Zheng Yuan turned around, he faced Yan Shuwang with a straight face, and asked, "Where am I being stingy."

Yan Shuwang opened his mouth, but before he could speak, he was interrupted by Zheng Yuanan.

"You asked me to make up for broken banknotes before." Zheng Yu'an said, "You are not too generous."

Yan Shuwang: "..."

Zheng Yu'an became proud again: "I remember it all."

Yan Shu looked at the stars outside. He felt embarrassed that he had been exposed, but he couldn't help but want to prove something: "There's more."

Zheng Yuan said, "You sit in that seat." He paused and asked in a low voice, "Are you looking at me?"

Yan Shuwang didn't avoid his eyes this time. He seemed to be looking at Zheng Yu'an, but he didn't look at him now. The stars in his eyes fell into the mountain spring water in Qinglingling.

"I've been watching you," he said finally. "If you never knew, I'd want to watch you very quietly and for a long time."

Chapter 39

Zheng Yu'an doesn't remember where he saw such a sentence, saying that the reason why love is romantic lies in its silent eagerness.

Yan Shuwang feels calm from the beginning to the end. He is obviously a strong person on the outside, but like broken cellophane in a kaleidoscope, small and fragmented, hidden in the depths.

Dou'er was lying quietly at the entrance of the tent, the stars and moon in the mountains were so clear and moving, Zheng Yuan was not sleepy, he put his fingertips around the ends of Yan Shuwang's hair, played for a while, and got close to him and kissed him.

"A little stubble." Yan Shuwang said vaguely, Zheng Yuan's palm brushed his chin, and he laughed softly.

"I know you're a man," he said. "We've all had sex."

Yan Shuwang: "It's only half of it, I haven't entered yet."

Zheng Yu'an was a little speechless, but it made sense to think about it.

Yan Shuwang said that I was afraid that when I really did it, you would be soft.

"Probably not." Zheng Yu'an thought about it and said seriously, "It felt good that day, I like it very much."

Yan Shuwang followed with a smile. He seemed very relieved or moved, and he put it on and kissed Zheng Yu'an's face very tenderly.

"Don't think of me so bad." Zheng Yu'an said softly when his lips parted, "I can't get along with just anyone."

Yan Shuwang looked at him for a long time, and he said I know.

Zheng Yu'an added, "Don't be so insecure."

Yan Shuwang shook his head and said, "You don't understand one thing."

"My feelings for you are mine alone. No matter what you are, whether you agree or refuse, even if you never know or can never respond to me, this feeling exists."

Yan Shu looked at him and said, "My relationship is not so fragile, it is safe, it belongs to you, but it also belongs to me."

Zheng Yuan was silent for a while, saying that you still don't believe me.

Yan Shuwang sighed, he was a little helpless, like coaxing a child: "I didn't disbelieve you, I just won't force it on you, you are not from this circle, maybe a year or two, you have something new, but five years Ten years?"

Zheng Yuan opened his mouth, Yan Shuwang stretched out his index finger, pressed his lips against his lips, and gave a soft "shh".

He said some things that couldn't be said easily.

"You have always liked women. In your life plan, there should be marriage before you meet me.

give birth

Are you going to give up on these? "

Zheng Yu'an pursed his lips, Yan Shuwang looked down at him, he withdrew his index finger, and leaned closer to kiss him gently.

Yan Shuwang: "I've passed the age of being drunk now."

He said: "I want to give you the best and the most beautiful, but if you suddenly don't want it one day in the future, I can't find the next person to give it to."

Even in a relationship between men and women, the beginning of a relationship is to promise what will happen in the future. Presumably most people can't accept it. Even with a serious temper like Zheng Yu'an, in the past contacts, he has never been able to go deep with the other party. Consider the extent to which you step into a marriage hall, or even spend the rest of your life together.

He couldn't describe whether Yan Shuwang was deeply in love or was too purposeful. Why did he think his relationship would last forever? And still between two men, without the constraints of any moral proof?

Yan Shuwang said that you don't need to think too much, it's fine now.

Zheng Yu'an wanted to scold him for being cunning and cunning, good and bad, loose and tight were all finished by him, leaving a rabbit hole, Zheng Yu'an is the "Alice" standing at the entrance of the hole, and there may be blooming flowers waiting for him, Perhaps the endless abyss, he was tempted to jump down.

Yan Shuwang politely asked him not to think about it, but in fact, he was holding the only key in his hand, and knocked on the tip of his heart like nothing.

It seemed like a cooling-off period. After returning from camping, Yan Shuwang rarely contacted Zheng Yu'an.

He retreated to a distance that seemed to be a very safe and appropriate distance. Just as he said, there was a distinct TAG under the bed.

Zheng Yuan is not a hairy boy, he is very calm, but he tends to get distracted when he smokes during the lunch break, and has been gossiped by Qin Hanguan several times.

"What's the matter with you?" President Qin asked straight to the point, "Lovelorn?"

Zheng Yuan glanced at him and said angrily, "Do I look like the one who was dumped?"

Qin Hanguan didn't give him face: "It's not like you haven't been dumped."

Zheng Yu'an: "..."

Qin Hanguan stared at his face for a few seconds: "But this time it doesn't seem to be the same."

Zheng Yuan took a breath, he was silent for a while, and asked, "What's the difference."

Qin Hanguan thought for a while, and said, "It's a bit like you picked a good day with your household registration book, and you were ready to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to register on the day you were put on pigeons."

"..." Zheng Yu'an gritted his teeth, "Can you shut up?"

Until Friday, Yan Shuwang, who was on the top of WeChat, was dead.

Zheng Yuan frowned, and after exiting and entering the app a few times, he felt that he had something wrong, like a grudge, but he couldn't help looking at each other's circle of friends.