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    Lu Junting's voice was a little tired, "Go out."

    Lu Wantang, who was standing at the door before Lu Chengsuba went out, hurried away. She cut the fruit, thinking that her father and brother were still talking inside, and she didn't know how to help, so she brought the cut fruit, but she didn't expect to overhear the conversation between the two.

    Lu Wantang returned to the room, wrapped the quilt, and cried hard.

    Lu Wantang has been in a heavy mood these past two days. She usually doesn't like to talk when she's in a bad mood. Zhang Minmin knows her temper and doesn't bother her. If she wants to tell her, she just passes a note.

    After school in the afternoon, Lu Wantang came out of the school gate and met Jiang Zhouming who was looking for her.

    "Jiang Zhouming, why are you here?"

    "Come to find you."

    In the past, every time Jiang Zhouming came to her, she was very happy, and would jump over and hold his hand and say, "That's great, I'll take you to eat delicious food." But this time she just nodded, "Oh. "

    Jiang Zhouming knew that it was because of her mother's illness.

    "Let's go, let's eat first."

    "I don't really want to eat, I have no appetite."

    "Then you can eat with me, I'm hungry."

    The two went to a claypot restaurant. The barbecued pork rice here is delicious. When Tangtang is in a bad mood, she will come here to eat barbecued pork. She said that she will feel very happy after eating this barbecued pork, but this time , the barbecued pork in her bowl didn't move. What if she didn't eat, Jiang Zhouming forced and coaxed her, and finally let her eat half a bowl.

    After eating, the two sat on long chairs on the side of the street, and the sun was about to sink not far away. Jiang Zhouming glanced at her, she looked up at the sun, the red light illuminated her face red.

    "Are you all right?" he asked.

    Lu Wantang shook his head, "Not very good."

    "Tell me."

    She was silent for a long time, and Jiang Zhouming didn't rush her. If she wanted to say something, she would naturally tell him. If she didn't want to say it, it was useless for him to ask.

    "I overheard my father talking to my brother. If my mother has any problems, my father will go with her, and then I will be an orphan."

    After she finished speaking, she laughed at herself. The sunset was fiery and enthusiastic, burning like a raging fire in the sky, but the light in her eyes could not dispel the heaviness in her eyes. Those eyes that were originally bright and cunning were now shrouded in gloom, like pearls covered with dust.

    Jiang Zhouming didn't know how to comfort him. He didn't get much care from his parents since he was a child. For him, his parents were dispensable. Of course, he knew that Tangtang was different. He couldn't understand losing. How sad his parents are after that, the only thing he can feel is her sadness, because when she is sad, his heart will also hurt.

    Just like now, he felt very uncomfortable.

    "You still have a brother."

    "But my brother will also get married, and he will have his own family. If my parents are gone, I will not have a home of my own."

    At the moment when the sunset on the horizon was burning the most, Jiang Zhouming wanted to tell her that if he could, he was willing to take care of her, and he was willing to give her a home, but he didn't say it, because he subconsciously felt that he was not worthy.

    "Okay Jiang Zhouming, I'm going back to class."

    Jiang Zhouming sent her to the school gate. She waved at him and turned to leave. The moment she turned around, a gust of wind just blew, and the wind blew her hair up and slipped over his knuckles, causing a sudden numbness. feeling came.

    "Sugar candy."

    Jiang Zhouming was almost out of control and called out her name subconsciously.

    "Um?"

    She looked back at him with a small smile on her face. He often listened to the brothers around him saying that Lu Wantang was not so beautiful and attractive, why he was fascinated by it. In fact, he never told others that he liked Lu Wantang, and he even kept it back from time to time, just like how shocking it was to like Lu Wantang, but even so, it was still obvious to others.

    He felt that what they said was wrong. In his opinion, she was beautiful and moving, and every frown and smile enticed people's hearts.

    Just like this moment, just a simple glance back can make him amazed.

    "What's wrong?"

    He shook his head, "Nothing."

    I want to take care of you all my life.

    But he didn't say this, she turned to leave, he lowered his head and laughed at himself.

    The depressing life of the father and son of the Lu family did not last long. Lin Xiyu finally woke up after being in a coma for five days. The doctor came to check on her. The operation recovered well and there was nothing serious.

    After a false alarm, the three of them ushered in great joy. Lu Wantang hugged her mother tightly beside the hospital bed, tears soaked on her mother's clothes, she quietly wiped it off so that her mother could not see it.

    "Mom is good, can you make sweet and sour pork ribs for me? I want to eat the sweet and sour pork ribs made by my mother."

    Lin Xiyu rubbed her head and said, "Of course, I'll do whatever Tangtang wants to eat."

    Lu Junting scolded aside: "Your mother just woke up and you won't let her idle?"

    Lin Xiyu hurriedly said, "It's alright, it's alright. After lying down for so many days, my body is completely useless. It's time to do some exercise."

    Lin Xiyu was discharged after being observed in the hospital for a few days. She had just finished the operation, and she couldn't do any big things. Lu Junting temporarily put down work to accompany her at home, but it was hard for Lu Chengsubaru. He had to continue to work until his father returned to the company. Company experience.

    Lu Junting accompanies Lin Xiyu for a walk in the backyard. Lin Xiyu walks slowly, and he is patient and unhurried.

    Lin Xiyu obviously noticed the change in Lu Junting. He was obviously haggard and had a lot of white hair on his head. She thought of what she said from Cheng Subaru's mouth. It happened that Cheng Subaru was with him in front of the hospital bed that day, so she asked about the situation of their father and son in the past few days. She noticed that Cheng Subaru’s expression was a little wrong, so she deliberately put a few words on it, but then Cheng Subaru didn’t say anything. Conceal her again and tell her everything.

    She naturally knew that this man had already made a will when she was in a coma, and there was a kind of meaning that he would follow when she left.

    She really wanted to blame him, why did he do this, but she couldn't say it when she saw the gray hair of the old man Lu.

    Lu Junting realized the look in her eyes, and he stopped to look at her.

    "What's wrong? What are you staring at me for?"

    Lin Xiyu smiled, "You look good."

    "It's all old men, what's so good about it?"

    "Mr. Lu looks good when he's old."

    This made Mr. Lu very happy, he nodded in agreement, "Have vision."

    Lin Xiyu burst out laughing, and after laughing, Lin Xiyu straightened his face and said to Lu Junting, "Jun Ting, can I promise you one thing?"

    "What's up?"

    "I will live well."

    "Then you have to remember it well."

    "certainly."

    I will live well, because I want you to live well, and you can live well only if I live well.

    After Lin Xiyu was discharged from the hospital, Lu Wantang's tense mood also relaxed. When Lu Wantang was in a good mood, she went to Peerless to find Jiang Zhouming on the weekend.

    She wanted to drink some wine, but Jiang Zhouming wouldn't let her drink it. There was no way, Lu Wantang finally drank a belly.

    Seeing that it was getting late, Jiang Zhouming proposed to take her home, but Lu Wantang gave him a mysterious smile and said, "I told my parents today to go to Minmin's house for the night, and Minmin's side is already feeling good." Lu Wantang shook his head. He shook his wrist and said, "So, shall we go to open a room tonight?"

    Jiang Zhouming was shocked by what she said, and he asked with a look of surprise: "Didn't you say eighteen years old?"

    Lu Wantang smiled deeply and said, "Jiang Zhouming, so you were looking forward to it."

    Jiang Zhouming: "..."

    Jiang Zhouming took a sip of beer to cover up the strangeness on his face, and whispered, "How can there be."

    "Didn't I say that I wanted to wear a cos suit to show you? Let's go to the house and I'll show you it, okay?"

    "..."

    Jiang Zhouming didn't expect that he really brought her to open the room in the end. At this time, he was sitting on the bed in the hotel room, and Lu Wantang was changing clothes in the bathroom.

    Jiang Zhouming inserted his fingers into his hair, annoyed why he brought her to open the room, and looked towards the bathroom with anticipation.

    The door of the bathroom opened, and Jiang Zhouming just turned his gaze, and soon met Lu Wantang who came out of the bathroom. Jiang Zhouming was stunned.

    She was wearing a colorful skirt and an ice-blue wig. The skirt was too short to just cover her thighs. It was obviously a nondescript dress, but the pair of straight and slender legs that were exposed covered all the clothes. The flaws are covered up, and only her boldness and sexiness can be seen.

    She walked lightly on her toes like a bird, turned around in front of him, and asked him, "Does it look good?"

    Jiang Zhouming finally came back to his senses. He felt that his breathing was tight, and the breath exhaled from the end of his nose was hot. He turned his head to one side and nodded slightly.

    "Does it look good, Jiang Zhouming?"

    "Quite good looking."

    Lu Wantang walked towards him, she pinched his chin and raised his face, she leaned down slightly to meet his eyes, their faces instantly drew closer, she stared at his eyes with a serious expression But it was obviously bad, "Since it looks good, why don't you look at me?"

    Her breath sprayed on his face, and he suddenly felt his heartbeat break the watch. He wanted to push her away to make his breathing easier, but his hand fell on her, but he grabbed her wrist and pulled her to the bed. Staring at her face from top to bottom, she gritted her teeth and said, "Stop teasing me, Lu Wantang, I'm not a good person."

    She didn't mean to be frightened at all. She raised her brows very provocatively and asked him, "How can you be bad? Show me the bad one."

    Jiang Zhouming felt that in front of Lu Wantang, he didn't have the strength of a student leader at all, and he didn't even have the dignity. She always made him feel at a loss so easily.

    Just like now, the two were deadlocked. He wanted to do something to let her know how powerful he was and teach her a lesson, but he couldn't do anything to her face. Jiang Zhouming felt that he must be very much like a fool at the moment.

    Until a heavy knock on the door pulled his thoughts back.

    Both of them were stunned for a moment, and Lu Wantang asked him in a low voice, "Who is it?"

    "I don't know."

    Jiang Zhouming got off her, walked to the door and asked, "Who are you looking for?"

    There was no response from the outside, there was only a heavy knock on the door, Jiang Zhouming opened the door a little, but only a crack, but the man outside was quite energetic, and as soon as the door opened, he suddenly pushed hard inside. , Jiang Zhouming was unprepared, he was pushed back a step, and the man walked in from the door.

    Jiang Zhouming thought it was a guy who knocked on the door after drinking. He hadn't forgotten that Lu Wantang was in the room, and he was wearing a skirt that showed his thighs, so he stopped him without thinking about it, and wanted to teach this uninvited guest a lesson, but When he saw the man clearly, his body froze.

    "Go away!" Lu Chengsuba coldly shouted at him.

    The moment Lu Chengsuba came in, Lu Wantang had already seen him clearly, and she was also frightened. She didn't understand why her brother came here suddenly.

    Lu Wantang's mood was very complicated at this time. She was found by her brother when she opened a room with someone, and she dressed like this ghost. At this moment, Lu Wantang flashed countless thoughts in her mind, and she was even considering whether to find a place to hide and pretend she was not there.

    In the end, Lu Wantang chose to face it directly. She lowered her head, walking slowly like a child who made a mistake, and asked cautiously, "Brother, why are you here?"

    Lu ChengSubaru's expression was very bad at this time, and he was full of killing intent as if he was going to cut people into eight pieces. When You Qi saw clearly the clothes his sister was wearing at the moment, the already solemn expression became a little more solemn.

    "What mess are you wearing?"

    His obviously fiery tone startled Lu Wantang.

    "That...I...I..." She was so nervous that she couldn't even utter a complete sentence.

    Lu Chengsuba looked at Jiang Zhouming again, with fire in his eyes, and the fists on his side clenched loudly. Before he started, Lu Wantang hurried over to block Jiang Zhouming, she took Lu Chengsuba's wrist and said to him, "Brother, let's go back first. , I will explain to you slowly, let's go, let's go."

    While talking, he dragged Lu Chengsubaru towards the door. Probably because Lu Wantang stopped him, Lu Chengsubaru didn't do anything in the end. Lu Wantang made an apologetic gesture to Jiang Zhouming before leaving. The door was slammed shut, and after a while, Jiang Zhouming walked to the bed and sat down heavily, scratching his hair a little irritably.

    Lu Chengsuba stuffed Lu Wantang into the car. After he sat down, he asked her, "Why did you come here with him? What did he do to you?"

    Her eldest brother's expression was not good and his tone was not good. Lu Wantang spoke more cautiously, she said, "I didn't buy a few cos suits, I just wanted to wear them to show him, we didn't do anything."

    Lu Cheng Subaru glanced at her disproportionately short skirt, and his expression became even uglier, "It's okay to run out to open a room with a boy, and even lie to your parents, Lu Wantang, who taught you this?"

    Lu Wantang hurriedly said with a look of guilt and guilt: "I was wrong brother, I really know I was wrong, don't tell your parents about it, Mom was only discharged from the hospital, I'm afraid she can't stand the stimulation."

    Lu ChengSubaru sneered: "You still know that this will make mother irritated?"

    Lu Wantang was so anxious that she almost burst into tears, "Brother, I really know I'm wrong, please don't tell your parents, please."

    Lu Cheng Subaru ignored her and started the car and left with a blank face. It was very late when the two returned, but fortunately their parents were asleep, so they didn't see Lu Wantang's nondescript dress.

    Lu Wantang went back to the room and turned on the phone. Only then did he see countless missed calls, including Zhang Minmin's, her brother's, and Zhang Minmin's classmate's bombardment of text messages.

    "Tangtang, I'm sorry, I was tricked by your brother. He already knows you're not at my house, so hurry up and run."

    "Tangtang, why did you turn off the machine? Turn it on quickly."

    "Tangtang, your brother really killed him."

    After reading the text message, Lu Wantang almost knew what was going on. Thinking that her shrewd brother found something wrong, so he used Zhang Minmin's words. Since Zhang Minmin's IQ was definitely not her brother's opponent, he was caught out. Lu Wantang sighed silently. She went to bed heavily, thinking that was sorry for Jiang Zhouming today, and wanted to call to apologize, but it was already late, so forget it, let's treat him to a big meal tomorrow.

    The weather was overcast today, the sky was overcast, and it looked like it was going to rain. Jiang Zhouming came out of the school gate, followed by a group of little boys as usual.

    When he got to the door, someone blocked his way. Jiang Zhouming saw the person coming, and he sneered, "Lu Wantang didn't come to me today."

    "I'm here to find you." Lu ChengSubaru said to him, "I want to tell you a few words, is it convenient?"

    Jiang Zhouming smiled lazily, giving people a heartless feeling, "Okay."

    There is a park near No. 3 Middle School. At this moment, Jiang Zhouming and Lu Chengsuba walked to a pavilion in the park.

    "What do you want to tell me?" Jiang Zhouming asked him.

    Lu Chengsuba stared at him for a few seconds, and then said, "You don't really plan to be with Tangtang, do you?"

    His words were full of irony, and immediately aroused Jiang Zhouming's anger. He always wanted to hide his thoughts towards Lu Wantang, and he didn't want others to know, even Lu Wantang would not let her know.

    But I don't know why, facing Lu Chengsuba's inquiring eyes at this moment, he smiled and said, "Yes, what's wrong?"

    "Really not." Lu ChengSubaru answered neatly.

    "why?"

    "Because you don't deserve it."

    This sentence went straight to the point, directly inserted in the place that Jiang Zhouming didn't want to face the most.

    Because you don't deserve it.

    It seems that he was right.

    He really doesn't deserve it.

    But he is not reconciled!

    A thunderstorm sounded in the sky, and he slowly restrained his smile. He remembered the struggles over the years, the feeling of being powerless and trying to change.

    He wasn't convinced, so he asked, "Why? Why am I not worthy?"

    Lu Chengsuba said: "I don't want to say something too harsh, what kind of virtue is your father, you think that you have such a father, and you have no mother to teach you since you were a child, what do you think you can look good? Fighting often Class? Bad conduct? How could my parents agree to Lu Wantang being with someone like you?"

    Jiang Zhouming sneered, "My father is not a good person, but I heard that it was not a good way for Mr. Lu to get Mrs. Lu back then."

    "I don't know how my parents got together, and I haven't seen it with my own eyes. I just know that what I have seen since childhood is the love of my parents. My sister and I also grew up in a healthy family."

    Crackling, a torrent of rain fell, and the sound of rain hitting the air suddenly sounded in my ears.

    In the sound of the rain, Lu Chengsuba's sonorous voice came, "If you are really good for her, stay away from her. Of course, if you just want to possess her, then you better be prepared. With my brother here, you can do whatever you want. Don't think about it."

    Lu Cheng Subaru left, but his words still rang in his ears. Jiang Zhouming sat in the pavilion, he took out a cigarette and lit it, and rubbed his forehead with his thumb.

    He suddenly thought that when he was in junior high school that year, he and Lu Wantang were still in the same school and in the same class. The teacher organized a summer camp. Before the summer camp ended, Lu Wantang asked him to accompany her to buy gifts for her family.

    They shuttled through the quaint streets, and he accidentally bumped into a familiar person, the mother who had left him for many years. She was separated from them by a few bluestone slabs. She squatted in front of a little boy. The little boy was holding candied haws, and the sugar was sticking to his mouth. She gently wiped it off for him.

    He almost didn't recognize her, not that she had changed a lot, but her tenderness to children was something he had never seen before. That little boy looked four or five years old, just like when she abandoned him back then. about the same age.

    She had never treated him so tenderly, so even if she was as similar as he remembered, he didn't think it was her. Until she stood up holding the boy and confronted him unexpectedly, she was obviously stunned, and she should have recognized him.

    But it was only a brief surprise, and then she took the child and left, as if he was just an unrelated stranger.

    At that moment, he felt as if his whole body was frozen, a suffocating cold tightly bound him, and he was so frozen that he couldn't even move his hands and feet.

    It wasn't until a warm body suddenly hugged him, the warmth from her body spread to him, his body warmed up a little bit, and his hands and feet gradually became conscious. He looked down and heard her say to him over and over again. : "It's okay Jiang Zhouming, I want you, and I will always want you."

    I forgot what weather it was that day, it should be very cold, otherwise my hands and feet would not freeze, but the sun was about to come out, because he felt the warmth covering him.

    Anger, unwillingness, and jealousy were melted a little by the warmth flowing from her body. He still remembered that day when he whispered to Lu Wantang, "Lu Wantang, don't let me go in the future."

    The rain was still crackling down, thinking about this past, he couldn't help laughing softly, but the sound seemed to shatter in the sound of the rain, like a drop of water hitting the ground, instantly shattering into pieces.

    Lu Wantang, with you like this, how can I let go!

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