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    Shi Wei closed her eyes, and new memories flooded into her mind.

    Her identity in this world is Xie Lan. She is a well-known actress. She has the status of a singer in the entertainment industry. She has been famous for many years. She has money, looks and fans. At least on the surface, it is an absolute life winner.

    But everything is always difficult to be perfect.

    No one knows that such a woman who is full of love and love is actually a loser in love.

    As we all know, Tianhou Xie Lan has a friend named Zhou Zebei.

    And her success track was inseparable from Zhou Zebei's figure from the very beginning, running through.

    Zhou Zebei is a well-known talented composer, handsome and romantic.

    When he met Xie Lan, Xie Lan was just a newcomer who had just entered the entertainment industry, and was cautiously walking on thin ice. Although he worked hard to film, he had never been popular, and could only play some inconspicuous supporting roles or tricks.

    But once they met, Zhou Zebei took a fancy to her aura and wrote a song for her.

    Xie Lan, who has always been tepid in acting, became popular because of Zhou Zebei's songs. Her ethereal voice and delicate, beautiful and recognizable appearance made her instantly become countless fans, and she was familiar with the highly sung songs. It made her become a national goddess overnight!

    Zhou Zebei has always played the game of life, and he only looks for inspiration for whoever writes songs. Many people spend a lot of money to ask for songs, but he never cares about them. If he is in a good mood, he is willing to write songs for others even without money. , doing things only according to their own mind, many people are proud to have him.

    The first song he gave to Xie Lan was free.

    That song not only made Xie Lan turn over successfully, but also became her most famous masterpiece, and it was her first step on the ladder of success.

    After she became famous, she was very grateful to Zhou Zebei, and she expressed that she wanted to give monetary compensation, but Zhou Zebei didn't want it. He just felt that Xie Lan was the most suitable person for his songs. She was born to sing, and her songs were destined to be popular. What she sings, he loves music, and nothing makes him more concerned than hearing the most beautiful movement.

    She is more beautiful and charming than ever when she sings.

    And she is his constant source of inspiration.

    For many years since then, Zhou Zebei has been Xie Lan's royal composer.

    Also her best friend.

    Seven years have passed in the blink of an eye, because of Zhou Zebei's full support, Xie Lan's position in the entertainment industry has been untouchable, and the girl in the flower season has grown into a charming woman, and she repays her gratitude and treats Zhou Zebei differently. Everyone knows that Zhou Zebei is the most important person around her.

    Such a relationship, and being in the entertainment industry, can of course make people want to think.

    There have been many people who have fabricated or gossip about their scandals, but they have always denied them. The two have been together for many years, but they have never once reported that there is a relationship beyond their friendship. They are really model friends in the entertainment industry!

    Gradually, even in the chaotic entertainment industry, no one talked about their scandals.

    But no one knows their true relationship.

    Not a couple, but a gun-friend.

    The kind of good friend who goes to bed.

    Zhou Zebei is talented, gentle and affectionate, handsome, charming and considerate. To Xie Lan at the time, she seemed to exist with her own aura, how could she resist his charm? Unconsciously, fell in love with him and fell in love with him deeply.

    But this love Xie Lan never said.

    At the beginning, Zhou Zebei was a long-established composer, Xie Lan felt inferior, and he felt that the gap was too big and he was afraid to speak. Later... when they got familiar with it, Xie Lan couldn't speak.

    Because Xie Lan at that time was no longer the naive girl who loved fantasies, she gradually understood that the best way to keep Zhou Zebei was to be his friend, not his lover.

    Lovers are fleeting to Zhou Zebei, but the friend who can let him write songs has remained the same for many years, but she is the only one.

    Even though he did a lot for her and stayed by her side all the time, it was never because of love, but because she happened to be the person he wanted to write songs for.

    After Xie Lan recognized this, it was impossible not to be lost, but she couldn't help but love him.

    She was already deep in the mud, unable to extricate herself.

    Finally Xie Lan designed an accident and went to bed with Zhou Zebei.

    That day, how much she wanted to express her feelings and say that she loves him... But when she saw Zhou Zebei wake up, she didn't dare to say it with the annoyance and hesitation in her eyes.

    Speaking out, she is likely to lose this person and their relationship will not be the same as before.

    Without saying it, he will always be her best friend.

    Unique, Muse.

    He does not love her, but treats her more than any lover.

    So that's enough, right?

    She didn't dare to gamble, and she didn't dare to accept the possibility of losing Zhou Zebei in the slightest, so she could be humbled to the dust.

    So she pretended not to care and said it was just an accident.

    Looking at Zhou Zebei's relieved look, she could hardly breathe with pain in her heart, but she acted as if nothing had happened, and she was uninhibited.

    From that day on, in addition to being friends, they occasionally go to bed.

    They agreed not to interfere with each other's emotional life. Once either one finds true love, the relationship will end. They are such a fit, everything is perfect, but no one will say the other is a lover, nor will they treat each other as a couple.

    Zhou Zebei doesn't love Xie Lan.

    Xie Lan also pretended not to love him.

    Maybe this kind of friendship seems absurd and ridiculous in the eyes of many people, but it is real between them. They will help each other, accompany each other, talk about their hearts, go to bed, make love... just go to bed It's like just having a meal together as usual.

    But just friends.

    So three years passed.

    No matter how high status Xie Lan achieved, how many people admired her and pursued her, but there was only one person in her heart.

    Always careful to maintain their "best friend" relationship.

    Zhou Zebei also likes the relaxed and harmonious relationship between him and Xie Lan without restraints and demands. There is no one who makes him feel more comfortable physically and mentally than Xie Lan. Xie Lan will never make any demands on him, nor act like a spoiled child. She wants this and that, she won't get angry for no reason, she is understanding and gentle, and she fits him very well in that matter.

    Beside Xie Lan, he was relaxed and comfortable from body to heart.

    He is an unmarried person, and he doesn't believe in the so-called love. A lover is only an occasional adjustment and inspiration. He even thinks that he can go on like this with Xie Lan forever.

    Not lovers, but know that each other is very important to each other, is a unique existence.

    until he met her.

    Her innocence, simplicity, beauty, and even savageness made his eyes shine, and for the first time he felt a heartbeat.

    From the moment he met Feng Siyan, he wanted to get someone for the first time.

    He began to worry about a girl, racking his brains to pursue a person.

    Zhou Zebei thought he had finally found love.

    But Feng Siyan was different from any woman he had come into contact with before, which made him frustrated many times, but the more he wanted to get her, the more he wanted to get her, so he confided his troubles to Xie Lan in distress.

    As his confidante, Xie Lan knows women better and may give him some different advice.

    Xie Lan really gave him advice. Not only was she not angry, but as usual, she helped him out with advice when he was troubled or unhappy, and helped him pursue Feng Siyan very seriously, as if she was her own business.

    But Zhou Zebei didn't know the real pain in her heart.

    In order to keep the person he loves, he does not hesitate to help him pursue other women and send him to other women, but she can only smile and keep all the sadness and sourness in her heart.

    She used to think that at least she was unique, but now she finally understands that she is not... After all, she is just a supporting role in Zhou Zebei's life, the kind of sad character who, with a secret love, also asks him to find true love.

    With the help of Xie Lan, Zhou Zebei finally pursued Feng Siyan.

    On this day, he happily told Xie Lan that he proposed to Feng Siyan, and Feng Siyan agreed, and they were going to get married.

    On that day, Zhou Zebei was so happy, energetic and affectionate, and told her the touching love story between him and other women, and said with anticipation that they were about to enter the palace of marriage.

    The Zhou Zebei who seemed to never change, and the seemingly affectionate and ruthless Zhou Zebei, finally changed for a woman.

    There is still such a woman in this world...

    But that woman is not her.

    Xie Lan smiled and said congratulations, but she was about to lose control of her tears. She drank desperately, trying to find an excuse for her uncontrollable gaffe. They drank a lot that night until they lost consciousness. .

    She was very afraid, afraid that she would become a resentful woman, expose her own thoughts, and then completely lose this man.

    It would be nice to forget everything.

    It would be great if you could not love this person.

    It would be nice if they were really just friends.

    ………………

    Shi Wei's eyelashes trembled, and her memory stopped abruptly here.

    She moved a little, but accidentally touched a piece of warm skin, then froze for a moment, squinting her eyes and looking to the side.

    The handsome man was lying beside her with his eyes closed. His eyelashes were long and the bridge of his nose was high. Upper body, firm pectoral muscles and a mermaid line extending down...

    It seems that a drunk, the two went to bed again.

    Shi Wei rubbed her head and sighed: [A man who can't control his lower body and a woman who can't control his heart are a perfect match. 】

    little six:【……】

    Shi Wei lowered her eyes and glanced at the man on the bed, her mouth twitched, and she sneered lightly.

    Xiao Liu cautiously said: [You don't seem to be satisfied with him. 】

    Shi Wei said lazily: [It's okay, in fact, he and Xie Lan are a good match, they are a natural pair. 】

    little six:【……】

    Shi Wei said: [One is affectionate and fortunate, and the other dares to love and dare not speak. If Xie Lan dared to take the initiative to pursue, I would still give her a high look, but she did not say anything and kept it in her heart, while acting as Zhou Ze. Bei's confidante, while helping Zhou Zebei pursue the woman he loves... Do you know who is the most pitiful? 】

    Xiao Liu: [Who? 】

    Shi Wei: [Of course it's the woman who is being pursued. If she knows that her fiance is such a person, and that she has a confidante who can go to bed at any time, even those things that move her are Zhou Zebei After discussing it with other women, I'm afraid I'll get a heart attack? Ha ha. 】

    Xiao Liu: [Cough, what are you going to do now? 】

    Shi Wei held her cheeks, admired Zhou Zebei's handsome face, determined that he was very decent, and said justly and dignifiedly: [Of course he is attacking him, doing things for the sky, and not letting him harm other innocent women! 】

    little six:【……】

    Shi Wei asked: [How much is his favorability now? 】

    Xiao Liu: [60...]

    Shi Wei nodded, her fingertips lightly brushed over Zhou Zebei's face, a deep smile in her eyes, "Very good, the foundation is not bad. 】

    Shi Wei didn't wake Zhou Zebei either, but just lay on the side dozing, admiring each other in her spare time.

    No matter how bad the other party is emotionally, this face is still very attractive, and judging from the songs he wrote, he is indeed very talented. No wonder the fanatic Xie Lan is dizzy... Even if he has everything now, he is still obsessed with it. .

    ………………

    Zhou Zebei drank a lot last night, and he couldn't remember what happened later.

    He opened his eyes hazy and looked at the familiar roof and decorations. His reason gradually returned to his mind. He suddenly sat up from the bed and looked at the woman beside him, with an embarrassed look on his face.

    Although they did maintain such a relationship before, since he decided to pursue Feng Siyan, he has made it clear that he wants to end the physical relationship with Xie Lan, which Xie Lan understands very well.

    So speaking, they haven't been like this for a long time.

    But yesterday, after drinking and having sex, they went to bed again.

    Zhou Zebei coughed lightly, got off the bed with pursed lips, took the scattered clothes and put them on, trying to make everything look normal, but suddenly... the woman behind him reached out and grabbed his arm.

    Zhou Zebei turned his head.

    She suddenly met her black eyes that could almost talk, her long hair was a little messy, and there was a hint of laziness in the corners of her eyes that she had just woken up from, but this time, looking at his eyes... It seems to be a little different from before , as if to speak.

    At that moment, Zhou Zebei always felt that something was out of control.

    But this illusion was fleeting, and soon the woman let go of her hand, just like countless times as usual, looked at him as if nothing had happened, and said softly, "You shouldn't have stayed yesterday, go back quickly."

    As always tolerant, she will never be like other women, she will never be jealous, cause trouble, and beside her, she has no pressure and can be absolutely trusted.

    No worries.

    And she always puts herself in his shoes and thinks about things from his point of view.

    Zhou Zebei breathed a sigh of relief. He also wanted to end this mistake as soon as possible. He stood up and smiled at the woman: "Then I'm leaving."

    As he said that, he picked up his jacket and pushed the door to leave, as if he was familiar with entering and leaving his own house.

    Shi Wei squinted to see him leave, then sat up and started playing with her phone.

    On your phone, you can always find a lot of useful news.

    For example, one of the rich second-generation suitors has always been a super fan of Xie Lan, and has been chasing Xie Lan for many years, but Xie Lan has only Zhou Zebei, and has never accepted the pursuit of others. cold.

    Shi Wei doesn't have this concern, she enjoys the pursuit of others.

    Of course, the more suitors the better.

    Shi Wei is dismissive of Xie Lan's behavior of rejecting everyone, but she wants to be Zhou Zebei's 'confidante'. What women fear most is to be cheap, and she can't stop her...

    Since Zhou Zebei only wants to be her friend, then let him be her friend forever, wouldn't it just make him get the best of both worlds?

    Shi Wei raised the corner of her mouth, smiled and sent a message back to her suitor, Sun Tao: "Okay, let's meet."

    ………………

    Zhou Zebei left Xie Lan's house in a hurry. Although Xie Lan's behavior has always been very normal, it is still a little unnatural for him to remember what happened just now. After all, he is a man who is about to get married.

    Still inappropriate.

    That's why Zhou Zebei didn't contact Xie Lan for a while after he left. Although everyone regarded that night as something that didn't happen, what happened happened.

    The little girlfriend is very enthusiastic and needs coaxing. Zhou Zebei is busy coaxing his girlfriend every day and has no time to think about Xie Lan.

    time flies.

    Half a month passed in the blink of an eye.

    Zhou Zebei sent Feng Siyan home as usual this day and left. As he was walking on the road, his mobile phone buzzed, and WeChat came in. He quickly opened it and saw a look of disappointment in his eyes... It was a credit card from XX Bank The event advertisement, he put the phone back in annoyed.

    At this time, I will wonder why I am disappointed?

    Then he thought for a while, and finally remembered that Xie Lan had not contacted him for half a month, and he thought it was Xie Lan's information.

    And this has never happened before.

    Zhou Zebei's expression froze for a moment, then stopped, he thought, maybe Xie Lan is like him and doesn't want to take the initiative to contact him, she actually cares about that.

    Ever since he announced his marriage to Xie Lan, to that drunken disorder-sex, some problems that never existed between them have still existed... It's like two people have always maintained a certain standard and never crossed the line. Lei Chi one step, you can live in peace.

    Until one day they crossed the line.

    That balance would be disrupted...

    Zhou Zebei put his hand in his trouser pocket. In fact, he wanted to contact Xie Lan. After all, he didn't want to lose this friend, but he didn't want to speak before him. No one wants to break this peace first, tacitly not contacting the other party...

    That's what caused this situation.

    Forget it... it's okay to be cold for a while.

    Maybe she's been busy lately too.

    Zhou Zebei walked back slowly, passing by a commercial center, an entertainment news suddenly sounded above, and the host's voice was so clear that everyone around could hear it: The singer Xie Lan was photographed meeting a mysterious man late at night. The insider broke the news that the man is Sun Tao, the young owner of Haohan Entertainment, who has been pursuing Xie Lan for many years. Could it be after so many years that Sun Tao finally moved Xie Lanfang's heart?

    Zhou Zebei instinctively turned his head to look over.

    On the huge screen, a woman wearing sunglasses was escorted into a clubhouse by a man, who was escorted into a clubhouse, but she was still photographed.

    Although the photo is blurry and the woman is wearing sunglasses, it does not prevent others from recognizing her identity.

    The paparazzi always have the ability to take pictures that others can't.

    What's more, a big star like Xie Lan?

    Zhou Zebei didn't know why, but his heart was inexplicably unhappy. He thought that Xie Lan felt embarrassed because of what happened that day, and did not contact him. After all, they crossed the line in that incident, and it shouldn't have happened. He can understand that because he is also a little uncomfortable.

    But in fact, maybe it's just because Xie Lan has a new love, so he doesn't have time to contact him?

    Although they once agreed that they have the right to pursue true love, now that Xie Lan finally has someone he likes, why not?

    But with a boyfriend like this, it doesn't seem interesting to let yourself know from the news without notifying yourself.

    After all, she told her what happened in the first place, and she didn't hide it at all.

    Thinking of this, Zhou Zebei finally understood why he was unhappy. No matter what happened to them that night or not, they were all best friends, but Xie Lan didn't seem to regard him as a friend anymore.

    Her behavior alienated him.

    Zhou Zebei took out his mobile phone and dialed the other party's number.

    The call was quickly connected, and even though the woman's voice was transmitted through the microphone, it was still soothing and ethereal, making people feel relaxed and happy, "Hello?"

    When Zhou Zebei heard this familiar voice, it seemed that even his soul had been washed, and the displeasure in his heart was instantly eased. Come on, aren't you a little out of touch?"

    In fact, he is not so angry and stingy. This sentence is like a joke among countless friends.

    But this time, the woman across from the microphone didn't come back with a laugh as usual, but was silent for a moment and said, "We shouldn't be in touch any more."

    This sentence fell into Zhou Zebei's ears, which made him startled slightly, and said, "What did you say?"

    Shi Wei repeated: "We shouldn't be in touch anymore."

    Zhou Zebei's expression gradually became serious and his eyes were slightly heavy, but he still didn't want the topic to become too rigid and lead to an irreversible situation... It's not face-to-face, but using a mobile phone has the advantage of not letting the other party Seeing your face, in many cases, can often act as a buffer, giving each other more room to turn around.

    He continued to laugh in a nonchalant tone: "What? I didn't stop treating you as a friend because I had a girlfriend. Now that you have a boyfriend, you can't wait to draw a line with me?"

    Shi Wei sighed softly, "It's not because of him... but because you keep in touch with me like this, so you're not afraid of your girlfriend's misunderstanding? That kind of thing shouldn't happen again, I don't want to destroy your relationship."

    Zhou Zebei was silent for a long time this time. He was a little unhappy. For the first time, he felt that Xie Lan was a little preoccupied, and felt that she had magnified a trivial matter. It could have been regarded as not happening, but it naturally faded away after a while. The incident will never happen again... but if it must be presented solemnly, it becomes a problem that has to be solved.

    However, he still didn't want to go to that point with her.

    Zhou Zebei said slowly: "We are just friends, what is there to misunderstand?"

    But Shi Wei obviously didn't want to let this matter continue to confuse her, she laughed lowly, her tone was slightly sarcastic, and she asked softly: "What kind of friend? The kind of friend who would go to bed together? "

    Zhou Zebei's expression finally changed.

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