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21. The ex-wife of the president 21
Han Jin hugged the woman in his arms tightly, and kissed her hair gently and lovingly, hoping that time would stop at this moment.
In despair and impulse, he came here uncontrollably, thinking that he would only get a rejected result again, but... Shi Wei did not reject him, she accepted him.
He couldn't forget that they were so compatible just now.
Does this mean that she actually still has him in her heart?
Han Jin's arms slowly closed, and a hint of hope finally appeared in his eyes. His voice was soft and hoarse, as if it contained countless affections: "Go back with me, okay?"
From now on, I will cherish you well, and I will never make you sad again, and I will never make the mistakes of the past.
I will make up for everything I have missed.
I can give you everything that others can give you.
Shi Wei slowly opened her eyes, and her eyes gradually returned to calm. She opened her lips slightly and said in a light voice: "No, it's you who should go back."
Han Jin's body froze, and his expression froze in disbelief.
Just now, they also...
"This is my home, so it's you who should go back." Shi Wei slowly and firmly pulled Han Jin's hand away, picked up the clothes and put them on calmly, looked back at him, his eyes were detached and indifferent: "Today is me No, but you should go."
Han Jin looked at her for a long time, a sullen smile appeared on his lips, and said slowly, "You want me to go?"
Shi Wei lightly bit her lip and looked away.
It's her fault today, it's her failure to resist the temptation, this is the person she really loved, he has all the sides she loves in her heart... At that moment, it seemed that something bewitched her and made her lose her mind , so she did not refuse, she admitted that at that moment she also wanted him.
However, this is not right.
In fact, she didn't blame Han Jin anymore, it wasn't just Han Jin who was wrong in that incident. If I had been more determined and didn't agree to Mrs. Han's proposal to marry Han Jin, maybe they didn't have to go to this point, and they didn't have to make everything change beyond recognition...
She had forgiven him, without love or hate.
But not blaming Han Jin doesn't mean they can start over.
She is tired of the hopeless waiting, and doesn't want to fall into the other's gentle trap easily again and fall into her own trap. This man is like poison, someone she can't and shouldn't love.
So sorry, I know you love me, but I don't want to love you anymore.
"We can't go back." Shi Wei's eyelashes trembled slightly, her eyes like water looked at Han Jin, she smiled lightly, but said nothing, got up and left the room, leaving only a slim back.
Never looked back.
Han Jin looked at her back, the flame that had just ignited in her chest went out, leaving only a piece of ice cold.
He couldn't remember, this was the first time he had watched her leave him so helplessly... But what he knew was that he would probably never be able to save this woman.
Even if you were still lingering at the moment before, you can turn around and leave the next moment without any lingering.
It turns out that once some mistakes are made, there is no way to make up for them. No matter whether there is someone else, whether there is Zheng Tingxun or not... it's actually the same.
………………
Shi Wei turned on the shower in the bathroom, and not long after she heard Xiao Liu tell her that Han Jin had left.
Shi Wei squinted her eyes, showing a sane look, and smiled lazily: "I'll just say he's skilled and has a very good figure, I can tell from the first time I came to this world, I almost missed it just now. I'd rather let him go."
Xiao Liu was silent for a long time: [So, are you still thinking about the fact that you just came to this world and wanted to sleep and he didn't fall asleep? 】
Shi Wei curled the corners of her mouth with a smile in her eyes: "How can there be a man in this world who I want to sleep but can't sleep? Look at this, so I will send it to my door obediently."
So, you really wanted to sleep with him in the first place, but it didn't work, so you deliberately slept back, and then left him after sleeping with a tooth for a tooth? Wouldn't this be a little too snarky?
After Xiao Liu's argument, he came to the conclusion that no one can offend his host.
Fortunately, he has always been a system that flatters and has a strong desire to survive.
But...isn't there something more important now? ! Although you are cool, but the favorability value is not full!
After thinking about it, Xiaoliu reminded politely: [Master, Han Jin's favorability score is still 1 point short...] With your way of abusing him, how can this favorability level still be full...
Shi Wei smiled: "No hurry, this is easy."
little six:【……】
After finishing speaking, Wei went out to sleep comfortably, and started to pack up the next day. Fortunately, she didn't have much to pack. With 200 million in cash in hand, she didn't need to bring anything.
The big deal is to buy, buy, buy.
Xiao Liu looked at her host curiously, not knowing where she came again: [Are you planning to go away? 】
Shi Wei said leisurely while collecting things: "Of course, it's normal for a beautiful girl like me who is indifferent to the world, after experiencing such a complicated love story, when she is physically and mentally exhausted, she wants to leave here and start again. And it's logical."
Xiaoliu: No, I think you just want to go on a trip.
"It's done!" Shi Wei patted her backpack, raised her eyebrows and smiled, "Before leaving, there is only one farewell left."
little six:……
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Han Jin couldn't remember how he got home.
He thought that maybe he should give up. If his love would only make Shi Wei feel embarrassed, then he would be willing to keep this love in his heart and not have to take it out to trouble her.
Just why does it feel so painful in the bottom of my heart?
With his eyes closed, Han Jin inexplicably thought of his mother, his childhood, and many, many things.
At that time, he was just a small child, unable to do anything to look at his parents who were both good-looking and detached, but couldn't do anything. It was only after a long time that he realized that his father probably loved his mother. Because he loved her, he couldn't bear her ruthlessness, so he gave up on himself and chose to degenerate, and finally lost his life...
But when he was a child, he didn't understand this truth. He worked hard and hoped that his mother would look at him more because of this...
When he grows up, he realizes that some things in this world cannot be forced, and if it is not for him, it is not destined to be his. He learned to stop expecting his mother's love. He knew that only he could love himself, but that was not the choice he wanted... If he could, he also hoped that someone would love him.
And now.
After many years, Han Jin seems to have returned to the hopeless and helpless situation that he had been in. This time, he hoped that Shi Wei would love him.
But he was still doomed.
What's more tragic is that this time, he lost it himself.
Han Jin didn't go to the company for two days, so he stayed at home.
He didn't say much and seemed to be more silent than before. Aunt Liu was very worried and couldn't help asking: "A Jin, you..."
Han Jin raised his eyes and chuckled, his voice low: "I'm fine, I just figured out a little thing recently."
"How are you and Xiaojing?" Aunt Liu said hesitantly, "She hasn't come over these days."
The bitterness in Han Jin's eyes flashed past, and his voice contained a hint of self-deprecation, and he said slowly: "Maybe I'm bothering her. Next time I'm not at home, you can ask her to come over."
Aunt Liu saw that Han Jin looked away and was no longer reluctant. For some reason, she was even more worried and hesitated. At this moment, a servant outside came and said that Miss Qi was here.
Aunt Liu was stunned for a moment, and was about to go out, but she seemed to think of something, and turned to look at Han Jin worriedly.
Han Jin stood up calmly, his voice hoarse: "I'm going out first."
Leave here when you're done.
But when Shi Wei came suddenly, Han Jin still met her outside when he was going out. He stared at the woman in front of him, his lips moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just nodded and continued. Move forward.
Even if you are not reconciled, you should learn how to give up.
Shi Wei looked at Han Jin and saw that he was about to pass by, but suddenly said softly, "I'm leaving."
Han Jin's footsteps stopped, and the hand hanging by his side clenched slowly.
For a moment, the brain even went blank.
Then he realized that he instinctively wanted to keep, but what qualifications did he have to keep? There were countless words in my chest that I wanted to blurt out, but when they finally reached my lips, they were only a few words that were extremely simple: "Are you coming back?"
Shi Wei looked at Han Jin's deep and gloomy eyes, listened to his low and hoarse voice, and recalled the changes he had made during this period of time, and her heart seemed to be slightly touched.
Now she is about to leave the city, and maybe she will not see each other for a long, long time. Scenes and scenes that happened during this time are constantly passing in front of her eyes, her eyes are a little fluctuated, she is dazed, and suddenly sighs in a low voice: "If, If you could fall in love with me sooner, I wish..."
If you can fall in love with me sooner, then I will love you as always, and there is no need for setbacks or regrets between us.
All of this is hopelessly missed will not happen.
Too bad there is no if in this world.
Han Jin understood her words, and his heart was full of pain, yes, it would be nice if he could fall in love with her sooner.
The truth buried in the past will never have to see the light of day again, he can always get her flawless love, and the story of the prince and Cinderella can go on perfectly.
He once had a right to happiness too.
Now that I can get this sentence, I should be satisfied.
[Ding, Han Jin's favorability value +1, the current favorability value is 100]
After Shi Wei said those words, she seemed a little uncomfortable and turned her head away. She didn't answer whether she came back, and Han Jin didn't ask any more, because it was unnecessary.
A hint of tenderness slowly appeared in Han Jin's eyes, and finally he said, "I'm still here waiting for you when you want to come back."
Although it's a bit late, this time it's me who loves you, it's me who waits for you, the day when you can start again, and that illusory possibility.
My promise never changes.
………………
Shi Wei went to Han's house that day, and after saying goodbye to Mrs. Han and Aunt Liu, she left the city.
Han Jin lived a step-by-step life by himself.
Although Shi Wei was not by his side, Han Jin felt at ease as long as she knew that she might be okay somewhere. It might be a long time to wait for someone, but the feeling of loving someone is not bad.
A month passed in the blink of an eye.
One day, Han Jin got off work from the company, and when he was leaving, he suddenly saw Zheng Tingxun coming to his company.
Zheng Tingxun's expression was very ferocious, he strode over and grabbed Han Jin's collar, his red eyes stared at him, his fists were raised high and trembling uncontrollably, as if he was about to hit him, but after a while Did not start.
Han Jin's eyes became cold. Because of Shi Wei, he didn't take action against Zheng Tingxun before, which didn't mean he could tolerate his repeated offenses.
"Let go." Han Jinhan said.
Zheng Tingxun stared at him, suddenly, he really let go, and said with a miserable smile, "Why didn't you stop her, why did you let her go?"
Han Jin felt inexplicable and said coldly, "Where is she going, that's her freedom."
Zheng Tingxun suddenly burst into laughter, with a crazy look in his eyes, as if he was about to destroy everything, and his voice was hoarse: "Why did you let her go!" He suddenly turned around and slammed his fist on the wall, turning back with a pitiful and sad expression Looking at Han Jin, he smiled softly: "What's the use of telling you this."
Because the person who regrets more is only you.
After speaking, Zheng Tingxun turned around and left here.
Han Jin faintly felt bad in his heart, did something happen? Before he could call to inquire, Chen Luan's phone number had already come in first, and Chen Luan's voice was trembling: "Boss, I just got the news that there was an accident on the flight to country H this morning. No one was spared, Miss Qi was on that plane..."
Han Jin only felt the darkness in front of his eyes, as if the world was spinning. Zheng Tingxun's grim expression appeared in front of him again. He held the phone tightly, and his voice became harsh and urgent: "What did you say?!"
Chen Luan was also very sad: "It's true, I just had someone verify it again before I dare to tell you..."
Later, what Chen Luan said, Han Jin could not hear clearly, his world seemed to be distorted, and what Zheng Tingxun said kept repeating in his ears.
Why didn't you stop her, why did you let her go?
Yes, why did you let her go?
Why don't you stop her?
Why?
If he stopped her at all costs and left her at that time, wouldn't the accident have happened? Even if she hates him and hates him, at least she is still alive...
Han Jin staggered and rushed out. He couldn't see clearly, couldn't hear clearly, and his vision was blurred.
It turned out that that goodbye turned out to be a goodbye?
Do not. He doesn't believe it!
A harsh brake sound of 'jatter' sounded, as if a favorable wind swept across his cheeks, and the sound of the driver's cursing sounded in his ears, but Han Jin was suddenly unaware.
He only understood one thing.
It turns out that some people, once lost, are lost forever and never come back.
………………
Two years later.
Han Jin's life has become more and more regular in recent years, and his life has become more indifference than before, let alone women who can approach him, and even scandals have disappeared.
Because any woman who tries to have an affair with him, or the media who tries to gossip about his private life, will receive his lawyer's letter without exception. can not say.
Since then, no one dared to write about his scandal.
Gradually, Han Jin faded out of the media's attention and became a restricted area that the media dared not touch. Except in some serious business activities, the public was no longer able to see him.
As for Zheng Tingxun, his personality has changed a lot in recent years, and he seems to be much calmer than before.
But this is not something Han Jin will care about.
When Han Jin returned home that day, he looked at the somewhat empty and cold hall, and went upstairs with a blank face. When passing the second floor, he couldn't help looking at the closed door in the corner and stopped.
He stood there motionless, even though he passed by here every day, he always had an illusion, as if he could see the gentle and elegant woman pushing the door open with a smile, raising her eyes to show him a smile of nostalgia and admiration, and came over Say to him: You are back.
When she was his wife, she always waited for him like this.
Han Jin smiled at the empty place, and said softly, "I'm going home."
After he said this, he seemed to remember something memorable again. He smiled lowly, and then went back to his room to change into a suit. He was busy with work recently, and was really tired.
After a short rest he went to visit his mother.
The mother's health has been getting worse and worse in the past two years, and she can't get up, so she hired a nurse to take care of her.
At this time, Aunt Liu just came back. Seeing that Han Jin was there, she hesitated and said, "A Jin, I have something to tell you."
Han Jin smiled: "Okay, let's go out and talk."
Aunt Liu put down the things in her hand and left the room with Han Jin. After a moment of silence, she finally said, "You are not too young. When will you find someone who knows how to be hot and cold? I know what you can't put down in your heart... ...but you can't go on like this forever, you can start over."
Aunt Liu was very sad about Qi Jing's death, but... it's not Han Jin's fault that people can't be resurrected from the dead. She still hopes that Han Jin can also gain her own happiness, he has lost too much.
The smile on Han Jin's face slowly disappeared, and after a while, he said, "Thank you for your concern, but there is no suitable person for the time being."
Aunt Liu is a little anxious. You don't give anyone a chance to approach you, so how can you find the right person? But before she could open her mouth to persuade her, she heard Han Jin say in a hoarse voice, "Sorry, I have something to do, let's go first."
"Eh..." Aunt Liu sighed helplessly as she looked at the back of Han Jin leaving.
Han Jin was actually fine. When he walked up to the second floor, he was silent for a moment, as if he had made up his mind, turned around and went to the empty room.
The room was empty. When she left for the first time, she took everything she could with her, leaving nothing for him.
So much so that now he wants to miss it, only to find that there are very few things that can be used to miss.
In the end, Han Jin could only sit on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand and gently stroked the empty place, his eyes were very gentle, and he lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "I promised to wait for you to go home."
I promise you what I will do, so I will always wait for you.
But when are you coming back?