After telling the story, Shen Du looked at Jiang Yuan. This time, the love and longing in his eyes overflowed, and he couldn't hide. After six years, Shen Duwan can still hear the sound of the blood being scalded to the point of boiling. He seems to be walking in the desert, walking and walking to find an oasis, the grass is fertile and the water is beautiful, and it is lush. His memories are always warm and sweet.

Jiang Yuan was of course shocked.

He remembers those things. He remembered that he gave an umbrella, a candy, a lily, and performed some songs, but he didn't know that the "brothers" opposite him were the same person, let alone Shen degree.

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Jiang Yuan of course understood at this time that the movie emperor Shen Da was not a pervert. is like. In fact, after various trials and speculations, Jiang Yuan has long been convinced that Shen Du and Shen Daying are not perverted, but every time he recalls "the last life", he feels that he and Shen Du have not had much interaction in the past two weeks, and he can't Give Shen Du's thin kiss a reasonable explanation. After all, his appearance was so tragic that no normal person would want to watch it, let alone kiss him. He didn't believe that two weeks of "likes" could go beyond instinct.

But now, he understands.

"After that," Shen Du continued, "I wanted to know what the professional charm of 'movie actor' was, so I became an extra for a while in my senior year. As a result, this road went down for four years. On the one hand, movies really It's very interesting, and the actor is really interesting. He can have many, many wonderful lives that are condensed. On the other hand... this industry is extremely dirty, and your character is too... I don't want your ideals to be distorted and deformed , full of mud and scars."

Jiang Yuan whispered, "I can protect myself."

Shen Du smiled: "That's good."

"..."

"So," finally, Shen Du asked, "Yuan Yuan, can you take me back?"

Jiang Yuan stared blankly at Shen Du.

"You once gave me an umbrella, a candy, and a lily, but I am insatiable and greedy, and I want to have you as a whole."

Jiang Yuan: "..."

Shen Du has changed his posture. At this moment, he is also sitting by the U Bein Bridge, with his fingers crossed, on his knees, looking at the half-red sunset in the distance, and saying, "I still want to have your eyes, your lips, the tip of your tongue, your The... everything, your flesh-body, your heart, your love. So, can you take me back? For a lifetime." There was also light in his pupils.

Jiang Yuan opened his mouth and said, "I..."

"Okay" was about to blurt out, but Jiang Yuan held it back.

Unbelievable, after knowing all this, Jiang Yuan became cautious. Originally, he wanted to be "together", but Shen Du was too serious, Jiang Yuan was overwhelmed, tied his hands, and lost ground. He always felt that this was too heavy - if they were lovers, Shen Du gave him everything, the inequality of the two would make him feel more ashamed and anxious, and finally ended this originally very beautiful relationship hastily, That……

Jiang Yuan thought about it for a long time and said seriously: "Shen Du, I... I... um, can you think about it again?"

"Um?"

"I'm afraid I'm under too much pressure." Jiang Yuan's face was against the stake, still holding the wood, "I don't know how to say it. I still have to confirm that I plan to 'for the rest of my life'. Get closer to you and understand better You, you know, other than the chemical reaction...every aspect is very suitable. Otherwise, on the one hand, I will worry that you will be disappointed, and I will worry about destroying the appearance of yourself. On the other hand, if we don't go on... I'm afraid I owe too much. I don't want to owe anything in my life... So, can I think about it again?" Whether it's concrete or abstract.

"Of course." Shen Du nodded and asked, "Do I need to act less like it?" He is an actor.

Jiang Yuan shook his head: "As long as you are comfortable."

"Um."

"...Shen Du." Then, Jiang Yuan asked hesitantly, "If in the end, I didn't promise you... Would you be disappointed?" Actually, Jiang Yuan really didn't know whether he wanted such a feeling - warm , passionate, choice crazy, extreme. The education he received was all "plain at best". Diesel oil and salt.

He didn't know, with a handful of roses in his hand, what he could appreciate was the beauty of the flowers or the sharpness of the thorns.

"No." Shen Du replied, "This month of the "Cabinet" crew...is enough to remember for a lifetime."

Jiang Yuan hugged the wood tightly.

"I don't regret it, I'm very fortunate." Shen Du added, "I'm glad that my choice to be an actor was correct. I acted with you in a movie, played a pair of lovers, and helped you get rid of Zhongqi Film and Television, Signed a good company for you."

"..."

Shen Du's eyes looked into the distance, and his voice drifted in the wind: "I have the kawa mangrove forest in Malaysia, the Jiuyu Island, Vietnam, Myanmar, the sunrise in Bagan, the Ananda Pagoda, and the U Bein Bridge. There are dances at weddings, hugs in hotels, holding hands on the street, and wooden houses built together..." After speaking, Shen Du turned his head with a smile on his lips and eyes, "I really have very many."

"Shen Du..."

It's only a month, is it "a lot"?

Jiang Yuan's heart was pounding, but he still had no impulse.

There is only one head left of the sun.

A group of geese lined up in herringbone and flew over the heads of the two.

"Shen Du," after thinking about it, Jiang Yuan decided to confess as well, "You should also be very curious... Why did I study advertising?"

"Um."

"Let me fill in the blank part of your story." Jiang Yuan said, "I didn't go to that park for two weeks because I encountered something."

"What is it?"

"During that time, I participated in several commercials and a few short films, about two or three of them, which were often broadcast on local TV, one was a mobile phone and the other was what, and then some people who didn't understand the industry thought I was making a lot of money. After school one day... take me in a car, tie me up in a dark room, and my mother wants 1.25 million. Not much, hahaha, but my salary at that time was only 1000 yuan an hour - of course , the others haven't counted yet. Most of them are two or three thousand a day. I was detained for three or four days before I was rescued by the police. Since then... my mother will not allow me to shoot any more films. The two of us I also moved to a new house, and I also cancelled my mobile phone number, so you won't find me after calling that number."

"So..." Shen Du thought of something else, "Don't you dare to take the elevator?"

"It's alright now." Jiang Yuan's hand was holding the wooden pillar tightly, and it was a little white, "That room is huge and black, I'm very scared... The nerves in my brain are tense every second. Go home. In the future, as long as I'm in a confined space, I'm going to be wrong. I have to be very sure that I can run outside, elevators, planes, etc. will make me feel out of control. For a while, my bed was in the door of the room. "

"Yuan Yuan..."

"So," Jiang Yuan continued, "my mother would go crazy if she knew that I had started to be an actor again. It took me a few years to become a more cheerful person, and she would definitely not agree with me to be an actor again. Public figures. But, I want to act, I love acting. What if I live in the shadow of that all the time? I don't want an accident that completely ruins my life - I'm supposed to be wonderful life.”

After a while, he added: "My mental condition has improved. Fortunately, I am still as kind as when I met you, and I am not hostile to the world because of that incident. Then, it is time for other conditions. I I really hope my life can get back on track.”

Shen Du looked at Jiang Yuan and said, "You are brave, hardworking, and powerful."

"No, hahahaha." Jiang Yuan relaxed a little, "I have to deal with my mother, it's hard, hey. I'm the only one for my mother."

"only?"

"Yes." Jiang Yuan said, "My dad used to be a boss and a businessman. But then his industry declined, and he closed his company. At the same time, all our family's savings were all owed by him. He saw If you don’t go to work, invest with your friends, if you lose money, you will owe more and more debts. Oh yes, he also gambles. At first he told my mother that he owed two or three hundred thousand, then he said he owed 500,000, and then he said he owed Seven or eight hundred thousand, and then said I owe one million... I don't know which is true and which is false. My mother couldn't take it anymore, so she divorced. She said, if you know the specific number, the whole family will think of a solution together. It's also possible, but I don't know the real numbers. My dad can't stand the train with his mouth full. After she divorced, my mother and I moved to the opposite side of the X big hospital. We lived there for a year and a half. Okay, I will continue to play the violin, although the tuition fee is not comparable to the first few years."

It was during that year and a half that he met Shen Du.

Only then did Shen Du know that Jiang Yuan's family had already suffered a change at that time. However, he speculated from Jiang Yuan's temperament, clothes, piano and other things that Jiang Yuan's family was good and not too biased.

"Okay," Jiang Yuan finally said, "I just wanted to say that the phone number was my number, but I cancelled it later."

"I see."

By this time the sun had set. The moon came up, thin and faint, and only hooked it curvedly, as if shy and timid.

Jiang Yuan returned to his previous words and whispered, "Anyway, Shen Du, regarding your question, 'bring it back' or something, I'll think about it again, okay?"

"Okay." Shen Du smiled softly, "Think slowly. If you think about me for a minute or a second, I will also earn it."

"..."

"Okay, it's cold, let's go back." Shen Du stood up tall and tall, so Jiang Yuan also let go of the wood and stepped on the teak bridge with his feet again.

Shen Du asked again, "Can you see clearly?"

There are no lights on the U Bein Bridge, and there are no guardrails on both sides. There are only wooden stakes every one or two meters. The two of them can only walk down the bridge by relying on the moon and stars in the sky.

"...My night vision is not very good." Jiang Yuan was telling the truth.At night, he may not be able to walk home when he is around his house.

But be careful, it's fine.

Shen Du chuckled lightly: "Come back soon. I'm hungry." After speaking, he pulled out the back hem of his shirt, pulled the middle of the back hem of the white shirt with one hand, and gave it to Jiang Yuan behind him, "Pull out the back hem of the white shirt.on."

"..." Jiang Yuan watched for a few seconds, but still held it obediently.

So, on the longest and longest wooden bridge in the world, under the moonlight and starlight, Shen Du wore a white shirt and black trousers, with his hands in his pockets, his eyes lowered, and he walked step by step, while behind him, Jiang Yuan heldHe squinted at his hem, also lowered his eyes, followed step by step, the steps were broken, and the wood under his feet made some nice sounds.

From time to time, he raised his head and secretly looked at Shen Du's back.

He likes me.Jiang Yuan thought: He likes me.