Dai Zhong: Oh my God, you won't really be dating online! ?

The author has something to say: Mama Yu: He can only be tempted when he meets a girl who treats him sincerely when he is young

Mother Yu: He fell in love with people most likely because of long-term company

Yu Mian: That...it seems...it's all me?

(So ​​if Yu Mian didn't pass through, Yu's mother would be empty of bamboo baskets for water)

Chapter 1 Satisfaction

Lu is a very mature person. He is taciturn and rarely talks actively. He is always busy at work. He is slow to respond to new things on the Internet, does not understand fashion and trends, and is serious. Although he uses Weibo, he never posts. Weibo is not even a fan circle.

Yu Mian had known him for so long, and always felt that in reality he should be the kind of middle-aged man with a serious face.

She also wondered if Lu was a real Lin Jianshen fan before, he didn't look like a star-chasing person at all, and he didn't show any star-chasing performance.

Later in the contact, she found out that he had a deep understanding of Lin Jianshen.

Moreover, Lu's speech is very insightful. Sometimes, if Yu Mian has any troubles, he can always get a good answer when he asks him. He never took the initiative to inquire about her privacy, and the two unexpectedly matched each other when they were talking, just like a couple dating each other for a long time.

Yu Mian regarded the deer as a trusted friend and elder. Facing the deer's question at this time, Yu Mian pursed her lips and replied slowly with the next sentence.

Kapok: It's...literally [blush]

Deer: Do you like Lin Jianshen?

Kapok: I've always liked him.

Deer: Then you used to...?

The fingertips paused, and the girl's eyelids drooped, covering the shallow loneliness in her pupils.

Kapok: I just figured it out all of a sudden, I can't have it in reality, so let's be arrogant on the Internet! Anyway, he has so many girlfriends, more than me is not much, less than me is not enough.

After sending this sentence, the other side didn't reply for a long time, don't know if she was frightened.

Yu Mian lay back on the bed, her phone aside.

Is she really so peaceful in the eyes of others? They actually thought that she could hold on, guarding Lin Jianshen for ten years, but they were not moved by him?

how could it be possible!

Without him, she wouldn't know how she would survive for so many years. A person lives in this world, with no one to care about, nowhere to turn to, and no idea of ​​the meaning of his existence. The loneliness and despair surging from the depths of the soul can overwhelm anyone.

What's more, he lost his parents' Yumian at a young age.

Supporting Yu Mian to persevere, not sinking into darkness, but trying to convince himself that there is beauty in the world, and maintaining the softness and kindness of the heart, only Lin Jianshen has always been.

What he gave her was not only material satisfaction, but also a hand that reached out to support her invisibly. To her, he is like the sun shining in the darkness. He is redemption, her spiritual sustenance, and the motivation and hope of life for so many years.

Many people don't like star-chasing girls, thinking they are crazy, paranoid, and exaggerated. Yu Mian could understand their feelings. Although their starting points were different, they were essentially the same.

She didn't dare to love him before. To her, he was a sacred existence similar to faith.

She still doesn't dare to love him now, for fear that one day she will see boredom and disgust in his eyes.

But the close contact and the unique identity made her unable to restrain her heartbeat. This heartbeat came so fast, it was like magma that had accumulated under the mountain for many years, and once it erupted, it burned her whole body.

Yu Mian thought that if she was not allowed to speak out, she would definitely suffocate to death.

Lin Jianshen came to Yu's house early in the morning as he was about to rush back to the crew this afternoon.

At that time, Yu's father went fishing by the lake in the villa area, and Yu's mother had just finished watering the flower house and was watching a TV series in the living room.

Seeing him coming, Yu's mother immediately put on a satisfied smile on her face. She came up to meet him and said with a smile: "Jianshen is here to see Mianmian? She just went upstairs and hasn't come down yet. Do you want to? Why don't you go up and find her?"

Hearing this, Lin Jianshen said, "No need for auntie, I'll just wait here."

Mother Yu's intention to match is obvious, but it's not that Lin Jianshen can't see it.

A large part of the reason why he did not refuse the marriage contract was that he had very low expectations for marriage, and it made no difference to whoever married him.

However, since it was discovered later that Yu Mian hated him very much, Lin Jianshen could only apologise for Yu's mother's thoughts, and secretly signed a contract with Yu Mian.

He had no problem with the engagement, but he didn't want to force it.

Yu's mother didn't give up, and continued to instigate: "What if she doesn't come down all the time? Could it still delay your time? You're not filming, you should be very tight, if you want to say something, hurry up and tell her, we don't mind. of."

She pushed him to the stairs, and said with a smile, "Mianmian's room is the innermost room on the left side of the second floor. The little girl cried for a long time last night. Go and talk to her."

Lin Jianshen was a little hesitant at first, but when he heard that Yu Mian had been crying for a long time, those hazy teary eyes immediately appeared in front of him. The originally hesitant steps landed on the stairs.

He went upstairs, the floor was carpeted, and he could not hear a sound.

When he came to the door of the room, he paused before raising his hand and knocking on the door lightly.

A vague girl's voice sounded inside, soft and soft: "Come on!"

Very sweet taste, one can feel the vitality of youth.

The white door was opened in front of her, and the girl had a defenseless smile on her face. She was wearing a furry bunny pajamas, and her fair face was lightly pink.

Lin Jianshen looked at her eyes subconsciously. The circles of her eyes were slightly red, which was not obvious. The pupils were bright and moist, like two black pearls immersed in water.

The little girl must have been frightened, her eyes widened, a bit like a petrified animal.