Two months, since he saved me.

When I put the quilt back on, I said to myself over and over again, don't think about anything, there is no problem, and my wife will just leave when the leg injury heals.

I fell asleep soon after closing my eyes.

It was Song Langsheng and the woman who was drunk by the river that night.

The woman untied the hair tie in one hand, held the jug in the other, and said to the fisherman who was trying to prevent her from continuing to drink: "I, the person I liked since I was a child, the person I liked for seven years..." I choked, laughed, but tears flowed down, "My husband, in the birthday feast I prepared for him, in my bowl... Poisoned, called Wanghunsan..."

The fisherman looked at the woman in shock: "Forgetting the soul?"

The woman smiled again, "Yes, you don't know what it is, and I don't know either. He only told me that if he was poisoned, he would be able to leave me..."

The fisherman was dumbfounded: "One day...forget it? He...how could he be so vicious to you?"

The woman didn't hear what he said, she just shook her head and squatted down to herself, wiping her tears pitifully. The fisherman also squatted down and said seriously: "Your husband treats you like this, maybe you can go to your parents and tell the truth, you shouldn't give up like this..."

The woman used her fingers to draw circles in the sand pile on the ground: "But, but..."

"But what?"

"But I still like him..." The woman looked at the fisherman aggrieved. "No matter how he treats me, I can't bear to hurt her... You say, will you envy him?"

The fisherman sighed in unison.

The woman also learned to sigh: "I also admire him very much... A person as beautiful as me, who is as beautiful as a god, pure and beautiful, can treat him so wholeheartedly and silently dedicate without complaint..."

"...you call it no complaints?"

"Don't interrupt! In short, I just envy him, you understand?" The woman was completely drunk and waved her hand decisively, "I also think, I also want to be liked, it's not because I treat him well that he treats me well. Kind, don't keep running with me, don't keep me paying, you understand? I also want to be liked...I want to be liked...I haven't been hugged for a long time, a long time..."

As she spoke, she finally lost consciousness and plunged into the sand.

I sat up abruptly from the bunk.

The sky outside the window was slightly bright, and I woke up from a big dream.

How did Brother Herring know that... forgetting the soul and forgetting it every day?

When I heard Qing Gu's footsteps, I quickly put on the quilt and closed my eyes to pretend to sleep.

Her steps were very light and slow, as if she was doing it deliberately. After a while, when she was at the door, I sat up again, put on my shoes and socks, leaned on the cane beside the bed and tried to follow, but I heard the cane "click" A crisp sound, could not help but stop the pace.

The crutches will definitely make Qing Gu notice.

I looked at my injured foot and thought about all the abnormal behavior of Brother Herring since his appearance, so I no longer hesitated.

Fortunately, the journey was less than a stick of incense, and I saw Qing Gu carrying a basket of something into a dilapidated house.

I supported the tree with one hand, the pain in my leg bone made my teeth chatter, and even on such a chilly day, I could sweat profusely. I approached the house step by step, stopped in front of the door, and looked in along the fèng gap along the window edge.

I saw Brother Qingyu sitting at the round table facing me, Aunt Qing brought out a cup of something from the bamboo basket, put it down, and said solemnly, "Have you figured it out?"

Brother Qingyu smiled and didn't answer, only said: "If I die, you have to heal her leg injury. If she asks me, you will say that I have traveled far away."

I felt like I was hit hard in my heart.

Qing Gu's eyes were cold and emotionless, she only said: "You don't even know her name, and she will soon forget you, I'm afraid that in this life you will never know that you paid for her. How many."

Brother Qingyu shook his head and said, "I don't need her to remember me, I just did what I wanted to do." After saying that, he opened the lid of the medicine cup, held it up with both hands, and planned to drink it up.

I pushed the door hard and entered, and the door panels on both sides slammed into the wall.

Ignoring their shocked eyes, I looked at Qing Gu and asked angrily, "What did you give him to drink? Why do you say it's a near-death experience?"

Brother Qingyu put down the cup of medicine and stood up: "Girl, you, how did you find this place..."

Qing Gu recovered a little, looked at me carefully, and said, "In order to follow me, you don't even want your own legs anymore..."

I repeated, and asked word by word: "I asked you to give him, drink, yes, yes, what, what?"

Brother Herring hurriedly moved the chair to me, "You sit down first..."

I ignored him and only looked at Qing Gu. Qing Gu looked at me amused and replied, "Poison, mixed with a lot of strange poison."

I said, "Can a dignified doctor not treat people but harm them?"

Qing Gu said: "He's not sick..."

Brother Qingyu interrupted Qinggu and said, "Qinggu, let me talk to her alone..."

I stared at Qing Gu, Qing Gu hooked her lips and said, "He is not sick, but he was originally poisoned."

"What poison did he get?"

Qing Gu looked at me with great interest: "I'm afraid you have never heard of it, the poison in him is called Wanghunsan, the poison penetrates the brain, and at the beginning of the poisoning, you will forget everything you have experienced in one day. After that, the poison spreads all over the limbs and bones, and the memory can gradually recover, but it is a pity... After two years of poisoning, the internal organs will fester and die."

For a split second, I really thought I would collapse and collapse to the ground after hearing what she said.

I never thought that the poison Song Langsheng gave me would be so cruel.

Brother Qingyu asked Qinggu to shut up, but Qinggu continued: "I saw him when he was just poisoned, and told him how the poison was. I know how to configure the forgetting soul powder, although I don't know the match of the person who poisoned him However, for the time being, we can fight poison with poison, and there is still a chance. But at that time, this stupid boy said that life and death depend on life. I don’t want to die because I’m afraid of death, I can’t force it, who would have expected a girl and let him take this risk willingly.”

I opened my mouth and asked, "Forgetting Soul Powder... is it really a mortal poison?"

Qing Gu said: "Unless the person who poisoned the poison was willing to tell how to prepare the medicine, so as to develop a method of fighting poison with poison, or like him, I had only tried it with a small amount of poison before, which not only could not suppress the poison, but also added to the poison. Poison, he vomited blood and was in a coma for more than half a month, and now this life has been recovered for the time being, but..."

Brother Qingyu didn't let me listen, Soxing pulled me out, I shook off his hand, looked at him, and tried to make my voice sound less out of control: "This is... is this what you call going out to sea? ?"

Qingyu brother did not say anything, Qinggu said: "Anyway, she already knows, it is better to let her know the truth, it is better to continue to deceive." She looked at me and said: "His poison has already begun to spread, if you delay it, it will be the truth. The medicine stone is useless. I guessed the amount of poison in his body according to the symptoms of the last poison outbreak, and formulated this medicine. If he really can survive and survive this test, then most of the poison in his body will be eliminated. , I will be sure to cure him after the third medication."

I asked, "If he really survived? How sure are you that he will survive?"

Qing Gu said: "Three percent."

I swallowed: "If he doesn't drink this medicine today, how long will he live?"

"Maybe for a year, and when the memory is restored, it may be longer."

I looked down at my clenched knuckles turning white, not knowing what to say.

Seeing that I didn't ask any more questions or say more, Qing Gu walked away from the door.

There were only me and Brother Herring left in the house.

Brother Qingyu was worried about my leg injury from beginning to end, and asked me to sit down again and again. This time I sat down very obediently. He squatted down and lifted my trouser legs, and asked, "Does it hurt? You, how can you? Such a foolish thing?"

I looked down at Brother Herring's concerned eyes, and my thoughts were in a mess, "Just because of my leg, are you joking with your own life?"

Brother Qingyu raised his head and I asked, "If you don't tell me, you didn't tell me the truth from beginning to end because you heard me say that I was a husband-in-law on the riverside that day and wanted to leave me alone. You were afraid of me. Knowing that this medicine can kill people, I am afraid that I will be sad, right or not?"

Brother Qingyu got up, pulled another chair next to me, sat down, and said softly, "Don't believe anything that you haven't personally confirmed, and even if it is, don't punish yourself for other people's faults."

I looked at his bloodless face, but even so, he still tried his best to smile, thinking of me wholeheartedly.

"Don't do it again."

Brother Qingyu frowned: "What?"

"Don't...don't be nice to me again."

Brother Qingyu said: "I'm not doing it for your own good, I'm doing it for myself. Didn't you listen to Aunt Qing? I only have one year left to live, so I can only take risks..."

"Brother Qingyu." I interrupted, "I don't like you."

Brother Qingyu was stunned.

"I don't like you, even if you treat me like this; I like him deeply, even if he treats like that." I let out a long breath, "So, don't be nice to me, it's not worth it."

Brother Qingyu looked at me blankly, I didn't look away, I didn't dare to look at him again, but I heard him suddenly say: "It's worth it."

I thought I heard it wrong.

His voice was as light as mist, but his tone was firm as a rock: "You are more worthy than anyone in this world."

I turned my head slowly, not knowing how to respond.

"When you first saw the girl by the river, you said that you also wanted to be liked, not because of your hard work, but just pure like." Brother Qingyu's eyes shone brightly, "At that time, that sentence, It somehow made me who I was."

I just felt a buzzing sound in my head, and the wall made of thousands of bricks in my heart collapsed in an instant.

"Don't feel guilty because of me, don't give anything because of me, that's not my original intention. No matter what happens after I drink the medicine, you remember, go home after the leg injury is healed, and when you go back, ask your husband-in-law to ask clearly , don't be ashamed of yourself for so many years..."

I bit my lower lip hard, "What if he still hurts me?"

Brother Qingyu froze again, bowed his head and said, "Then you should let him go and find someone who truly loves you..."

"Being good to a person is not to condone her thoughts and let her mind." I said resolutely: "If you want to be good to me, it is not that you will die like this and make me feel guilty for the rest of your life, but to survive."

I said, "Surviving is the only way to make sure I'm doing well. If someone hurts me again, protect me and do what you can."

Brother Qingyu was stunned, his originally black eyes were covered with a light mist, and the deep and shallow eyes seemed to be gathering. After a long time, he smiled slightly and said, "Although I know that the girl is deliberately provoking me, but... …”

He got up, took off the bamboo flute hanging on the wall, handed it to me, and said, "You can give me a name."

I was dumbfounded, "What?"