...why does this guy keep appearing in front of me every time...

Song Langsheng glanced at me, then looked at Nie Ran slightly provocatively, and said, "Because she has already fallen in love with this concubine, and she can't extricate herself from it."

Chapter 24

"Because she has fallen in love with this concubine, and she can't extricate herself from it."

Song Langsheng's words made my face tremble three times, and all kinds of thoughts rushed into my heart. Nie Ran let go of my hand in a daze, and Song Langsheng held the one of mine that he let go. He raised his hand, raised his eyebrows and said, "If Lord Nie has nothing else to do..."

Before he finished speaking, Nie Ran interrupted: "Then what do you do to her? Are you sincere or taking advantage of it?"

This question stopped me first.

Song Langsheng put his deep eyes on me, and then fell back to Nie Ran. Just when I thought he was going to say something rude, he said, "Of course it was used."

...I squinted at him, he looked at Nie Ran calmly and said, "What's wrong?"

Nie Ran stared at me with a thin smile: "You know he's taking advantage of you, but are you willing?"

I don't know where Consort Song sang, and I didn't think about whether to cooperate with him, but seeing the sarcasm in Nie Ran's smile, Suo Xing kept silent, Song Langsheng hooked his lips and held My hand went around Nie Ran and got on the carriage, let down the curtain and let the coachman drive back to the mansion.

Because the carriage was hired on a temporary basis, and the interior was not as spacious as the one in the mansion, Song Langsheng and I sat in a row so close to each other that we couldn't hide anywhere, and I didn't know what to say, so the car was silent for a while.

My mind was in chaos. For a while I wondered why Song Langsheng appeared here, for a while I wondered whether he had taken the medicine or not, and for a while I wondered if he said that to Nie Ran to deliberately anger him. I didn't dare to ask for a long time, and it's strange to say that my attitude towards Song Langsheng has always been straight. ?

After a long while, Song Langsheng suddenly asked, "Are you thinking of him?"

I was startled, then turned to look at him, Song Langsheng paused: "Are you thinking about the meaning of Nie Ran's words?"

Nie Ran? Yes, what did Nie Ran mean? It stands to reason that he knows that I have lived with him for more than a year. How can I be a substitute for the princess during this time? He repeatedly said that xing is dangerous, why is there a second argument?

Seeing that I didn't answer, Song Langsheng asked again, "When I said I was using you, he couldn't hide his anger. He only asked what you meant. Are you thinking that he still cares about you after all?"

Where did this come from? I shook my head subconsciously, and said, "After all, he feels guilty about me, and it's justifiable to be concerned about it... But you, how can you talk about those things like a child? It seems to be deliberately showing off and making people see jokes. ."

Song Langsheng looked up at me: "I just want to test him. If he is sincere to you, he will not give up."

I said helplessly: "If he is not good enough to give up, what should you do?"

Song Langsheng was silent for a while, and said, "It depends on what the princess thinks."

I leaned back and remained silent. Song Langsheng asked, "If he still has a princess in his heart, what will happen to the princess?"

I glanced at him, only to feel that Song Langsheng's words contained a hint of distrust, it was not Nie Yan but the princess who was cooperating with him to test, and I said, "What else can I do, weeping with joy,

reunion

chant. "

Song Langsheng held my hand tightly and said, "What did you say?"

I said, "Broken mirror and reunion."

The next moment, Song Langsheng squeezed my chin with the other hand, it hurt so much, he asked in a deep voice, "Say it again."

I know that my strength is not as good as his, but I didn't bother to break free. I looked directly at him and said, "You can try to use a little more force and directly remove your chin, so that this princess won't be able to say anything, which is exactly what you want."

Song Langsheng was stunned for a moment, and then he realized that he was overreacting. He let go of his hand and stroked my chin at a loss. He came out and said, "Okay, I won't tease you anymore."

Song Langsheng cast a suspicious look.

I pursed my lips and smiled: "You made me a foolish woman in front of Nie Ran, no matter what, I have to get it back."

Song Langsheng raised his eyebrows slightly, "So you're mad at me for testing Nie Ran?"

I said: "Actually, you probably won't be angry with Nie Ran. The relationship between me and him is not what you think. Just, I don't like him at all, and he doesn't have any interest in me. I was thinking about Xu before. Fang, understand?"

"Aren't they the same person?"

I spread my hands and said, "I didn't want to mention it at first, but you are so suspicious and worried. Well, my relationship with Xu Fang is like this..."

Outside the window, the sky was thick with clouds, but the moonlight and stars were not visible, and the carriage was pitch-dark and dark, so even if I talked about the sadness, Song Langsheng couldn't see my foggy eyes. Maybe... I can choose to simply say it or not to say it, but sometimes once I start it, it's like opening a chatterbox.

That story, the good, the happiness, the sadness, the sadness, from the moment Xu Fang disappeared, remained in my mind alone.

In the forest that night, Nie Ran said that he would never be able to remember that memory in the end, indicating that I don’t have to go on. In fact, it doesn't matter if he doesn't recover his memory, I just hope he can listen to Xu Fang's story, let him remember Xu Fang, and don't let Xu Fang disappear in this world.

But he wouldn't even give me such an opportunity.

I once confided to Wei Qingheng, but at that time he replied, "All your current feelings are due to the memory of that year, but Princess, you have the past nineteen years, have you ever thought about it, light or heavy."

I don't like him saying that. If you want to use time to measure your feelings, use my nineteen years of life to tell me that Xu Fang is just a passerby, and if I start to gradually forget that memory, who is left to prove that Xu Fang has existed in this world.

When my brain got hot, I told Song Langsheng about this. Although he is also a mystery that cannot be solved, at least, when he is around, he can always feel inexplicable peace of mind.

It is true that Song Langsheng is not a very good listener.

He would always interrupt when I was very excited, for example, "This is hard to catch", "He didn't do anything wrong to you? Really?" "How could he leave you alone in the inn? Just leave with you! Go back and do what!"

...

In the end, Song Langsheng was completely in a posture of wanting to take a knife and turn back to kill Nie Ran. What kind of sadness and nostalgia were left behind by his tossing and dàng, so I had to remind: "If he brings me Going far away, I won't sit in front of you now."

Song Langsheng's hand that opened the curtain paused in the air, then sat back calmly, holding me tightly and refused to let go. After a long time, he said, "I'm sorry."

I looked at him inexplicably: "It's not your fault, what are you apologizing for?"

Song Langsheng lowered his head and said in a muffled voice, "If it wasn't for me, the princess would not have lost her memory, would not have disappeared, and nothing like this would have happened."

Although I had already guessed it, I could not help but sigh when I heard him admit it. However, listening to his apologetic voice and faintly flickering eyes, a warm flame rose in his heart, slowly calming down his sadness.

I said, "Hey, so you're saying that what I'm doing now is all because of your intentions?"

"Absolutely not."

"Is that an unintentional loss?"

"..."

I stretched out five fingers, although he might not be able to see in this light: "Five more months and I'll be able to recover all my memories."

Song Langsheng was silent.

I said: "My previous inference is... you want to do something during this time, but then you think wrongly, strictly speaking, I may recover the part you don't want to reveal to me every moment. memory, then, even if you tell me, what's the harm?"

Song Langsheng remained silent, so silent that I almost wanted to say something to stimulate him again, then he suddenly said, "Maybe it's because I don't know where to start."

His voice was a little low in the darkness, "I can't guess what the princess was thinking at the time. I can't believe that the princess would make such a choice under such circumstances, but I hurt the princess after all. I'm afraid that when I tell the princess From the moment of the truth, the princess will resent me and leave me, if this day will come sooner or later, how long can it be delayed..."

"I will not."

I put my other hand on the back of his hand and looked in his direction seriously: "I won't resent you, even if Nie Ran treated me like that, I never resented him, Song Langsheng , don't think me too stingy."

"That's not the same... Princess, at least, Xu Fang never failed you."

It was quiet.

The crescent moon appeared out of nowhere and shone through the car window. Song Langsheng might have noticed that I was looking at him. He turned his dark eyes to look at him, lowered his eyelashes, and turned his head back.

I knew that no matter what, I was speechless, so I had to give up and say, "You're being frank for a while. Come on, I won't bother you. Anyway, you just don't want to say it."

Song Langsheng said, "The princess finally realized it."

I was stunned to the point of being speechless, and after thinking about it, I felt unwilling: "But I have told you about my peace, and now there is no secret in front of you, but as far as you and me, It's just full of mystery, it's not fair."

"so?"

"So, you also have to share a story of yours with me."

Song Langsheng glanced at me sideways again, but this time he was amused: "Princess, ask whatever you want.

"..."

It's a good time for clichés. If you want to ask, you should ask something that you don't know even if you restore your memory...

I thought about it and asked, "I want to know... the story of that fan."

"fan?"

"Yeah, it's the fan that I tore up and repaired by you, with rough flowers painted on it, as if it was given to you by your sweetheart, you are very precious."

Song Langsheng snorted, and I peeked at him calmly, and his spirit didn't change much: "She gave me a lot of that fan, but I promised to paint it for her, but unfortunately I couldn't give it to her later. go out."

I nodded.

Song Langsheng also nodded.

Me: "...that's it?"

Song Langsheng said, "Otherwise?"

"No, is there a story with no end like you... Antecedents? Consequences? What happened? Who is she? When and where did you draw the fan? Why didn't you send it out?"

Song Langsheng raised his sleeve to his mouth and coughed lightly, "Those...that's a long story..."

I glared at him and said, "I have to say a long story, and I'm not allowed to make a long story short."

Song Langsheng smiled and said, "It's okay, but the princess has to promise not to be jealous after listening to it."

I shook my head and said: "This princess has a big heart."

Song Langsheng found a comfortable position to lean on, raised his head and blinked his eyes, as if recalling: "About six or seven years ago, when I was still a test candidate for the scientific examination, because of my family's financial constraints, I went to the city in my spare time. He painted a fan and set up a small stall. He lives in the suburbs of Beijing. After the sun goes down and the stall closes, he will go to the nearby mountains to pick up firewood and water. It was at that time that he rescued a little girl who was trapped in the mountains."