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52. It's okay to lose to you all your life
This is the anti-theft chapter. The students stood up one after another. Although some students have grown taller, most of them have not changed.
Jiang Nuan was moved back a row, next to Rao Can, but she was no longer in the same group. Instead, Lu Ran was behind her.
Jiang Nuan put down her bag, lay on the table and couldn't help but glanced back, Lu Ran was looking down at Aoshu, looking like he was distracted.
There was almost nothing to do on the first day, but the teacher took away all the winter vacation homework. The students all knew that the teacher would not change the winter vacation mock exam paper like changing the monthly exam paper, but just look at the questions that were wrong. There are many people, or there are many people who can't do the questions, and then focus on explaining them.
Jiang Nuan walked to the head teacher's office nervously with her schoolbag on her back.
Next, it will be her battle alone, which is related to her future choices and her father's approval.
In the corridor, Jiang Nuan met Teacher Cai, who taught English.
Although Jiang Nuan no longer remembered that Teacher Cai was angry with her because of her former classmate Li Shuyue's declining grades, she was still a little uncomfortable.
"Hello Mr. Cai." Jiang Nuan greeted her.
Teacher Cai stopped and seemed to think for a while before saying, "Jiang Nuan...I heard about your illness."
"Oh, but I'm fine now."
"I mean, if...I mean if you really don't remember things from last semester, you can really consider taking the liberal arts class. You still have an advantage in the liberal arts...Although it's been a while, I I still want to say sorry to you."
Teacher Cai raised his glasses.
"Ah? What..."
"That time when you and Li Shuyue were talking in class, I asked you to stand behind... In fact, seeing how you were about to cry, I already knew in my heart that Li Shuyue should not blame you for being distracted in class. I was a little surprised to report to the liberal arts class, and then I kept wondering if you didn't want to come to the liberal arts class because of that... I apologize here. Since there is a chance to choose again, the teacher wants you to choose Those you like and have the advantage to face the college entrance examination.”
After saying this, Teacher Cai exhaled slightly.
Jiang Nuan knew that it was not easy for a teacher to apologize to a student. Teacher Cai said this because she was really good for her.
She showed a big smile: "To be honest, that incident is within the scope of my amnesia, so I don't feel relieved at all. I worked hard for a winter vacation, and I definitely want to get a good score in the mock test. But Mr. Cai, you said I will consider it carefully about transferring to the liberal arts class. Thank you for thinking about me so much."
Teacher Cai smiled slightly: "Yes, you are half-aged at this age, and you should think about your own future."
Jiang Nuan went to the head teacher. In one afternoon, she had to complete a comprehensive test of mathematics and science.
Probably because the teacher was worried that her brain was really hard to use. Most of the papers were basic questions, the big answer questions were slightly higher, and the last one or two questions were a bit more complicated.
When he came out of the grade office, Jiang Nuan saw Cheng Doudou and Rao Can sitting on the parallel bars, the other leaning on the horizontal bars, and the two were sharing a packet of spicy noodles.
"Give me a bite!" Jiang Nuan ran over.
Cheng Doudou had the last one in his mouth and chewed it in his mouth before Jiang Nuan ran in.
"Gone."
"Why are you like this! Don't give me one! You will lose me like this!" Jiang Nuan said.
"Our friendship is worth a spicy stick?"
"What do you think?"
"Then shall I vomit for you?"
"……You're really gross."
"How is the test?"
"I can do most of them. I guess it's better than the usual exams. The teacher is merciful."
"Ah, I'm still looking forward to your coming to the liberal arts class to accompany me." Cheng Doudou said.
"Hey, to tell you the truth, Teacher Cai wants me to go to the liberal arts class." Jiang Nuan said proudly.
At this time, there was a sound of "crash" from behind. When Jiang Nuan and the others turned their heads, they saw Lu Ran and another boy in their class. Holding the handle in his hand, the bucket turned over on the ground.
"Ouch! It's unlucky! When this trash can is not broken, it is broken now!"
Lu Ran didn't speak, lowered his head and quickly cleaned up the fallen rubbish, then left with the boy.
"Jiang Nuan, do you think Lu Ran has Stockholm Syndrome?"
"Huh?" Jiang Nuan didn't understand what Cheng Doudou was thinking.
"You are the kidnapper. He has been kidnapped for a long time. He can't live without you." Cheng Doudou said seriously.
"If Lu Ran heard it, what do you think he would think of you?"
"How do you evaluate it?" Cheng Doudou looked expectant.
"Innocence and big brains, kindergarten is best for you." Jiang Nuan imitated Lu Ran's tone.
"You're so naughty!"
The three walked home together and boarded the bus.
When the bus turned, he happened to see Li Tietou in their class carrying a girl.
Jiang Nuan was immediately amused: "Ouch! Li Tietou is amazing! I brought a beautiful female classmate with me so soon!"
"That seems to be the monitor of our liberal arts class!" Cheng Doudou said.
Rao Can touched Jiang Nuan with his elbow: "Hey, why do I look at that bike like Lu Ran?"
"Hey, Lu Ran has such a mediocre aesthetic, and his bicycle style is terrible!" Jiang Nuan said.
"I also think my aesthetics are mediocre."
The transparent voice sounded, and the three turned their heads together, only to find that Lu Ran was not far from them, pulling the ring.
"Lu...Lu Ran? You...why are you on the bus?" Jiang Nuan stammered.
When did Lu Ran get in the car?
Did he hear what she said just now?
"When I rode a bicycle to Longmen Road Station, Li Tietou asked me to borrow a bicycle to take Zhang Dandan to the hospital. She twisted her ankle." Lu Ran said in a straightforward tone.
That is, Lu Ran borrowed a bicycle to Li Tietou and got on the bus, so he may not have heard what he said.
Jiang Nuan gently smoothed his chest.
"You speak ill of me to your friends, and I can't beat you. What are you nervous about?"
Lu Ran asked back, and Jiang Nuan was choked.
Rao Can quickly changed the subject: "Actually, compared to Li Tietou, your bicycle is more stable. Why don't you take Zhang Dandan to the hospital to avoid secondary injuries."
"I don't carry other girls." Lu Ran said lightly.
Jiang Nuan whispered in his heart: stinky fart.
When the car arrived at the station, Lu Ran got off the car first, and Jiang Nuan followed.
The two entered the elevator together, Jiang Nuan was a little embarrassed, and stood behind Lu Ran without speaking.
The phone vibrated slightly, Jiang Nuan took it out, and saw a text message from Rao Can: He said that he didn't carry other girls, which means that besides "other" girls, there is one he is willing to carry.
Jiang Nuan's eyes lit up, as if he had caught a small handle, "Lu Ran, have you made a girlfriend?"
"No."
"Liar! You just said that you don't carry other girls, not that you don't carry girls, then you have a girl you want to carry!"
This discovery made Jiang Nuan feel that Lu Ran was indeed their peers!
If a girl is said to be "a girl's feelings are always poems", isn't it a boy who is "a boy who is not romantic"!
When the floor arrived, the elevator made a "ding" sound.
"you're home."
Jiang Nuan knew that Lu Ran would not admit it, but it was still a sense of accomplishment to be able to ridicule him like this.
"Next time tell us who you like, and we'll help you."
Jiang Nuan walked out, the elevator door just closed, and Lu Ran stretched out his hand to hold Jiang Nuan down, so he didn't catch it.
"thanks……"
"Jiang Nuan."
"Huh?" Jiang Nuan turned around and saw Lu Ran, just like he saw Lu Ran who put her on the front hood under the street light that day.
"Are you going to the liberal arts class?"
Jiang Nuan remembered what Rao Can once said that Lu Ran actually spent all his energy teaching her last semester. If she just went to the liberal arts class, Lu Ran might feel betrayed or something.
"I don't know, maybe. But I didn't go to the liberal arts class as a deserter because I was not good at science. I just thought that I could learn the liberal arts better."
"It may not be better for you to go to the liberal arts class." Lu Ran said.
"why?"
"Because of politics, history and geography, one is answering questions according to routines, the other is rote memorization, and the other is science that requires logical thinking under the name of liberal arts. You may not be better than in liberal arts classes."
Jiang Nuan didn't like politics, and remembering those historical events could kill her, and in terms of geography, it was originally located in the Americas, and she could be located in the South Pole, 108,000 miles away.
"And if you go to the liberal arts class, I won't be able to teach you."
After that, the elevator door closed.
Between the narrowing gap, Jiang Nuan saw that Lu Ran's eyes seemed a little dim.
She suddenly remembered that Lu Ran said he didn't carry other girls, but he carried her the night she went back to find the bag.
That night, lying on the bed, as soon as I closed my eyes, Lu Ran's words "I can't teach you" sounded in my ears.
Ouch!
Do you want to teach me?
Could it be that you really have Stockholm Syndrome? You've been bothered by me for a long time, and you feel uncomfortable without me bothering you anymore?
On the official first day of class, Jiang Nuan got the results of his mock test.
This made her inexplicably think of a child in the supermarket, lying on the ground fooling around, kicking his legs and shaking his head, unless his parents bought something they liked before they would get up.
How on earth did she endure Lu Ran's evaluation of her "kindergarten is better" and pester Lu Ran to teach her?
"Don't think so much! You are not fit to use your brain now!" Rao Can comforted.
Before the Chinese New Year, many patients were discharged from the hospital. Jiang Nuan's whole body, including his brain, was carefully examined. MRI was used, but nothing was found. The pneumonia was completely cured, so he was ready to be discharged.
Jiang Nuan's father and mother packed her things and took her home.
Sitting in the car, Jiang Nuan looked out the window. Everything outside the car window was so familiar, but a small part of her memory was lost.
Jiang Nuan sighed.
It's just a short paragraph, life is so long, the capacity of the brain is limited, and forgetting is to remember more important things.
Jiang Nuan's mother Luo Chen put her arms around her daughter's shoulder and comforted her: "Are you worried that you have forgotten all the knowledge from the second semester of high school? It doesn't matter, it is very likely that you will suddenly remember it when you read the book. Your father discussed it and asked a special teacher to make it up for you. If you still have an impression, you may be able to pick it up. The next semester starts, and the class teacher will arrange a test for you. If your grades are good, you can continue to read. If the grades are not satisfactory, we will study it again for the next semester as a solid foundation."
Jiang Nuan glanced at her father, Jiang Huai, who was driving. She knew deeply that he was a saber athlete, and always hoped that her daughter could go to a good university instead of graduating from high school like her father did. After retiring, she lost her athlete. The halo of life, the choice of life is much less.
"You have to eat one bite at a time, and you have to walk step by step. Since you have returned to the same place, if you can't catch up with others when you run, it is better to start from the same place and walk step by step more steadily than others." Jiang Huai opened his mouth.
Jiang Nuan turned her face to the side, looked out the window, and whispered, "I don't like reading, I think it's good to go to a sports school and be an athlete."
Mother glanced at Jiang Nuan and motioned her to stop mentioning the matter of the sports school. Father Jiang Huai's greatest hope for Jiang Nuan is that she will be able to enter a university seriously.
When he got home, Jiang Nuan took a hot bath and sat in front of his desk. He suddenly remembered what Cheng Doudou had said about the white swan in his blog, and hurried to his parents' study.
In their home, computers are strictly controlled. Afraid that Jiang Nuan's addiction to the Internet will affect his studies, his parents usually lock the door of the study, but they never imagined that there is a place outside called "Internet Cafe".
The mother who was preparing the evening hot pot in the kitchen shouted: "Hey, you girl, why do you go to the computer as soon as you come back!"
"Mom - I have something to confirm! Otherwise, even if the Buddha's light shines, I won't go to heaven!"
Jiang Nuan originally wanted to log in to his blog, but who knows... the password is wrong!
Her birthday plus the house number, not right.
Her student number plus birthday, not right.
Her parents' birthday month, not right.
Can't even try it!
"Forget it!"
Password try again tomorrow! Take a look at what you've posted today!
Jiang Nuan searched for herself, and then she saw the blog that made her heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys burst - you are a white swan, but I can't bear to eat swan meat, you can give me a piece of feathers.
Oh my god!
It's not just hot eyes! It is simply a denial of the sturdy life of the past ten years!
Can't watch it any longer!
If she keeps watching, she will lose the courage to live!
Fortunately, only Doudou and Rao Can know about her blog, and both of them left messages under the blog.
quack quack quack pea: hee hee, as soon as Master Nuan came out, he went bald and the swans were hairless!
The fairy of the Nile: Leaps only eat swan meat, let's eat roast duck.
And an ID she had never seen before also left a sentence: I would rather you always be an ugly duckling who doesn't grow up.
"Nima, the ugly duckling who never grows up? This person has a grudge against me!"
The ugly duckling will never become a white swan when it grows up.
This is the same as cursing that the little green worm can never break its cocoon and become a butterfly... Of course, it may just be an ugly moth after breaking its cocoon.
Jiang Nuan immediately turned off the computer, and she was no longer in the mood to retrieve the password.
At this time, the mother in the kitchen shouted: "Xiao Nuan, do me a favor and put the tableware and chopsticks."
Jiang Nuan turned off the computer, cleaned up his mood, and walked out, looking at the table full of lamb slices, beef slices, tofu, fish balls, and vegetables, dumbfounded.
"Mom! It's just our family of three, what are you doing with so many dishes!"
Even if you want to make up for her, it's not like this!
"Oh, I forgot to tell you. Today Lu Ran came back from the imperial capital. His father has to work overtime to prepare for the club fencing league at this stop, and his mother will not come back from her training until tomorrow. Lu Ran will have dinner with our family tonight. "
Jiang Nuan was holding the bowl and almost slipped.
"Lu... Lu Ran is coming to our house for dinner?"
"What's the matter with you? Lu Ran came to our house for dinner before, weren't you very happy?"
"I... am I happy?"
How am I happy?
——The "fly hand rubbing style" appeared in her mind, looking forward to it...
"Also, Lu Ran brought you out of the pond this time. The doctor said that if it's later, you'll be gone." Luo Chen brought the stewed bone soup, this is their hot pot soup base , and then gave Jiang Nuan a serious look, "You didn't know how scary you were at that time. The children on the shore were crying, and a few adults were in a hurry and didn't know where you were. Only Lu Ran jumped down to look for it without saying anything. is you."
"The pond is not deep... I remember it seems to be one meter eight..."