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Zhan Weiyang seemed to understand and seemed to not understand.
Pei Qing has many thoughts in his heart, of course, it's not just waiting for the right time when Zhan Weiyang's heart is mature, as he said, but more of it is that he can't pass his own level. Just like he refused to kiss Zhan Weiyang before, when he faced Zhan Weiyang, he often felt an inexplicable sense of guilt, he couldn't tell, he didn't know whether he was doing right or not.
When was with Zhan Pengcheng today, when listened to Zhan Pengcheng saying that he was worried that Zhan Weiyang would not be taken care of in the future, he wanted to tell Zhan Pengcheng that he was willing to take care of Zhan Weiyang.
But so what? The care that Zhan Pengcheng wants may not be the same as his. He doesn't even know if what Zhan Weiyang needs is the same as what he needs.
Pei Qing kept telling himself to wait, even though as Zhan Weiyang said, there is no difference between seventeen and eighteen years old, but it is not Zhan Weiyang who really needs this time, but Pei Qing himself.
He stretched out his arms to hug Zhan Weiyang and said, "Go to sleep."
Zhan Weiyang was disappointed and asked him, "Is it still not good?"
Pei Qing said: "No, eighteen is the bottom line, not even a day."
Zhan Weiyang lowered his head and counted how many months he had before turning eighteen. After a while, he said, "What if I can't wait for that day?"
Pei Qing was a little surprised and looked at him: "What are you talking about?"
In addition to being disappointed, Zhan Weiyang was a little unhappy. He said glumly, "I may not be able to wait for that day."
Pei Qing didn't expect him to say such a thing, and asked him, "Why can't you wait?"
Zhan Weiyang didn't answer. After a while, he whispered, "I told you."
Pei Qing pulled his shoulder and made him look at him, with a serious tone: "What the hell is going on?"
Zhan Weiyang said, "I said I want to become a tree."
Pei Qing asked him, "When will you become a tree? Will you become a tree at the age of eighteen?" When he asked the question, the more he spoke, the more solemn his tone became.
Zhan Weiyang said: "No, I said when the points are deducted."
Pei Qing said, "But you didn't tell me what was deducting your points."
Zhan Weiyang felt that he squeezed his shoulders very hard, and struggled a little.
Pei Qing then let him go and said to him in a slow tone, "Yangyang, can you tell my brother?"
Zhan Weiyang finally shook his head.
He sat quietly for a while, and suddenly raised his hand to take off his clothes. Pei Qing quickly held his hand to prevent him from moving.
Zhan Weiyang said anxiously, "I don't have time."
Seeing that he was about to struggle, Pei Qing simply opened his arms and hugged him, imprisoned him in his arms, and said, "No, you have to tell me first, what is deducting points and what is turning into a tree?"
Zhan Weiyang remained silent.
After a while, Pei Qing saw that he had closed his eyes.
"Yangyang?" Pei Qing called him.
Zhan Weiyang closed his eyes and did not respond.
"Fell asleep?"
Zhan Weiyang still should not.
Pei Qing wanted to call him up and let him speak clearly, but he couldn't bear to see him with his eyes closed, and finally helped him lie down and cover him with the quilt.
After doing this, Pei Qing didn't get up immediately, but waited quietly for a while, and then slowly got up and got out of bed when he heard Zhan Weiyang's light and even breathing.
Standing beside the bed, he reached out and turned off the light first. When he fell into the darkness, he still stared at the sleeping figure on the bed.
An unspeakable anxiety gradually swelled up.
He realized that Zhan Weiyang's state was not right before, because it was inconvenient to tell Zhan Pengcheng directly, so he deliberately communicated with Zhan Weiguang. At that time, Zhan Weiguang told him not to worry, and he also thought that after a long time, Zhan Weiyang's attention would be diverted and he would get better, but now it doesn't seem to be the case. He doesn't know what to call the things in Zhan Weiyang's head. Hallucinations or delusions, but that's clearly not normal.
Pei Qing left Zhan Weiyang's room. After returning to his room, he sat down beside the bed. He was not sleepy for a long time, thinking about what to do.
He didn't know if he should tell Zhan Pengcheng first, after all, Zhan Pengcheng was Zhan Weiyang's guardian, but he was afraid that Zhan Pengcheng would reject him for interfering in these things.
If he took Zhan Weiyang to see the doctor himself, Zhan Weiyang would probably resist. He still remembered how much Zhan Weiyang didn't want to go to the hospital.
Pei Qing raised his hand and rubbed his forehead. He thought he had to ask Zhan Weiyang first, even if Zhan Weiyang would resist, he must know what happened to him.
When lying down on the bed, Pei Qing suddenly thought of a person - Chen Youyou.
Since Zhan Weiyang has a good friend who can talk about everything, maybe Chen Youyou will know what the mess is going on in that little head of Zhan Weiyang.
Chapter 54
Zhan Weiyang was in a bad mood.
He failed again, but his time was running out.
Since the light rain that day, the weather seems to be rainy every day, which makes people feel gloomy.
During the midterm exam, when Zhan Weiyang got the test paper, his head was completely muddy.
His grades were not good in the first place, and Zhan Pengcheng spent money to take care of him to get into this middle school. The teacher didn't expect anything from him, so he usually wouldn't pay attention to him.
As a result, there was an exam, Zhan Weiyang was distracted during the whole exam, and finally handed in the exam paper and corrected only a few questions.
According to Zhan Weiyang's usual level, this is not the case.
So as soon as the exam was over, the teacher couldn't help calling the parents.
It just so happened that Zhan Pengcheng had an important work meeting that day, and he really couldn't go to school. After thinking about it, he entrusted the matter to Pei Qing.
Pei Qing took a half-day leave from the company where he practiced and went to Zhan Weiyang School in the afternoon.
When he entered from the school gate, it was the end of get out of class, and he walked all the way to the teaching building, attracting the attention of countless girls on the way.