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    Yan Chao sat down beside him, stretched out his hand and touched his belly, which was so thin that there was no trace of fat: "A boy or a girl?"

    Zhou Chenyu: "It's the same for boys and girls, otherwise my son won't be a target."

    Yan Chao: "You can make a base."

    Just as Zhou Chenyu sneered, she heard Yan Chao's cell phone ring suddenly.

    Yan Zhao glanced at the screen and seemed to be slightly startled, but instead of avoiding him, he picked it up directly.

    Every time Yan Chao talked about his work, he immediately showed a different sternness and seriousness than usual, so Zhou Chenyu involuntarily looked at him with his head sideways.

    If it weren't for the fact that there was still a hint of youth in his handsome brows that had not yet fully grown, it would be hard to believe that his calm and calm aura belonged to a young man in his early twenties.

    Zhou Chenyu was fascinated when she saw Yan Chao hung up the phone and turned to look at him: "My boss, ask if we have time to go to the company tomorrow for a meeting to talk about the new variety show."

    If Yan Chao didn't mention it, Zhou Chenyu would have forgotten about this "boss", but when he mentioned him now, Zhou Chenyu instantly remembered the incident that night when he met Yan Chao and his boss at the hotel.

    Zhou Chenyu glanced at Yan Chao, and said coolly: "What do you say, what did you go out to eat with your boss that night? I haven't given me an explanation until now."

    Yan Chao also looked at him with interest: "Then why did you drink like that that day? You haven't given me an explanation until now."

    Zhou Chenyu said angrily: "Nonsense, why do you say? I was looking forward to you with my whole heart, you told me that you didn't have time at night, but you went to accompany your boss in a blink of an eye, do you think I can't have a myocardial infarction? "

    Hearing what he said, Yan Chao felt a burst of guilt for a while: "Isn't that a sudden incident, I can't help it for official business entertainment."

    Zhou Chenyu snorted coldly: "Your boss has the time to socialize outside, why doesn't he have the time to clarify the black stuff you are flying all over the sky."

    Yan Zhao was stunned for a moment, and understood that Zhou Chenyu was referring to the fact that it was rumored on the Internet that he was the backstage coffee of the gold master.

    Yan Chao's eyes sank: "If there is no wind and no waves, don't you doubt that these black materials are true?"

    Zhou Chenyu shook his head seriously: "You are a lonely child, it seems incredible that you can be like this so quickly. Before I met you, I might have believed the black material. But I know you as a person. After that, you will definitely see your talent and hard work, and people like you will never be buried at any time."

    Yan Zhao looked at him with firm eyes, a ray of light flashed in his eyes for an instant, but it was quickly replaced by more and more complicated emotions.

    After a long while, Yan Zhao said solemnly, "Then what if I tell you that part of the black material is true?"

    Zhou Chenyu was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously raised her eyes to look at him.

    Then Yan Chao sighed faintly: "Why are you so naive? In this circle, not all gold can shine."

    Yan Chao turned his head and looked into Zhou Chenyu's eyes solemnly.

    His secrets that have been buried in his heart for more than 20 years, the source of pain and struggle for him countless times, finally impatiently want to break free from the despair that sees no light, and reveal it to his most beloved person listen.

    Yan Chao said, "Do you still remember the night we went to Xinjiang to record the show?"

    Zhou Chenyu stared blankly at Yan Chao, and after a while, she nodded.

    Yan Chao said, "Actually, I haven't had a relapse for many years. It was because I was suddenly stimulated that day."

    Zhou Chenyu murmured, "..."Red Mane Horse"?"

    Yan Zhao nodded.

    Such a story was written in the playbook as tragic, but there are many real tragedies in life, and there are so many happy endings.

    The innocent and ignorant Northwest girl falls in love with a Beijing man, but in the process of falling in love, she learns that the man actually has a family. the facts of the person. So she didn't even say hello, and decided to return to her hometown.

    The communication technology of that era was far less developed than it is now, not to mention that her hometown was such a remote frontier town. After she cut off all contact with men, it really seemed as if the world had evaporated.

    Across thousands of kilometers, even if the man dug three feet into the ground, he couldn't find her right away.

    But what she didn't expect was that she was already pregnant with a man's child.

    Instead of aborting the child, she gave birth to him and planned to raise him with her mother.

    However, she didn't do it in the end.

    After giving birth, she suffered from severe postpartum depression, and finally ended her young life when the child was three years old.

    "She committed suicide by cutting her wrists," Yan Chao said calmly as if he was telling someone else's story, "I was lying in her arms at the time, and when I woke up, my whole body was covered in blood."

    Since then, the shocking red has become an indelible memory in his mind, appearing in his dreams day after day, haunting him for more than ten years, bringing him thousands of A nightmare that struggles but cannot escape.

    Hearing this, Zhou Chenyu felt a pain in his heart involuntarily, he subconsciously stretched out his hand and clenched Yan Chao.

    His hands were always cold and soft, like a kind of cool comfort, which made Yan Chao feel an inexplicable peace of mind.

    Yan Chao said, "That night, you also held my hand like this."

    Zhou Chenyu then held his hand even tighter, as if it was not enough, she leaned forward and rubbed his chin on his shoulder: "I will never let go again."

    Yan Chao smiled slightly and then said, "After she left, my grandmother and I are the only people left at home."

    It didn't take long for the news of her death to reach the man. The man who hadn't appeared in the past few years found them and wanted to take him and his grandmother to Beijing.

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