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    Zheng Tingxun clasped his fingers on his chest, lying on the bed blankly, staring blankly at the top of his head.

    He encountered the first setback in his 27-year life from birth to the present.

    He fell in love with a woman, but the woman did not love him.

    Just when he made up his mind to pursue her sincerely, he suffered a fatal blow from the other party. In order to reject him, the other party was even willing to reveal his divorced identity, in order to warn him not to continue approaching.

    If this is a game, I have probably been killed in seconds, and I will never have the slightest chance.

    Fortunately, this is reality, so now he still has a chance to think about what to do next. But all day and night, he didn't think about anything, and his brain seemed to be filled with countless messy things, so that he couldn't make rational judgments.

    There was a scattered resume at the foot of the bed, which was sent by Zheng Tingxun from the personnel department.

    He had confirmed that the marital status column was indeed divorced, that is to say, she did not fabricate facts to deceive him.

    Someone had already got her one step ahead of him.

    But what kind of man would abandon such a woman? Zheng Tingxun never thought that she would be at fault, not to mention the loneliness and sadness in her eyes when he noticed this, but because he knew her, she was such a good person... If you get a divorce, it's definitely not her who is at fault, just because she met a bad man.

    There are people who would not cherish her like this.

    I tried all my best to win her favor, but someone abandoned it like a shoe, and just abandoned it like this.

    Zheng Tingxun suddenly felt incomparable anger, this anger burned his reason, and at the same time felt extremely depressed and painful... He finally really understood why she was unwilling to accept him.

    She had already suffered such an injury once, so she could only protect herself by wrapping herself in a shell. Or maybe she hasn't let go of her last relationship, but even if she does, she won't like someone like herself, a rotten person who is full of love and has no appearance and wealth.

    Yes, she must see herself that way.

    Zheng Tingxun was used to being romantic and never felt that there was anything wrong with it, but at this moment, he was so regretful for what he had done, regretting that the first time he met her was in such an inappropriate... breakup scene .

    It seems that from that moment, their end is doomed.

    When he thought that she was not suitable for him, she went even further and sentenced him to death in her heart, leaving no chance.

    If he knew that he would fall in love with her one day, he would wait for her wholeheartedly.

    ………………

    Xiao Liu was extremely nervous: [Master, you just told Zheng Tingxun that you are divorced? Will it really scare him away this time? 】

    Shi Wei sighed helplessly, looking far away, "Honey, women worry about getting old, although your system won't get old, but if you worry too much, it's not good if the data response becomes slow, right? Send you In a word: Do not be alarmed by pampering and insult, watch the flowers bloom and fall in front of the court; go and stay without any intention, look at the clouds in the sky. Calmness and lightness are the way to longevity and beauty..."

    Xiaoliu: said that, but can't help but think about it...

    When Shi Wei got up, it was the same as any morning in normal life, her voice was light: "What's more, what about divorce, if you don't love because of divorce, then this kind of love doesn't matter, it doesn't have to be him. Let's talk about it. …”

    Shi Wei raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly: "He won't, after all, we, Master Zheng, are not the kind of people who take worldly constraints in their eyes, he, he won't give up easily when he falls in love with someone... or So romantic."

    Xiaoliu: Saying that, it seems like this kind of person...orz

    Although the showdown to Zheng Tingxun was only yesterday, Shi Wei still came to work on time the next day.

    Zheng Tingxun didn't come for a whole day, and he couldn't get in touch even on the phone. Many people were so anxious that they couldn't find Zheng Tingxun, so they came to Shi Wei to make a cliché. Although Shi Wei knew the reason, he told others that he didn't know.

    After all, this is a private matter between her and Zheng Tingxun. Everyone knows that there is no need to make trouble. For his own sake, Zheng Tingxun will figure it out soon.

    Sure enough, on the third day, Zheng Tingxun came to work.

    He is dressed in a decent high-definition suit, his hair is meticulously groomed, his appearance is handsome and graceful, and he looks completely back to normal... Seeing him like this, Shi Wei showed a relieved expression, so that she can also put it down at ease. This thing, continue to work.

    Zheng Tingxun really didn't show any difference to Shi Wei, because he had a lot of work to do after a day's delay, so he was busy all day.

    It wasn't until the evening when Shi Wei was about to leave work that Zheng Tingxun came to her and said, "Wait a minute."

    Shi Wei was slightly startled, then turned around and smiled: "Is there anything else?"

    Zheng Tingxun looked at her deeply with a complicated look in his eyes, and finally said slowly, "I like you."

    Shi Wei finally showed a stunned expression. She thought that speaking about her divorce, for someone like Zheng Tingxun, who was proud and conceited and had no shortage of women, she would definitely give up her entanglement, but she didn't want him to insist on liking her. He frowned and said again, "I was divorced."

    Zheng Tingxun lowered his eyes slightly, his eyes were affectionate and gentle, and the corners of his lips raised slightly: "I know."

    Shi Wei opened her mouth, not knowing what else to say.

    "I know..." Zheng Tingxun strode forward, reaching out and gently stroking her cheek, his eyes tender and pity, "I know what you are worrying about, but I will never make you sad, I am not with him. Same."

    Because I will not cherish you like that man, I will be 10,000 times better than him.

    I will always love you like this.

    [Ding, Zheng Tingxun's favorability value +5, the current favorability value is 90]

    Shi Wei looked at Zheng Tingxun's serious eyes, and after a while, there seemed to be some warm liquid accumulating in her eyes. She didn't dare to blink, for fear of breaking the bank... Zheng Tingxun really likes her.

    Even if he has repeatedly rejected him, or even divorced, his love for her has not changed in the slightest.

    And when she was by Han Jin's side, she had never felt this kind of love...

    She was suddenly a little scared, afraid that she would fall into a hopeless abyss again because of the other party's temporary tenderness, and finally when the other party pulled away, she would stay in the same place and be sad and sad.

    Shi Wei turned her head away abruptly, turned around and said softly, "Don't like me anymore."

    Zheng Tingxun felt the temperature in his hands lose, and looked at the back of the woman who turned and left in embarrassment, but there was only pity in his heart, as if a hand was tightening his heart. What kind of hurt have you suffered to avoid love so much, because you have loved someone deeply... but you are not cherished?

    Zheng Tingxun was suddenly very jealous of that person, jealous that that person got her heart first.

    But he won't give up because of that, because he's not like that person.

    ………………

    Since that day, Zheng Tingxun has really changed his previous style. Not only has he completely cut off contact with all his ambiguous objects, he has also rarely attended outside party invitations, and he has not hesitated to refuse any woman who is willing to give her a hug. Don't give a half chance.

    The once famous playboy Zheng Tingxun, the prodigal son has returned.

    He concentrates and earnestly pursues Shi Wei. In order to be concerned about Shi Wei's feelings, he never advertises it in the company, so as not to let others find out the difference between him and Shi Wei, and to let those investigations and rumors dissipate, but in places that others don't know, he Take good care of her. Someone like Jung Ting Hoon, if he is willing to love someone, he will be the most perfect lover in this world.

    It didn't take long for the whole circle to know that Zheng Tingxun had met his destined true love.

    However, Zheng Tingxun kept her identity secret and protected her very well. Only a few people vaguely guessed Shi Wei's identity.

    Even Ye Shaorui didn't tease him anymore. Seeing that he had such a rough road to meet true love for the first time in twenty-seven years, he had no choice but to bless him in his heart.

    On the weekends, Zheng Tingxun went home as usual to have dinner with his parents.

    Zheng's mother looked at Zheng Tingxun's eyes full of inquiry. After a long inner struggle, she finally couldn't help but ask: "Tingxun, I heard that you have someone you like recently?"

    Zheng Tingxun paused for a meal, then raised his head and smiled calmly: "Yes."

    Mother Zheng was so moved that she almost burst into tears. She thought it was spreading rumors from outside. After all, her son's heart has never been settled. It's really not easy for him to finally like someone. Is there any hope for him to hold his grandson? ? In the blink of an eye, she even thought of proposing marriage.

    She said enthusiastically: "Tingxun, if you have the opportunity to take her home, don't be embarrassed, it doesn't matter if you are from a normal background, as long as you like it."

    Dad Zheng couldn't watch it anymore, and glared at Mom Zheng: "Don't rush, it is said that you haven't caught up yet. What if you scare the girl away."

    Zheng's mother thought so too, turned her head and instructed Zheng Tingxun earnestly: "You, since you like others, don't be the same as before. Do you know them well?" She was still afraid that her son was playing around again this time.

    Zheng Tingxun looked at the expectant and concerned eyes of his parents, and for the first time felt that their instructions were not so impatient, and said with a smile, "I see."

    ………………

    Everyone said that Zheng Tingxun had met true love, and people in the circle were all curious, not knowing who was able to accept Zheng Tingxun.

    This matter is so big, it's hard for Han Jin to know.

    Chen Luan also knew that he had always been paying more attention to Qi Jing's news. After learning all this, he was really happy for Qi Jing. Unexpectedly, in just a few months, she will meet someone who likes her. He said that a good person like Qi Jing, who wouldn't like it?

    Even his own boss, who didn't like her so much before, doesn't he regret it now? I was also worried that she was not doing well, so I asked myself to find out.

    Chen Luan excitedly went back and reported to Han Jin: "Boss, Miss Qi seems to be doing well recently, Madam Zheng is showing off that she will have a daughter-in-law soon, it seems that Zheng Tingxun is sincere this time, you don't have to worry about it anymore. She's worried."

    It was the first time that Han Jin felt that his assistant was so indifferent, and said coldly, "Are you ready for the M&A materials next week?"

    Chen Luan said: "Not yet, still sorting out."

    Han Jin said lightly: "Then go and organize, I will see the information at eight o'clock tomorrow morning."

    Chen Luan was stunned: "..." Isn't there a week left? Why so hurry? And it's going to be eight o'clock tomorrow morning, so I'm afraid I won't have to work all night today...

    He, where did he mess with his boss? The boss didn't like Qi Jing, but he cared a little bit because he was afraid that she would have a bad life after the divorce, and it was just to make up for it. He must not be, he still likes Miss Qi...

    Han Jin looked at the back of Chen Luan who left in despair, withdrew his gaze, clenched his hands, and there was a hint of suppressed complexity in his eyes.

    What is the emotion that seems to be gushing out in the chest? What is unwillingness and pain? Obviously they have separated, and he doesn't love her, why should he suffer because she has a new relationship.

    Could it be that what I hoped for was not that she had a good life? This way, I won't blame myself for hurting her.

    But it's not...

    Not at all! How long are you going to deceive yourself?

    Han Jin's eyes fell on the mobile phone on the table. He stretched out his hand to open the phone, and his thumb fell on the name of 'Qi Jing'. With just a tap, he could dial the phone and hear her voice.

    He was so eager to hear her words again...

    But even if he did this, what could he say to her? Do you want to question her why she is with Zheng Tingxun?

    She is no longer his wife.

    It was he who personally sent someone the divorce agreement and asked her to move out of the house, completely out of his sight and out of his world. At that time, he thought this was what he wanted.

    Han Jin's fingers trembled slightly. After a long time, he put down the phone and only sent a text message: Are you okay?

    Thousands of words, and finally condensed in these four words.

    It seems that in this way, I personally get confirmation from her, so that I can let myself give up.

    After Han Jin sent the text message, he sat there motionless.

    No lights were turned on in the office, the bright moon hung high outside, and the inside was dark and cold. Han Jin didn't know how long it had passed, maybe a few hours... It was probably midnight.

    Suddenly...the phone lit up, and a text message came in.

    very good.

    There are only two words.

    Han Jin looked at those two words, his hand holding the phone clucked, his knuckles turned white, and a bitter smile slowly appeared on his lips.

    Yes, you are living a good life now, you have a new life, you have someone who loves you, and you have a bright future. You should not miss me anymore.

    I understand all this so clearly and rationally, I know that I should give up, let go of those ridiculous and inexplicable unwillingness, and let you go.

    But why is it so painful.

    For the first time, Han Jin felt regretful, regretted not cherishing the person beside him, regretted letting her leave from his side.

    He finally understood why he couldn't let go.

    It's not the so-called guilt, it's not the so-called make up... and it's not any other inexplicable reason.

    He didn't want to lose her, just because he loved her.

    He fell in love with her before he knew it.

    [Ding, Han Jin's favorability value +10, the current favorability value is 80]

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