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    Lin Xiyu called Lin Xigan and asked him to help. Lin Xigan agreed without even asking. The two made an appointment to meet. After listening to Lin Xiyu's detailed description, Lin Xigan felt that he should help him even more.

    A few days later, Lin Xigan called and told Lin Xiyu that he had made an appointment for her. After Lin Xiyu hung up the phone, she thought for a while, and felt that she should continue, so she went to look for Du Ruoting. She remembered that Du Ruoting was very good at makeup, and she had to wear imitation makeup of various Internet celebrities. She went to work today. Lin Xiyu discussed it with her.

    "Why do you suddenly want to wear makeup?" Du Ruoting asked her.

    "I'm just interested." Lin Xiyu showed her Yuan Meiyi's photo, "Can you put on the imitation makeup of this little star?"

    Du Ruoting looked at Yuan Meiyi's photo and then looked at her face, "Why do I think you look a bit like this little star."

    Lin Xiyu smiled and said, "I think so too, but I think she is more beautiful than me. Can you make me as beautiful as her?"

    Du Ruoting readily agreed after not long, "I'll try, don't blame me if you're not satisfied."

    "No wonder no wonder."

    When the makeup was finished, they were both stunned. Not to mention they were exactly the same, but they looked similar. Du Ruoting helped Lin Xiyu to thicken and blacken her eyeliner, and she applied thick eyeshadow to fully highlight the beauty of her eyes. Come out, and add some grooming, as long as it is not someone who is particularly familiar with Yuan Meiyi, Lin Xiyu can go out with this makeup on and look like the real one.

    Du Ruoting couldn't help admiring: "It's too similar, it's really too similar, I'm just a genius."

    Lin Xiyu looked at the person in the mirror and couldn't help being in a trance. After hearing Du Ruoting's words, she came back to her senses and said with a smile, "Thank you Ruoting, I'm very satisfied with this makeup, I'll invite you to dinner another day."

    After work, Lin Xiyu got into Lin Xigan's car, and she asked, "Does it look like that little star?"

    Lin Xigan looked at it and said, "It's quite similar."

    Lin Xiyu was satisfied. Lin Xigan sent her to Chengming Hospital, which is a private hospital. Lu Junting brought her here for an abortion at the beginning. Lin Xiyu asked him to help make an appointment for the doctor who was in charge of abortion at that time.

    When she came to the door of the hospital, Lin Xiyu hesitated, but she immediately thought that it would be better to try it out, give an explanation to herself and Lu Junting, it is not good to always have this stalk in her heart.

    Lin Xiyu adjusted her breath, pushed open the car door and walked out. Because it was a private hospital, there were not many people. Lin Xiyu wore sunglasses and a mask, and dressed in the same style as Yuan Meiyi. Look, the scrutinizing eyes are probably judging whether she is the little star.

    Lin Xiyu pushed open the door of the doctor's office. It was a female doctor in her 40s who was burning a wool roll. Lin Xiyu sat down opposite her, and the doctor asked, "Name, age."

    "Yuan Meiyi, 21 years old."

    The doctor raised her head and glanced at her when she heard this. Lin Xiyu had taken off her sunglasses and mask. Lin Xiyu remembered that the doctor was an acquaintance of Lu Junting. She should have known the person who had an affair with Lu Junting. Sure enough, her eyes were fixed on her face. After a few seconds, he finally asked, "Where is it uncomfortable?"

    "I had an abortion, and Lu Junting introduced me. Didn't he call you?"

    When the doctor heard Lu Junting's name, he looked at her in surprise, "Mr. Lu introduced you? He didn't tell me."

    Her attitude has obviously changed, from the indifference of official business at the beginning to the surprise of hearing her name later, to the sincerity and fear now.

    "He told me that you are very professional in doing this, and let me come to you."

    Not knowing what the doctor suddenly thought of, she pondered for a while and said, "Sit down for a while. I have another patient. I'll check the bed, and I'll come over in a while."

    "Don't go too long, I don't have much time."

    "Okay, just wait."

    The doctor went out in a hurry. Lin Xiyu sent a text message to Lin Xigan. After a while, Lin Xigan replied with a text message, "Don't wait, come out."

    Lin Xiyu came out of the office and got into the car. Lin Xigan gave her the recorded audio and said, "After she went out, she really contacted Lu Junting. You should listen to it first."

    There was only the doctor's voice in the recording, and she could only hear her saying: "Mr. Lu, Miss Yuan is here, and you said that you introduced her to do an abortion, but you haven't called me from your side. , I don't know what's going on."

    The doctor's voice paused for a while, not knowing what was said on the phone, only to hear the doctor say again: "Then what should I do now that Miss Yuan is here, I'll just tell her directly that she can't be like last time Miss Lu. Do you have an abortion?"

    The doctor at the back said a few more words, but after hearing this, Lin Xiyu felt that there was no need to listen anymore. She had prepared a lot of what the routine doctor said, but now it seems that it is completely unnecessary, and this sentence is enough. She turned off the recording, and her heart sank to the bottom.

    After being silent for a long time, she sent the recording to her mobile phone and said to Lin Xigan, "Let's go, take me back first."

    When Lu Junting received the call from Dr. Jiang, he was also puzzled. What did Yuan Meiyi have to do with him having an abortion, and how did she know that he and Dr. Jiang knew each other.

    He remembered this Yuan Meiyi, the little actor who pulled him into the hype. She was under Weight Watchers Fashion. Yang Hui, the vice president of Weight Watchers, once wanted to shove people in front of him. This little actor was able to get close to him, mostly because of Yang Hui's help.

    However, he was quite surprised that this little actor looked a bit similar to Lin Xiyu. Yang Hui had met Lin Xiyu. At that cultural exchange meeting, wonder if she saw something at the time and thought she was looking for someone who looked alike. He could please him, but he didn't know that this was a direct contact with him. He made a few phone calls, and in the future, the little actor who had finally emerged on the screen would no longer be seen, and Yang Hui could not be there. If you continue to mix here, the connections established in Ancheng over the years will probably be useless.

    Lu Junting leaned back on the chair and pondered. He had only seen the little actor once. She should not know that he and Dr. Jiang knew each other. Lu Junting suddenly had a bad premonition, probably in order to confirm his premonition. Incorrect, Lu Junting, who has always been punctual, left work half an hour earlier today.

    Back at home, the nanny was playing with Cheng Subaru. Lu Junting glanced at Lin Xiyu and asked, "Where's Mrs. Lu?"

    "She's upstairs."

    Usually, she will accompany the child when she comes back. Why did she hide upstairs? That bad premonition is getting stronger and stronger. Lu Junting went upstairs and opened the door. Sure enough, he saw Lin Xiyu sitting on the edge of the bed with his back straight. He looked out the window, not knowing what he was looking at.

    That bad premonition quickly turned into unease after seeing her obviously strange state. Lu Junting adjusted his breathing. He spoke in a natural tone. He asked her, "Why are you sitting here? Don't you want to accompany Gubao?"

    Lin Xiyu looked back at him slowly. She remembered that time when she asked him about the contraceptive pill and the hospital. At that time, he had an open face, and even a kind of anger that she was wronged and wronged. How could one person take that kind of falsehood? The emotions are played so well?

    No matter what the outside world says about Lu Junting's scheming and ruthless methods, in Lin Xiyu's view, Lu Junting is a well-born and well-educated person. He respects her, and he cares enough about her children. He is a qualified husband and also A qualified father, so even if she has no feelings for him, she is willing to live a good life with him, and she always chooses to trust him.

    But now, the facts told her that this man didn't respect her that much, he was playing with her and deceiving her.

    In the days since the two got married, although they are not as loving as ordinary couples, life is harmonious. He even occasionally shows a special kind of doting to her. Because of having children, there is warmth everywhere in life. , she can vividly remember every bit of the family getting along with each other.

    All the way back, she thought carefully, if Lu Junting really deceived her and played with her, could she forgive her for the sake of the child, for the sake of everyone getting along harmoniously and even occasionally sweetness these days , let him apologize, and everyone should continue to live a good life, but she found that she couldn't forgive, she couldn't control her disappointment and anger when she knew that she was played by him and deceived by him.

    At this time, the way she looked at him was completely different from before. She used to look at him shyly and dodged. Even if she was afraid of him, she looked at him politely, but now, she stared straight at him, no A little emotion, blank enough to make people feel cold.

    "What's the matter? Why are you looking at me like that?" He still asked her calmly.

    Lin Xiyu opened the screen of her phone and played the recording to him. She has been observing his expression, and she has to say that this man is really hidden, and his expression has not changed much after listening to this recording.

    "I went to the hospital today and found the doctor who helped me with the abortion. I told her that I was Yuan Meiyi, I put on makeup at the time, and I looked a lot like Yuan Meiyi, so she believed me. It was said that Mr. Lu called me here, and she called you to make sure. I didn't expect to tell you what you told her to coax me. Don't lie to me anymore, just tell me the truth, did you collude with Dr. Jiang on purpose?"

    Lin Xiyu's tone was very calm, as if he was not questioning him, but chatting with him on a daily basis.

    Lin Xiyu stared at the man in front of him, so what would he say this time, would he refuse to admit it, or even deny that the call was for him?

    Lu Junting's expression has not changed much. He looked at her calmly, and after a long silence, he said, "Well, I did say hello to Dr. Wang at the beginning."

    This time he admitted it so readily, which was beyond her expectations.

    Although his heart was already prepared, his sinking heart was still half cold after hearing this sentence. Lin Xiyu asked him again: "You also secretly changed the contraceptive pill, right?"

    "Well, it's me."

    He admitted it very simply, and it wasn't much different from the stern look on his face the last time she asked him. His expression didn't change too much the whole time, and he didn't know whether he was hiding himself too deeply, or he didn't feel that cheating her was worth taking seriously.

    Lin Xiyu clenched her hands subconsciously, and then she asked him, "I was drunk that time, and you didn't wear condoms on purpose, right? I went to that hotel and asked, that erotica In the hotel, there are condoms in every room, you can't get it, but you don't wear them on purpose, you want me to get pregnant, don't you?"

    He nodded. "I admit, I did think so at the time."

    Lin Xiyu only felt a sudden surge of anger in her heart. It turned out that he really did it on purpose. She used to think that he was innocent. She seduced him first. It was not his fault. It turned out that he did it on purpose. Pregnant.

    Lin Xiyu suppressed her anger and continued to ask him: "Why, because I look like your ex-girlfriend? You can't continue to be with your ex-girlfriend for various reasons, so you want to find a substitute? Because I have no parents and no parents. Do you think it's easy to control? Under the premise that I clearly expressed that I don't want children, I made me give birth to children again and again, so that I couldn't be separated from your control? "

    Even though she strongly suppressed Lu Junting, she still felt the anger in her body. He stepped forward and wanted to sit next to her, but she jumped up abruptly and stepped back as if worried about some toxic and harmful substances. Lu Junting stepped back. The move to sit down stopped, and the move she avoided accidentally stabbed him.

    He slowly stood up again and said, "I admit that I really wanted to keep this child at the beginning, and I did some bad things to keep him, but then Cheng Subaru was born, and you don't like him very much. Does it? That justifies what I did in the first place, albeit in a bad way."

    "I like Cheng Subaru. That's because he is the child I gave birth to in October. It doesn't mean that I approve of your approach."

    Lin Xiyu really didn't expect Lu Junting to be such a person. She really didn't blame him for that matter. It wasn't a big deal for a man to love a woman, and she was the one who seduced him first. She thought Brother Junting was pretty good. It's good for her and the child, but now, after knowing the truth, I feel like a fool for myself who didn't blame him before, but still treats him as a good person despite being played with applause.

    She was so disappointed in him, really disappointed, so disappointed that she just wanted to stay away from him and end everything with him completely.

    Lin Xiyu said again: "What do you think of me? I'm a tool, because I look like your girlfriend and I'm going to replace him as a tool to marry you and have children, right?"

    She had never spoken to Lu Junting in such a tone. The majestic and inviolable aura of his body always made her subconsciously fear him, but now, she said it so rudely, questioning him again and again, more than that night. If you take the initiative to kiss him after drinking, you should be bold.

    Lu Junting was also a little angry when he heard this, "Why do you think you are a tool person? Why do you always think that I take you as someone's substitute, what kind of thing can she make you a substitute?"

    Lin Xiyu was astonished at his words, not because he said he didn't use her as a substitute, but because he used the words "what is she" to refer to his ex-girlfriend. people who have been together.

    Lu Junting came to her, because he was covered in anger, which made his aura look even more attractive, "She is the person I paid to pretend to be my girlfriend, so she has the title of ex-girlfriend for nothing. That's it, I told you from the beginning that I never used you as any substitute for you, you are you, why don't you believe me?"

    Girlfriend for money? Lin Xiyu couldn't believe it. Lin Xiyu looked directly at the domineering man and asked, "Why do you want me to get pregnant on purpose without using me as a substitute? Before that, we didn't know each other at all, so let a woman who is completely unfamiliar get pregnant. Go on your child, you tell me why?"

    He had walked up to her, he looked at her from top to bottom, the aura on his body enveloped her, his eyes fixed on her, but his tone was soft, "I'm so obvious, do you still look at her? Can't you come out? You think I really have no self-control, and you will touch you whenever you seduce me? Do you think that no matter what woman is pregnant with my child, I can marry her home?"

    Lin Xiyu smiled mockingly, "Yes, then why do you talk about it? Why do you talk about it?"

    "Because I like you." He said to her word by word, he said it so hard that he almost said it through gritted teeth.

    "..."

    "I like you, so I can't help it as soon as you show coquettishness in front of me. I like you so I want you to have my child. I like you, and you are pregnant with my child. How can I be willing to kill you, so I Do everything possible to keep this child. We have been married for so long, can't you see what I think of you? Even if I didn't say it, but I did it so obviously, can't you see it at all?"

    Lin Xiyu stared blankly at the man in front of her. His words made her unable to recover for a long time. Did he say he likes her? Say these words to her in this serious and calm tone.

    Lin Xiyu felt very unreal. Such a person is ambitious and likes to strategize. There are too many important things to do in his life, grand plans and great things to compete in the world. Small love and love are too trivial for him, but Now he actually said something like "I like you" to her so solemnly.

    However, Lin Xiyu quickly recovered, "Like me?" She thought it was ridiculous, "We didn't know each other well before that incident, and we haven't even met a few times. How could you like me?"

    I don't know what's wrong with these words that angered him, his face suddenly became cold, a little anger came out of his eyes, he said: "That's because you forgot, we have known each other for a long time, in When we were very young, when you came to the Lu family to play, we knew each other."

    He said it for granted, as if they had known each other a long time ago. Hearing this even made Lin Xiyu suspicious. She couldn't help but wonder, did they really know each other a long time ago, did she really forgotten?

    "Remember that picture in my room? The picture of a little boy and a little girl."

    Lin Xiyu still had the impression that when she was sleeping in his room that time, she accidentally saw the painting, but it seemed that the painting was given to him by Lu Junting's ex-girlfriend.

    "That's what you gave me. The little girl in the painting is you, and the little boy is me."

    "..."

    His unmistakable and natural tone shocked her, but she quickly realized that something was wrong.

    "How is that possible? I can't draw comics at all."

    Is she not good at drawing? At that time, she couldn't even hold a pen. She clumsily held the pen and scribbled on paper. She drew two people, one tall and one short, like a wooden stake, with a few hairs on her head representing the Hair, his hair is shorter, hers is longer, she still thinks that she is good at drawing, and she begs for compliments to show him the painting.

    "Brother Jun Ting, look, I drew this. This villain is me, this is you, isn't it very similar?"

    "..."

    He looked at the painting and couldn't describe his expression. How could such an ugly person look like him? Later, he filled in the lines and drew a little boy and a little girl.

    Lin Xiyu suddenly remembered the last time she asked Lu Junting about contraceptive pills and the hospital. He was similar to now, with a straight face and an expression of not doing anything wrong. He even took the initiative and asked her what else she had. to ask him.

    Lin Xiyu smiled, mockingly, "You are still lying to me, right? You said the girl in the painting is my boy and you?"

    "Yes." He answered succinctly.

    "Then you shouldn't know that when I was a child, I had a lot of hair, and my mother didn't have time to take care of it for me. Before junior high school, I always had short hair. I remember the girl you drew with her hair tied in a ponytail. How could it be me?"

    "That's you, you just forgot."

    He is still arguing for himself, and he is still the same magnanimous appearance.

    "Do you think I'm the kind of ignorant little lamb who can be pinched and flattened by others? That's right, when I first entered society, I was a girl who didn't understand anything, and my parents passed away. That's why you deceived me, bullied me, and thought I was easy to handle. If my parents were still there, would you treat me like that? Wouldn't you just bully me for being young and ignorant, bullying me without a parent and no support? I've become a fool, I don't believe a word of your words now."

    Lu Junting remembered that this little girl was always afraid of him, even if she married him later and said she wanted to live with him, but every time he approached, she was always shy and timid. didn't dare to look at him. But now, she looked directly into his eyes without fear, and she didn't even have the courtesy to him.

    He is no longer the brother Jun Ting who scared her, nor her husband, nor the father of her child. She no longer respects him. To her, he is just a man who deceived her.

    Lu Junting closed his eyes and adjusted his emotions. He suppressed his anger. He did something wrong that made the little girl angry, and now is not the time for him to care that she doesn't remember him.

    His expression quickly returned to normal, his tone softened and he said to her: "I know it's my fault that I lied to you, I will make up for it in the future, I lied to you and want to keep Cheng Subaru, you can stand Think about it from my point of view, the girl I like is pregnant with my child, and I am too happy to kill him. Why do you want to kill him. Think about how cute Cheng Subaru is, you like him a lot, don’t you?”

    Why is he still lying to her at this time, how can he say that he likes her? He has lied to her once. She knows how realistic this person can be when he deceives people. Does he still treat her as a fool? He has already deceived her once, and she will still be fooled. How far does he want to use her?

    Lin Xiyu didn't want to entangle with him anymore, didn't want to be deceived by him, didn't want to be played with by him, didn't want to be a fool who didn't know anything, the farther away this kind of dangerous man, the better.

    So she said to him directly: "Let's get a divorce."

    Lu Junting's body froze, as if he was suddenly struck by lightning, his whole body seemed to fade in an instant, the emotion in his eyes, the blood on his face, suddenly faded, as if suddenly blank, his body even Unconsciously shaking.

    "Divorce?" As if he had heard it wrong, he looked in disbelief, "Did you say divorce?"

    "Yes, divorce, haven't we discussed it before. After giving birth to Cheng Subaru, we will divorce. Cheng Subaru is starting to wean now, so it's time for us to divorce."

    "I remember you told me that you have to live a good life with me."

    "That's because I don't know what kind of person you are. I know now. You are terrible. I can't play with you. I hope you will let me go."

    "..."

    Lu Junting suddenly laughed after a long while, with a sneer on his face, but a chill in his eyes, "I'm so scary? Why am I so scary? Am I being bad to you?"

    "Yeah, you are good to me, just like a gadget that came out of yourself. If you give me a little sweetness, you will feel that I can't live without you. Seeing me being played and applauded by you, are you right? Do you feel particularly accomplished?"

    "Toy? What am I toying with you?" His face was covered with clouds, giving a sense of dignified wind and rain, "If I really wanted to toy with you, if I really bullied you, you would have been detained by someone abroad by me by now. In the villa on the top of the mountain, Tiantian should not be called Didibuling, and Ancheng has long lost you, Lin Xiyu. What you have to do every day is to wait for me to accompany you when I am free, that is really called a gadget, I was really toying with the applause, understand?"

    Lin Xiyu knew that Lu Junting was terrifying, but she always looked at his horror from the perspective of a bystander. She had never experienced it, and Lu Junting had always been very polite to her, so she thought he was a person worthy of respect, but now, She had experienced it personally, and at this time, darkness and danger were about to emerge.

    Every word he said, every expression on his face made the soles of his feet chill.

    Seeing the fear born in her eyes, Lu Junting realized that something was wrong. He said these words in a rage. He hurriedly suppressed his emotions and rubbed his eyebrows with his thumb and forefinger. : "Sorry, did I scare you? I won't do that, don't be afraid."

    Lin Xiyu didn't want to say anything more, she bypassed him and went out the door, she went back to the room, took out her suitcase, and started packing. Lu Junting followed her and saw this scene as soon as he entered her room.

    The anger that had just been suppressed rose again, and he asked, "What are you doing?"

    "I said I'm going to get a divorce, and I won't live here anymore."

    Putting the folded clothes in the suitcase, she brought them when she came from Lu's house, Lu Junting hurried up, he took her hand and pulled her away from the suitcase.

    "If there is anything we can discuss, don't divorce me, I don't want to divorce."

    He looked a little flustered, completely lacking the awe-inspiring atmosphere of Lu Junting, who had always been confident.

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