Lin Xiyu said: "There is nothing to discuss, I remember we agreed before we got married, and we will divorce after we have children."

"I didn't think about getting a divorce, even if I promised you at that time, it was just a stopgap measure."

Hearing this, Lin Xiyu's heart became even colder. He really was, what else did he lie to her and she didn't know?

"I lied to you, but I lied to you for a reason. If you really killed Cheng Subaru, now Cheng Subaru doesn't exist, do you understand? I will make up for it in the future, you can see it, I never I have treated your mother and son harshly. Everything can be resolved, please don't divorce."

He grabbed her hand and didn't let go, and lowered his voice in a flustered voice, as if to coax her. Lin Xiyu didn't even want to listen to him now, she suddenly pulled her hand away, packed the things, and closed the box, Lu Junting came back to his senses, and hurriedly said: "Are you really going? Do you want the child? He You're still so young, you're willing to ignore him?"

At the beginning, was he sure that she would not get a divorce if she had a child, so she suggested that he would agree to a divorce after the child was born, because he knew that she could not escape, and having a child would give her a bargaining chip to tie her up. Not only can he control her life, but he even knows her thoughts. He is really a man who is good at penetrating people's hearts.

Lin Xiyu carried the suitcase and turned to face him, the sky outside the window was very good, the blue sky and white clouds, just like that day, the family went out to play together, he bought a balloon she liked for her, he said that she was also a child, that day His gentle eyebrows and eyes made her feel soft, and the balloon he bought for her is still hanging on the head of her bed.

"My mother is a university professor and an educator, she taught me to be self-respect and independent, before I become anyone's wife or anyone's mother I am myself first, I am an independent person, you don't have to bring children Keep me in check, I love him, but I won't ruin my own life for him and live with someone who deceives me."

After she finished speaking, she pulled the suitcase and turned to leave.

Over the years, Lu Junting has been working hard in the shopping mall, and his heart has long been trained to be indestructible, and he has become accustomed to being calm and composed when encountering difficulties, but now, his indestructibility was cracked to pieces the moment he watched her turn and leave. Everyone was in a panic, and he chased after him without even thinking about it.

Lin Xiyu went downstairs. The nanny Sister Wu was playing with the baby. Seeing that she was carrying a suitcase, she asked, "Where are you going?"

When Gubao saw her, he hurriedly crawled over to her. Lin Xiyu walked over and hugged him. He didn't know anything. There was a smile in his innocent and ignorant eyes. He patted her fat little hands and called her. :"Mother."

Laughing and calling.

Lin Xiyu endured the throbbing that came up, she kissed his forehead, kissed his face, she pressed her face to his face, and was reluctant to let go for a long time.

There was too much reluctance in her heart, but she knew that Lu Junting was watching from the side, watching her struggling and resisting, but she was still restrained by him after all.

There was a sense of anger in her heart, she didn't want him to do so.

She handed the child to Sister Wu and explained to her: "Take good care of him."

After he finished speaking, he pulled the suitcase and walked out. The baby didn't know if he noticed something. He was anxious and called her with a crying voice.

"Mom, mom, mom."

One after another.

Lin Xiyu paused, at that moment, she did struggle, or just let it go, or stay by the baby's side, for the baby, she could compromise anything, even if she knew she was being toyed with.

But in the end, she still retained her last self-esteem. She didn't look back, she pulled the suitcase out the door, and the sound of hurried footsteps caught up behind her, and her wrist was quickly clamped by an iron claw-like arm.

Lu Junting pulled her around and turned around, the man's face was full of anger, but there was a kind of panic in his eyes that seemed to be broken, he said to her: "Didn't you hear him cry? Why did you just leave like this? already?"

The nanny has walked to the door with Gubao, who cried very sad when she saw that her mother was leaving. Lin Xiyu felt a colic in her heart, she didn't want to say anything, suddenly broke away Lu Junting's hand and walked towards the gate.

She walked quickly, Lin Xigan was waiting outside the gate, he helped her load the suitcase into the car, Lin Xiyu asked him to go quickly, the car quickly turned around and drove away, she saw Lu Junting who was chasing after him in the rearview mirror.

This man, who had always been confident and noble, was a little embarrassed in his demeanor and actions when he hurriedly chased after him. It was as if his confidence was overwhelmed, and everything was out of his control, making him unacceptable.

Lu Junting stood on the side of the road, watching the car she was sitting in disappear. The freshly drawn wicker was swayed by the wind. This street is full of willow trees, and the streets are green and full of vitality. It was a very good weather. He opened the car window when he went to work today and took a few deep sniffs. The air had the fragrant and clean smell of spring, but now, in just one day, his throat seemed to be Something got stuck, and there was an unbearable sting after breathing.

When Lu Junting returned home, the nanny was holding the crying child Lu Chengsuba and coaxing him. Lu Junting was sitting on the sofa. The crying made him a little irritable. His face, those eyes were also red from crying.

He felt the same, and his heart suddenly cramped. He walked over and stretched out his hand to hug the child. He hugged him and sat on the sofa, helping him wipe away his tears, hugging him tightly, and rubbing his head.

"Don't cry baby, Dad promised you that he will get your mother back. Don't cry, okay?"

Lin Xiyu found a house next to the club. She hadn't slept well for three days in a row. It's scary to get used to this kind of thing. She's used to being Lu Junting's wife, and she's used to having a good baby with her every day. Now she's moving alone. When I came out, I couldn't adapt to this lonely life for a while. Lying in bed at night and flipping through pictures of Gubao repeatedly, he couldn't think of it, did he cry, did he sleep, did he eat obediently, did he miss his mother when he was not around, and even thought about whether he should run away secretly? Go back and see him.

She knew that just leaving was the hardest time, and Lu Junting was afraid that he was also waiting for her to turn back. He is now silently watching her struggle, watching her desperate, and finally sent it to his door for him to use.

Three days later, Lin Xiyu came home from get off work and saw a familiar car downstairs where she lived. He moved so fast that he found out where she lived in only three days.

Lin Xiyu pretended not to see it, turned around and walked into the community, and saw that the rear door was pushed open, Lu Junting came out from inside, and called her directly, "Lin Xiyu."

Lin Xiyu turned her head to look at him. She rented an old community. The house and ground looked dilapidated. He was wearing a suit, shiny leather shoes, and decent clothes. The man with outstanding temperament is in stark contrast with the dilapidated community next to him, which is so incongruous.

Lu Junting stepped forward and said to her, "I have something to tell you."

"have nothing to say."

Her attitude was very cold, and he remembered that she would greet him timidly when she saw him before, and would call him "Brother Junting".

"Don't you want a divorce? Don't want to talk about divorce?"

Lin Xiyu glanced at him, and Lu Junting said again, "I don't want to talk about divorce on the street."

This surprised Lin Xiyu, but after thinking about it, they didn't have any feelings, didn't she, she wouldn't believe Lu Junting liked her nonsense, her child was born, and the task was completed, he might have found something else Tool man, it is not surprising that he would agree to divorce.

Lin Xiyu thought about it and said, "Come with me."

Lin Xiyu lived on the third floor. Although the community was run down, the stairs were quite clean. Lin Xiyu took out the key and opened the door. Lu Junting followed her in. She was wearing her slippers, only one pair, so she should live alone. He breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Xiyu didn't want to talk nonsense, and asked him directly: "Tell me, when will the divorce agreement be signed."

"I didn't think about getting a divorce."

Lin Xiyu glanced at him, and he said it calmly.

"You never thought about the divorce, why did you tell me to come to me to discuss the matter of divorce?"

He didn't speak, his eyes kept on her. Lin Xiyu understood, "Those who lie by nature will never forget to lie."

Lu Junting was not angry, but instead said to her in a negotiating tone: "Let's discuss how to solve it, it's not just divorce, Cheng Subaru is still so young, she needs a mother, you have to leave him ruthlessly. ?"

"If you really think he shouldn't lose his mother, then you can give him to me, and I will be able to raise him."

"For you? Do you think it's possible?"

"Since it's impossible, don't say such things again, I won't go back."

She had a firm attitude and a cold expression. This little girl really surprised him. She obviously looked soft, but when she raised the edges and corners, it hurt people.

"You won't forgive me at all? We've been together for so long, don't you have any feelings for me at all? It's my fault that I deceived you, don't you even want to give me a chance to make up for my fault? "

He stood in her room, and the small room was full of his powerful aura. These words of forgiveness, being smeared by his aura, gave people a strong sense of oppression. It seemed that in the face of his apology, they should Obediently bow your head to accept.

Lin Xiyu didn't want to be the one who was arbitrarily manipulated by him, she was silent for a while, and then said to him in a very calm tone: "I think about it, I think I probably did not have any feelings for you, if I If I really like you, I will probably forgive your deception, and I will probably turn a blind eye to your toying. After all, even though you played with me, you still gave me a little sweetness. But I found that I even liked you. None, so I don't want to forgive, and I don't want to continue with you, I just want to end everything and avoid you, a dangerous person, as far as possible."

These words were too direct, as if there were needles hidden in every word, needle after needle, stabbing him tightly, causing him to feel pain from the inside out.

There seemed to be a crack in the strong aura, his eyebrows were angry, but the corner of his mouth drew a smile that was not a smile, "Do you really have no feelings for me at all? You didn't even have sex with me? Could it be that the person I made-love with was a piece of wood? If it was a piece of wood, how could it be possible to do it? When did I not make you happy?"

He was hurt by her piercing, and his heart was hurting so much that he only felt a fire rushing towards his head. He almost said this through gritted teeth.

He came over step by step, Lin Xiyu subconsciously backed away, she looked at the man in front of her with a look of astonishment, how could he say such words.

"You really refreshed my perception of you again and again."

He paused in his footsteps, looking at her cold and sarcastic eyes, he was clearly so capable of self-control, yet he was so easily provoked by her anger.

He sneered: "Really?"

After he finished speaking, he suddenly stretched out his hand and hooked her waist. He pulled her closer, lowered his head and kissed her. Lin Xiyu was startled and subconsciously blocked him. She said angrily, "What are you doing, Lu Junting?"

Lu Junting stopped her by the waist to resist her on his shoulders, carried her and walked to the bedside, he threw her on the bed, his tall body pressed down, he grabbed her hands and raised her head to greet her with his lips.

"I'm going to give it a try, does it really feel nothing to me."

He pursed her lips and kissed her fiercely. At first Lin Xiyu struggled, but he held her hand tightly, she couldn't fight him at all, and finally gave up and let him stay motionless.

Lu Junting kissed her for a while, but there was no response. He looked down and saw that she was staring at the ceiling, her eyes were empty. This was not the expression of kissing someone at all.

This made him very frustrated. His confidence collapsed again and again in front of her. He was angry, angry and panicked. He asked, "Do you really feel nothing at all? Do you really like me at all?"

She shook his head at him calmly, "No, you're not my type, I've never liked you."

His eyes were full of scarlet, and he almost gritted his teeth and asked her: "How can you agree to have sex with me if you don't like me? How can you agree, you say!"

"Because of the child, I want to stay with the child, all because of the child."

He was stunned for a moment, and while he was absent, she broke away from him and took a few steps to distance himself from him. Lu Junting kept the motion of being pushed away by her and sat on the bed motionless.

He raised his head and looked at her. There was a clear pain in his eyes, like a seriously injured beast. His expression surprised her. After all, this was the first time she saw Lu Junting appear to be vulnerable. With an injured expression, this person has always been very confident, and he can even tell a lie without changing his face.

With such an expression, it was as if he was really hurt, really stabbed by her words.

He slowly got up from the bed, without saying a word, he opened the door and walked out.

Lu Junting got into the car and unbuttoned two shirts to make breathing easier. He instructed the driver to go directly back to the company, and the car slowly drove away from the dilapidated community, but her words still lingered in his mind.

"I think I probably don't have any feelings for you."

"I realize that I don't even like you."

"I don't like you, you're not my type, I've never liked you."

Lu Junting frowned in discomfort, and rubbed his forehead with his slender thumb and forefinger. This elegant and noble man in front of outsiders couldn't help but swear at this moment.

Lu Junting likes work very much. He doesn't like that kind of boring empty state, and work does give him a lot of sense of accomplishment. After getting married and having children, he intends to reduce his work, but he has never stopped working during the working day.

Today, however, Lu Junting deliberately came out empty for a long time. He had already explained to the nanny last night, so the nanny was ready when he woke up the next morning.

Gu Bao had already changed into the clothes he was going to go out. He was sitting on the cushion and playing with toys. Lu Junting walked over and picked him up and said, "I'll take you to find your mother, okay?"

When Gubao heard that he was looking for his mother, his eyes lit up, and he nodded sharply with a smile. His soft and cute appearance really makes people feel happy, and Lu Junting can't help laughing and teasing him: "I just like to find your mother? Huh?"

He took Gu Bao to the club where Lin Xiyu worked. He knew that she would come to a restaurant near the club for dinner at noon. He had driven here to see her secretly.

He brought Gubao over and wanted to have dinner with her, but it was too early. She hadn't gotten off work, so Gubao couldn't stay in the car. There happened to be a commercial street nearby. The crowded commercial street wants to go shopping.

Lu Junting glanced at the time. She still had half an hour to get off work, so she could take her son for a walk. The little guy was very excited when he went to a place with many people. He looked at this and that with big eyes, and the little meat pointed at a certain place, babbled and didn't know what he was talking to.

Passing by an accessories stall, the boss put a shelf outside the door, with silk scarves and hats hanging on the shelf, passing by the stall, Gubao grabbed other people's hats and wouldn't put them away.

"Do you want a hat?"

The little meat hand clenched the hat tightly, and looked at him with big eyes, which means he wanted.

Seeing that there was business, the boss hurriedly came out and introduced to Lu Junting: "This is a parent-child hat, suitable for the family to wear." The boss picked up the smaller one below to help the baby put it on, and said with a smile, "This one is for children. wearing it."

Lu Junting glanced at the other two, one was a men's hat and the other was a women's hat. The men's hat had a boy printed on it, the women's hat had a girl printed on it, and the one that Bao Bao was wearing had a heart printed on it.

The family is close to each other and looks very loving.

Lu Junting said: "Take the other two as well."

The boss immediately packed the bag for him, and Lu Junting put on the men's hat, and looked at his son, Gubao touched the hat on his head and then touched his father's hat, giggling, probably Happy to wear the same hat as my dad.

"Shall we bring this hat to your mother?"

Good baby's happy eyes curved into two crescents, "Mom, mom."

"Okay, for mom."

Lu Junting took Gubao for a walk and came back. Lin Xiyu happened to be out for dinner. Lu Junting saw her at a glance. She happened to be sitting by the window, and he could see her clearly through the whole floor-to-ceiling window.

It's just that she is not alone, and Lin Xigan is sitting opposite her.

Lin Xigan also came to find Lin Xiyu for dinner. Lin Xiyu told him what happened to Lu Junting yesterday. She sighed and said, "Lu Junting doesn't agree to the divorce. I don't know what to do now."

"If you can't think of what to do for the time being, just don't think about it and be happy."

Lin Xiyu nodded, but she still couldn't be really happy because she had something on her mind, so Lin Xigan said to her, "Why don't I tell you a joke?"

"..."

"There was a candy, it was walking in the North Pole, and then it turned into rock candy."

Lin Xiyu laughed, and Lin Xigan continued: "A black cat rescued a white cat from the river, guess what the white cat will say."

"What? Say thank you?"

"Meow~"

"..."

Lin Xiyu was successfully amused.

Lu Junting stood outside watching this scene, she was in a relaxed state, and she smiled very relieved. Such a smile would never appear in front of him. She was afraid of him. Even if she had sex with him later, she smiled at him cautiously and with reservations.

And she never looked at her when she kissed him. Every time she had sex, she closed her eyes, or she had to turn off the light. She only opened her eyes when he forced her.

He thought of the conversation he had had with her.

"Why do you agree to have sex with me if you don't like me? How can you agree, you say!"

"Because of the child, I want to stay with the child, all because of the child."

She stayed because of the child.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that she really didn't love him, not at all. don't love him, so don't want to look at him more when kissing, don't love him, so every time have sex with him, have to close eyes, don't love him, so as long as he makes a little mistake, she can say Just leave, no matter how nice he has been to her.

Just like fate, she doesn't love him, even though he tried his best to get her to marry him, she still doesn't love him.

He is such a rational person, why does he think that she will like him more or less after getting along during this period of time? Isn't liking this kind of thing destined from the beginning?

He still remembered that time he overheard her talking to Lu Yuan, and Lu Yuan asked her, "What kind of man do you want to marry in the future?"

She held her face and thought about it seriously. At that time, it was the season of spring flowers, and she held her face like a blooming flower. She said, "I don't know either. I don't know exactly what kind of marriage I want to marry. thought about it."

"Then do you have someone you don't want to marry? That kind of person will never be considered in your mate selection criteria."

She didn't even want to say: "Brother Jun Ting is like that." She said that her body cooperated and shivered, "Of course I didn't say that Brother Jun Ting was bad, but compared to me, I felt that it was with People like Jun Ting are too depressing to be together."

I never thought about being with him, never liked him from the beginning, and even after getting along for so long, have no feelings for him.

He closed his eyes and felt a pain in his ribs, as if he had been punched hard, and it hurt as soon as he breathed. don't know how long it took, he gradually opened his eyes, and there was scarlet spreading in the bottom of his eyes.

So what if she doesn't want to marry him, she doesn't marry him in the end, so what if she doesn't like it, she will always be his Lu Junting's wife.

As long as he doesn't die, she will always be his.

Either don't, if you want it, it will take forever.

In this marriage, he will never leave no matter what!