"Are you blaming me?" By now, Ning Junyan stood in front of him and asked him.

Chen Yuncheng said: "No, I just blame myself. If I don't have the ability, I can't hold anything in my hand. It's easy to let others take my most important person away."

Ning Junyan frowned, he looked at Chen Yuncheng for a while, and said slowly: "I propose to you, but you don't agree, and you don't agree to let you live with me, and then you put all the pressure on yourself, Obviously many things are not your responsibility." Speaking of which, Ning Junyan held Chen Yuncheng's face with his hands and kissed his lips, "Why can't you rely on me?"

Chen Yuncheng's eyes were slightly red, and he said, "I'm sorry."

"Look, you always feel that you are not strong enough, you are not doing well enough, you are not taking responsibility, so you have to apologize to me," Ning Junyan let go, "you want me to give you time to wait for you, I can. But I don't know how long I have to wait, and I don't know what to do to get you to accept me. I'm afraid if I do too much, it will hurt you, and if I do too little, you'll have to hide."

Chen Yuncheng looked at him and said nothing.

Ning Junyan put his hands into his jacket pockets and took two steps back, "Go back and rest, I'll go first. Think about it, and then tell me what I should do."

Chen Yuncheng took a step forward subconsciously, but finally stopped, it was too late, Ning Junyan was going to drive back, and he had to go to work tomorrow, Chen Yuncheng felt that he should not continue to pester him about these things now.

Ning Junyan turned around and walked towards the market gate.

Chen Yuncheng looked at his back and said, "Be careful."

Ning Junyan didn't respond, he just walked a distance, he couldn't help raising his fist to hammer his head, and he started to have a headache again. But he didn't stop, and continued to walk forward.

Chen Yuncheng went back to the store, locked the door and went to the bathroom to wash up. When he was lying on the bed, he heard Guan Anlin in the upper bunk turning over.

"Aren't you asleep?" he asked softly.

Guan Anlin said, "Yes."

They were all silent for a while.

Guan Anlin asked him, "He left?"

Chen Yuncheng replied, "He has to go to work tomorrow."

There was silence for a while, only to hear Guan Anlin turning over in a fidgety manner.

"What kind of relationship do you have with him?" Guan Anlin still couldn't help asking.

Chen Yuncheng put his hands behind his head, opened his eyes and replied, "Yes."

Guan Anlin couldn't help his surprise, "Are you gay?"

Chen Yuncheng said: "It seems that it should be right now."

"Fuck," Guan Anlin scolded swearing, "No wonder you refuse to see my sister."

Chen Yuncheng said to him, "Whether I am gay or not, your sister is not suitable for me."

Guan Anlin stuck his head out from the upper bunk and looked carefully at Chen Yuncheng.

Chen Yuncheng asked him, "What's wrong?"

Guan Anlin asked, "When did you find out that you like men?"

Chen Yuncheng didn't want to answer his question, so he didn't speak.

Guan Anlin asked persistently, "Then have you ever liked me?"

Chen Yuncheng looked at him.

Guan Anlin rolled over and lay back on the bed, and said hastily, "I think I still like women."

Chen Yuncheng said, "It's good, but you must never like men."

Guan Anlin's tone was also cautious: "Would you like to try a woman?"

Chen Yuncheng didn't understand what he meant, "What?"

Guan Anlin said: "Go out from the north gate of the market. Isn't there a lot of massage parlors and barber shops in that street? You just go into one of them and ask if there is any special service, and you will be asked to choose a woman to take to the private room."

The more Chen Yuncheng listened, the more wrong he became. He asked Guan Anlin, "Do you often go to that kind of place?"

Guan Anlin said: "I didn't, I heard what others said."

Chen Yuncheng was a little funny, "I don't need it."

Guan Anlin didn't give up, "If you try a woman, you won't like a man. What's the use of that guy named Ning, no matter how handsome he looks? Does he have breasts? Is it soft when squeezed?"

Chen Yuncheng was already very tired. Listening to Guan Anlin's words, his thoughts diverged a bit. He thought of Ning Junyan's chest muscles, which were not exaggerated but firm. He also thought of the kiss tonight and the temperature of Ning Junyan's body. He was stirred up with enthusiasm, but was interrupted again and again, and now he was awakened again by Guan Anlin's words.

For so many years, Chen Yuncheng didn't feel that he had too strong a need, but now he realized that it was because he hadn't met someone he liked, and he hadn't really experienced anything that made him happy.

Guan Anlin in the upper bunk was still trying to instill in him the benefits of women. Chen Yuncheng's head was full of Ning Junyan. He couldn't listen to it anymore, and said to Guan Anlin, "Don't talk about it."

Guan Anlin stopped immediately. He thought that his words had hit Chen Yuncheng and made Chen Yuncheng imagine that the woman's body had a reaction, so he smiled silently and said, "Don't talk about it, go to sleep." He thought to wait for two days. When you are free, take Chen Yuncheng to experience it personally.

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Guan Anlin: Bend Man's Straightening Plan

Chapter 68

After the Chinese New Year, the shops in the commercial market have opened one after another. The government vigorously develops new commercial and trade markets, demolished an old market in the old city, and demolished all the merchants.

As the shops began to open one after another, the number of customers also increased. Many customers who originally bought goods in the old market have moved over. The location of Chen Yuncheng's store is good, and many new customers will come to ask for prices every day.

Chen Yuncheng's personality is easy-going and generous, and he can chat with anyone. He delegates the delivery work to Guan Anlin as much as possible, and spends most of his time in the store. He can also chat with people enthusiastically. There are also customers who drive to the market to pick up the goods. No matter if they buy more or less, he will take the initiative to help move the goods.