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    There is always a sense of grievance in my heart.

    It cracked like the jar of wine, and Gululu couldn't hold it back when it flowed out.

    "Oh, Xiaonuan, sit down, your parents must love you the most. If you have anything to say, sit down and say it! If you don't do it, talk to Aunt Yuan, and Aunt Yuan will go and talk to your parents." Lu Ran's mother hugged Jiang Nuan.

    But Jiang Huai was suddenly blocked by his daughter, and he couldn't help himself. He subconsciously said, "How can we just listen to Aunt Chen? You yourself have a bad record of throwing guns before..."

    Under the table, Jiang Huai was kicked by his wife.

    But the words "bad record" poked Jiang Nuan again inexplicably.

    She suddenly remembered what Rao Can had told her on the phone before, that Li Shuyue was talking to herself in class and the teacher Cai, who taught English, instead told her to go to a penalty stand.

    Although she didn't remember it clearly, she knew in her heart that even if she told her parents about it, they would probably say "Li Shuyue is talking to you, you can just ignore her."

    She envied those children who were doted on by their parents, and they were protected by their parents even when they did something wrong. But with her parents, it seems that she is always wrong.

    Jiang Nuan got up, she would definitely not be able to choke on this meal.

    "Xiao Nuan, where are you going!" Luo Chen asked.

    "Go out and buy a cannonball and fry the whole world's chickens!"

    After speaking, Jiang Nuan left with his pocket in his pocket.

    "Xiao Nuan! Xiao Nuan!"

    "It's alright, it's alright, the child will be fine for a while, and I'll keep the food for her." Luo Chen sighed, she also saw that her daughter was really unhappy this time, and she had to go out for a walk.

    They always compare Lu Ran like that. Over time, they really hurt their daughter.

    Jiang Huai sat there, looking at Jiang Nuan's back, and wanted to say something, but out of his father's pride, he didn't know how to speak.

    The door closed, and after half a minute it opened again.

    Jiang Huai thought it was her daughter who was no longer angry, but who knew Jiang Nuan just went to the sofa to get her woolen gloves and went out again.

    Luo Chen looked at Jiang Huai's staring look, rolled his eyes at him and said, "You! If you can't speak, don't speak! Did you have a good record from childhood to adulthood?"

    "It's like you can talk. Aunt Chen called, didn't you convict Xiaonuan?"

    Everyone could see that Jiang Huai and Luo Chen were not in the mood to eat.

    At this time, Lu Ran suddenly got up.

    "What's the matter, Lu Ran?"

    "She's fine." This was what he said just now, but no one seemed to listen. Only at this moment did the adults look over.

    Lu Ran went to the hanger and took off the scarf around his neck.

    "What?" Jiang Huai didn't understand what he meant.

    "She is more open-minded than I am, more tolerant than I am, and more aware of what she wants than me. Where I am not good, she is good."

    After speaking, Lu Ran went out.

    Jiang Huai was stunned, Luo Chen pushed him: "Look! You're not as sensible as a child! When Lu Ran called me back from Beijing before, he told me, 'Auntie, don't compare me with Xiaonuan again. She can do anything when she's confident.'"

    "Lu Ran... He seems to have said..." Jiang Huai showed a regretful expression, "I... Didn't I say this casually? Where can I really compare her to Lu Ran?"

    At this time, Jiang Nuan was carrying his pocket alone, took a breath, and the snot was blown by the cold wind, as if it was about to form a crust on his face.

    I feel like I have said so many words, and I can't get off the stage a bit.

    But... she didn't regret saying it.

    Because if it weren't for the blood rushing to her forehead at that moment, she might not be able to say anything in her life, so she could only hold it back.

    But why did she remember to take the gloves and forget the napkin?

    She originally wanted to see if her parents were chasing after her, but who knew that what she saw was Lu Ran's figure, she was shocked, she immediately shrank to the corner of Aunt Chen's courtyard, squatted down and catted.

    It must be that the adults couldn't save face and asked Lu Ran to come down to find her.

    She doesn't want it!

    go now! go now! Back to eat your meal!

    Jiang Nuan sniffed, thinking about spending fifty cents on a pack of tissues for a while.

    At this moment, someone stretched out a pack of tissues in front of her.

    "Hurry up and wipe it."

    Jiang Nuan saw Lu Ran on one side of her face, so shocked that she almost stabbed her foot.

    "The devil wants your napkin!" Jiang Nuan waved Lu Ran's hand away.

    Does this guy's eyes turn around? She hides so well, how did he find her?

    "Don't wipe it, are you going to keep it to eat?"

    "You just eat paper towels!"

    "...I mean snot."

    Looking at his face, Jiang Nuan suddenly burst into tears.

    "Why can't you let people be quiet for a while! You've already won, right? I can't compare to you, and I won't eat with you, why do you keep up with your presence!"

    The tears and snot can't be controlled anymore, Jiang Nuan wished he couldn't rub them all on Lu Ran's body.

    Lu Ran was silent for half a minute before speaking slowly.

    "There was an opponent, when she stood opposite me, I thought that I had the right place and the right place, and of course I would win to the end. But when she hit me with a sword, it seemed like the past ten years had gone by. After that, I can only stare at her. There are so many outstanding people in this world, but I can only look at her - probably because she gave me such an amazing opening."

    "Really... an opponent?" Jiang Nuan's eyes were full of mist, and he couldn't see Lu Ran's expression at all.

    Does Lu Ran mean conciseness? But Lu Ran would not despise conciseness!

    "It wasn't until I lost that I realized it wasn't a game at all." Lu Ran's voice was still so cold, but it seemed to be different from usual.

    Jiang Nuan grabbed the tissue, wiped it hard, and stared at Lu Ran.

    "Why didn't you say anything? What opponent? Are you helping my father to fool me back? Every time they compare you to me, you can't understand the grievances in my heart. Because you are standing at such a high place. , but I am very ordinary, so ordinary that nothing can satisfy my parents!"

    Jiang Nuan's ear seemed to hear a sigh, very light, and was blown away by the wind at once, smashed by the sound of breathing.

    "You don't remember anything." Lu Ran's napkin was stretched out and stuck to Jiang Nuan's nose. Jiang Nuan blew it out as if venting his anger. Lu Ran seemed to hold the napkin indifferently.

    "Remember what?" she asked angrily.

    "I don't like fencing, but my dad used to be a fencer and he wanted to beat your dad, but in all the big fights he didn't do it once. So he put that expectation on me But what I like is communication engineering. I told him, I don't want to practice fencing anymore, I want to study abroad in the future, choose the path I want to choose, and live the life I want to live instead of living in his expectations My dad was so mad at me that he had high blood pressure and was admitted to the hospital."

    Jiang Nuan was stunned, is there such a thing? She really doesn't remember.

    "Outside the door of the ward, I realized that it is impossible for me to live as I want. His expectations are like a net, trapping me in it, and my struggles will hurt him. If you don't love them, so what? Will you take their expectations to heart?"

    Jiang Nuan didn't know how Lu Ran managed to control his emotions so that he could say so calmly.

    "But you told me the other day that you can't compare to me in anything except fencing. If I give up fencing, you don't know how to prove to your father that you are better than me too. already."

    Jiang Nuan was stunned for a while. Indeed, she had absolutely no advantage in front of Lu Ran when it came to reading and discussing the favor of her elders.

    But fencing is different. Jiang Nuan knew that Jian Ming had always stood in front of Lu Ran like the Himalayas.

    "That day, you actually came to the hospital for your mother to deliver meals to me, but you ate all my meals."

    Jiang Nuan is embarrassed, Lu Ran should not be making up, this is indeed something she would do.

    "You said excitedly, you were watching me and Concise on TV, analyzing my every stroke, win or lose. You said, if I didn't stick to it, then maybe Concise will never be the same in other fields. I was very happy that night because someone other than my parents and my coach was looking forward to me. To this day, my father, my club, sports magazines, the whole youth swordsmanship mentioned it. When I do, I will definitely talk about Concise. I am the backup for Concise's position, and he is his double insurance."

    At that moment, Jiang Nuan's heart clenched. In the world of competitive sports, second is never as valuable as first.

    Lu Ran is a concise backup, a concise backup. When coaches and magazines commented like this, no one would care whether Lu Ran's heart would be hurt or not, and he couldn't even get angry with someone who made such comments like her.

    "So don't mind other people's evaluations. We can't do whatever we want, but at least we can lift our heads up and be ourselves in other people's evaluations."

    "What about the opponent you have never forgotten?" Jiang Nuan asked.

    "She...she probably looks at Jane now, and won't look at me so seriously anymore."

    Lu Ran's voice was soft. People like him never lie because of their pride.

    For some reason, Jiang Nuan's eyes heated up.

    "Let me tell you, I won't go back!" Jiang Nuan could only say that without being able to say comforting words.

    "I know. You're not ashamed to go back now."

    "Ah?" Jiang Nuan looked back at Lu Ran.

    Lu Ran smiled lightly, there was a hint of warmth in the shallow smile lines at the corner of his eyes, as if he was looking at a child who was making trouble without reason, but he would always cherish her childishness and innocence.

    She suddenly remembered the comment left by an unknown person on the blog - may you always be a little ugly duckling.

    At this moment, she suddenly understood that it was a blessing that only those who had been hurt by the sky would give her.

    If the ugly duckling doesn't grow up, it will just be laughed at as ugly. But when it really turns into a white swan, it must be compared with all beautiful swans, and it must suffer the pain of falling from a height.

    "It's hard to use the topic to play it. If it doesn't make a big trouble, going home now will definitely not work." Lu Ran said.

    "I didn't even think about it that way!"

    "Yeah, you don't have that many twists and turns in your head."

    "I want you to take care of it."

    Jiang Nuan turned around and continued walking.

    Now calm down and think about it, isn't it just a case of throwing a gun to scare chickens, and she didn't really blow up the chickens raised by Aunt Chen, and it's not a big deal to be told by her parents, the main thing is... Lu Ran and his parents Also, super shameless.

    After taking two steps, Jiang Nuan turned around and found that Lu Ran was following behind him with his pockets in his pockets.

    Jiang Nuan said angrily, "I don't need you to follow me!"

    "Whether to go to the 'Mars World'." Lu Ran said.

    Jiang Nuan's eyes lit up. Mars World is a chain of Internet cafes.

    "You still know the 'Mars World'?" Jiang Nuan said incredulously.

    "Go kill time, do you really want to blow the cold wind outside?"

    This time, instead, Lu Ran walked in front, and Jiang Nuan followed behind.

    "Slow down! Legs are amazing!"

    "Don't you admit that your root number is two?"

    "Yes, yes, you are 1.88 meters tall, you are the most powerful!"

    Do you want me to invite you to eat Baba!

    Although it is still Chinese New Year, "Mars World" is still in business.

    Jiang Nuan and Lu Ran's machine were next to each other. This guy hung the scarf on the chair and sat down. He didn't play games on the Internet, but watched the video of the World Fencing Championships, or did a mock test online. What's so boring.

    That scarf made Jiang Nuan's eyes particularly hot: "I said, it's not that you don't have a scarf, don't put it around, and it's not too cold for the wind to pour into your neck through the gap."

    "I only have this scarf." Lu Ran replied.

    Jiang Nuan didn't want to fight with him anymore, so he rushed into the game and killed the Quartet with his friends.

    Cheng Doudou is a typical child with big eyes and small belly, and took a lot of pizza and cakes.

    "This takes up so much belly..." Jiang Nuan looked at them, her scalp tingling.

    In order not to be fined for waste, she desperately stuffed it into her stomach, and the initiator Cheng Doudou had already died in action. She was lying on the table, but there was still a whole plate of cake in front of her.

    "You said you could have some sponge cake... This chocolate cake is really solid..." Jiang Nuan felt the food pouring into his throat as he spoke.

    On the contrary, Rao Can started to organize the dishes.

    "Fairy, what are you doing?"

    "Clear the line with this fool Cheng Doudou! Let's leave her alone, and we'll settle her later."

    Cheng Doudou held Rao Can pitifully: "Don't...don't abandon me..."

    After speaking, Cheng Doudou covered his mouth and rushed out, running into the bathroom.

    Xu Zitian and Mu Sheng at the table next to them were already laughing sullenly.

    Jiang Nuan looked at the food on the plate in front of him, and his stomach was turning over.

    Rao Can sighed and said, "Don't hold on, let's go together."

    "If you don't go, you will eat for nothing if you vomit..."

    "If you don't vomit, you're really an idiot."

    After holding on for less than ten seconds, Jiang Nuan couldn't hold it anymore, and rushed into the bathroom at once.

    There are only two places in the bathroom, one of which is occupied and the other is occupied by Cheng Doudou.

    Standing outside the cubicle, hearing Cheng Doudou's vomiting sound was like torture to Jiang Nuan.

    Up again, down again, up again, down again...

    No, no, no!

    No matter what, Jiang Nuan rushed into the men's bathroom on the opposite side, and there was someone inside. Jiang Nuan could only raise his hand to cover his eyes, indicating that she didn't want to look at anything, and rushing in was completely helpless! She opened the compartment, and the moment she squatted down, she vomited a rush of water, and her stomach felt relieved immediately.

    She exhaled and heard Lu Ran's cold voice from outside the compartment.

    "I'm sorry, there's a girl inside. When she comes out, it's more convenient for you."

    Jiang Nuan's face immediately flushed red.

    It was none other than Lu Ran who was standing there just now!

    how so! Even if she didn't see anything, she didn't have the face to go out now!

    Jiang Nuan squatted motionless in the compartment, waiting for Lu Ran to go out.

    Eh? Why didn't you hear footsteps?

    It felt like was about to go to sleep, and heard the person on the roof take off one shoe and throw it down, and didn't hear the sound of the other shoe landing for a long time.

    Jiang Nuan was almost squatting there and counting sheep, but who knew that the footsteps finally sounded behind her, and it was Lu Ran who walked behind her.

    He took a step up and stood beside Jiang Nuan.

    Jiang Nuan was a little ashamed, afraid that the other party would spit it out after seeing it, but who knew that Lu Ran "broadcast" to her in a very calm tone.

    "You spit out a tawny and black sticky substance, which is conservatively estimated to be a mixture of muffins and chocolate cake. The red spots floating around should be the earliest New Orleans grilled wings that were eaten, blending with the cyan mixture in a swirl shape. I guess it's a pastoral pizza..."

    Jiang Nuan didn't want to watch it at first, but just listening to Lu Ran's words, vivid images emerged in his mind, and he vomited sour water.

    On the contrary, Lu Ran remained calm. When Jiang Nuan lowered his head and gasped for breath, he pulled a tissue and handed it to her, and pressed the flush button with the other.

    Jiang Nuan stood up abruptly, not daring to look at Lu Ran at all, squeezed out of the gap between him and the bathroom, and brushed his shoulders gently by his side, Jiang Nuan only felt that his clothes were about to burn. .

    When she walked back, she saw Mu Sheng and Xu Zitian leaning forward and backward laughing.

    "Junior sister! Sure enough, women are not allowed to be men!"

    It seems that the grilled wings that Rao Can gave them is not enough, they can't even stop their mouths!

    "Now we have made room, and we can destroy all these cakes." Rao Can said with a smile.

    Jiang Nuan suddenly felt like vomiting again.

    Cheng Doudou also came back, and she said very seriously: "I think, in this way, we can eat several rounds of buffets."

    "This is suitable for you and Xiao Nuan, I'll have enough for one round."

    After this self-abuse meal, Jiang Nuan didn't want to take the bus home at all, and listening to the radio seemed to be blocked in the square, she had to spit it out as she swayed.

    The three girls walked on the road holding hands in tacit understanding.

    "I heard that a new self-service hot pot has opened on Zhoushan Road! Let's go eat together!" Cheng Doudou said excitedly.

    As soon as he heard the word "self-help", Jiang Nuan had a headache.

    Behind them came the chatter and laughter of boys.

    "Ayo! Don't you want to take the car home after the buffet? Would you like us to give you a ride?" Mu Sheng smiled and parked his bicycle beside Rao Can.

    Jiang Nuan snorted softly: "I have long seen that you are flirting with our family, and your intentions are wrong."

    "Haha, junior sister has good eyesight, give senior brother a chance!"

    "No. Also, who are you brothers and sisters! Did my dad accept you as a disciple!"

    If his father gave some random pointers, the cat and the dog could be her senior brother Jiang Nuan, and there would be senior brothers everywhere, and she would lose her life.

    Who knows, Lu Ran also stopped beside them, raised his chin slightly at Jiang Nuan, and felt a little lonely under the cool street lamp light.

    "Why?" Jiang Nuan was still standing there.

    "Take you back and finish the physics paper quickly."

    The first half of the sentence "Take you back" made Jiang Nuan's little heart miss a beat. After all, even if Jiang Nuan didn't have a girlish heart, he still had vanity. It would be a lot of face to be given a ride by Lu Ran.

    But the second half of the sentence... study, study, study, and for the sake of study! In Jiang Nuan's heart, Lu Ran asked her to study hard so as not to cause trouble for her father, so that Lu Ran could have a good coach who devotes himself to the club and achieve good results in the club league. Enter the national youth team.

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