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Chapter 37
After hearing Lin Xigan tell a few bad jokes, Lin Xiyu's mood gradually improved. She turned her head inadvertently and saw the father and son standing outside the window.
She almost didn't recognize it at first sight, because the father and son both wore a cap with the same shape. Lu Junting wore it very casually today. The cap also matched his outfit very well, but it didn't match his temperament. side.
Good treasure naturally saw his mother, his happy little body trembled, jumping and screaming in his father's arms, "Mom, mom, mom."
Lin Xiyu hurriedly put down his chopsticks and went out. When Bao Bao saw his mother coming out, he stretched out his arms to hug him, and half of his body came out of his father's arms. Lin Xiyu was startled, afraid that he would fall, and hurriedly walked over to him take over.
I haven't seen each other for many days, she really can't think of it, she hugged Gubao's limp body tightly, sniffed the scent of milk on his body, and rubbed against his little fleshy face.
"Good baby, good baby, I don't think mommy is there."
"Um, mom, um, mom."
As if to say, um, yes, thinking about mom.
Lin Xiyu only felt that the tip of her nose was sore, but she didn't want to cry in front of the child. She rubbed Gubao's hat crookedly and hurriedly helped him straighten up, smiling: "Guybao is wearing a new hat? Do you like it?"
Gubao seemed to have thought of something, leaned out of his mother's arms and pointed at his father's hand, Lin Xiyu followed and looked over, Lu Junting was still holding a hat in his hand.
Lu Junting handed her the hat and said, "My dear picked it."
Lin Xiyu also saw that it was a parent-child hat. She glanced at the top of his head. This hat did not match his temperament at all. Even if he was dressed casually, his temperament gave people a sense of rigor. This peaked cap is very Hip-hop, wearing it on his head is a bit funny, and don't know why he is willing to wear such a hat.
Lin Xiyu didn't take it, she coaxed Gubao and said, "Mom doesn't wear it, Gubao can wear it. The hat that Gubao chose by himself is very beautiful!" She kissed him on the face and said: "My baby's eyesight is very good."
Gu Bao was so kissed that she giggled, so she forgot about making her mother wear a hat.
The hand that Lu Junting handed out stopped in midair, as if it had been frozen, and it took a while to slowly withdraw it.
She didn't even want to wear the hat chosen by the child, because it was a parent-child hat, a parent-child hat for a family of three. Both he and the baby wore it, and he just waited for her to wear this hat, so they looked more like a family. There are three, and she is not willing to form a family of three with him.
Two gardenias were planted at the entrance of the hotel. A gust of wind blew and brought a fragrance. This fragrance seemed to be imprinted in his memory for a moment. Together with the pain that made his heart feel like a knife, the future is very bright. For a long time, whenever he smelled the smell of gardenia, the pain in his memory would emerge, and even if nothing happened, it still made him feel a colicky pain in his heart.
She really doesn't love him, even after being with him for so long, even after giving birth to his child, she doesn't love him.
Lin Xiyu teased the child for a while, and then asked him, "Why did you bring the baby here?"
Lu Junting gradually recovered from the colic. He said, "My child misses you and wants to have a meal with you."
Lin Xiyu didn't want to have dinner with Lu Junting, and after this time, he would use the same excuse to come to her with the good baby in the future. She just wanted to divorce him now.
"When I get divorced in the future, I'll have dinner with him when I visit Gubao normally."
She only said that she wanted to eat with Gubao, not that she wanted to be with him.
She looked cold and deliberately kept a distance from him. He remembered that when she saw him before, she would greet him with a little shyness. If he kept staring at her, she would be embarrassed to bow her head, although she was wary of him. , but he was never so cold, as if he didn't even want to say a word to him.
She was obviously so soft, but she revealed the hardest thorn to him, but did you blame her? This thorn was picked out by him. But if he doesn't do that and doesn't want to find a way to make her keep the child, then they won't have any contact in this life.
She doesn't like him, and what he does is useless. If he wants to get her, he can only take it by force. Before that, he will prepare everything, a house far abroad that no one will know, her suspended death certificate, but He still didn't do that, he didn't want her to hate him, all he didn't want was a body.
But after such a big circle, she still hates him, doesn't like it, doesn't like it after all, no matter how hard he tries, she doesn't like it.
Lu Junting went out with a nanny, Lin Xiyu hugged the baby for a while, then handed the child over to the nanny, and instructed: "Take care of him, the things outside are not clean, don't feed him."
After she finished speaking, she said to Lu Junting, "I will draw up the divorce agreement. We will sign it when you are free."
Does she really want to leave him without divorce?
The smell of gardenia gradually became strong, which made him feel like he was about to breathe. He had never felt the smell of gardenia was so offensive.
"You can also sign it, but you have to promise me a condition."
"What conditions?"
"After a divorce, you should never meet your children."
Lin Xiyu was stunned by these words. After a brief period of shock, a burst of anger rushed up. She stared at Lu Junting and clenched her hands subconsciously, "How can you do this? Even if I get divorced, I have the right to visit my children."
"This is my condition. If you want a divorce, you don't want to see your children, or you go to court to file for divorce, but I didn't do anything wrong. It's not easy for you to file for divorce."
"Think about it for yourself."
Lu Junting dropped these words and took the child into the car. Lin Xiyu looked at the car and walked away, so angry that she wanted to curse. She felt that she used to be a brainless person, why did she think Lu Junting was a good person! Why was he fooled around like a fool.
How could he make such a request, how could he be such a jerk!
Lu Junting looked at the little girl from the rearview mirror, even if he was far away, he could feel the anger in her. Good treasure separated from his mother and started to make trouble. The nanny hurriedly coaxed him. There was a lot of noise in the carriage, but his heart was extraordinarily deserted. not filled.
Why are they making such a fuss? So ugly?
But he has no other way, the child is the only condition she can compromise, he can only do this.
Lin Xigan came out of the restaurant to support Lin Xiyu's shoulder, for fear that she would fall down accidentally, he asked, "What's the matter? What did he tell you?"
Lin Xiyu closed his eyes to calm his anger, "He told me never to see the child, I really didn't expect him to be so extreme."
Lin Xigan said: "The child is the only thing he can hold you back. Of course he has to make good use of it. You should think about it first, don't make a decision in such a hurry, and then make a decision after you have figured out what you really want."
Lin Xiyu has been absent-minded these two days. She doesn't want to give up the child, but she also doesn't want to compromise with Lu Junting. Every time she came home, she would always flip through the photos of Gubao on her phone, and she couldn't help crying, especially thinking that she might never see him again in the future.
What should she do now? If she doesn't get divorced, then she will always be Lu Junting's wife, and she can't get rid of him for the rest of her life, but if she gets divorced, she and her children will be separated forever.
She remembered that Lin Xigan once told her that Lu Junting was a very powerful person and knew how to restrain her. At that time, she didn't take it seriously, she felt that Lu Junting was not that bad.
But now that she has experienced all this, she is passively caught in a dilemma, and she realizes that she has never really understood Lu Junting, this person is far more terrifying than she realizes.
Lu Junting didn't have a good time these two days. He was often distracted at work. Even though he kept forcing himself to be busy, when there was a space in his mind, he would think of her, her ruthlessness, and her odiousness.
He moved his son's cot into the room, and his room was also padded for his son to crawl around. This child was the only connection between him and her. He couldn't let him have any mistakes. He even Ask the nanny to bring Gubao to the company. His office is very wide. He dismantled some equipment, put soft pads on it, and surrounded a fence for his son to play in it.
At night, my son was playing with his little toys in the room. He was sitting on the sofa reading documents, but he was not distracted, and he was often distracted.
He hadn't slept well in the past few days, he always felt in a trance, always felt that she was still beside him, and he could see it when he looked up, but when he looked, there was no sign of her.
The phone rang at this time, and he scanned the caller ID, as if the call would disappear if he took a step too late, he hurriedly pressed to connect, but held his breath again before speaking for a while.
"Hey?"
"it's me."
There was a familiar voice from her.
He tried to keep his tone calm: "I know it's you, what's the matter with me?"
"I promise you, I promise all your conditions, as long as you can agree to the divorce."
For so many days, this was the only phone call she made to him, but he didn't expect her to call for this matter, or he never thought that she could really divorce him and never see the child, he Knowing how much she likes this child, in order to stay with the child, even if she doesn't like him, she is willing to have sex with him.
He tightened his fingers while holding the phone, and a blush filled his eyes. He wanted to calm down and restrain himself, but his words were still trembling with anger, "You hate me so much? I divorce?"
"You don't have to use the baby to coerce me. As I said, before being the mother of the baby, I am myself first."
He was silent, or maybe he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't say a word.
"I agree to all the conditions you asked for, when will you divorce?"
He couldn't listen anymore, and hung up the phone abruptly. He didn't expect her to agree, but she actually agreed. Did she just want to get rid of him? She didn't even want the child, that was her favorite child!
He was completely stunned, he didn't know what to do.
In his life, he was used to calculating, he calculated a lot of things, but the only thing he didn't calculate was that she would really recklessly divorce him.
After Lin Xiyu made that call, Lu Junting never gave her a reply. When he called him, he didn't answer, so she sent a text message to ask him.
Lu Junting didn't want to answer her call, or he didn't dare, he didn't want to hear the words he didn't want to hear, but her text messages were still sent one by one.
"I've agreed to your terms, why haven't you gotten a divorce yet?"
"My divorce agreement is out. When are you free, I'll go to you to sign it."
"What else do you want, I promise you will never see the baby."
Lu Junting didn't return a single word. He went to get off work, got off work, and took care of official business after returning home. He still took his son with him every day.
When he was dealing with official business, Baobao would crawl around on the ground to play. He is not the kind of noisy child. As long as he has enough food and drink, he can play all day with a toy.
He kept himself busy, fearing that he would accidentally fall into that empty state, it would be easy to be led into the abyss and sink in pain, it was too uncomfortable.
"dad."
Just when he was bowing his head to sign, he suddenly heard Gu Bao's cry. Lu Junting suspected that he had heard it wrong, and he looked at him in disbelief.
"You... what was your name just now?"
Good treasure is holding a small inflatable hammer in his hand. The small hammer can smash the inflated button. He seems to just let out a subconscious cry. When asked by his father, his face is still a bit blank.
But Lu Junting heard it clearly. He put down his pen and walked over. He squatted beside his son, excited and happy, "What was your name just now? Say it again."
Good treasure stared at his father with bewildered eyes, and then waved the little hammer and said, "Dad."
He called very clearly, he understood, he was really calling him.
He taught him for a long time before, but every time he sees him, he still screams "Wow".
"Dad." He called him so clearly that his son would call him Daddy.
Lu Junting couldn't help picking up his son. He rubbed his little head. He was so excited by the joy of being a father that he kissed his face, "Good son, my good son."
Gu Bao was kissed by his father, and was a little disgusted. The back of his hand subconsciously wiped the place where he had been kissed, but Lu Junting was not angry. He was eager to share his joy with others, so he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Lin Xiyu.
"You know what? Your son just called me Daddy."
After Lin Xiyu received this text message, she stared at it for a long time. She covered her mouth and almost didn't cry. There is one more thing that Bao Bao can say. He is growing up slowly, but she can no longer witness it. his growth.
She closed her eyes to calm down for a long time, and only then did she reply to Lu Junting.
Lu Junting waited after he finished. He waited for her to be as excited as he was. Even if she hated him again, Gubao was the common child of the two. Gubao would be called Dad, so she should be happy too.
"When exactly did you get divorced?"
He looked at these cold words, and his joy, excitement and joy disappeared in an instant. She no longer wants to share joy with him, and the only thing she wants him to do now is divorce.
But he really doesn't want a divorce.
Lin Xiyu didn't expect Mrs. Lu to come to her so early. Mrs. Lu was accompanied by Lu Yuan, and the two were waiting at the door of the club.
"Hee Hee, I heard that you and Jun Ting are getting divorced, what's the matter?" Mrs. Lu looked sad, "Is it because of Jun Ting's scandal a few days ago, I asked him and asked him to check it out? , that little star deliberately hyped it up, Jun Ting has already taught him a lesson."
"Grandma, the problem is between me and Brother Jun Ting, and it has nothing to do with anyone."
"What's the reason? Did Jun Ting do anything to hurt you? Tell your grandma, and grandma will help you get justice."
"No one can resolve the matter between me and him."
The old lady Lu was not in good health. She was very angry when she heard that Lu Junting and Lin Xiyu were going to divorce. She coughed a few times when she heard this, and Lu Yuan helped her back. Lin Xiyu felt guilty about it. Since then, the second elders of the Lu family have treated her very well.
"Grandma, you are not in good health. Don't blow the cold wind here, go back first."
Mrs. Lu paused for a while, then she held Lin Xiyu's hand, "Xixi, I don't know what happened to you and Jun Ting, if Jun Ting did something wrong to you, grandma apologizes to you, it's me I didn't teach my grandson well. Divorce is not a trivial matter, not to mention that you have children, Cheng Subaru is still so young, if Jun Ting is not so unforgivable, can you not divorce him for the sake of the children."
Her eldest grandson finally got married and had a child. She was happy for him. Who would have guessed that the two of them were arguing for divorce within a few days of the happy days.
Lin Xiyu didn't know what to say, she held the old lady Lu's hand, and after a long time she only whispered, "Sorry grandma."
As soon as Mrs. Lu saw her like this, she knew that it was unreasonable, and she was not an unreasonable person, but she was really satisfied with this grandson-in-law. She was really happy that Lu Junting married her, and the two were really divorced. She also felt sorry.
Mrs. Lu sighed heavily, "Forget it, you young people have your own ideas, and what grandma wants to persuade has already been brought to you. It's you who live the life."
After Mrs. Lu finished speaking, she asked Lu Yuan to help her back to the car. Lu Yuan helped the old lady Lu into the car and ran back. She asked Lin Xiyu, "What's the matter with you and my eldest brother? Why do you want to divorce? What about Xiao Cheng Subaru?"
Lin Xiyu didn't want to say so much, only said: "I have a lot of problems with him."
Lu Yuan sighed and said, "I know that you have your own reasons for making decisions, so I won't ask more if you don't tell me, but you have to remember that my family will always be your parents' family, and my parents and I are also your family. We will always be behind you as your backing."
The sun has already risen, and the warm light is scattered on the earth, and the sky is full of golden light. Hearing Lu Yuan's words, Lin Xiyu felt that the sun had not yet reached her, and a warm feeling had arisen in her heart.
She hugged Lu Yuan and said to her sincerely, "Lu Yuan, thank you."
No matter how out of place this girl is sometimes, she will always be her best friend and will not hesitate to stand up to help her when she is in trouble.
The leisure area in Lu Junting's office was remodeled by him, surrounded by a fence, covered with soft cushions, and Cheng Subaru could play in it.
When he went to work, he brought Cheng Subaru along with him. Cheng Subaru was not a crying child and would not affect him. When he was doing business, he would occasionally glance at him and see that little meat dumpling sitting on the soft cushion, chubby little hands clumsily assembling toys. While assembling, he talked to himself, and occasionally he had to match his expressions, such as frowning and speaking angrily. Occasionally, there will be a smile, a cheerful smirk.
Looking at this scene, a familiar memory suddenly crashed into his mind. He remembered that when he was a child, he also liked playing alone, talking to himself, not crying or making trouble, and he could play all day with one toy. .
I didn't expect his son to do the same.
A strong sour feeling suddenly hit, it seems that nothing has changed, it seems that fate has already been destined, and generations are replaced. His childhood was miserable, and his child's childhood was destined to be as miserable as him.
He has never been a person who believes in fate. Fate is just an excuse made by the weak for himself. He does not believe in heaven or ghosts, but only in himself. But now, looking at the child who was playing with toys and talking to himself, he suddenly felt a huge sense of powerlessness. This sense of powerlessness stirred his heart, and suddenly there was a sharp pain.
I don't know if the little guy realized that he was looking at him, he looked up at him and met his eyes, but the little guy smiled at him, he didn't know anything, he was innocent and happy, not sad ,do not understand anything. He shook the toy in his hand at him, his eyes lit up with a smile.
That burst of pain was melted away in such a smile, and the smile of that kid was like this. She used to smile at him like this, she helped him heal his wounds little by little, and the child she gave him also smiled at him. .
Not the same, everything will be different, his children will not be as miserable as him.
Lu Junting put down what he was doing and walked over to the child. He walked up to him and squatted down. The child handed him the toy he had assembled. It was a very small caterpillar toy, but he made a mistake and put the head on on the body. Lu Junting took it, rubbed his head and said, "Good baby is great."
The praised little guy laughed even more, giggling loudly, filling the empty office with his laughter. I don't know what the little guy suddenly thought of, he pointed to the toy and said, "Mom."
Lu Junting guessed what he meant and asked him, "Do you want to give this to my mother?"
The little guy nodded and said again: "Mom."
After Lin Xiyu got off work, she saw a familiar car parked in front of the club. She recognized that it was Lu Junting's car, and Lin Xiyu didn't care. It took about ten minutes to walk from the club to where she lives now. Lu Junting's car kept following her, not fast, and kept a certain distance until she reached the gate of the community, and the car stopped at her faster speed. beside.
The door opened, and she saw Lu Junting sitting in the back seat, and the boy sitting next to him in the child seat. As soon as Gubao saw her, he called her with open hands, "Mom, mom, mom."
Almost instinctively, Lin Xiyu went around to the other side, opened the car door, and picked up the good treasure, she hugged him tightly, and sniffed the smell of him deeply.
"Baby, baby, mother's baby."
Good treasure handed the toy he brought to her, Lin Xiyu was stunned for a moment, a toy caterpillar was assembled in a mess, Lin Xiyu asked him with a puzzled look: "Is it for mother?"
The little guy nodded, Lin Xiyu took the toy caterpillar and asked him, "Did you make it yourself?"
Gu Bao didn't answer, but giggled. Lin Xiyu kissed her on the head and praised him with a smile: "Gu Bao is awesome."
Lu Junting stood aside and watched this scene. She didn't change anything about the child. She and the child were still warm, but when her eyes fell on him, her smiling expression gradually turned cold.
She asked him, "Are you looking for me for a divorce?"
As soon as the exit is divorce, do they have nothing else to say except divorce? His heart was pierced with severe pain, and it took a while for him to speak normally.
"The child needs you, come back with me."
Lin Xiyu understood that she didn't come to discuss divorce with her. The old lady Lu came only in the morning, and in the afternoon he brought the child over again. In order not to divorce her, he dispatched the whole family.
But Lin Xiyu didn't understand, was it necessary?
Lin Xiyu kissed Gubao on the face, and she put him back on the seat and helped him fasten his seat belt. He reluctantly rubbed his face again. Then he closed the car door again, and Lin Xiyu said to him, "Just a little bit, don't do this again, it's not necessary."
After she finished speaking, she turned and walked towards the gate of the community. There was a sudden sound of hurried footsteps behind her, and then a pair of arms suddenly came upstairs from behind to hug her.
"Hee-hee, don't go."
She heard his hoarse voice speaking to her.