Chapter 36 Extra: Previous Life Dream

Xi Nian has not had a dream for a long time. It is said that everything he dreams about is the most regretful thing in his heart. But he doesn't know what regrets he has, so he suddenly appears in a suite with familiar and luxurious decoration.Here, Xi Nian still couldn't figure out the situation.

He looked at the furnishings around him and found that it was the residence where he died in his previous life. He couldn't help but be stunned for a moment. When he looked up again, he saw a man sitting quietly in front of the computer. He had a handsome and sinister face, and it was him.

It's him, but it's not like him.

Xi Nian never knew that he could feel so lifeless, like a dying corpse.

His current state is like a wisp of void soul, unable to touch anything. He can only speculate based on the scene that this is a scene that happened before his death in his previous life. In a few minutes, Lu Xingzhe will probably come here.Then he was angry and jumped from here.

Thinking about this, Xi Nian couldn't help but feel that he was too useless in his previous life. As for how big of a deal it was, he couldn't think about it. It can be seen that being too high-spirited is not a good thing.

Visiting the old place again, the mood is inevitably subtle. Xi Nian stood nearby, watching the other "self" in front of the computer desk repeatedly browsing the black material on the Internet, the mouse clicked faster and faster, and it was obvious that he was on the verge of collapse.

Xi Nian was like an outsider, silently commenting on this scene.

One wrong step, one wrong step, this sentence makes sense. In his previous life, it had become normal for him to suppress his opponents. If there was any black material, he would expose it. If there was no black material, he would make up black material. Now those immoral things are all at onceAfter being teased out, it would be strange if his opponent's fans didn't tear him apart, as he has become the public enemy of the entire network.

Not long after, the outer door was opened, and Lu Xingzhe limped in. The scene reappeared, and the conversation was the same as in the previous life.

"Did you do it?"

"Why? Just because you kicked me away after you took advantage of me, so I have a grudge to take revenge on you?"

Lu Xingzhe laughed softly and couldn't even straighten his waist. He maintained that position without moving for a long time.In his previous life, Xi Nian only thought that he was arrogant and hateful. Now he slowly leaned forward and looked at his lowered head, only to see Lu Xingzhe's eyes were scarlet and his eyes were full of tears.

Why are you crying...

Xi Nian didn't understand and silently stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, but his hand went straight through Lu Xingzhe's body and couldn't grab anything.

And the tears never fell.

So Xi Nian saw "himself" as if he had been stabbed in a painful spot. He grabbed Lu Xingzhe's collar and pushed him hard against the wall: "Is it really you?!"

Xi Nian thought it was true in his previous life, but now he feels it's not.

But Lu Xingzhe just refused to bow his head: "That's me."

His eyes were always sarcastic and smug, as if he was determined to drag the people in front of him into hell. Even though his face was pale from being pinched, his tone did not soften at all, and he said with a smile every word: "That's me."

"Don't you most want to be a big star? Don't you care most about your future? Don't you always want to get rid of me in your dreams? I won't let you get what you want..."

They could always accurately find each other's pain points and inflict fatal blows, leaving both of them scarred.

Xi Nian no longer wanted to watch the next scene.

Lu Xingzhe was forced to lie down on the sofa, his face was as pale as a rag doll. "Xi Nian" from his previous life quietly crushed his crippled left leg, causing him to turn pale and tremble with pain.He shrank into a ball and said extremely humiliating words: "Weren't you quite enthusiastic before? Why are you pretending now?"

For the first time, Xi Nian felt that dreaming was such a bad thing. He hoped to wake up soon, but after closing his eyes and counting for hundreds of seconds, until Lu Xingzhe limped out of the room, the dream was still not over.

Xi Nian had no interest in watching his own death process again, so he chose to follow Lu Xingzhe.

The dream was so real that he could even feel the cold autumn wind blowing across his face.

After Lu Xingzhe walked out of the room, he did not leave immediately. He leaned his back against the wall and slowly slid to the ground. He covered his left leg and did not move for a long time. He groped for painkillers from his pocket and took two pills with a white face., then stood up again and limped into the elevator.

He has never shown weakness in front of Xi Nian, and even takes medicine behind his back.

Xi Nian couldn't help but wanted to help him several times, but his hands just passed through the other person's body. He pursed his lips silently and could only continue to follow, feeling that this dream was terrible again.

Downstairs, there was a sly-looking man waiting for Lu Xingzhe. It turned out to be Hong Biao, who worked as a paparazzi with him. When he saw him coming out, he leaned against the car door and said angrily: "I told you not to ask for trouble. How about it? Eat it."Just shut the door."

Lu Xingzhe didn't say anything. Just walking out of the door seemed to have exhausted all his strength. He limped a few steps, held on to the pillar, and slowly sat down on the stone steps by the roadside, lowering his head.He nodded and lit a cigarette expressionlessly. When he lit the fire, his fingertips were still trembling slightly.

Hong Biao squatted next to him: "I found out what you asked me to find out, but it's Xi Nian's own fault, so don't interfere."

Lu Xingzhe finally made a move after hearing this. He slowly turned his head to look at him, his eyes were dark and there was no color on his face.

Hong Biao's back felt cold when he looked at him, and he touched the back of his neck unconsciously: "Don't look at me like that, it's useless to look at me. Xi Nian is so good at what he does. Several of the artists who created the star have been used by him to make scandals."If he is completely confused, will the top management just sit back and ignore him? He is not clean in the first place. If you find someone to follow him for a few days, you will find out all the clues."

After speaking, he pointed out that Lu Xingzhe hated iron and said: "You are also mentally ill. You will attack whoever Xi Nian asks you to attack. This time you are exposed together. I don't know how many people are waiting to deal with you."

Xi Nian listened beside him and closed his eyes uncontrollably. For a moment, his face turned frighteningly white.

Lu Xingzhe didn't react at all. He said thank you without any emotion. He didn't even finish his cigarette, and then he staggered up from the ground.

Hong Biao said: "Hey, where are you going? Just take my car."

Lu Xingzhe ignored him and limped toward the street. His back was thin and thin, like a homeless ghost. Xi Nian followed behind, never leaving.

Before he had taken two steps, there was suddenly a sound of heavy objects falling to the ground behind him. It was a dull and desperate bang, followed by the exclamations of the people around him, as if something terrible had happened.

Lu Xingzhe paused.

Xi Nian's body froze, and his breathing stagnated for a moment. Then he gradually regained his composure. He reached out from behind, covered Lu Xingzhe's eyes, and then whispered: "Don't look back,"

Xi Nian said: "Don't look back..."

His hands were shaking, and his throat was so constricted that he couldn't produce even a single tone. The piercing sirens were far and near, mixed with the sirens of ambulances, and people around him were on their backs.

Xi Nian seemed to be trying to cover up the noise and started talking to Lu Xingzhe: "The scandal with Qiao Zhi is fake. I lied to you. Aren't you usually very smart? Why did you believe it..."

"I didn't mean to hurt you, I was just angry. I thought you really didn't care about me..."

"Lu Xingzhe, does your leg hurt..."

"Lu Xingzhe,"

Xi Nian's tone was stiff, and his voice suddenly had a hint of numbness that was hard to detect: "Don't look back..."

Don't look back.

A terrible person, even if he dies, is not worth looking at again.

However, no one could hear what he said. Lu Xingzhe paused and turned around as if feeling something. Xi Nian was afraid that he would see him, so he panicked and tightened his fingertips suddenly, but went straight through his body.My brain shook, and I woke up from my sleep.

"Wow——"

Xi Nian sat up from the bed as if he was electrocuted. When he realized that he had woken up from the dream, his first reaction was to look for Lu Xingzhe. However, he found nothing on his side. When he was about to get out of bed and look for it, he saw someone sitting at the end of the bed.one person.

Lu Xingzhe's back was turned to him. For some reason, he maintained that posture without moving for a long time, looking at the floor as if in a daze.

Xi Nian's heart finally fell back to where it was before. He took Lu Xingzhe's arm and was about to say something, but the other party's reaction was so strong that he grabbed his wrist with such force that his wrist bones were about to be crushed.

Xi Nian's pupils shrank and he tentatively called out, "Lu Xingzhe."

Lu Xingzhe paused slightly after hearing this, and then slowly let go of him as if he finally realized something.

Xi Nian asked: "What's wrong with you?"

Lu Xingzhe glanced at him quietly, then looked away, scratching his hair silently, looking a little irritated: "It's nothing, I just had a dream."

Xi Nian wanted to say that he had also had a dream, but he didn't say it. He hugged Lu Xingzhe from behind and slowly tightened his grip. It seemed that he was afraid that the person would run away. He still couldn't distinguish the reality from the dream and couldn't control it.He whispered: "I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry for misunderstanding you and hurting you.

This is what I should have said in my previous life.

Lu Xingzhe stiffened when he heard this and didn't relax for a long time. However, Xi Nian didn't notice anything strange about him. He turned sideways and pressed the person under him, pressed his forehead against his, and then kissed him densely, breathing together.After a pause, he said: "Lu Xingzhe, I like you."

This sentence should have been spoken a long time ago. Xi Nian didn't say it before because of his personality. But now he said it because he was afraid that one day he would not have the chance to say it.

He kissed Lu Xingzhe again and found that it was not as difficult to say this as he thought: "I like you."

The kind that I like very much.

As soon as Xi Nian finished speaking, his collar tightened, and then his eyes were spinning, and someone was pressing him down. Lu Xingzhe stood beside him, squinting his eyes, looking a little confused: "What did you say?"

I don’t know why, but I can almost hear the intention of fighting. This scene is different from what I imagined.

Xi Young easily removed the strength from his hand, then turned over and pressed Lu Xingzhe down again, kissing his red lips like a dragonfly, and said in an indistinct voice: "I said I like you."

He unbuttoned Lu Xingzhe's clothes, and his clothes quietly slipped to the ground and piled up into a withered flower.

Lu Xingzhe unconsciously tightened his grip on Xi Nian's shoulders, and then slowly loosened his grip. His pale face gradually turned red, and his brows furrowed. He didn't know whether it was pain or pleasure. He suppressed a groan that was about to come out, and suddenly grabbed Xi Nian's shoulder with force.On the back of Nian's head, his fingers went through his thick hair, and he said hoarsely: "Say it again."

"Say it again……"

Xi Nian said nothing, wanting to devour him.

The ends of Lu Xingzhe's eyes turned red. From the bed to the sofa, the sounds of being tortured began to break up. Xi Nian kissed his once injured left leg, found his lips again, and hugged him tightly.When the rhyme was about to die, he said: "If you say it a hundred times, it still means the same thing."

Lu Xingzhe's voice was hoarse and he couldn't speak. Xi Nian pushed his sweaty hair away, remembering the intangibility in the dream. Through the temperature of his fingertips, he finally felt that the person in front of him was real.

The warm sun rises outside the window, dispelling the severe cold.

Xi Nian silently comforted Lu Xingzhe's back and hugged him quietly for a moment. Then as if he remembered something again, he opened his eyes and asked him in a low voice: "What did you dream about?"

Lu Xingzhe's chest was heaving and he closed his eyes as if he was talking nonsense. He said angrily: "I dreamed that you were looking for a mistress."

Xi Nian said: "It is indeed a dream."

He picked up his clothes and put them on, then carried Lu Xingzhe to the bathroom. He didn't know what he thought of, he paused, and said in a serious tone: "I only have you, no one else."

Lu Xingzhe stared at him without saying a word, and it was difficult to see any emotion in his dark eyes. After a moment, he suddenly buried his face in Xi Nian's arms, slowly hugged his neck, and hummed softly: "I know."

Xi Nian asked: "Do you really know?"

Lu Xingzhe quietly raised his head from his arms, his pupils were dark, and then kissed his neck: "I really know."