But she couldn't cry, the tears seemed to fall out yesterday.

Can't let go easily, Lu Miao said to herself, Jiang Haoyue likes so much, maybe there is still a glimmer of hope.

"Jiang Haoyue, you can't lie to me."

"You want to tell me if you like me. You lied to me so seriously, I want to believe it."

She bit her lip and carefully held her stitched heart.

It can't withstand secondary damage, but if his voice is louder, it will shatter.

"Then if you are doing it for my own good, you must ask me to go back. You tell me, you let me listen to your words and finish university, and I will come to your city to find you; or, I will go back to study for a year and go through the college entrance examination again. "

"Tell me, it's going to be a long time in Japan, and we can be together in the future. If you like me, you can't lie to me."

When he rejected her, he was always a lot more tactful and gentle than when he rejected other girls.

Jiang Haoyue thought quietly for a while, and then said to her cautiously, "It's good for you to go back to study, it's too expensive for you to delay your future for me. You want me to be with you, and I'll be able to do it later. , I am willing."

Her face was as white as paper, as if a hole had been cut in her heart.

It leaked rapidly, dented and shrunk into a flat mass.

"Well." She smiled. "You choose, you won't be with me, will you?"

Jiang Haoyue is still the same rhetoric: "I am disabled, I don't have a choice, you have a choice."

"I see." Lu Miao couldn't bear to listen.

Well, she thought.

Let's stop there.

Chapter 64 Festering

Lu Yongfei and Lin Wenfang didn't know what Jiang Haoyue said to Lu Miao.

By the time they got back to the hotel, she had already started packing.

Jiang Haoyue took them to the train station, but Lu Miao didn't speak.

Moments before getting on the train, she was last... He said goodbye to her as usual.

Through the car window, Jiang Haoyue stared at Lu Miao with her back turned to the back of her head. After the departure broadcast was played twice, she couldn't help but turn around.

There were crowds of people on the platform, and the only figure she was familiar with was nowhere to be found.

In the hot summer of August, her face was as white as paper, and her hands were as cold as ice.

Back in his city, Lu Miao's life is back on track.

When the school started, she went to the university where she was admitted, and studied finance, which she had no interest in at all.

Her college entrance examination score is a few points higher than the admission score of that school. Whenever she mentions this incident, her parents will regret, "Look, the broken school you went to, told you not to listen to us, you could have gone to a better place. of". Lu Miao didn't refute a word, and if they said a few more words, they would stop the topic spontaneously.

Her parents were not very happy to talk about her and Jiang Haoyue, especially when there were outsiders.

They just came back from the capital, and they read her for a few days - "How can you be so stupid", "You are too naive", "You are so innocent because you have never suffered hardship", Lu Miao let them say. Later, they didn't like to talk anymore, probably because they felt ashamed and felt embarrassed by their daughter's actions at the time.

Then, the matter passed like that.

It seemed that the fierce quarrels during the summer vacation were an insignificant and absurd dream of Lu Miao.

As the days passed, Lu Miao became quieter and quieter.

When she lived in the school dormitory, her roommates had the same impression: This girl is very beautiful, but she is too withdrawn.

As college freshmen, everyone is enthusiastically considering joining different clubs and actively going to parties and activities. The young girl is like a bird just released from its cage, enjoying a free life and busy meeting new friends.

Lu Miao is not. Because of her outstanding appearance, there was no lack of attention around her at first. But she deliberately avoided the crowd and was reluctant to communicate with people.

She was an out-of-place gray in the hilarious new atmosphere.

Those who wanted to be friends with her, those who wanted to become close to her, carefully conveyed the kindness that she ignored and blocked time and time again, gradually diminished and finally disappeared.

All day long, in the crowded campus and the noisy eight-person dormitory, Lu Miao could not say a word.

A high school alumnus met Lu Miao at school by chance. Her temperament has changed so much that if it wasn't for the same face, they would hardly recognize the person in front of her as the sunny and lively girl she used to be.

Thinking that Lu Miao was not adapting to the new environment, they stepped forward to greet her, but her reaction was rusty and cold.

Lin Wenfang didn't think there was anything wrong with her daughter. On the contrary, she thought it was a good thing.

In the past, she thought Lu Miao was too noisy, but now her appearance is interpreted by Lin Wenfang as quiet and calm, which is a manifestation of growing up.

Home is in the local area, and Lu Miao has to go home every weekend.

Lin Wenfang is very satisfied with the current situation, she can control Lu Miao's situation and protect her under her own wings. On Lu Yongfei's side, he was busy with work, and the way he cared about Lu Miao was that he generously gave her half a year's college living expenses at one time.

None of the roommates did not envy Lu Miao. Even if her parents are divorced, she has a mother who cares about her, a father who is responsive to her needs, and gets double the love and pocket money.

Such a girl should be happy, but she has a sad face.

They whispered in private: there are people in the world who lack everything, and they will be hypocritical about this and that.

I don't know when, Lu Miao suffered from insomnia.

The girl who slept on the bed opposite her, woke up at four or five in the morning and went to the bathroom at night, and found that Lu Miao had her eyes open.

She didn't toss and turn, didn't play with her mobile phone, she stared blankly at the blank ceiling and shed tears.

The girl didn't dare to talk to her. Because of the inexplicable infiltration of this scene, when Lu Miao was not in the dormitory, she and other roommates quietly discussed her, and everyone was a little scared-is there something wrong with Lu Miao's mental state.