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    The woman stood there, with a beautiful face and a graceful figure, and smiled softly at him: "Husband, why are you back so early today?"

    Jun Qingning stared at her in a daze, and there was a moment of daze in front of her eyes. It seemed that the previous cultivator was just a fantasy of his, but now it's all real.

    He was just waking up from a dream, going around for decades, and when he woke up, nothing had changed, and the old man was still there.

    His wife was still at home waiting for his return.

    There was a little tenderness in Jun Qingning's eyes, recalling the life of the two of them, and they respected each other like a guest, and found that he was not tired of all this, but had a trace of nostalgia, he looked deeply at the woman in front of him, and suddenly smiled: " I am back."

    Shi Wei also smiled, she gently picked up a strand of hair from her ear, her eyes were tender and watery, and her voice was pleasant: "Husband, sit down for a while, and the meal will be ready soon."

    He turned around and walked back into the room.

    Jun Qingning paused for a while, then walked to the table and sat down. He took a pear on the plate and bit into it, it was sweet and sour. It was not yet ripe, but the taste was very similar to what he remembered. Emotion.

    If he hadn't known that Cui Suyun was just a mortal with no aptitude for cultivation and had already died in Mu Ling's hands, maybe he would have almost believed that she was really still alive.

    It didn't take long for Shi Wei to come out of the inside, set the meal, sit virtuously, and smiled at Jun Qingning: "Husband is tired."

    Jun Qingning smiled and shook his head, looking at Shi Wei with some nostalgia, he said, "Fortunately, it's the lady who takes care of the housework, it's hard work."

    Shi Wei looked away, looking a little shy, her cheeks flushed slightly, and she pursed her lips and smiled: "It's not hard."

    Jun Qingning stared at her with a smile, picked up his chopsticks and tried the side dishes on the table. He hadn't eaten such a meal for a long time. Since he entered the Taoist sect and set foot on the immortal path, he has long been indulging in food and fireworks, but... It is rare to taste it today, but found that this crude meal is not disgusting.

    This was the life he used to be, the taste it used to be.

    He has always had a peaceful mind and looked down on everything. He chose to cultivate immortals only because he could, not because he hated his life in the world. In life, all kinds of things in the world are experiences.

    Just like many things, you can only give up if you have owned them. If you have never owned them, how can you give up?

    And everything in front of him was everything he had given up.

    Jun Qingning looked up at the woman in front of her, her eyebrows were soft, beautiful and elegant, her white neck was lowered, and she was placed in front of him without defense, as if she was really just his wife.

    Trust him for no reason.

    In Jun Qingning's eyes, even those celestial appearances are like pink skeletons, but this ordinary woman in front of him makes him unable to start, instead, there is a trace of tenderness in his heart.

    His path of cultivating immortals has gone too smoothly, and he has easily reached a height that no one else can reach in his entire life.

    His inner demon is his calamity.

    [Ding, Jun Qingning's favorability value +10, the current favorability value is 10]

    Shi Wei looked at Jun Qingning and smiled slightly.

    Xiao Liu didn't finally breathe a sigh of relief until this moment. He felt that the host was too risky! Trying to confuse Jun Qingning in such a way is even more absurd than the three hundred taels of silver in this place. Everyone knows that she is pretending, because Cui Suyun can't keep her appearance, and their home is long gone.

    But unfortunately, this fake scene, which can't be faked any more, has instead touched Jun Qingning's favorability value. Xiao Liu simply found it incredible: [Don't he think all this is too weird? Does he doubt you? 】

    Shi Wei smiled: [How is it weird? What about doubt? Even if he knew it was a trap, he would step in willingly, because it was the only way for him. 】

    Xiao Liu: [He can also kill you directly...]

    Shi Wei said: [No, Jun Qingning wanted to use this to overcome the demons, killing me directly would not help at all. If the demons could be eliminated so easily, then everyone should be killed, so why bother to move forward? ?

    Besides, although he is ruthless, he is an immortal cultivator in the end, and he doesn't allow his heart to suffer.

    Xiao Liu: [Oh? 】

    Shi Wei's tone was slightly raised, and she smiled jokingly: [Just kill your wife to prove the Tao, why is it so troublesome? 】

    Xiao Liu: [...] Why do I think you are the one who cultivates the magic way...

    ………………

    After eating, Jun Qingning put down the dishes and stared at Shi Wei. There was a tenderness in her always indifferent eyes, as if he was really her husband. He smiled and said in an elegant and gentle voice, "I'll help you."

    His hands are as slender as jade, and his posture is clear. Lose half of his demeanor.

    Shi Wei looked at him with tender and sweet eyes, just like an ordinary woman immersed in the love of her children.

    Everything is so beautiful.

    It's getting late.

    In the evening, Shi Wei lit the candle, and the dim light flickered in the room. She went inside and took off her outer clothes. She was wearing only a white lingerie, her face was plain, her long black hair was draped, and she was shy and timid. Looking at Jun Qingning, he said softly, "Husband, let me undress for you."

    Jun Qingning stood at the door, but did not move for a while.

    The candlelight reflected on his face, adding a firework air to the face that was originally cold and snowy.

    Shi Wei just looked at him quietly, without urging.

    Jun Qingning looked at the woman in front of her, she really didn't change a bit, or maybe she just happened to be what he expected... as he wished, everything was fine.

    The real inner demon is not the so-called charm, the so-called seduction, or the so-called prosperous phantom... It just happened to give a person everything he wanted to see.

    So even if you know it's fake, you can't get away and fall into indulge.

    He knew that he only had to take a step back and everything would disappear.

    Back to that real and unforgiving reality again.

    But does he hope so? Maybe not... He even thinks it's fine now, everything hasn't happened yet, the time is still 23 years ago, if he can go back 23 years ago and choose again, what will the result be different ?

    What choice will you make?

    Jun Qingning suddenly wanted to know the answer, even though he knew that the woman in front of him was just a demon with empty skins, but he did not retreat.

    Instead, he took a step forward.

    Shi Wei looked at Jun Qingning quietly, watching him take a step forward and walk in, a smile slowly appeared on his lips.

    She stepped forward slowly, her slender jade hand wrapped around Jun Qingning's neck, and stared sideways at his cold jade-like face, those indifferent and deep eyes, the graceful curved jaw, and the slightly raised Adam's apple... Her red lips were almost at the corners of his lips, and she whispered, "Husband..."

    The fingertips are frivolous, and the clothes are scattered.

    The spring night is short and beautiful.

    ………………

    The indifferent eyes were dyed with thick ink, the sweat was slightly soaked-wet-his forehead, and the hair was sticking to his beautiful face like a fairy, like the immortal who does not eat the fireworks of the world, dragged down the earth.

    Shi Wei snuggled in Jun Qingning's arms obediently, and seemed to be very tired, but she still had a happy smile on her face.

    Jun Qingning lowered his eyes and stared at the woman in his arms, and the tenderness and pity in his eyes flashed away. This is his only wife, and he once promised to live forever, but he left first, facing the monstrous flood, In the face of that almost irresistible despair, the moment he came back to life... What he thought was to abandon everything and go to the supreme avenue. If he wants this day and this place, he can no longer cover his eyes.

    He saw a completely different road, a road to the sky.

    For this, he left his only wife.

    Didn't even say goodbye to her.

    Leave her alone, silly, and wait for twenty-three years.

    At this moment, what seems to be guilt in the bottom of my heart is overwhelming.

    Jun Qingning's eyes were intertwined with complicated colors. He gently raised the woman's face, stared at her face, opened his lips and made a low voice: "I'm going to Beijing to take the exam."

    Shi Wei opened her hazy eyes and looked at him, she heard a smile in her eyes, and said in a low voice, "Well."

    She had no idea that once she left, she would never come back.

    She didn't even know what she was about to face, so ignorant and pitiful.

    Jun Qingning closed his eyes for a long time, then slowly said: "If I didn't come back and abandoned you, would you hate me?"

    Shi Wei was startled, as if she didn't understand why he suddenly said such a thing, but still hugged him tightly and said, "You won't leave me, will you?"

    She raised her eyes, her eyes were full of anxiety and fear, as if he was her heaven, her earth, and in her whole life, she never thought that one day he would abandon her.

    Because she only has him.

    Jun Qingning was stunned for a moment, the expression in his eyes softened a little, and for the first time he felt regret, regretting his departure.

    The life of a mortal is only a hundred years.

    The mundane past that she can easily abandon, but to her is the whole world. She loves him and cherishes him, even if he leaves and doesn't come back... but he still stays where he is and never leaves.

    Although he is just an ordinary mortal, his dedication is moving.

    And from the moment he left her behind his back, he was destined to owe her... Why did he leave in the first place? Why don't you come back?

    In fact, even if he comes back and spends his life with her, it will be nothing but a fleeting moment for him, but he is too ruthless and ruthless in the end, and the final result is the root cause of his own burial.

    A single thought, a mistake has been made.

    Jun Qingning sighed softly and brushed across the face of the woman in his arms, his expression was gentle and nostalgic, as if there were countless expressions of tenderness and compassion in it.

    He said slowly, "I won't leave you."

    If only this were true, if only you were alive...

    This time, I will not abandon you again.

    [Ding, Jun Qingning's favorability value +40, the current favorability value is 50]

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