Zhan Weiguang said, "What do you do?"

Zhan Weiyang said, "I'm going to eat." After speaking, he really buried his head and started to smash the white rice in the bowl with chopsticks.

While eating, he thought carefully, Pei Qing actually said something very reasonable, he always has to go back after his internship, and now it's New Year's Eve, he should also go back to see his grandma.

He has no reason to keep Pei Qing, but when will Pei Qing come back? In the past six months, has he not seen Pei Qing anymore, or maybe Pei Qing has graduated and stayed there to work and won't come back after this half year, will he not see Pei Qing again until next year's Chinese New Year?

Thinking of this, Zhan Weiyang felt frightened at first, and then there was a burst of sadness in his heart, and sad emotions kept coming up.

When Zhan Xiusong leaned over to get the toilet paper to wipe the oil on his hands, he suddenly caught a glimpse of something falling into Zhan Weiyang's rice bowl, and when he turned to look, he found that Zhan Weiyang was actually crying.

Zhan Weiyang shed tears silently and continued to eat silently, all his tears fell into his bowl and seeped into the white and fluffy rice.

"What are you crying for?" Zhan Xiusong was puzzled.

Zhan Weiyang glanced at him and said nothing.

Zhan Weiguang was attracted, he pinched Zhan Weiyang's face and made him turn to face him, stunned and asked, "what's the matter with you?"

Zhan Weiyang lowered his eyes to look at his bowl. There was the last bit of rice left in it. He gulps all the rice into his mouth, chewed it hard, and asked Zhan Weiguang, "Can I go?"

Zhan Weiguang still asked, "What happened?"

Zhan Weiyang said, "Then I'll go first." After that, he got up and walked outside the dining room.

Zhan Pengcheng noticed it and called out to him, "Yangyang!"

Zhan Weiyang didn't answer and walked out of the dining room.

Zhan Pengcheng asked Zhan Weiguang: "What happened to your brother? Go and see!"

Zhan Weiguang put down his chopsticks, and when he was about to get up, Pei Qing said, "I'll go." After that, Pei Qing got up and left the dining room.

Zhan Pengcheng still felt uneasy, and then Zhan Yingfei persuaded him: "It's okay, Pei Qing is a sensible child, let him go and see, don't worry too much."

After Zhan Weiyang came out of the dining room, he passed the living room and went up the stairs to the second floor. He stood at the entrance of the stairs for a while, pushed open the balcony door and walked out.

The temperature outside was very low, and he only wore a thin long-sleeved shirt, standing in a daze on the empty balcony.

The community is quieter than usual, but from time to time can hear the sound from the dining room downstairs. It is the sound of adults laughing and eating when they are eating and drinking. Then there is the faint sound of music coming from the single-family villa farther away.

Zhan Weiyang wasn't actually thinking about anything. He was completely empty, but he was so sad that he wanted to take a breath.

But soon, he heard footsteps coming out, and then someone draped a soft down jacket over his shoulders.

Pei Qing's voice sounded: "Put your clothes on."

Zhan Weiyang raised his head and glanced at him by the light of the street lamp.

Pei Qing chased after him from downstairs, and when he saw Zhan Weiyang standing on the balcony, he went back to his room to get him clothes as soon as possible. Now he grabs Zhan Weiyang's arm and tucks the sleeves of his down jacket like dressing a child. He slipped it in, and when the clothes were ready, he carefully pulled the zipper up until it reached Zhan Weiyang's chin.

There are still traces of crying on Zhan Weiyang's face.

Pei Qing raised his hand, wiped him with his fingers, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Zhan Weiyang said, "I'm sad."

Pei Qing asked him, "Because I said I was leaving?"

Zhan Weiyang nodded, he put one hand on his chest and said, "I'm so uncomfortable, what should I do?"

Pei Qing looked at him and found that his eyes started to turn red again, as if he was about to cry.

I don't know if it was on such a special night when thousands of families were reunited with lights, something in Pei Qing's heart was also deeply touched. He remembered many things from childhood to adulthood, remembered the Cold War before his parents divorced, and remembered his father's tolerance when he remarried. Strangers suddenly became family members, and even recalled the dazed feeling of finding out that he liked the same sex in adolescence. He experienced those emotions alone, and he walked over to bear it alone.

Pei Qing looked down at Zhan Weiyang with a very shallow smile.

Zhan Weiyang asked him, "Why do you laugh?"

Pei Qing said, "Want to cry? Would you like to cry for a while?"

Zhan Weiyang asked, "Is it okay?"

Pei Qing nodded: "Yes."

Zhan Weiyang suddenly hugged Pei Qing's waist, buried his face in his chest, and cried sadly.

Pei Qing hugged Zhan Weiyang, patted his back lightly, raised his head and felt the cold wind blowing on his face, but his eyes were slightly hot.

Chapter 72

Zhan Weiyang cried for a long time, his eyes were swollen from crying, and he asked Pei Qing worriedly, "You won't want me, will you?"

Pei Qing said softly, "How could it be?"

Zhan Weiyang said, "but you have to leave for so long."

Pei Qing patted him on the back and asked, "But I can't always be with you all the time. If I go on a business trip in the future, what should my Yangyang do at home alone?"

Zhan Weiyang thought for a while and asked, "Can't you take me with you?"

Pei Qing asked with a smile, "How do I take you there, you are so big that you can't fit in my pocket."

Zhan Weiyang felt that he was right, and he was also very distressed.

Pei Qing comforted him and said, "Although I can't take you with me at any time, I will miss you. We can also video chat, and I will bring you gifts when I come back, okay?"

Zhan Weiyang reluctantly accepted.

Pei Qing asked, "Are you in a better mood now?"

Zhan Weiyang didn't answer, grabbed Pei Qing's clothes tightly with one hand, and asked, "Can you not leave?"