"I haven't told you the truth because whenever you ask me 'where is mom?' and 'when is mom coming back', I have the illusion that she's still alive and just gone somewhere else."

"Your mother told me before her death that if she gets old and dies in the future, she wants to be buried in the Commonwealth with her mother. So I brought her back to the Commonwealth."

Guilt flashed in Chu Tian's eyes. The wrinkles at the end of Alpha's eyes indicated the fact that he was no longer young. He said apologetically to his son: "She is in the Federation, so I can't bear to come back. So for so many years, I haven't been by your side, no I'm sorry for doing my father's job."

"It's not that I didn't think about bringing you here, but I don't know how to explain the death of my mother to you, and it's true that because the Federation is not suitable for Omega life, Xiaoyu will not be free there." After Chu Tian finished speaking, again Sighs, "It sounds like an excuse to say this now, I am indeed an incompetent father."

Chu Suiyun sat on his seat blankly, his mind blank. Maybe he should have guessed the fact of his mother's death. After all, there is no mother who is so cruel that she hasn't seen her child for eight years, but he has always believed that her mother just divorced her father, and has never considered this cruelest and most likely possible.

"Thank you for growing up healthily. In this way, when I see her in the future, she can blame me less."

Chu Tian smiled bitterly.

Chapter 84 Eat Dumplings When You're Sad

A knock on the door interrupted the conversation between father and son.

Chu Suiyun was not slow to accept the fact that his mother died, because he knew that anything could happen after his mother had been away for so long. Also because he forced himself to be rational, there is no more reasonable explanation besides this reason.

Before he could ask his father and mother's specific cause of death, Yu Ze knocked on the door of the study. The three "knocks" were quick and short, and the person knocking on the door seemed a little anxious.

After knocking on the door, Yu Ze said anxiously through the door, "Mr. Chu, Xiaoyu is gone."

A hundred meters away from the villa, on a bench, Chu Muyu was sitting with his head down.

There was a cloud of thick ink floating in the sky, and there was a rush of wind and rain in it.

After overhearing Yu Ze talking on the phone just now, Chu Muyu ran out without thinking. The whole body is only loaded with a new mobile phone from my father. After walking for a hundred meters, he felt a little out of strength. On the one hand, he didn't know where to go, but more because the pressure in his heart made it difficult for him to move.

Chu Muyu never thought about the possibility of her mother's death. He was only ten years old when his mother left, and he believed whatever his father and brother said. Her father said that she and her mother were divorced, and Chu Muyu simply hoped that her parents could reconcile.

Time was too cruel, Chu Muyu thought about it carefully, but found that the only impression of her mother was that her voice was very gentle and pleasant. Because when he was a child, he fell asleep listening to his mother's voice every night.

A biting cold raindrop fell on Chu Muyu's face, recalling his thoughts. This cold winter rain didn't start out violently, but it already had the momentum to freeze the world.

Chu Muyu knew that she couldn't stay outdoors for a long time. When she ran out just now, she even forgot to put on her jacket. If it goes on like this, it will freeze.

Can you go back?

Chu Muyu didn't want to go back. After suddenly learning of the fact that his mother died, he still didn't know how to face his father and brother. My brother should also be kept in the dark, right? Do you want to tell this cruel fact to your brother by yourself?

Suddenly, the cold raindrops stopped hitting his head, and a figure appeared in front of Chu Muyu, and he slowly raised his head to look.

Shen Qingdeng stretched out his arms and covered the umbrella on top of Chu Muyu's head. His dark blue eyes were like the hard ice born on this winter night, with a biting chill, staring at the person in front of him.

"...Shen Qingdeng?" Chu Muyu called out Alpha's name somewhat unexpectedly.

Shen Qingdeng asked him, "What are you doing outside?"

Familiar voices and caring words became the last straw that made Chu Muyu emotionally burst.

Omega's eyes were red, and then two lines of tears fell. Chu Muyu cried and said to Shen Qingdeng, "I'm so sad..."

Shen Qingdeng raised an umbrella, squatted down, looked up at Chu Muyu: "What's the matter, don't cry."

It was obviously a comforting word, but he said it awkwardly and bluntly.

Chu Muyu didn't know how to tell Shen Qingdeng why he was sad. This was a long story, and he was crying in a chaotic manner, unable to explain.

So from Shen Qingdeng's point of view, Chu Muyu began to cry when she saw him, crying non-stop, as if she was sad because of herself.

Is it really because of me? Shen Qingdeng frowned.

Seeing the thin figure of Chu Muyu wearing only a sweater, Shen Qingdeng came back to his senses, quickly took off his jacket, and put his hands around Chu Muyu to put it on him.

Just when he was about to withdraw his hands and come back, Chu Muyu suddenly hugged his waist.

Omega's head was buried in Shen Qingdeng's chest, and his side was tightly pressed against him. Shen Qingdeng stopped all movements, finally hesitated, and hugged him back.

"Can I go to your house?"

Chu Muyu raised his head, with ripples in his eyes, and asked bluntly.

He didn't know why he met Shen Qingdeng here, but the appearance of Alpha made him feel a lot better. Chu Muyu wanted to temporarily escape from his father and brother.

Shen Qingdeng was silent.

Chu Muyu read a faint refusal from his silence, Omega frowned, and asked, "Can't you?"

The raindrops got bigger and bigger, hitting the ground with a snapping sound. The umbrella was placed on the chair when Shen Qingdeng was undressing just now. Now the two are hugging each other, and they can't bear to lift the umbrella again, and the raindrops fall on the two of them without any obstacle.

Shen Qingdeng's voice seemed to be squeezed out from the deepest part of his throat, and he said, "Yes."

Shen Qingdeng's home is not close to Chutian's villa, to be precise, very far. Chutian's villa is in the south of the city, but Shen Qingdeng's house is in the north, almost crossing the entire urban area of ​​Shanlan. It took them more than an hour by taxi.