang regretted a little. He shouldn't take medicine today. After taking medicine, he always thinks more slowly. At times like this, he won't be able to turn around.

    "With the relationship between you and Lin Xiang, the two of us are really not suitable. No matter where you look at it, it is not suitable."

    Shen Mingbei didn't know what Qu Lang was thinking, but he also knew very well that Lin Xiang had saved Qu Lang's life, and Lin Xiang's position in Qu Lang's heart was irreplaceable.

    generation. Lu Chen said that Lin Xiang and Qu Lang separated because of a misunderstanding, not because of a broken relationship between them.

    "The Star Wants To Retire"

    "Lin and I thought, it's really over. In other words, I never liked him, I was just grateful. He saved me, but he betrayed me. He stole information from me for the Lu family at that time. Lu Ming. He took advantage of my trust in him, and after the betrayal happened, my relationship with him ended! I never thought of getting back with him!"

    Qu Lang said firmly.

    This was the first time Shen Mingbei heard of this.

    All he had been hearing from Lu Chen was that Lin Xiang had a lifelong friendship with Qu Lang. The two of them were naturally together when they were young. The two of them were a match made in heaven. After the two of them accidentally misunderstood each other, Lin Xiangcai left the country!

    Qu Lang had been waiting for Lin Xiang to come back for so many years.

    What Lu Chen said seemed to match the plot of the book, Shen Mingbei never thought about whether there was any misunderstanding in the middle.

    As a result, I asked Qu Langyi to talk about it today, which seemed to be slightly different from Lu Chen's words of "deep love without regret" and "love is difficult for oneself"...

    But so what?

    Has Qu Lang ever loved Lin Xiang, will he get back together with Lin Xiang, what does it have to do with him ignoring his own preferences and indifference to him for so many years? Maybe Qu Lang can't love people, but no one will always wait for him to grow up, wait for him to grow up!

    With the power of the Qu family, Qu Lang said that he loved himself, but only today did he know the relationship between himself and Lin Xiang, isn't it funny?

    Shen Mingbei stopped Qu Lang's confession, he said lightly to Qu Lang: "Enough, those things are over. It has nothing to do with me—"

    Qu Lang couldn't see Shen Mingbei ignoring him the most. He stood up straight, took Shen Mingbei's hand, and forced the person between the wall and his arm. He wanted to kiss him regardless.

    I want to kiss the person I've been thinking about impulsively...

    It was very uncomfortable for Shen Mingbei to be blocked by Qu Lang like this. Looking at Qu Lang's eyes, Shen Mingbei felt a little softness in his heart just now, and he completely regained his calm.

    Shen Mingbei said coldly: "You loosen up."

    Qu Lang didn't want to.

    But after Shen Mingbei finished speaking, he obediently let go of the restraining hand. Facing Shen Mingbei's request, he had absolutely no way to refuse.Please keep in mind: Free and fastest update, no anti-theft, no anti-theft.

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