Chapter 33 I’m so happy

Because of the actor Yan Du, news about the casting of "Assassination" spread like wildfire, and some rumors leaked outside. Most netizens paid more attention to this drama, wanting to see Chongwen sharpen his sword in the next three years, and thenWhat kind of works will it bring.

Xi Nian went home and read the script again. Although the scenes of Killer 19's face were not as many as those of the protagonist, it seemed like a main thread running from beginning to end, and he only received a box lunch at the end.Chong Wenxin likes to portray some complex and contradictory emotions in small characters. Although this character does not have much writing, his experience and character design are obviously thoughtful.

Not long after Xi Nian returned, he sent a message to Xia Mingxue and decided to play this role. When the other party heard this, he was a little surprised: "Didn't you audition for the male lead? Why did you audition for a small supporting role?"

If word gets out, fans will probably get upset again.

Xi Nian's eyelids twitched uncontrollably: "Director Chong said I was more suitable for that role. I also thought it was more conflicting, so I took it."

Xia Mingxue actually didn't like this weird old man Chong Wenxin, and she got angry when she heard this: "He only values his own drama and doesn't care whether it will affect your future. Xi Nian, the company can't let you play that kind of small supporting role again. In the future,If you become a professional in supporting roles and your options are limited, it will be difficult to take on leading male roles, do you understand?"

Xi Nian looked at the script, pondered for a long time and then said: "It's not a supporting role, just the second male villain."

If you are lucky and perform well, you might be able to be nominated for Best Supporting Actor in the next Starlight.

He never believed that playing supporting roles would limit his career opportunities, but Xia Mingxue believed that Xi Nian's repeated small supporting roles would lower his status, just like when celebrities receive endorsements, they all go to high-end luxury brands.If he endorses a roadside stall, his net worth will undoubtedly be lowered.

If there is a choice, of course it is better for the future to play the male lead.

Xia Mingxue remained silent for a long time, and finally asked Xi Nian: "Are you sure you want to act?"

Xi Nian: "Yeah."

Xia Mingxue took a deep breath and finally made a compromise: "Okay, but after "Assassination" is finished, your next drama will have to be decided by the company."

Xi Nian had no objection: "Okay."

The two chatted for a while and then hung up the phone. Lu Xingzhe listened on the side and felt that Xi Nian was stupid: "I heard that the male lead has been confirmed to be Yan Du. That bad old man Chong Wenxin has clearly deceived you, and you still fall in love with him.If it doesn't work, I'll take on other dramas. He's not the only director in the entertainment industry."

Xi Nian asked, "Do you think I'm the one who's at a disadvantage?"

He is not a thankless person, but Lu Xingzhe nodded. The thick fan filter made him feel that Xi Nian has been bullied since his debut.

Hearing this, Xi Nian didn't argue. He just smiled, then stretched out his hand to pull him onto his lap, touched his head, then stroked his back, and said jokingly: "Suffer some losses."Just suffer a little loss.”

Think of it as repaying a debt from a previous life.

Lu Xingzhe suffered a loss in his previous life, but it will be his turn in this life.

Perhaps, in a sense, fate is actually conserved. Gains or losses are destined to be repaid in another way.

"That's okay," Lu Xingzhe pinched his chin and curled his lips, "You can't suffer a loss."

Xi Nian thought to himself, what can I do if I don’t suffer a loss?Eat you?He didn't need to say anything. His eyes briefly glanced at Lu Xingzhe, who already understood what he meant.

Lu Xingzhe didn't see any hesitation. He stretched out his hand to unbutton his collar and hid his collarbone under his clothes. The red mark from yesterday had not faded yet. He pressed it against Xi Nian's ear and said with a half-smile, "Okay, I'll have to suffer a little loss.".”

The two of them are living together now, and they fool around a lot when they live together. It's fine for Xi Nian to be the one at the top, but Lu Xingzhe, the one at the bottom, may not be able to endure it.

Xi Nian did not move, but just buttoned up his loose clothes. His cold facial features were no longer as cold as before, and he followed what Lu Xingzhe said just now: "How can that be done? You can't suffer any loss."

Lu Xingzhe didn't understand why he didn't touch her, so he opened his eyes and looked at him with a rare hint of confusion.Xi Nian was like a piece of reserved ice. He never said anything to Lu Xingzhe, "I like you", "I love you", "I hate you", "I hate you". His likes and dislikes were buried deep in his heart. Lu Xingzhe could onlyDistinguish the latter, but never touch the former.

But he never asked anything. If Xi Nian didn't say anything, he wouldn't ask, and it was the same this time.

Lu Xingzhe paused, then said: "Okay."

After saying that, he got up from the sofa, lowered his head, straightened his clothes, and asked Xi Nian, "Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

Xi Nian couldn't see his expression, but saw Lu Xingzhe adjusting his sleeves and corners over and over again. His fingertips were slightly blue from exerting too much force, and he looked a little embarrassed and confused, and even inadvertently revealed some unspeakable uneasiness.

Xi Nianjing stared at it for a long time, then pulled Lu Xingzhe into his arms again. He pretended not to see the other person's reddish eyes, rested his chin on the top of his hair, and asked in a low voice: "Just once more?"

Lu Xingzhe pursed his lips and said nothing. He turned his head and waited for a few seconds before speaking. His tone was as usual: "You don't want to do it. I don't mind doing it."

The voice was very small and lacked the momentum before.

Xi Nian wanted to say something, but due to his personality, he couldn't say it out. He ignored Lu Xingzhe's weak struggle, lowered his head and rubbed the other person's lips slowly, his movements gentle, much gentler than usual, but he could not resist.

The clothes were peeled off and slipped off quietly.

Xi Nian stayed close to Lu Xingzhe and found that he seemed to have lost some weight. The assistant's job was obviously not that easy, especially most of the time, Lu Xingzhe was the only one who was busy with all the affairs around Xi Nian.

The soft sofa was gradually infected with body temperature, and it made people feel like they were in bed. It was the first time that Xi Nian was so slow and light. Lu Xingzhe bit his lip without making a sound, closed his eyes, his eye sockets were red, and half of his face was buried in it.There was a dark stain on the pillow, whether it was tears or sweat.

Xi Nian turned him over, kissed him closely on the face, and said in a low voice, "Does it hurt?"

Lu Xingzhe's body trembled slightly, he closed his eyes and did not answer.

Xi Nian asked again: "Does it hurt?"

Lu Xingzhe finally shook his head and uttered two words in a low voice: "It doesn't hurt..."

"But I'm afraid you'll be in pain." Xi Nian suddenly said.

As soon as the words came out, Lu Xingzhe paused, and even Xi Nian himself was startled. His eyes glanced at the small and large injuries on Lu Xingzhe's body, and then he slowly held his face, paused, and lowered his head.He repeated: "But I'm afraid you'll be in pain..."

His empty chest contained only a cold stone heart, but the passing years had smoothed out the hurtful edges one by one, and then warm blood was slowly injected into it, and it began to beat unhurriedly.

Lu Xingzhe never hesitated to express his love. When he looked at Xi Nian, his eyes were always shining, and all his plans came to nothing. He was as clean as a piece of white paper. How did Xi Nian put down his pen?That's how he looks.

But at the same time, Lu Xingzhe felt in his heart that Xi Nian would not like him, so he could only try his best to be better and better so that he could be worthy of him.

This is a fact that Lu Xingzhe has long recognized in his heart. He usually doesn't think of it deliberately, but whenever Xi Nian's attitude changes even a little bit, it will prick him like a needle, making it difficult to breathe, and he can't help but frown hard.

Xi Nian had never realized it before, but when he lowered his head to kiss Lu Xingzhe's eyes and felt a salty taste on the tip of his tongue, he finally realized something belatedly.

He pushed Lu Xingzhe into his arms and hugged him tightly. After a long while, he comforted him a little unfamiliarly: "Don't cry."

Lu Xingzhe's figure was stiff for a long time. It wasn't until Xi Nian said these words that he finally relaxed. He buried his face in Xi Nian's neck. After a while, he shook his head gently, stretched out his arms and hugged him, with a low voice.Low and a little hoarse: "It doesn't hurt..."

Xi Nian wanted to say, don't think too much next time. He was usually so narcissistic, but why did he get confused at this moment? He didn't expose him, got up and carried the person into the room.

The cast of "Assassination" has basically been decided. When the definite news came out that Xi Nianhui would be participating in Killer 19, fans were stunned at first when they heard the news, and almost cried when they reacted: "Husband, youWhy did you play a supporting role again?"

Xi Nian immediately broke out of the industry with his handsome role as He Xiaoyun in "Wolf Smoke". When netizens privately selected male heroes in military uniforms, he was firmly ranked in the top three. His popularity increased by more than one and a half stars, and his acting skills are not bad. He could act in an ancient puppet show.It's not a problem to have one male and two male characters, so why did he play a supporting role again?!

No one responded to this, but I heard somewhere that Director Chong felt that Xi Nian was more suitable for the role of a killer, so he could only spontaneously acquiesce that it was the director's choice. Although Nian Gao was disappointed, they could only comfort each other.

It doesn't matter if he plays a supporting role. As long as he plays well, he will be the protagonist everywhere. Maybe Xi Nian can perform as brilliantly as he did in "Wolf Smoke" and overshadow the leading actor.

It was originally a joke to comfort each other, but Yan Du's fans were not happy when they heard it. Xi Nian is not a famous figure, but he dares to be compared with Yan Du. Has he won an international award?Was he a finalist for the Starlight Gala?Playing a warlord character with no technical skills and just being cool would make you feel great, and fans would brag about it without thinking.

Acting is not the same as being cool, thank you!

Yan Du has been debuting for many years, and his strength is there. Although there is little hype, his fans are very protective of his master, and his tone of voice unconsciously has a sense of being a master. Nian Gao felt that his words were inappropriate. He originally wanted to apologize, but after hearing the following wordsAfter a few words, the two sides immediately started to quarrel.

What does it mean to play a cool role?!Are you blind and can't see Xi Nian's acting skills? If it weren't for a good script, he would have become popular a long time ago. Yan Du is not as handsome as Xi Nian. He can't act well even if he wants to. He will really be better than anyone else if he receives the Best Actor Award.What awesome!

Fans from both sides stabbed each other in each other's weak spots, and basically hit the mark every time. Yan Du's fans were already excited, and they became even more excited when they heard about it. Xi Nian is just a newcomer who has just debuted. What qualifications do he have to be compared with Yan Du?Isn't he so handsome? He only relies on his face. Yan Du has worked so hard since his debut, and it all depends on his strength, okay!!

The scolding war in the entertainment industry has been going on since the beginning. Fans from the two parties started fighting from Weibo to forums, and from forums to squares. There were also some people who were interested in adding fuel to the flames. In the end, the quarrel went directly to the hot search.

Xi Nian usually doesn't read Weibo very much except under special circumstances. When Lu Xingzhe noticed that the two fans were fighting, he turned over in the quilt and poked Xi Nian with his mobile phone.

The weather in late autumn was already a bit cold, but the quilt was warm. Xi Nian felt the coldness on the edge of the phone, subconsciously opened his eyes, and then buried his face in Lu Xingzhe's arms again, with a sleepy voice:"What's wrong……"

Lu Xingzhe thinks it's not a big deal. Fans' feud is normal in the entertainment industry: "Your fans and Yan Du's fans got into a fight."

Xi Nian rarely cares about this kind of thing, and even rarely posts on Weibo. Hearing this, he took out his mobile phone from under the pillow, opened his eyes and read the whole story, including those scolding posts, and remained silent.After a while, he unexpectedly posted a message in the fan group to appease fans and stop arguing.

After doing all this, I stuffed my phone under the pillow and closed my eyes again.

He was Lu Xingzhe's special concern. As soon as he sent the message, the latter's cell phone rang. Lu Xingzhe paused and said, "Aren't you afraid that the fans will be unhappy."

The scolding war between the two sides is in full swing. No matter who curses less at this time, he will feel disadvantaged. After all, the fans are arguing with the opponent because of Xi Nian, and it is inevitable that they will feel that their good intentions are being treated as a donkey's liver and lungs.

Xi Nian closed his eyes and opened them again: "How old they are, they can't just treat me as their idol. They haven't learned anything else, they only learned to curse people."

Many people don't understand where the responsibilities of idols lie, and everyone has blurred the boundaries. But in fact, everyone is born with their own responsibilities. Since celebrities are loved by fans, they should set an example for them.

They are young and don’t understand, so we have to teach them.

Teach them how to like someone correctly and teach them how to respect someone.

Instead of waiting until old age, recalling the idols you once loved to chase when you were a boy, only the blurred faces and the gorgeous stage under the spotlight are left in your mind.

The beautiful face will eventually grow old with the passage of time, and the graceful singing voice will eventually become old and hoarse, but there are always some things that time cannot take away. At such a prime age, if you learnIt would be a pity to just scold and quarrel day after day.

Lu Xingzhe looked at him quietly, and for some reason smiled, then raised his eyebrows and said, "If you tell them not to scold them, they will stop scolding you?"

Xi Nian said: "Aren't you the administrator of the support group? Please organize some comfort."

grass!

Lu Xingzhe's eyes widened instantly: "How did you know?!"

The leader of Xi Nian's fan support group is Lu Xingzhe. At first, because there was no dedicated person to manage it, it was not good for his career development, so he just wore a vest and got in. Later, the fan base gradually grew, and he became the group leader without even realizing it.Except for the refined and handsome pictures and the itinerary notification for the year of birth, most of the time is spent peeking at the screen.

So how did Xi Nian discover it?!

Xi Nian: "Oh, I just guessed."

Lu Xingzhe didn't believe it: "How did you guess that?"

Xi Nian wanted to say that you had done this in your last life, was it difficult to guess, but there was no way he could put it into words. He grabbed the back of Lu Xingzhe's head, lowered his head and leaned towards him, as if he wanted to kiss him, but when Lu Xingzhe closed his eyesWhile there, she whispered something in his ear.

"Because you like me,"

Xi Nian said: "Because you like me, I know all your secrets..."

After he finished speaking, he kissed Lu Xingzhe's dazed eyes and asked, "Do you understand?"

Understand……

Shit.

Lu Xingzhe felt a little complicated when his vest was ripped off. He reluctantly took out his mobile phone and contacted several administrators to appease the fans. He curled his lips and said, "You really love your fans deeply."

Xi Nian nodded, unexpectedly admitting, paused, and then looked at Lu Xingzhe: "What about you, are you my fan?"

Lu Xingzhe's hands shook when he heard this, and he almost made a typo. He subconsciously raised his eyes and met Shang Xi Nian's serious gaze. His throat felt like a ball of cotton was blocked, and he opened his mouth, but he couldn't spit out a single word.

Xi Nian supported his head with his right hand, and slowly traced Lu Xingzhe's delicate profile with his fingertips, and whispered: "I'm asking you, are you my fan?"

Yes Yes Yes!It must be!

Lu Xingzhe was speechless. He looked at him eagerly and nodded vigorously. Xi Nian held down his moving head. A smile flashed across his dark eyes so fast that no one had time to catch it. He said in a gentle voice:"So, I do love my fans...deeply."

The next few words were very soft, dissipating in the air quietly, but the words were clear.

I = fan.

Deep love for fans = deep love for me.

Lu Xingzhe's brain was twisting and turning, and it took him a long time to finally come up with this equation. When he reacted, the corners of his mouth rose uncontrollably, and he smiled like a cat that had stolen fish, with a bit of disbelief: "Me? Me??”

Xi Nian actually didn't dare to look at his scorching gaze. He raised his hand to cover Lu Xingzhe's face with the quilt, and then he let out an inaudible hum. As soon as he finished speaking, his waist tightened and he was hugged fiercely from inside the quilt..

Lu Xingzhe hugged him tightly, like a penniless poor man, clutching the last piece of gold in his hand.

Xi Nian stopped breathing for a moment and was choked by him. After a long time, the man in the quilt moved and put his slightly cold chin on his shoulder.

"Xi Nian,"

Lu Xingzhe's tone was as simple as a child's, and he whispered: "I'm so happy."

I am really, really happy. I was not so happy when I got chocolates in the orphanage when I was a child.