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    Grandma naturally disagreed, no one could accept the mercy of a man who indirectly killed his daughter so easily.

    Although Yan Chao was only a little old at that time, he already knew a lot of things. He clearly remembered that from the day his mother left, his hatred for men was deeply buried in his heart.

    The men finally gave up and left them with a card that would pay on time every month.

    After Yan Chao went to school, the man called him many times and asked him if he would like to go to the big city with him, but Yan Chao refused without exception.

    As he got older, he became more and more reluctant to face this person.

    He even thought that it would be nice if the men hadn't found them from beginning to end, at least that way, it wouldn't make him think again and again of the blood in his memory, and the hopelessness that couldn't be redeemed.

    Later, like all ordinary children, Yan Chao studied and went to school step by step. His special family background and growth experience made him mature much earlier than his peers.

    Although he was confused about the future in his heart, Yan Chao knew that there was nothing wrong with studying hard. Only when he saw that he was promising would he be able to make his grandmother feel a little gratified.

    In June of the year of the college entrance examination, when he learned that he had been admitted to Peking University, he almost thought that everything was going to get better. Unexpectedly, before waiting for the admission notice, my grandmother suddenly left him.

    Although the original life was not very clear, there was also a little light that warmed each other. But such a sudden bad news, for Yan Chao, who was eighteen years old at the time, was tantamount to once again completely driving him into the abyss of despair.

    However, life still had to go on, and Yan Chao was forced to sort out his mess and come to Beijing to study alone.

    After learning the news, the man found him again, gave him a lot of living expenses, and promised him that when he graduated, he would be offered a good job and a life-long worry-free life.

    Yan Chao naturally refused at first, but with such a tender and stubborn air, he belonged to an eighteen-year-old child and was destined to not last long.

    He was helpless and could not even maintain a basic life. In the end, he had to endure the humiliation and accept everything the man offered him.

    So the story later became logical. He studied hard, participated in the program as a school official of a famous school, and entered the world TV work as soon as he graduated.

    In just five years, he gradually saw various rules in the industry, and the reality smoothed the edges and corners of his body.

    He is not incapable, but in many cases, just being capable is not enough.

    As the chairman of Universal Media, such a stain in life can never be exposed, so no third person knows the relationship between Wang Hui and him. Others only knew that Wang Hui valued him, and over time, he would naturally associate with bad aspects.

    But Yan Chao doesn't care, whether it belongs to the host's microphone or the program producer's editor-in-chief, these are far more meaningful to him than those rumors.

    He gradually defined the distance between himself and Wang Hui within a reasonable comfort zone. As long as the other party did not cross the Thunder Pond, Yan Chao could still maintain a normal superior-subordinate relationship with him.

    He is an adult now, and he understands that the entanglements of the previous generation cannot be sorted out with a simple sentence of love or hate.

    His life is different from that of ordinary people. He has no relatives, and has no outlet to express his emotions. He only devotes himself to work to fill this gap.

    The last bit of sequelae left by this painful past is probably the worries about dealing with a relationship that have been buried deep in his heart since then.

    Yan Zhao took a deep breath and looked at Zhou Chenyu: "Until I meet you."

    After saying this, he sneered as if he had finally unloaded some burden: "Isn't it incredible? But I did this way all the way to this day."

    Zhou Chenyu was so shocked that he was speechless for a while, he never thought that Yan Chao and Wang Hui would have such a relationship, and there was such a dusty past between them.

    I heard Yan Chao say again: "Although it seems that I have seen a lot of things over the years, but every time I think about it, I still feel that...my existence itself is a mistake, and everything after this is all. It is a remedy for this mistake. But the mistake has already been made, and no matter how much compensation is made, there is no turning back.”

    Zhou Chenyu was silent for a while, then suddenly stretched out her hand, hugged Yan Chao's neck, and shook her head seriously: "It's not your fault, you are my baby."

    Yan Zhao lowered his eyes and looked at Zhou Chenyu's eyes, and saw that it was filled with a rare firmness and tenderness, just like when he told Zhou Chenyu his unknown secret for the first time a long time ago.

    Many times, when people show the hidden wounds in their hearts, they are not actually trying to get some healing medicine.

    After all, the wound has already stopped bleeding and scabbed, and now it is exposed again without reservation, but it just needs someone who can share it and not feel unacceptable because of its horror.

    Zhou Chenyu still looked at him, and the corner of her lips raised a gentle arc again: "If it is really a mistake, then I would like to thank God even more for letting this mistake hit me."

    Yan Chao looked at him fixedly, but couldn't say anything for a while.

    After a while, Zhou Chenyu leaned forward gently, her soft thin lips touched the corner of Yan Chao's lips, and gave a gentle kiss, as if some kind of silent consolation.

    His hot and humid breath sprayed on Yan Chao's cheek, and then moved all the way to the side of his ear.

    "Brother Xiaoyan." Zhou Chenyu's voice was low, with a rare softness that wasn't meant to be a joke, and called Yan Chao's favorite title.

    "I don't care what happened in the past, at least from today, you are no longer carefree in this world."

    Chapter 91 Going to the Cold Kiln

    "...The program will carry out in-depth cooperation with Liaofengxuan Quyi Club, focusing on the daily work and personal growth of quyi actors in different industries, using dramatic shooting methods to achieve the purpose of popularizing science to the public in a relatively relaxed style. "

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