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    Ye Shaorui followed slowly, and saw Zheng Tingxun and Han Jin facing each other, there seemed to be swords and lights in the air!

    He rubbed his eyes, wondering if he was wrong, that terrible feeling should be his delusion...

    "Brother Han, you're here too—" Ye Shaorui walked over with a big smile, and suddenly saw the two of them turned to look at him, and their footsteps froze all of a sudden... Why does it feel like a killing intent is hitting his face come?

    Especially Zheng Tingxun, his eyes seemed to make him linger, did he do something wrong? Didn't you even touch Miss Qi's hand? Why are you so fierce... Ye Shaorui is so wronged.

    In this eerie and terrifying silence, Han Jin was the first to break the silence.

    A smile slowly appeared on his lips, his expression returned to his natural state, and he replied calmly, "Yes, come and breathe."

    Ye Shaorui was still a little worried, instinctively wanted to escape from here, and said nervously: "Oh, in fact, I also came up to breathe, you continue to breathe, I will go down to breathe..."

    "Stop." Zheng Tingxun stretched out his hand and hooked Ye Shaorui's shoulder, and said with a smile: "I've come here, what are you running for, such a big place is not enough for you to breathe?"

    Ye Shaorui: "..." No, I can't breathe now.

    Zheng Tingxun squinted at Han Jin, hehe said: "Why didn't I hear from you and me that Brother Han would also come, so I was not prepared. The honored guests came to the door, so I'm sorry that I didn't treat them well."

    Ye Shaorui didn't know where the danger came from, and said with a dry smile: "This is a coincidence, I forgot to say... Brother Han temporarily said that he would borrow our family's cruise ship to go to sea, but didn't we happen to have a party for it? I'm sorry, so I invited Brother Han to come along, anyway, we are all out to play, everyone is friends, don't be so troublesome, just feel free to do it."

    Zheng Tingxun glanced at Han Jin and sneered in his heart, what a despicable and shameless hypocrite!

    Han Jin's demeanor was gentle and polite, and smiled at Ye Shaorui: "Yes, everyone can just be casual, there's no need to be so polite when you come out to play."

    Ye Shaorui breathed a sigh of relief and agreed: "That's right, it's—"

    Wow, let go ah ah ah ah ah, I'm going to be strangled to death! Ye Shaorui slapped Zheng Tingxun's arm frantically, his face turned red.

    Zheng Tingxun seemed to realize that his hand was heavy, and sneered: "I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention, are you all right? They are all good brothers and won't blame me, right? Feel free."

    Ye Shaorui: "..." Did you take the wrong medicine today? ? ?

    Shi Wei couldn't stand it any longer, and coughed lightly, "Why don't we go and sit next to us for a while, the sun is getting a little brighter."

    Zheng Tingxun has been the devil of the world since he was a child. The word good temper has nothing to do with him. Originally, his anger was almost uncontrollable... But Shi Wei's gentle and elegant voice gently fell into his ears, and inexplicably swept away the scorching heat like a gust of breeze. , let his mood miraculously calm down.

    If he started quarreling with Han Jin now, it would only make Shi Wei uncomfortable and unhappy, and the thoughtful image he created before would be all in vain.

    Zheng Tingxun slowly let out a breath, turned his head and smiled, "Okay."

    Shi Wei breathed a sigh of relief, and immediately pulled Zheng Tingxun out of here and went to the hall downstairs.

    There were some people gathered in the hall in twos and threes, all of whom were good friends called by Ye Shaorui. Some of them came alone, and some of them also brought their female companions. When Zheng Tingxun finally came, they greeted each other warmly, and all their curious eyes fell on them. On Shi Wei's body, she sighed in her heart that this was the woman who made Zheng Tingxun's prodigal son turn his back.

    At first glance, she looks like a woman from a good family. didn't expect Zheng Tingxun to change his taste, and he is still planted on such a good girl, tsk tsk tsk.

    The people in the band played melodious music, and the warm yellow light was blurred. Some of those people were sitting and drinking, some were dancing with their female companions, and there were low laughter everywhere, probably infected by the ambiguous atmosphere. Wei was also a little uncomfortable.

    Ye Shaorui finally got rid of Zheng Tingxun's clutches and slipped to his female companion to seek comfort, but his eyes still fell on Zheng Tingxun's side from time to time, he couldn't help his curiosity, his mind was full of inexplicable, and he didn't know where he had offended him. Zheng Tingxun is here.

    Han Jin was the last to step into the hall. His demeanor was cold and restrained, and he was unsmiling. He was a little out of tune with the atmosphere here. His dark eyes fell on Shi Wei, he went straight to her, stretched out his hand and said slowly: "I Can I ask you to dance?"

    Shi Wei raised her eyes abruptly, the meeting just now was just a coincidence, they shouldn't have any intersection, but now Han Jin... What does that mean?

    The hall was quiet for a moment, and soon it was noisy again. Although everyone seemed to be playing different things, their attention was on Zheng Tingxun and his girlfriend, so they noticed this scene for the first time, and they were in awe.

    Ye Shaorui even frowned. Others didn't know how much Zheng Tingxun cared about Shiwei, but he knew, because Zheng Tingxun wouldn't even shake hands...

    And Han Jin has always been a cold personality, let alone never invite others to dance, even if he really invites a lady to dance, there is no need to pick Zheng Tingxun's girlfriend, right? This behavior is a little too abnormal.

    Han Jin knew that everyone was looking at them, but he didn't care at all, just looked at Shi Wei with gentle eyes, waiting patiently for her answer.

    Shi Wei was going to refuse directly, but she fell into Han Jin's deep and gentle eyes, and suddenly lost her mind for a moment.

    At this moment, Han Jin looked at her, as if she had returned to many years ago. When she stood timidly at the Han house for the first time and accidentally fell down because of nervousness, it was this handsome young man standing quietly at her. In front of him, he helped her up, his eyes were as gentle and calm as he is now, and he told her calmly that it didn't matter.

    Yes...it doesn't matter.

    Don't be afraid, don't be sad, no one will laugh at you and hate you.

    She never forgot that scene again.

    Although he never showed how much he liked her, even if it was just a casual maintenance, a look and a smile made her heart flutter... Probably only because he was the first to show her when she was most at a loss. Out of kindness, he extended his hand to her first.

    She loves him because he is so perfect and beautiful... It's like she loves some kind of vision in her heart, she can't extricate herself.

    As a result, later on, he lost his self-knowledge, and did not know that there is a beauty that can only be viewed from a distance and not to be played up close, just as beautiful flowers are often poisonous. The indifference of the heart... got too close to see the cruel truth, so couldn't even keep the illusory beauty at the end.

    She has always loved him only as she imagined.

    Now I've decided I don't love you anymore, so don't be nice to me, don't let me waver, because even then...I won't put myself in that desperate situation again.

    Shi Wei's eyes calmed down and she said, "I..."

    However, before she could finish her words, she suddenly felt her wrist tighten and looked up in astonishment. She saw Zheng Tingxun standing in front of her and sneered at Han Jin: "I'm sorry, she doesn't plan to dance with you."

    This behavior is very disrespectful!

    Even the band playing the violin stopped and watched this scene unexpectedly.

    Everyone was dumbfounded.

    Zheng Tingxun was too lazy to pretend at all, looked at Han Jin sarcastically, and sneered: "I called you brother, out of respect for you, but the idea of ​​hitting someone else's girlfriend is not very authentic."

    Han Jin's thin lips were pursed tightly, his eyes darkened, and he said calmly, "My slender lady and gentleman are so arrogant. Since you are not married, of course I have the right to pursue it."

    Everyone: "???"! ! !

    What kind of ghost development is this, are they hallucinating? ! First, Han Jin inexplicably invited Zheng Tingxun's girlfriend to dance, then Zheng Tingxun was inexplicably furious, and then Han Jin inexplicably admitted that he was pursuing Zheng Tingxun's girlfriend? ! Is Han Jin someone who lacks women? Everyone is a decent person, is it necessary to be so ugly for a woman?

    Han Jin and Zheng Tingxun would fight in public for a woman?

    Is this the clear sky and a sudden storm? ? ?

    It's shocking enough that Zheng Tingxun can turn his prodigal son back, enough for them to talk about it for a whole year, but Han Jin, who has few desires, will actually take action to grab a woman with Zheng Tingxun, and the sun comes out from the west, and their little hearts can't accept it!

    Everyone looked at Shi Wei again, with admiration and shock in their eyes, how sacred is this, that two men who are so extreme and equally difficult to deal with can be jealous for her!

    can see this gossip today, have no regrets in life...

    Only Ye Shaorui stood there dumbfounded, the wine glass in his hand was accidentally tilted, and the wine spilled on his trousers without realizing it. He seemed to know a little bit why Zheng Tingxun was angry just now...

    I seem to be really dead...

    Zheng Tingxun held Shi Wei's hand tightly and looked at Han Jin with an extremely cold look, only he knew why he was so angry. Because he saw the struggle, hesitation and nostalgia in Shi Wei's eyes just now, he was not sure that Shi Wei would definitely choose him...

    Han Jin was her former husband, the one who made her sad but also loved deeply. If Han Jin really turned around, would Shi Wei still choose herself? No matter how hard you try, sometimes love just doesn't make sense.

    Just because he came too late.

    At the thought of losing Shi Wei, Zheng Tingxun couldn't help but feel his heart sinking, and then used a sharp appearance to hide his inner unease, and sneered at Han Jin: "It's a pity that she won't agree to you."

    Han Jin ignored Zheng Tingxun, his eyes focused on Shi Wei's face, and he said slowly and solemnly, "Can I ask you to dance?"

    This crucial choice came back to her again.

    Han Jin's expression is so serious, and Zheng Tingxun's expression is so nervous, they are all waiting for her answer...

    Shi Wei suddenly laughed. At the moment when she divorced and left the Han family, who would have thought that there would be today's scene, who would have thought that the man she used to be unable to ask for, and now in public said she wanted to pursue her...

    It's all like a dream, but unfortunately...

    Shi Wei raised her eyes and looked at Han Jin and said word by word, "Sorry."

    Han Jin's face suddenly turned pale, those two words pierced into his heart like a sharp sword, but the most painful thing was not the loss of his face when he was refuted in public, but the indifference and determination in Shi Wei's eyes.

    Are you just like this, don't you care about my love anymore?

    You hate me so much.

    At the same time, Zheng Tingxun's face once again appeared bright, as if he had come out of nowhere. Does Shi Wei's remarks to Han Jin so eloquently prove that she has completely let go?

    Shi Wei didn't want to stay here anymore, the relaxed mood when she came has completely disappeared, and she said to Zheng Tingxun embarrassedly, "I want to go to the guest room to rest, you take me there."

    Zheng Tingxun could not wait to take her away from Han Jin's sight immediately, and said dotingly, "Okay."

    Han Jin watched this scene, jealousy and pain bit his heart like a poisonous snake, just when Shi Wei was about to leave, he suddenly reached out and grabbed Shi Wei's wrist and pulled her to him!

    Shi Wei approached Han Jin by surprise, almost slamming into his arms, just as she was about to struggle, she suddenly heard Han Jin whispering in her ear in a voice only the two of them could hear: "Don't worry, I I just want to say that you haven't gone back to see your mother for a long time, and if it's because of me that you're embarrassed...you don't have to."

    After Han Jin said this, he quickly released his hand before Zheng Tingxun could react.

    Zheng Tingxun was furious, glared at Han Jin and quickly left with Shi Wei.

    Han Jin didn't move any more, standing alone.

    Today's bitter fruit is caused by himself, he will not blame anyone, but he will not let go easily, even if Shi Wei doesn't want to see him now, but the past between him and her, the bond between him and her, It's all that Jung Ting-hoon doesn't have...

    This is his only and last chance.

    Shi Wei followed Zheng Tingxun out, her expression finally showing a hint of loneliness.

    Zheng Tingxun looked at his heart and said quickly: "I'm sorry, I didn't know he would come too. It's all my fault, I didn't arrange it."

    Shi Wei was silent for a moment, then showed him a shallow smile, and said, "It's not your fault, you don't have to apologize."

    "But I..." Zheng Tingxun looked annoyed.

    Shi Wei smiled: "You've done enough for me, thank you."

    Zheng Tingxun pursed his lips. Although Shi Wei didn't blame him, he just had an intuition. What Han Jin said just now caused things to gradually get out of control.

    He never had a moment when he cared so much about her past with Han Jin. He once thought the past was not important, because the future was important, but now he knew he was wrong.

    The past is very important, because those pasts that he didn't know were the important bond between Shi Wei and Han Jin, the memories that belonged to them alone, which made her hesitate, waver, and sad.

    It also stopped her from moving forward.

    ………………

    Because of such an episode, the party ended without a hitch in the end, and when they returned early, Zheng Tingxun sent Shi Wei back without a word, his face was completely gloomy when he turned back, and he didn't even answer the call from Ye Shaorui.

    Shi Wei closed the curtains and watched Zheng Tingxun's car leave, then went to bed and smiled jokingly: "Hey, Zheng Shao is jealous, so cute."

    Xiao Liu: [...] I'm sorry he can't see where the cuteness is, but he just thinks Zheng Tingxun is going crazy...

    Shi Wei raised her eyebrows: "But the most lovely is my dear ex-husband, he really impressed me today, I didn't expect such a cold-hearted person to be so proactive, even the rebellious ones in his heart that he didn't want to touch. The scales can be taken out to keep the lover, so unscrupulous.

    It's really a shame to give up... Once this kind of man is enlightened, it will be even more difficult to resist than a playboy like Zheng Shao. "

    Xiao Liu was finally shocked: [Do you find it difficult to resist? 】The host even has a man who finds it difficult to resist?

    Shi Wei stretched out her finger and pressed her lips: "I missed an adjective just now, which makes it more difficult for 'ordinary' people to resist, but I—I'm not an ordinary person."

    Xiao Liu: Is this normal? really scared him to death just now orz

    "Since he invited me so warmly, of course I'm going to go." Shi Wei smiled slightly, "We should also give him a chance to express himself, and fly a kite in a relaxed manner."

    Xiao Liu was a little confused: [However, what did you say he was going against...]

    Shi Wei: "Well, you'll know it soon."

    ………………

    Another week passed, and Zheng Tingxun faced Shi Wei more cautiously.

    Shi Wei looked no different from before, but Zheng Tingxun could feel that she seemed to have closed her heart again and did not allow him to continue approaching.

    Sure enough, Han Jin's appearance still affected her... Even if she wasn't going to look back and remembered those sad past events, she would once again wrap herself in a shell, excluding others from approaching.

    Zheng Tingxun was frustrated in his heart, but his face did not show. He smiled and said to Shi Wei, "Is there time tomorrow? I know there is a restaurant that tastes good."

    Tomorrow is the weekend, Shi Wei paused and said, "Sorry, I still have something to do with you."

    Zheng Tingxun's eyes flashed a look of loss, but he didn't force it, and said, "Okay, then go back when you have time."

    Shi Wei smiled apologetically at him, then turned to leave.

    She has something to do because she wants to visit Mrs. Han. No matter what the purpose of Han Jin's words, Mrs. Han is indeed the person she cares about most now. She will not give up those things because of the change in her relationship with Han Jin. Those who are kind to her, alienate those who care and love her.

    Since Han Jin said he shouldn't care about him, why can't he go back?

    So she still went back, because she didn't say hello to anyone beforehand, so Han Jin wouldn't know that she would come here at this time, maybe she wouldn't meet Han Jin, that would be better.

    Aunt Liu was very happy to see Shi Wei coming over, and said with a smile, "are you so busy lately?"

    Shi Wei showed a shy smile: "Fortunately, not so busy."

    "That's good." Aunt Liu said in an old-fashioned tone, "Have you met any suitable person recently? I know a few juniors, all of them are very good, and the self-motivated Ye Jun, when will I introduce them to you? You know each other."

    Shi Wei remembered what happened that day, her eyes were a little complicated, she turned her eyes away and said, "Thank you, but no need."

    Seeing her like this, Aunt Liu thought she couldn't let go of Han Jin, and couldn't help sighing, not knowing when the child would come out.

    Both of them stopped talking about those things, avoiding embarrassing topics.

    Shi Wei cooks by herself, then sits there talking. Although Mrs. Han doesn't know anything and can't listen to anything now, she just likes to sit by her side and accompany her to talk for a while. She was gone when she was very young, so that she was not impressed, and then her father also died...

    At that time, Mrs. Han appeared in front of her, caring and caring for her like a mother.

    It was almost night, and Han Jin didn't come back. Shi Wei breathed a sigh of relief. She knew that she should go, so she got up and said goodbye to Aunt Liu, "I'm leaving."

    Aunt Liu said: "Be careful on the road and pay attention to safety."

    Shi Wei rolled her eyes and smiled: "Well."

    After such an afternoon, her mood seems to be getting better. Although she doesn't know why Han Jin suddenly turned back to pursue her and said those inexplicable words, she doesn't care anymore, she just wants to live her life well. .

    No longer hope for the tenderness of that moment.

    Shi Wei passed by the lobby of the main building, only to realize that there were no servants at all. Maybe everyone just went out. Just as she was about to go out, she suddenly felt a pain in her wrist, and then she was pressed against the door after spinning around. , a tall figure shrouded her and imprisoned her in his arms!

    Han Jinjun's handsome face was very close, those deep black eyes looked at her, and her stunned face was reflected in the pupils.

    He has been waiting for her for a long time.

    Shi Wei struggled for a while but did not break free, Han Jin's hand seemed to crush her bones, Han Jin was so unfamiliar and scary, Shi Wei's face paled slightly, and her voice was a little unstable and urgent: "You do what?"

    Han Jin looked at the woman under him, and deep pain slowly appeared in his eyes. In fact, he was always at home, waiting for her to appear again, and then she did.

    Because she is so kind and gentle, she repays her kindness and gratitude, and if others treat her well, she can't wait to take ten points in return. How could she ignore her sick mother because of her unhappiness with herself?

    She is the best person in this world.

    "You're here." Han Jin's voice was hoarse, and the suppressed breath spread from his chest. He closed his eyes and said, "Mother has always liked you."

    Shi Wei felt inexplicable. Of course, she knew that Mrs. Han liked her, otherwise she would not be so kind to her. Mrs. Han was her father's good friend and a very gentle, kind and beautiful woman.

    She said coldly, "I know."

    Han Jin smiled lightly, but his eyes were painful. He shook his head and said, "No, you don't know, I don't know how much she likes you."

    He looked into Shi Wei's eyes and said it word by word, he thought he would never say something in his life: "She loves your father far more than my father, she loves you far more than love me..."

    Shi Wei raised her eyes in disbelief, opened her mouth and looked at Han Jin, speechless.

    However, Han Jin's expression was calm. He seemed to have already recognized this reality and did not report any expectations. Therefore, he would no longer feel anything when the pain was numb. He even smiled and plucked out the deepest wound in his heart. Blood dripping: "If only you were her child, the mother must think so."

    Shi Wei was stunned, looking at Han Jin like a lunatic.

    "I used to be so jealous of you..." Han Jin raised his hand and brushed Shi Wei's face lightly, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, mixed with some kind of sadness and sorrow, "It's not your fault, but I blame you... I'm sorry. ."

    If he still has a little self-respect, he should take such a humble, ugly and ridiculous self into the grave and continue to disguise himself with pride, because as long as he is strong enough, he does not need anyone's pity and sympathy.

    Yet he still said...

    He had already missed her once, and he didn't want to miss her a second time. For this reason, he did not hesitate to let go of his pride and dignity, and unguardedly revealed his most vulnerable side in front of her.

    In this despicable and unscrupulous way...to beg for mercy.

    [Ding, Han Jin's favorability value +5, the current favorability value is 95]

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