"Why do you hide it from me, why do you let me lose my memory and let me misunderstand that you can't be honest with you!"

"Have you lost your memory?"

"Although not..."

"Since there is no memory loss, why is there a misunderstanding?"

"..." This is logically correct, "But when I was in the carriage, I pretended to have amnesia and you clearly believed..."

"Oh." Song Langsheng seized on my words again, "So pretending to have amnesia is an honest act?"

I shook my fingers, turned around and was about to pinch him, but when I heard him laugh softly, I realized that I was being teased by him.

If it were the past, I had to give back his color to give up. However, although he was smiling, the hand holding the reins was trembling slightly, and he was wearing a thick coat. His face and lips had lost their color.

He tried poisoning for my antidote before, and it was a huge blow to his vitality. Now that his arrow wound has not healed, he has been running around to find me several times. It is basically the end of his life. He is still pretending to be laughing. How can I not understand his mind? ?

I silently turned my head back, this time, I didn't cooperate with his smile, and for a long time, until the two of them fell silent, I said: "When you decided to leave me and find your own way, were you thinking, even if I temporarily Sad and painful, is it good to be alive after all?"

He could feel his breath choking slightly.

He didn't answer me, I understand him, if he didn't want to say it, no matter how I asked, I couldn't get the result, but I wasn't reconciled. The snow in the wilderness splashed on his face, and it was freezing to the bone. He hurriedly stabilized me, who almost fell off the horse, and shouted: "Don't be ridiculous."

"How come you still don't understand," I turned to stare at him, "if you die, I can't live alone."

Song Langsheng trembled slightly, "A Tang..."

"If there is no you in this world, where is it not gray and dull?" I said slowly: "Whether it is Song Langsheng or Xiao Qitang, they don't want to live on the walk, do they?"

There was something floating in his eyes, getting thicker and deeper, and suddenly he whipped his hoofs, bypassed the mountain stream, and threw the rabble of the Changkong Village without a trace. I looked back several times to see him. , but he couldn't see what he was thinking. When he reached the cliff, he pulled the reins to stop, took me off the horse, and climbed to the top without saying a word.

At this time, the dawn is dawning in the east, and the dawn is gradually emerging, and the entire sky is covered by white clouds and mist, and the shadows are indistinct and confusing.

I walked up to him, he lowered his eyes and quietly overlooked the world, "Nie Guang has hundreds of thousands of soldiers and horses, and his followers are all over the southwestern provinces. He has been waiting for a period of time for many years. It stands to reason that the emperor is seriously ill. Being in a coma is the best time to raise troops..." After a pause, "Why do you hold your troops so far?"

I thought for a while, and said, "He has no certainty of victory. Nie Guang is ambitious, but his father is even more obsessed. He recruits troops to buy horses, so why hasn't the father gathered up his army? The father's hand is long gone. The traces blocked Nie Guang's attempt to swing his army north."

Song Langsheng nodded slightly: "That's why Nie Guangcai chose two people, one is me, and I use my strength to find the secret treasures of the previous dynasty to win more troops, and the other is Fengli, who makes suggestions and disrupts the capital." His eyes flickered, "Unfortunately, he used these two pieces incorrectly."

I looked up in amazement. I can understand that Song Langsheng made a wrong move. After all, he is from the father's side, and he can use the wrong Fengli. Where should I start?

"What Nie Guang hopes is to use these storms to weaken the military power of all parties in the court, and he will be able to win successively in the court, and go straight to the dragon. Feng Li has indeed brought many of their people in the court and in the army for Nie Guang. " Song Langsheng said: "But has the military power of the imperial court weakened in the slightest?"

I have been in custody for so long, I know this very clearly, I shook my head and said, "Not only there is none, but it can even be said that... it is increasing every day..." At this point, I was stunned and said, "Should it not... Feng Li is also the father of Huang An. Is cha the person beside Nie Guang?"

Song Langsheng shook his head, "What Feng Li has done over the years, the explosion of the official wheel, the destruction of the embankment and the destruction of the city, and the number of innocent victims, if he is really the emperor, how can he be so ruthless?"

I knocked on my head, "I was confused, so what do you mean, Feng Liming was helping Nie Guang on the surface, but he didn't follow Nie Guang on the most crucial issues?"

"Not bad." Song Langsheng said: "Nie Guangren is in Suiyang, and all the planning and arrangements in Beijing have always been managed by Feng Li. Those so-called An Cha people have actually let Feng Li take control. I'm afraid that Nie Guang will issue orders, if there is no Fengli's approval, they will not be executed at all."

"What exactly does Feng Li want?"

"I couldn't figure it out, until you told me that he wanted to get the military talisman of the Ksitigarbha," Song Lang's expression remained unchanged, but his eyes were cold and cold.

I was shaken all over.

What Feng Li wanted was also this country.

I was puzzled and said, "Nie Guang thought he was taking advantage of Feng Li, but in the end he was used by Feng Li. Did he take no action at all?"

"In Nie Guang's mind, Feng Li has the ability to use yīn tricks to get rid of the crown prince, but he can't order the imperial army to defend against his 300,000 lions," Song Langsheng stood with his hands behind him, "If he can get rid of the prince under the pretense of Feng Li's hand. His Royal Highness, he can justifiably go out to attack, so why should he obstruct Fengli?"

My heart shrank slightly, and a chill came slowly, and I only heard Song Langsheng say: "It's up to now, if I take action against Feng Li, Nie Guang will see my position clearly, and many years of planning will fall short; If you don't do it, Feng Li will attack the prince. You and I both know that the prince is by no means his opponent. If the prince is killed, then it would be meaningless for me to be by Nie Guang's side."

I looked at him fixedly and said, "So, your final decision is to use the conspirators in your hands to fight Feng Li, but in this way, Nie Guang will not spare you, and the crown prince will not stay. You... so you're hiding it from me because you're afraid I'll stop you?"

Seeing that he was silent, I just took it as his acquiescence, "If that's the case, why are you telling me the truth now?

"No, Atang," Song Langsheng shook his head invisibly, "This is not real."

I was completely stunned.

He said: "On the carriage, I said that I was worried that you would be an enemy of the prince, but that was just for Xiu Zhu. I already have a plan in mind for the prince."

I looked at him in disbelief, and his tone was calm and steady: "The situation I just described was what Feng Li saw, not the real reality. Everyone treats you like a chess piece, but everyone knows that from the moment I kidnapped you and left the Princess Mansion, he has become our chess piece."

He stared at me, and there was something in his bottomless eyes that I couldn't understand, "I have the confidence to win this battle."

I have never seen Song Langsheng like this.

It seems that there are thousands of ravines in his chest, as if he has become a person who controls this game of chess at the click of a finger.

I was silent for a long time, but I didn't ask him how he wanted to turn the situation around, I just said softly, "Since you have plans and since you won't die, why did you burn your clothes in the mountains? Li, in order to make this play more authentic, it doesn't matter if you would rather I forget my memory and feel sad?"

Song Langsheng froze, took my hand, "I, how could I..."

I shook his hand away, "Then tell me why!"

Song Langsheng's brows trembled slightly, his eyelashes drooped and raised again, and his eyes were erratic. I looked into the bottom of my eyes with this extremely subtle hesitation, only to feel that my heart became more and more sour, and my vision suddenly blurred, "It turns out that from beginning to end, , I'm just a chess piece, but I used to be Feng Li's chess piece, but now, it has become your Song Langsheng's chess piece."

I turned around and left, Song Langsheng grabbed my wrist with such strength that I felt pain, "How can you think of me like that?! I won't tell you, I won't tell you because I don't want you to be involved, I don't want you to be in a dilemma, don't let you make a choice!"

"What's the dilemma? What's the choice? I don't understand."

Song Langsheng took a deep breath and finally said, "Since you want to know, let me ask you, for so long, have you never thought about who Feng Li is?"

I raised my eyes suddenly, "Feng Li? His whereabouts are mysterious, and he has never shown his true face..."

"Why can't he show his true face? Why does he know the princess so well? Why can he pretend to be the shadow guard of Mingjian Division, and how does he know about your past and mine?"

"Because...because of honey?"

"Chaimi is an orphan. She grew up with you since childhood, and has never even been out of the palace a few times. How could she know Fengli and be willing to betray you for him?" Song Langsheng's words were like wind, Little by little, the fog swirling in front of the truth disappeared, "Did you not think about why you didn't lose two years of memory after taking the antidote, and didn't you experience the pain in your heart? "

I haven't reacted in my mind yet, but my heart can't help but want to escape. I opened my lips blankly, but couldn't make any sound.

Song Langsheng said in a deep voice, "Because... the medicine Feng Li gave you is not a mortal poison. From the very beginning, he couldn't bear to kill you."

I shook my head subconsciously, and my heart ached, Song Langsheng said this as if he had made up his mind, "Or, I should ask, he is alone, neither a minister of power nor like Nie Guangyong. There are thousands of soldiers, even if you can get rid of the prince by trickery, why can you sit on this country?"

Why?

In fact, I occasionally recalled that night on the edge of the cliff, when Feng Li saw that I had the heart to seek death, and blurted out the word "small", what was it after that.

I closed my eyes and let the tears roll down. Another voice in my heart answered for me.

little sister.

Chapter 50

Before the current prince ascended the position of heir, the lord of the East Palace in Daqing was His Royal Highness the King of Qing, who was crowned the capital.

Well, that is the eldest brother of my mother-in-law, Xiao Jinglan.

At the beginning of the founding of the country, the father's imperial power was not firmly established, and there were no children under his knees. Rao was working hard every night, and the harem's concubines and concubines were all silent. Just when several uncles were hiding in their own mansions and holding their babies in their arms, they were thinking about the golden throne the mother and queen were pregnant.

The arrival of the eldest brother is like a timely rain, which not only settles the dust of the imperial power, but more importantly, reinvigorates the father emperor and restores the dignity of a man.

It was also the year when the eldest brother was born. The concubines and concubines in the harem received one after another of good news. Except for the uncles who were secretly squatting at home and crying, it could be said that the whole world celebrated and all the people congratulated. On that day, the father emperor held his eldest brother who was still in the swaddling clothes and climbed high and looked into the distance, looking at the haze of mountains, and sighed: "The haze is on the top of the mountain, covering the splendid rivers and mountains. Jing Lan, you must not live up to my high hopes. ."

The first emperor really lived up to his father's expectations.

He was smart and alert since he was a child, and he was already proficient in various universities before the age of seven. , never be arrogant and arrogant, which is very different from me.

Well, I admit that when I was young, I was spoiled and a bit arrogant. Not only did I not like to learn, I was greedy for fun, but I liked to lose my temper and anger others when I was not happy. My mother’s education was to rule by inaction. My doting is so unprincipled that even the concubines in the harem have to avoid me when they see me.