Chapter 196 Company, I don’t regret it

Gongsun Zhuoyu leaned over and placed Du Lingchun on the bed, but did not straighten up immediately.He gently opened Du Lingchun's clothes with his fingertips, revealing a fair neck, and kissed a cinnabar mole that was as red as blood, moist and warm: "Company..."

That's a sensitive spot.Du Lingchun's stiff body softened uncontrollably. He was trembling slightly, and a silent sense of panic spread straight to the bottom of his heart.I want to escape, but there is nowhere to escape.

His slender hands fell under his body, gripping the belt so tightly that his joints turned blue.It seems that it is a weak point that no one else can easily touch.

Gongsun Zhuoyu didn't seem to notice his nervousness and continued to kiss him with a simple tone: "Does the company like me?"

When Du Lingchun heard this, his blank brain finally regained some consciousness.He let go of one hand and touched Gongsun Zhuoyu's face in a daze, thinking to himself about this fool. If he didn't like him, would he let him do such wanton things?

He tilted his head, looking through the hazy bed curtains, he could vaguely see the oil paper bag on the table, with a few leftover rice cakes placed on it.It had obviously been cool for a long time, but Du Lingchun could still vaguely remember its temperature.

"Gongsun Zhuoyu..."

Du Lingchun suddenly tightened his arms around his neck, so tight that Gongsun Zhuoyu couldn't make any movement, as if he wanted to embed him in his bones and blood before he would give up.

"Um."

Gongsun Zhuoyu didn't move and let him hold her.Through a thin layer of clothing, he could hear Du Lingchun's heart beating rapidly. He was nervous, uneasy, and frightened, and even his fingertips were trembling.

"Company..."

Gongsun Zhuoyu raised his head, continued to kiss his cheek, pried open Du Lingchun's closed teeth, and drove straight in.At the same time, one hand slowly moved down to unbuckle his belt.

Du Lingchun turned his head in pain and hid behind with a pale face: "Don't..."

He couldn't fight Gongsun Zhuoyu, and his tightly clenched hands were gently but forcefully opened by the other party, leaving him helpless and embarrassed.The moment the belt was untied, Du Lingchun couldn't help but close his eyes, like a prisoner waiting for Lingchi's death sentence, suffering extremely.

He was shaking violently, like an animal trapped in a cage, unable to get out.

The lotus flowers outside stand in the pond, bright and beautiful under the moonlight.The petals are white, with a little pink at the tip, blooming like a painting.Unobstructed in the night wind, her body was fully exposed.

When Gongsun Zhuoyu reached the last step, Du Lingchun suddenly held down his hand with such force that it seemed like he was going to crush his wrist bones. He gritted his teeth and uttered one word almost pleadingly: "Don't..."

Du Lingchun's eyes were red. He looked at Gongsun Zhuoyu and moved his lips silently, as if he wanted to say something, but found it difficult to say it.The dark pupils shone with tiny light in the dark night, pale and weak.

Gongsun Zhuoyu lowered his head to kiss his eyes, his tongue was salty: "What are you afraid of?"

Ever since he met Gongsun Zhuoyu, Du Lingchun was afraid of so many things that he couldn't explain clearly, and he was afraid of losing them every day.

He groped in the darkness and found a crimson belt, tremblingly covered Gongsun Zhuoyu's eyes, and then slowly tied it.The dazzling red color made the man's complexion whiter and whiter, making his face look like a crown jewel.

Gongsun Zhuoyu's vision was dark, and he tilted his head in confusion: "Company?"

Du Lingchun pressed his forehead, his voice hoarse, almost ashamed of himself: "It's too ugly..."

He said: "Promise me not to take it off and don't look at it."

When Du Lingchun said this, he felt that he had torn open a scar that had not healed for decades, leaving it bleeding and bloody, and finally hurt so much that his breathing stung.

Gongsun Zhuoyu's eyes were covered with clothes and he couldn't see anything. He fumbled to touch Du Lingchun's face, but he felt cold tears on his face and couldn't help but pause.

Gongsun Zhuoyu said slowly: "Okay, I won't watch..."

Du Lingchun held his face, closed his eyes and kissed him. His heart was filled with sadness. Suddenly, some salty and hot liquid fell down, and even the tip of his tongue was stained with bitterness.

He trembled and couldn't tell whether he regretted it or not: "Gongsun Zhuoyu, I..."

Du Lingchun hugged Gongsun Zhuoyu tightly, and the hot tears fell on the back of his neck. The heat made people shrink, and he asked in a low voice: "Why am I a eunuch..."

Du Lingchun never thought there was anything wrong with being a eunuch.His journey to success has begun, and wealth and power have come from this. Those able-bodied men are still struggling in the officialdom, but he has gained the favor of the emperor, is very high, and can look down on millions of people.

But at this moment, I suddenly felt regret.

He didn't even have the courage to face Gongsun Zhuoyu openly.That ugly defect not only became a reason for others to criticize him, but also became a source of worry for himself.

No matter what choice Du Lingchun made, he had no leeway. He just chose the one he didn't regret from among countless regretful paths.

Gongsun Zhuoyu kissed the tears away from his eyes: "I like whatever the company is like, don't cry..."

When people are in the dark, their hearing and touch are infinitely amplified.Gongsun Zhuoyu could feel Du Lingchun's warm skin and rapid breathing.His kiss fell on Du Lingchun as densely as rain outside the window, gentle and affectionate.The crimson belt was tied behind her head, and half of it slipped down silently, making it itch.

When Du Lingchun was in a trance, Gongsun Zhuoyu clasped the hand at his side, then leaned over and slowly kissed his wound.

"No!"

Du Lingchun was suddenly frightened, and tried to get up as if he was electrocuted, but was held down by Gongsun Zhuoyu, unable to move his hands.Veins appeared on his neck, and he tried his best to hide back. He was so panicked that he shook his head desperately: "Don't... don't..."

Hot tears slid down the corners of his eyes, and finally fell into the pillow.

Gongsun Zhuoyu came close to his face, nuzzling him like a cat like before: "Sir, it's not ugly, don't be afraid..."

Du Lingchun was shaking violently. He didn't expect Gongsun Zhuoyu to do this. He was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to do and his mind went blank.

Gongsun Zhuoyu had never seen Du Lingchun like this before. He patted his back, silently comforting his trembling body, pulled the quilt to cover him, and said angrily: "If the company doesn't want to do it, we willNot anymore.”

A thin, bright red belt covered his eyes, and his expression could not be seen clearly, but his voice had the power to soothe people's hearts, without any hint of impatience or disgust.

Du Lingchun's heart suddenly felt so sore that he couldn't explain why.For a moment, I suddenly felt that God was not too cold to me.He pressed against Gongsun Zhuoyu's shoulder, tightly grasped the clothes on his back, his whole body tensed, and cursed in a low voice with difficulty: "You..."

Damn...

Those two words cannot be spoken, and even if they are spoken, they have no deterrent effect.

Gongsun Zhuoyu seemed to have guessed what he would say, and lowered his head a little aggrievedly: "You scolded me again..."

Du Lingchun didn't say anything, but kissed him on the eyes, and then on the lips through the red belt.As if he had made some important decision, he slumped down as if he had lost all his strength, and then quietly opened the quilt between the two of them.

Sooner or later this will happen.

Du Lingchun closed his eyes and told himself this.

Gongsun Zhuoyu understood his hint, groped in the dark and bit Du Lingchun's earlobe.It didn't hurt, but it was so itchy that it made me tremble, and I shouted over and over again: "Company... Company..."

Du Lingchun raised his head weakly, like a stranded fish, panting rapidly.The fragile Adam's apple was exposed to the air, and a little cinnabar mole was as red as blood, silently confusing people's hearts.

Although Gongsun Zhuoyu couldn't see it, he found the spot accurately, pecked and kissed the cinnabar mole, and then kissed his wound in the darkness.

Du Lingchun trembled, still wanting to hide, but held back.His five fingers slowly shuttled through Gongsun Zhuoyu's hair, and then slowly tightened it. His mind was distracted, and a whisper escaped from his lips: "Gongsun Zhuoyu..."

It seemed that only these four words could make him feel at ease.

Gongsun Zhuoyu grabbed his wrist and stood up again after a long time.The belt covering his eyes quietly slipped down, and it took a moment for his vision to become clear.

He saw Du Lingchun's eyes were red, even the tip of his nose was reddish, and the corners of his eyes were stained with tears.She couldn't help but reach out and touch his face, then pulled him up and hugged him, whispering softly in his ear: "Don't be afraid, sir, it won't hurt."

Then there was really no pain.

Du Lingchun was sweating all over, his mind was wandering, and he suddenly understood why people in the world were obsessed with love.He closed his eyes and leaned close to Gongsun Zhuoyu. He didn't know what he thought of, but evil thoughts suddenly emerged in his heart, and he tilted his head and bit his ear.

Gongsun Zhuoyu's hand on his waist suddenly tightened: "It hurts, it hurts!"

Du Lingchun snorted, bit him again before letting go, and kissed the place where he had just been bitten, saying in a hoarse voice: "Don't you think about hanging out in the brothel?"

Gongsun Zhuoyu thought that it was wrong to have too good skills?He deliberately made Du Lingchun hurt twice, and then said innocently and kindly: "Company, please don't accuse me unjustly."

After saying this, he lifted the quilt and covered their bodies.

The patter of rain outside the window gradually became louder, and it fell along the eaves.A lotus pond stirred up several circles of ripples, and the lotus could not withstand the blow of such a violent wind and rain, and a few petals fell off.

Wu Yue stood guard outside the door and heard intermittent breathing coming from the room, and then Du Lingchun's unbearable and suppressed crying, which sounded like pain and joy.Momo tore off a small piece of cloth from the corner of his clothes and stuffed it into his ears, one on the left and the other on the right.

But it doesn't seem to have much effect.

In the second half of the night, the side room called for water, and the maid filled the bath with hot water before filing out.

Gongsun Zhuoyu carried Du Lingchun into the pool, and his body was immersed in the warm water before he felt relieved.The peacock candlesticks at the four corners burned with red candles, dispersing the dim light. Everything around him was clear but hazy.

The two of them had been intimate just now, but they were only covered by the darkness. Being so brightly exposed in the candlelight, Du Lingchun suddenly woke up again, turned around slightly embarrassed, and turned his back to Gongsun Zhuoyu.

Gongsun Zhuoyu hugged him tightly from behind. Modern people should be bolder after all: "At this point, what is the company still afraid of?"

Du Lingchun instinctively raised his hand to cover his eyes, and whispered in the flickering candlelight: "Do you really not regret it?"

Du Lingchun was used to being ruthless. If Gongsun Zhuoyu always treated him well, he would naturally love him.But if the other party regrets one day, he will definitely have to pay a price. I just hope that it doesn't get to the point of resentment and hatred.

Gongsun Zhuoyu pulled his hand down, kissed the palm, pushed aside Du Lingchun's long wet dark hair, and said five words in the mist as a matter of course: "Of course I don't regret it."

Du Lingchun said nothing, lowered his head and hugged him tightly.

The rain outside gradually stopped.

Wu Yue held his sword in both hands and stood in the dark with an expressionless face. He suddenly felt a chill and thought that autumn was coming soon.

The author has something to say: Wu Yue: The joys and sorrows in this world are not the same. They are laughing and kissing, but I only feel noisy.