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    What is love?

    Qing Huan did not know.

    She really doesn't know. In fact, now, she has begun to doubt whether there is such a thing in the world, but facing the sad eyes of the female ghost, Qing Huan calmly said: "This question, you will naturally know in the future."

    "But, I want to know now." The female ghost's eyes were sad, but after a few seconds, she suddenly smiled again, "Oh, maybe, it's the best not to know. I've been asking all my life, but I haven't gotten it yet. How can I expect others to tell me about a result?"

    Qing Huan saw the sadness in her eyes. Since this female ghost appeared on the bridge, she was neither surprised nor happy, her face was flat, Qing Huan looked at her, and sighed lowly.

    What's the point of being so trapped by love.

    "Girl, how long have you been here?"

    He was the first person to talk to her and take the initiative to care about her. Qing Huan smiled slightly, and was willing to speak with this female ghost who seemed to be taciturn and silent, but her eyes were very gentle: "It's been too long, I don't remember." She looked into the distance. "How long I've been here, how old I am, I don't even remember."

    "Won't it be lonely?" the female ghost asked softly. "I often feel lonely. When His Majesty is not here, I am lonely. When His Majesty comes down, I am still lonely. I am very lonely even when he is not by my side. He is so close to me, why do I feel so far away? "

    Qing Huan really has no say in love, she doesn't know what she can say about this ghost. Persuade her not to be obsessed and turn back to the shore? What qualifications and confidence does she have to comfort others who have also fallen into madness? The wound is not on his own body, no one knows how painful it is. The first thing she learned was that she never asked others about her own standards.

    "Do you know, girl, my name is Ruolan, and it was given to me by Your Majesty." The female ghost Ruolan seemed to be lost in memories, and a sweet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. You can imagine how beautiful she was before her death. . "At that time, I was just a singing singer. His Majesty visited me privately and took a fancy to me, so he took me back to the palace and made me a concubine."

    The smile on her face was so sweet that Qing Huan couldn't even bear to interrupt her, so she quietly let her continue.

    "That time was my happiest time. I had the money to bury my parents, and a husband who was very good to me. It was really... a day like a dream." The smile on the corner of the female ghost Ruolan's mouth was even softer , After a long while, she seemed to have thought of something, and smiled again. "My birth name is Shang'er. Your Majesty changed my name for me, made me Concubine Lan, and let me live in the Qilan Palace. There are so many orchids in the palace. I'm so happy. I think I have the whole The world. Therefore, even if other concubines and concubines poisoned me, causing the fetus in my womb to die, and it would be difficult to conceive children, I would not care. Because as long as there is Your Majesty, it is enough, as long as Your Majesty can keep watching me.”

    "He stayed in my palace for more than ten days for a month. Except for the first half year, and later, he would not touch me. I don't know why, but everyone thinks that I am the emperor's favorite woman. ." The female ghost Ruolan's tears fell drop by drop, her eyes had the sadness and sweetness of memories, but they were also extremely empty. "Isn't it okay to let me be deceived like this? Why do you want me to know the truth? Let me know... In fact, I'm just such an unbearable existence."

    "The emperor has been in love with him. In the first six months, he favored me because I was a substitute and because he hadn't got that woman. Half a year later, he came to my palace but didn't touch me because he had already obtained That person was just trying to hide people's eyes and ears, so he used me as a cover, afraid that the queen and other concubines would pay attention to that woman. Girl, look, I can't even laugh, because Your Majesty doesn't like to see me laugh , I always thought it was because I didn't look good when I smiled, but it turned out that it was because I was the least like her when I laughed."

    "You are beautiful." Qing Huan said sincerely.

    "What's the use of beauty? After all, what Your Majesty loves is not me, but the queen of the enemy country." The female ghost Ruolan smiled softly, and Qing Huan realized that when she laughed, there was a playful little tiger tooth at the corner of her mouth, There is a sweet pear vortex.

    "Your Majesty made me a target. He knew that I was pregnant, but he still let me lose my child and lose my body, just because the woman was angry with him, because he had promised her that in the harem, he would never Touch another person. When I was pregnant, the woman became angry, so His Majesty pushed the boat and asked the Queen to drug me."

    "I thought this was the ultimate tragedy. But I didn't expect that His Majesty was more cruel than I thought."

    "He ordered someone to kill me after I had sex, send the body back to the enemy country, and let the queen of the enemy country take my place." The female ghost Ruolan smiled bleakly. "The Laner he kept shouting was not me. He planned to save me and help me, and it wasn't me. He had no affection for me. The corpse was whipped and its head cut off and hung on the city wall to show the public. His Majesty always insisted that his Concubine Lan was in the palace, girl, you say... Can I blame him?"

    "I have never blamed him. Because he is Your Majesty. He is hot and cold, I don't blame him, he doesn't save the child, I don't blame him, he uses me as a substitute, and I don't blame him, he killed me, I still don't blame him, because I love him. That kind of love has been etched into my soul, making me live and die for him. But I still feel sad, I still... still feel pain when I think about what happened in my life. What did I do wrong? I grew up in a poor family, and my parents loved and loved me, but once the family was down, I had to be a singing singer, but I didn’t steal or rob, and I kept myself clean. Why did I end up like this? end?"

    Qing Huan looked at her quietly.

    The female ghost Ruolan was shedding blood and tears, and Qing Huan was secretly frightened, but she had seen many ghosts on the bridge, but it was the first time she had seen a ghost like Ruolan even after she died.

    After a long while, she sighed softly, brushed her hand over the female ghost Ruolan's face, and said in a low voice, "Then let's have a dream, since you want him to fall in love with you, I'll help you. But in this world love , how can there be so many happy and upright people."

    This love is too heavy, and it makes Qing Huan feel depressed again.

    She has lived in so many worlds, loves those worlds with great sincerity and enthusiasm, and believes in the beautiful feelings that those beautiful people have, but she herself will never have love again. It's not that she fears or rejects it, but that she really no longer needs love. The family and friendship also made her unable to let go. So far, what she missed the most was the practice of being a Taoist priest.

    Chi'er, ah chi'er, there are times in your life that you have to have it, why bother to ask for it.

    And she has already learned and enjoys forgetting. No matter the memory is good or painful, it will eventually pass, and nothing can beat time.

    Qing Huan sighed again, she sent Mo Ze out, and Nai He Bridge was instantly deserted. don't know what happened to which world, maybe there is a problem with time, let's talk about it when Mo Ze returns safely.

    When he closed his eyes and opened them again, Qing Huan felt a sharp pain. She subconsciously covered the painful part, and sat up suddenly, sitting on the bed bent over, hugging her stomach tightly.

    "Niangniang, Niangniang, are you awake?!" A little palace maid with a round face greeted her, excitedly expressing her worries, "It's great, you're finally awake! The imperial doctor said you can't move! Hurry up, Lie down!"

    Qing Huan's brain hurts a bit. Her arrival has always been random and has no time limit, but it seems to be unreliable every time. Maybe she should consider whether to decide the time point for herself in the next world? At this moment, it was obvious that Ruolan had a small birth, and the emperor had already obtained the so-called enemy queen.

    In other words, before he got the queen's heart, he wouldn't kill Ruolan, but there wasn't much time, at most about a year, until the queen fell in love with him and was willing to be his concubine, then it would be Ruolan. Lan's death.

    How ruthless and cruel this man must be, to come up with such a method, to take advantage of a woman who loves him so much.

    Qing Huan didn't want to think so much, because she was really in pain. I have endured all kinds of pain before, but now I am squeamish.

    "Niangniang..." The little palace maid called softly. "You, do you want to see Your Majesty? Or, should Tuan Cui order someone to urge you?"

    "No need." Qing Huan said weakly. "Your Majesty is in a state of affairs, why do you have time to visit this palace? You should retire."

    He is a ghost, and he is simply hiding in the secret room of his bedroom to cultivate feelings with the enemy queen using circles and forks.

    Qing Huan had seen many people in these worlds, but none of the men she chose to be her companions were as disgusting and despicable as this emperor. Since she is not a fellow traveler, Qing Huan will naturally not be polite, so she does not want to keep such a man by her side.

    Tuan Cui looked at Qing Huan's pale face, her heart trembled, she responded and retreated.

    With no one else in the hall, Qing Huan moved her fingers lightly, and the pain disappeared instantly. In a world she didn't want to stay, it didn't matter if her heart didn't beat, because there wouldn't be any emotion that could touch her. Whether it was the cruel and ruthless emperor, the queen who betrayed her husband and threw herself into the arms of the enemy, or the king who smashed the body of a weak woman, all of them were the extremes of disgust for Qing Huan.

    Therefore, the ability can be used without limit.

    Might as well use the first one. Qing Huan tilted her head to think for a while, and there was a strange smile on the corner of her mouth.

    Naturally, she will not use the ability that does not exist in this world on the feelings of the emperor and others. If feelings are not wholeheartedly, their wishes will not be fulfilled. Qinghuan has no will to deceive others, but in other respects, she did not say that she could not. Use it.

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