When she was in a panic, she thought of Lin Danqing who was expecting to give birth at home. In an instant, a thought flashed in her mind——

Repeated tricks.

"So... the queen mother... recruit... Lin Danqing into the palace, and take her child as your own..." I asked slowly, like a thirsty fish, unable to lift my eyelids. "That child, is that me?"

The answer speaks for itself.

Luckily for Princess Yongan, Lin Danqing did not fall into the spring during the induction, and she survived.

But how could the queen mother risk her father's discovery of the truth to let her continue to live in the world.

Just as he was about to die, Xu Liufang rescued Lin Danqing from the tiger's mouth. They escaped from the palace overnight, trying to find the truth about the father and the emperor, but the killer sent by the mother and queen was still one step ahead. In the end, they both fell off the cliff on the way to escape, and they disappeared, and their life and death were unknown.

Later, when my father returned to the court, to my mother's surprise, when my father picked me up in the swaddling clothes, I smiled brightly. My father loved me so much that I went down to the court and went into the night. My biggest hobby was to come to my mother. The bedroom holds me to play.

My birth was like a lucky fruit to my mother.

In the second year, the queen mother ascended the throne of the queen, and in the fourth year, the queen mother gave birth to a banquet, and the status of the palace has been unshakable since then.

Things in the world are so ironic. The reason why the mother was able to give birth to her younger brother safely was because she continued to recuperate her body according to Lin Danqing's prescriptions and followed the doctor's instructions step by step, so that she could have this miracle.

The queen mother thought that this scar would never be opened, but unfortunately she was wrong that Xu Liufang and Lin Danqing were both cut off by a tree between the cliffs, and the branch could only carry one person's weight. He jumped into the abyss and saved the life of his sweetheart.

When I was thirteen years old, my father met Lin Danqing on the way to the mosque.

The royal father naturally recognized Lin Danqing. On that day, her marriage to Xu Liufang was also given to her by the queen mother. Later, the queen heard that the two of them were very sorry for their husband and wife’s slipping on the mountain. He was also very surprised to see her suddenly appear.

Lin Danqing told his father the whole story of what happened.

There are no airtight walls in the world. When people are kept in the dark, they are unaware. Once they are pointed out, all clues become traceable.

The father was furious, and what was more difficult for the father to accept than the anger was that I was not his biological daughter.

But he put too much fatherly love and care on me.

After he returned to the palace, he went to find his mother and asked his teacher for the crime. The mother was both exposed and confessed. The queen mother said that she had been tortured by her conscience all these years, she could not sleep at night, and she was afraid that her father would know the truth. She had nothing to do but ask her father not to take anger on Jingyan, he was the father The only blood.

The queen mother said it right. Over the years, whether due to war, struggle for power, or illness, several sons of the father have passed away one after another, just like the curse of God punishing the father for cruelly killing Princess Yongan. In the end, the only child was Jingyan alone, and the father's body was not as good as before, not to mention the birth of a dragon child, the mountains of government affairs, and the country's internal and external troubles were about to make him unable to support him. .

My father thought of me.

He thought that I was talented, intelligent, decisive, and had the style of the royal family. With just a little help, I would definitely be a powerful right-hand man for Jingyan. Another point, and also the most important, is that I am not the real daughter of the royal family, and this evidence is in the hands of the queen mother. If he one day conspires against me and takes power for his own sake, it will not cost me anything to overthrow me. Grey power.

For the sake of the banquet, for the sake of the overall situation, the father emperor did not make the mother queen's crimes public, but she has been neglected since then. From that day onwards, my mother never heard about the troubled affairs of the harem, and devoted herself to fasting and worshipping the Buddha, taking this as a precept. As for the emperor, he gave me government affairs and power, and finally put me on the top of the limelight in the temple.

To this day, Jing Yan finally lived up to their expectations and became a real heir. However, my concubine suddenly had a lot of troops in his hands. After all, my mother was afraid of me. She was worried that after the father left, she would not be able to rely on her own words. To compete with me, so I begged my father to cut off my authority, so that Daqing Jiangshan can sit back and relax.

But the emperor did not agree.

In fact, when I heard this, I just felt like I was in an ice cellar, and the familiar people and things in front of me suddenly became extremely unfamiliar, and everything in the room turned into a trance-like phantom, and fell apart in an instant.

This is the king's house.

When they quietly tell the bloody truth, they may show remorse, or regret or guilt, but after that, they are more concerned about power and interests.

Seeing me kneeling for a long time without saying a word, the royal father sighed: "Tang'er, I... I could have told you all these things today, but..."

I interrupted him, "Does the royal father still want Xiangyi to be grateful for this honesty?"

The emperor was speechless by my question.

Speechless, whether it's me to them, or they to me.

I stood up silently, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with my sleeves, no longer salutes, no more glances at them, and left just like that.

When I was young, I often wondered why the queen mother was not very close to me, and why I couldn't be like other princesses, when something went wrong, I would get into the arms of my mother and act like a spoiled child. I thought it was because I didn't like her, and I worked hard and fought for it. My mother always treated me lukewarm. I guessed a lot of possibilities. Until today, when I heard the real answer, I felt that the past scenes were just like the same. It's a joke, but I can't laugh at all.

It turned out that the aunt who healed my leg injury in the village and town and locked me in the epidemic house at the order of Nie Guang was my biological mother.

Back then, I always wondered why she didn't follow Nie Guang's order to kill me, and why the epidemic poison she gave me was just an ordinary drug to hide people's ears. I think she probably learned from Nie Guang that I was Princess Xiangyi and that I was her. My daughter, that's why I used this trick to escape.

In this way, the person who rescued her when she was fleeing should be Xia Yanghou Nie Guang.

However, it's not that there is no chance, why didn't you tell me she was my mother?

I returned to the Princess Mansion like a corpse.

He raised his head and looked at the "Princess Xiangyi Palace" on the gold plaque in front of the door, and felt that every word was ironic.

I laughed sadly. Up to now, even this mansion that I regard as home is no longer where I belong.

Chapter 58

Since that day, I have never stepped out of the Princess Mansion.

The royal father summoned me to say that I would not go away, and the people sent by the crown prince also asked me to block me back. Now, even if the sky falls, I can’t control it, and all those troublesome and trivial matters have nothing to do with me.

When I was frustrated in the past, I always sighed with emotion, if I hadn't been born in a royal family, if I hadn't been a princess, I should have been able to live a lot easier. Now that this is a prophecy, it has made me deeply realize what it means to stand and talk without back pain, and when things don't fall on their heads, everyone can be calm. After being killed by his adoptive mother, he can calmly say something like "No one has ever died in life since ancient times, when will the grievances be repaid, the past is like a cloud of smoke, why should I be persistent", that only shows that the person's adoptive mother is really good Money, revenge is not good for inheritance.

It is true that my adoptive parents were indeed rich.

I don’t want to stay in the mansion all day long and feel sad and miserable. Although I feel a little resentful and sleepless whenever I recall the experiences of my biological parents at night, they are still too far away from me after all. I don’t know what my father was born to be like, how my mother was, but my mother knew my existence, but she never came to try to find me, I didn’t even know their existence, one side never fulfilled their responsibilities, and the other side never fulfilled their filial piety , In between, how many relatives are there to speak of?

In the past 20 years, I have devoted all my feelings towards my parents to my father and mother. So far, how can I be called qíng?

Just when I thought I would be bored in the mansion and die in depression, the emperor came.

The grand event of the royal father's royal visit to the princess' mansion was not communicated in advance, and the whole mansion was so frightened that they didn't know why. At that time, I was lying on the bench reading a book, and Steward Liu rushed into the house and said tremblingly: "President, princess, it's not good, your majesty is visiting..."

When I heard it, I fell off the chair.

The reason I was surprised was not because the royal father came to see me. In the past, when he was in good health, he would occasionally come to the princess’ mansion for a cup of tea and a meal, but recently he has been too ill to go to bed, how could he still come here? ?

I didn't care about thinking about his purpose, I called Uncle Liu and they had everything ready in the front hall, and immediately rushed to meet him.

The royal father entered the palace in a wooden wheelchair as the palace servants moved slowly. He was still dressed in a mysterious robe, but it was difficult to hide his sick and haggard complexion. He could never return to the imperial majesty above the golden hall. .

Feeling inexplicably sad in my heart, I took a few steps forward, knelt down and said in a salute, "My son attends the royal father."

His eyes full of meaning fell on my face, and after a while, Fang sighed: "You can still call me father and emperor, I am very relieved..."

I was noncommittal, and only said: "My father has forgotten the doctor's instructions. Your body is not healed, and you can't stand the cold, so how can you leave the palace?"

There was a hint of helplessness on the pale face of the father, "I called you into the palace, if you don't come, I can only come to you."

I was speechless.

He sent back all the people who served, and for a time, only the two of us were left in the hall.

This was the first time in my life that I felt embarrassed to be alone with my father. I was sitting next to him, not knowing what to say, when I suddenly heard him say, "Are you still mad at me?"

I shook my head gently, "In those days, the father was also kept in the dark..."

The father said: "What I said is that I put you in a position you don't want to go to, and do what you don't want to do."

After being silent for a while, I opened my mouth and said, "I've been thinking about this for the past few days... Whether it's the way to govern the country or the affairs of the court, these are all things my father told me from novels. I like female red, but I don’t like poetry and poetry, and I am quite interested in these things. It can’t be said that the emperor forced me to do things I don’t want to do... I think, even if I am really the biological daughter of the emperor, for the overall situation , for the sake of the society, you will still push me to that position... As far as I am concerned, I grew up eating royal meals and was favored by the royal family, and I want to work in this position, as long as I am still the princess of Daqing for one day. , I should take up the responsibilities that belong to me. What does this have to do with whether I have the blood of the royal family? The ministers of civil and military affairs of the Manchu Dynasty have devoted themselves to the country, how can they all be related to the royal family?"

He silently raised his eyes, and his eyes flashed with surprise, "Zhen... I didn't expect you to think like this... You don't blame me, but the Queen?"

I lowered my eyes, "She killed my parents after all, how could she not complain?"

"What are you going to do?"

"She has nurtured me for 20 years, fed me soup and medicine when I was sick, and told me to change my clothes when the weather changed. Whether it was real or fake, she did what a mother should do after all... Today, my mother wants to take revenge, I will never stop it, but if I want to do something, what can I do? What's more, she is Jing Yan's mother, when Jing Yan ascended the throne, the court There can be no empress dowager in the middle... Isn't the father emperor who has not dealt with the queen for this reason? There is nothing in the world, it's all good and bad, even the father and emperor can't take the lead, let alone me?"

The royal father sighed, waved his hand tremblingly, and asked me to lean closer to him. My heart softened, and Suo Xing got up and knelt down beside his knee, "Does the royal father have anything else to say to Tang'er?"